How near are you to suicide? do you plan to kill yourself at some point? How would you like to do it? If not, what criteria would you make you kill yourself? If I go blind or get a debilitating illness I'll probably do myself in.

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Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:27:27 2011 No.8129902 [Reply] [Original]

How near are you to suicide?

do you plan to kill yourself at some point?
How would you like to do it?
If not, what criteria would you make you kill yourself?

If I go blind or get a debilitating illness I'll probably do myself in.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:30:54 2011 No.8129913 Why would you want to suicide, running out of autism bux already?

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:30:56 2011 No.8129918

It's a case of when, not if.
Burning charcoal in an enclosed space.

As for how close, I'm not sure - depends how long what little money I have left can support my NEET lifestyle and if I can manage to get a diagnosis that brings in some disability money, as is I'm too incapable of leaving the house to get diagnosed.

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 03:31:54 2011 No.8129922 Pretty far from suicide. I don't even understand this who would without a decent reason, like fatal or massively debilitating illness.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:32:54 2011 No.8129925 Why would I? There're so many VNs left to read. I can't leave this planet now.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:33:56 2011 No.8129927 >>8129913 No, not quite there yet, just generally rather unhappy with life, and my eyesight is getting bad (Lots of floaters). So, if I go blind, I'll shoot myself. If I'm debilitated or paralyzed, my brother has agreed to kill me, and vice versa.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:37:24 2011 No.8129942 >>8129927 >Lots of floaters Floates are my only friends. I even gave name to one - gou. Because it looks like 丂 from 番号

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:40:56 2011 No.8129950
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>>8129942

It makes it a miserable experience to read, having to roll your eye around until they settle somewhere else in your eye, only to have them move to the center of your vision again in a handful of seconds.

I'd be able to order perfectly bioengineered eyes by now if it weren't for the fundamentalists.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:41:55 2011 No.8129958

>How near are you to suicide?
Not near at all, in the classical definition of the word 'suicide'.
> do you plan to kill yourself at some point?
Don't think it would have the desired consequences (death), I think that is impossible as a 1st person perspective act. You can derive some really weird things starting from very simple and straightforward philosophical apriori assumptions. If I were to ever consider doing it, it would be to merely perform an act of Anthrophic selection if I was very cornered and wanted to cheat my way out of it (or merely test some hypoteses which would result in a nearly infinite utility value if successful), but there's no way to do it with today's technology without the act being immoral (from my own perspective). However, the motivation behind such an act would be very different (and very calculated) from a random person contemplating 'suicide'.
> How would you like to do it?
Technical details are very elaborate. Don't think it would make sense to explain them here, but I do think assistance of 3rd parties might be needed (for the example I previously described) at least to faciliate some further steps.
> If not, what criteria would you make you kill yourself?
If I thought it would work, probably if I lost all hope for the future of the particular future state I was in. This could happen if society messes certain things really badly, but it's highly unlikely. Of course, if one reaches a case where personal well-being is really impossible to maintain (such as very bad illness), it should be considered. Of course, I wouldn't actually go for that, I'd just go for cryopreservation instead, at least that gives you a chance of getting it fixed if we ever solve even a single important problems that we need to do to get started on a singularity-like development.

tl;dr: A smart man once said that curing fear of death is easy, but then you might be faced with fear of eternal life.

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 03:43:24 2011 No.8129964 >>8129950 What kind of eye condition makes you see more floaters? I thought they were a natural occurance.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:43:26 2011 No.8129968 >>8129958 You write like ulillillia.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:44:55 2011 No.8129970
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I think about it every day. I'm pretty busy though so as weird as it is, present failures and future tasks keep me alive, ensuring future failures. To tell the truth, I wish I could just let go of all the suffering and embrace death.

If I ever was left without anything to keep me distracted for more then 48 hours or so, I'd probably end up collapsing into depression. Whether or not I kill myself at that point depends on whether I have the energy to get out of bed or not.

How would I like to do it? Helium preferably, but I don't have the resources. A gun would be quick and painless, but I don't have one of those either. Asphyxia/Drowning without other gases is really scary, but it is that or a knife to the jugular, and the latter would make a huge mess.

