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[Anonymous No.]

I had it in my head, it was beautiful. On the border of falling asleep I began to think of music, and every time the music was reaching a perfect sound I became short on breath and my body began to lock down and stiffen, so I got scared and took in more breath, then the music died down. This happened around four or five times, and I always moved or broke the trance like dream before the music reached it's apex.
If I had not been scared, I could have probably remembered that sound and wrote it down. I could even possibly have my name forever engraved in history for creating something so fantastic. But out of fear I stopped and had to break the trance.

Have any of you ever gone through something like this? It's like I'm subconsciously taunting myself for being a failure.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

>>8649449
I'm not autistic, just socially stunted. I just wanted to tell someone about this but I have no other friend but /jp/