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9254996 No.9254996 [Reply] [Original]

who hikki here?

>> No.9255003

me

you ready to kill yourself when the economy collapses like i am?

>> No.9255005
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9255005

I AIN'T NO "HIKKI"

>> No.9255014

>>9255003
>hurr durrr i am a huge capitalist pig.

>> No.9255025

>>9255003
>not living in a socialist country which will give you money all your life for doing nothing

>> No.9255030

>>9255025
Sorry but Warsaw Pact collapsed including Socialist Yugoslavia

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>>9255025
Commie fist!

>> No.9255035

>>9255025
>>9255014
Who are you fellas quoting?

>> No.9255040
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>>9255033
>>9255030
>>9255025
Socialists for life yo dude.

>> No.9255049

...why do you guys turn every thread into an economic discussion? seriously.

>>9255003
not really. i'm planning on finding a way out of this before.

>> No.9255048

>>9255025
>>9255014

who are you quoting?

>> No.9255061

>>9255049
epiC trolling XD

>> No.9255066

>>9255025
You mean a socialist country like Cuba?

>> No.9255082

Is Sweden economically stable?

I was thinking of moving there and getting autism bux if they have it.

>> No.9256083

>>9255082
you just need to move there to get money,
no need for autism or anything like that.

>> No.9256120

>>9256083

I have autism, so maybe they will throw more money at me.

>> No.9256133

>>9256120
Of course you have autism.

>> No.9257656

Has anyone ever been in that state of depression where you don't really know why you are depressed at the moment but you feel like shit and you wanna complain about everything and you think everythings stupid and you hate normal people even though you think labelling people as normal as an insult is stupid but it makes sense and you keep thinking about suicide even though you wont do it it's still a thought you have?

I hate my life

>> No.9257673

>>9257656

chemical imbalance.

time to get drugged up

>> No.9257680

>>9257673

I already did that a while ago

It made me cross dress in front of the family

Never again.

>> No.9257684

>>9257680
I've heard this story before.
Did you tell it here?

>> No.9257687

>>9257656
I get that every once in awhile and that lasts for a couple of months then it goes away and I feel great for a week or two

>> No.9257698

>>9257684

I tell it many places. I really shouldn't but i'm too hung up on it.

>> No.9257702

>>9257687

I know that euphoria, its a great feeling but then it goes away and you revert back to "normal"

>> No.9257709

>>9257698
Why are you still upset about it?
Wasn't it almost a year and a half ago?

>> No.9257721

>>9257709

It was, actually. You must have a good memory.

It's a recurring theme. Any situation where I blatantly show my naivety and blatant ignorance about reality I become really ashamed about it. I ruminate constantly about those kinds of situations. I wish I could forgive myself and let go but I can't. The only way I could ever let go is if I accomplish something grand as a form of redemption. I have a goal in mind, but i'm taking a break.

>> No.9257739

>>9257721
What goal are you working towards, anon?

>> No.9257767
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>>9257739

Sew touhou costume and play touhou music on my violin. Ill record myself once I obtain a good quality violin with good strings, recording equipment and the skill to actually perform. Touhou is my main motivator in life.

I say that a lot and I really do sound like a broken record. I took a break from sewing because it got really frustrating when I had to make puffed sleeves, but I will start again once I get my ordered fabric and make a circle skirt. I am full force on my violin. I'm at the level where I have the ability to learn on my own because i've played it for so long with a teacher. An innate understanding.

>> No.9257816

>>9257767
Good luck.

>> No.9258334

Hikki here... 25 going on 26 ... dropped out of school at 13. It has also been 13 years since I dropped out and something changed this year... I stopped feeling sorry for myself and started hating people and society.

Turns out being a misanthrope is easier than being anxious and depressed.

I have lost 50 lbs, go for an hour long walk a day, started eating healthy, getting muscle and standing up for myself when assholes try to play sidewalk alpha male.

I am even thinking about getting my GED and a job, what the fuck is happening

>> No.9258392

>>9258334
It took you 13 years to start hating?

Wow you must be a good guy at heart

>> No.9258829

>>9258334
>Hikki here... 25 going on 26 ... dropped out of school at 13.
>It has also been 13 years since I dropped out
Most of us did not drop out of school.
>standing up for myself when assholes try to play sidewalk alpha male.
What? I've spoken to other people with social anxiety, and a lot of you make taking a walk sound like an adventure. Now keep in mind, I have a social phobia myself, and I dislike going out and being among people, but FUCK. Unless you live in some sort of slums, where everybody is armed to the teeth, nothing is going to happen.
I have never changed the side of the street when there were a number of tough alpha males with leather team uniforms in the way and guess what: Besides for a few funny glances, nobody bothered with me.

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