>>8129922
I cannot remember the last time I was happy, or was successfully able to make someone else happy. Perhaps that might provide some insight to you about why death might ever seem appealing.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:45:25 2011 No.8129975

>>8129964

They are-they're very common, it's just worse and more noticeable for some people. Mine are huge, and all over the place. It's driving me fucking nuts. They're just strands of collagen in the vitreous humor casting a shadow on your retina, essentially, but as you get older, and the fluid in your eye becomes more congealed, they appear more frequently and severely.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:46:55 2011 No.8129977 >>8129913 I guess it's fun to joke about autism bux, but you have no idea how depressing it actually is to be told by a professional that something about you is so fucked up that you'll never truly be able to fit in with society.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:47:25 2011 No.8129981 I was thinking about it today for a bit. But then I busted the fattest creamiest nut and got over it.

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 03:49:55 2011 No.8129990 >>8129970 Not really. I'm too fascinated by mankind and where it's going to care about my own happiness.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:50:23 2011 No.8129994 >>8129977 Suck it up bitch, you get paid to exist.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:50:23 2011 No.8129995

I plan to crash my parents' car into a concrete lamp or some other hard surface on the highway. I'll try to make it look like an accident, like I lost control or something, after telling them I'm going to go out to buy a new video game. All I have to do is jerk the steering wheel quick at 100mph and it ends.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:51:54 2011 No.8130000

>>8129968
I guess being overly analytic can seem a bit autistic, and there may not even be a difference between the 2 given /jp/'s definition of the term. I do wonder though, do autists feel empathy? If you look at my post, one of my concerns was that the act of suicide is typically immoral as it would cause suffering to those around you that care about you, and more generally, harmful to the world if you were to make contributions that would no longer exist (in some particular future) if you killed yourself.

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 03:52:53 2011 No.8130005 >>8129975 >strands of collagen in the vitreous humor Really? I always assumed they were particles on the surface if the eye, not within it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:53:55 2011 No.8130008 >>8129995 Sounds like a good idea until you wake up in hospital bed paralyzed from the neck down with some very pissed doctors standing over you.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:54:24 2011 No.8130010 >>8130000 Seriously, just go to a psychiatrist and talk a little like that, and you'll get your autism checks in no time.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:54:54 2011 No.8130011 >>8129995 Seems like it'd be awfully painful and easy to screw up.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:54:54 2011 No.8130015

>>8129995
Let's say that by some lucky (actually likely) event you survive, but now your chances are that you will be crippled. You're now in a worse future than you would be if you hadn't attempted suicide in such an ineffective and stupid manner. Either do it in a surefire and clean way or don't do it at all or risk putting yourself in worse situations.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:55:24 2011 No.8130017

>>8130005

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Floater

The treatments for it are pretty much guaranteed to fuck up your vision in some manner, so there's no safe, easy way to get rid of them.

Hence why I want bioengineered or some sort of bionic eye replacement. They're not so bad that I'm unable to read or anything, but they're very fucking annoying.

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 03:55:25 2011 No.8130020 >>8129995 People do not typically lose control of their cars without reason. Do it when there's inclement weather, and don't do it on a straightaway.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:59:24 2011 No.8130037 Go out like a boss with a dynamite vest. You get bonus points if you blow yourself up while falling from a high place.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 03:59:55 2011 No.8130033 >>8129995 Somehow, I don't see a sudden accident being that much less devastating to your family than suicide.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 04:01:54 2011 No.8130041
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>>8129995
>>8130020

Get absolutely fucking hammered before you do it, and drive as fast as you can down the highway the entire time.

Play awesome music as you do it-though, this might end up with you paradoxically wanting to survive.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 04:01:54 2011 No.8130042 File: 93 KB, 489x540, 1321033045957.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Please do as you wish, tehe~☆

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 04:03:54 2011 No.8130048 >>8130037 I think you mean 'bonus points for turning a senseless suicide into a senseless mass murder'.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 04:07:54 2011 No.8130058 I fantasize about having someone from /jp/ torture, rape, and ultimately kill me. I should probably get out more.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 04:07:54 2011 No.8130061 >>8130048 Maybe not dynamite then. Only something that'll rip you to shreds and scatter you into pieces so that everyone will have a piece of you.

