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Do you ever feel ashamed, /jp/?

>> No.8361512

Yes, very much. I'm sorry mom, dad...

>> No.8361506

Sure. Any particular things I should be ashamed of?

>> No.8361508

>>8361501

Ashamed that I send my mother thousands of dollars on a regular basis because she's in her 60s and on a fixed income? Heck no. I figure it's the least I can do considering I make many, many times what my parents ever made at the best of times.

>> No.8361513

Yeah, every time after I get done fapping to shota.

>> No.8361517

My mom deserves every bit of parasitism I do from her and if I didn't do it, I would honestly be able to say she didn't do a thing for me. All I get is what I take.

>> No.8361519

They're the ones who raised me. They knew what they were getting themselves into.

>> No.8361522
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8361522

The only thing I feel shame for is cross dressing in front of everyone a year ago and I occasionally have fits and my tics start going crazy when I remember anything.

God forbid someone reminds me I get this sinking feeling in my chest and I want to cry

I had to force myself to type all that

>> No.8361528

I would never do that to my mother.

I'd totally let her trample all over me.

>> No.8361527

>>8361522

Do you remember that time you cross dressed in front of everyone a year ago? That was great stuff. Well done.

>> No.8361532

>>8361527

Whoa man im goin crazyyy

no

>> No.8361533
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8361533

Besides some stupid mistakes I made when was young, nope.

>> No.8361537

Kind of. I've lost control of my life.

>> No.8361538
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>> No.8361541

>>8361538
I bet you this isn't gonna make that resolve any harder sonny.

>> No.8361546

Well, yeah I do. And I'm too much of a bitch to off myself.

>> No.8361548

I think those times when I was younger and used to whore myself and show my ass to random men so we can get off together. It's not my fault I couldn't find any girls on the Internet to c2c.

>> No.8361559

I do a good job of not thinking about it.

>> No.8361565

I can no longer really remember most of my life, so in general, not really.
I do have some regrets from some things my naiveté caused, and the harm it did to some people I knew. But I tried to right things as best I could afterwards, so there's not much else I can do.

>> No.8361575

Never.

This is the path I've chosen, and I'll walk it with pride.

>> No.8361585

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

>> No.8361592

The only shame I feel is for not being completely self reliant and physically fit. I have no qualms about taking handouts int he form of autism money though. So I guess I should say but that's the one exception.

I'd just like to be as skilled as I can be, even if I never do anything with that skill.

>> No.8361613

Original sin. Feels bad man

>> No.8361618

>>8361522
Why did you cross dress in front of everyone? You should never do that in front of people because they won't understand.

>> No.8361620

When I was about 7 years old, I was out on the playground one day. There were 2 brown girls walking nearby, I assume I was with someone because I blurted out "hey, look at the pakis walking up"
Next thing I know, one of the more violent pakistani boys had me pinned by my neck to the wall. He said something, but I can't remember what, I was gasping for air at the time.
We were separated and talked to by some adults eventually. I didn't understand what I'd done wrong, my parents always talked about pakis like that. The dinner lady explained the concept of racim to me. I hear they talked to the other boy too, but he already had a reputation for doing things like that.
I'm ashamed of myself for that time.

>> No.8361634

>>8361618

I was on meds. The kind you get from a shitty walk-in doctor who wanted you out because you were crying at the doctors.

I always had an interest in cross dressing, when I was on the meds it just went up 1000x and I told everyone. Friends, family, people i play games with.

Needless to say, I no longer have any friends prior a year ago.

Still want to cross dress though, my dream is to sew my own touhou costumes and be an exceptional violinist and play touhou music at cons and maybe make some videos. It's the obnoxious shit that I did back then that really gets me, not the actual dressing up.

That felt good

>> No.8361646

But my parents don't want me to leave.

>> No.8361649

No shame, no regrets. This is my destiny.

>> No.8361667

>>8361620

Why? Fuck those sand niggers. Tell them to GO HOMU next time.

>> No.8361676

>>8361620
When I was a kid I didn't understand what the black kids at the bus ramp (place where we all switched buses, long distance busing to school) were saying, and I grew to hate them for unspecified reasons. I didn't hate all blacks just for being black, but I remember a distinct hatred for the ones who would stand around talking and would charge into their groups (of course, they couldn't do much because I was only 7-8 years old and I would just keep on going, it was very crowded). It seems very wrong looking back. Although I still hate people who stand in walkways.

>> No.8361693
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8361693

No, not at all. They created me, its their own fault. I never asked to be born. They also fucked up and made me a boy, I should have been the little girl. So not my fucking problem. Picture related, its my as the little girl. Yes, I should also have been given wolf ears and a fluffy tail.

>> No.8361705

>>8361693

You wouldnt be a little girl forever, nerd.

>> No.8361719

As much as I dislike my parents for their sub-par parenting, I was still a shitty son.

>> No.8361757
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8361757

What would you do if you were Momiji?

>> No.8361776

>>8361757

.....Be cute.

A-and.. Wag my tail!

Also.. i'd ummm suck your cock, dude

>> No.8361796

>>8361693
Can't argue with that logic, i love you

>> No.8361810

It's their fault for deciding to conceive me.

>> No.8361818
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>>8361776
Ohh god, How can I wish I was the little girl when I am not imagining Momiji sucking my suck while I watch her tail wag?

>> No.8361819

>>8361818
>when I am now

is what I meant to say.

>> No.8361828

Nearly every day. I'm learning to get over my regrets and accept the lifestyle I have, though.

>> No.8361826

>>8361634
I love this story. Thanks for sharing!

>> No.8361899

>>8361522
Say. Mind telling what happened? I'm thinking of cross-dressing in public as well and that is sending some warning bells.

>> No.8361919

mom a shit

>> No.8361923

>>8361899
Don't pop pills or drop acid and you'll be fine.

>> No.8361935

>>8361826

I'm glad you liked it.

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>>8361923
I guess you let it be know to a bunch of normal fags that its your dream to be the little girl. And you your self are probably not a very manly or intimidating person to begin with.

Fuck, Momiji art is amazing. Curse my fucking manly existence.

>> No.8361941

I enjoy living at home. I have a job though, and I pay rent. I don't think my dad minds me here. I've asked many times if he wants more rent but he always declines. Maybe he just feels bad about the past.

He's moving to another country in a few years though. I don't know if I'll be okay by myself, as there's no way my little sister would want to live with me.

>> No.8361946

>>8361941
Did you not make her roll her eyes and and tongue hang out? You should never stop half way when taming your imouto.

>> No.8361955

>>8361522
My diiiiiiiiick, I read the caption in Kugimiya's voice.

>> No.8362061

>>8361508
what do you do for a living?

>> No.8362159
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>>8362061
hostess girl

>> No.8367081

>>8362061

https://www2.recruitingcenter.net/Clients/f5/PublicJobs/controller.cfm?jbaction=JobProfile&Job_I
d=14000&esid=az

>>8362159

Yeah, but only on the weekends.

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