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 04:13:24 2011 No.8130078 >>8130061 You misunderstand me. I fully support taking as Nantes people with you as possible, because why not?

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 04:13:53 2011 No.8130080

It is beginning to sound like you guys don't really want to die, but rather you want to come up with needlessly complicated suicide plans. The more complex your plan is, the more likely it is to fail. or be aborted.

Just go for something simple, like a razor across the thoat in the shower.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 04:14:23 2011 No.8130089 Nah, i'm cool. Suicide is for weak faggots

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 04:15:55 2011 No.8130092 >>8130078 *many Fucking autocorrect making up words.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 04:17:24 2011 No.8130096

>>8130080
Oh so messy. Cyanide or Helium sound like saner choices. Anything like guns or blades carries the unfortunate risk that if you fail, you're now looking at a worse future than you started off. Better keep it modular - either success or failure with no worsening of the future in case of failure (which may very well happen).

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 04:20:23 2011 No.8130110 My plan has always been to OD on phenobarbital and tape a bag over my head. Seems fool proof enough.

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 04:21:54 2011 No.8130118 >>8130110 You have a source on phenobarbitol?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 04:26:25 2011 No.8130136 >>8130118 I bought some online a few years back and still have it around.

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 04:30:25 2011 No.8130152 >>8130136 Nice job. Enjoy your peaceful death.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 05:30:55 2011 No.8130287
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I just had dream that I'm going to die soon and it was really cute and nice dream. I still have few things to do, and I try my best to not think about opening portal or dying during that time, but I still promise myself that it's not going to last for long and getting debilitating illness soon would be really nice right ?

>>	Tokiko Mon Nov 21 05:32:54 2011 No.8130293 File: 197 KB, 900x900, 205.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I enjoy living. And it'd make my family sad. Plus, being a diabetic means that my life's short already.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 05:38:53 2011 No.8130304

>>8130287
You can easily tell that someone will never really work up the guts for suicide by how they always talk about it like a future event. If they actually wanted to kill themselves, the desire to do so would be so strong that they wouldn't be able to wait another day. You fake suicidals just want the illusion of being in control of your life by convincing yourself you have the power to end it. Or possibly the attention.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 05:42:24 2011 No.8130310 >>8130304 It's not good to rush into things.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 06:34:53 2011 No.8130420 >>8130304 I'm not him, but I'm not sure. I want to end it, but I'm not sure if I have the guts. I mean... I'm pretty sure it's not as easy as it looks, but I really do have a desire to do it.

>>	「ロリあき」 Mon Nov 21 06:36:53 2011 No.8130425 >>8130420 Why?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 06:49:55 2011 No.8130447 >>8130304 Because it's impossible to believe someone could be putting it off until their perfect NEET lifestyle is no longer sustainable, no sir.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 06:52:55 2011 No.8130454

>>8129922
>I don't even understand this who would without a decent reason
The problem is that you can't really look at it logically, since the people who desire to kill themselves aren't thinking logically at all. Depression does all kinds of shit to a person, and logic just gets thrown out the window along with a bunch of other shit.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 07:08:59 2011 No.8130480 >>8130425 I only have one friend, and I don't think my family likes me. Nobody will hire me, and I didn't get good grades in school.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 07:09:59 2011 No.8130484 I've thought about it, but haven't made any serious plans. I'll probably end it when my parents die and I run out of money. I can't go out to get a diagnosis because I have panic attacks and start vomiting.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 07:23:54 2011 No.8130511 I have give myself 6 months. If my life is still shit, I will do it. Right now, I would be glad to do it, but there are things stopping me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 07:27:23 2011 No.8130519 I've never done drugs beofore, but I've thought about doing it by overdosing on heroin and coke until my brain popped.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 07:29:24 2011 No.8130521 I hope when i die i go to Gensokyo.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 07:32:53 2011 No.8130526 12.01.2012 I have no idea why I chose that particular date but that's when it's going to happen. I actually feel rather content at the moment but I don't want to be a burden to the society. There's also the possibility that Gensokyo is real.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 08:11:23 2011 No.8130619 >>8130526 Thats a shit date.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 08:24:53 2011 No.8130645 >>8130619 Care to elaborate?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 09:15:34 2011 No.8130767 >>8130645 1+2+0+1 != 2+0+1+2

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 09:20:36 2011 No.8130785 >>8130767 1+2+0+1+2+0+1+2 = 9

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 09:33:38 2011 No.8130819 >>8130785 (1+2)+(0+1)+(2+0+1+2) = ??

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 09:50:23 2011 No.8130845
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>>8130304
I'm not looking for attention at all. If I would look for attention I would tell that I'm girl(gamer? girl-portaler?) right? And I didn't tell such things.

And I need to prepare few things to Gensokyo (and learn few things). And find method that is really working (I can't fail again right?).

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 09:52:54 2011 No.8130848 >>8130845 That's not attention worthy. Don't fool yourself.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 09:56:54 2011 No.8130860 File: 292 KB, 700x1000, tired chinese touhou.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8130848 I'm not looking for attention and I would love to be in Gensokyo already.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 09:57:53 2011 No.8130865 >>8130860 Then go.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 10:01:24 2011 No.8130877 File: 36 KB, 512x383, yukari looking.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8130865 Go where? I can go and make tea and take cake.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 10:08:24 2011 No.8130900 File: 21 KB, 400x283, razorblade-vector-eps.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I used to feel like this. Then I discovered self harm. Feels good man.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 10:10:24 2011 No.8130904 >>8130900 >Razor Needless mess. I burn my hands with hot water.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 10:19:55 2011 No.8130938 >>8130904 But that's not as satisfying.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 10:21:55 2011 No.8130945 File: 268 KB, 800x1000, smilling chinese touhou rippoff ура.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8130900 I did that too when I was younger. Only bad thing is that I still have some remains. Oh but it would be looking for the attention right?

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 11:18:25 2011 No.8131094
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>>8130945

Yeah, always "it's just for the attention". The worse part is that I can't even blame the people that keep repeating that, because they've been given reason to believe so by all the faggots that really only want that.

>>8130304

I attempted by overdose and failed, because I did send a "good-bye e-mail" to my only friend while she was supposed to be out. Happened she was not, so she rushed to my place and got me to the hospital. When I first opened my eyes she was there, and she made me swear to her I'd never do that again.

So, I still want to do it, but I keep my promises. I regret promising it, but still. However, I know she'll eventually lose interest in me/will realize I'm not worth the effort, and when she does...

I did it once, will do it again. Like I said sooner, I can't blame you for thinking we're all attention-whores/delusionals, but please consider there are exceptions.

Sorry for blogging, etc

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 11:26:24 2011 No.8131111 >>8131094 try meditation. learn to control your emotions

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 11:28:27 2011 No.8131115

I still enjoy some things, so I don't think I'll feel like doing it any time soon. Maybe after my parents die and I realize I can't enjoy life anymore, but who knows.
>>8130900
But why would you want to feel pain? That shit sucks, no matter how shitty your life is.
>>8131094
>she made me swear to her I'd never do that again.
I'll never understand this. If someone's feeling so bad about their lives they want to end it all, why do people feel the need to be selfish enough to deny them of the only thing that would make them happy?

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 11:43:56 2011 No.8131157

>>8131111

It's not about bursting suddenly into suicide. I spend a lot of time planning things; nothing of it was done without slowly pondering everything.

>>8131115

Well, even as I'm the one defending my suicide attempt here, I'll have to agree with the people that say "suiciding will not make you happy, it will be an ultimate end. You can only become happy while you're alive, you just have to fight for it". When I asked her why she wanted so badly to stop me despite my decisions, her point was basically this one about suicide not bringing relief. She wanted me to experience new things before taking such a drastical way. She had a good point and I couldn't stand to tell her my reasons, so it stopped by that.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 12:00:59 2011 No.8131219 >>8131094 Holy dicks are you me? Similar situation with myself, though I ended up overdosing in public and panicked and confessed to my friend. I'm really picky about promises too, and it sucks that I had to promise that.

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>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:29:55 2011 No.8131550 I'd never kill myself. Anyone that does is dumb. All you have to do is endure 20 or so more years of boredom to be able to upload your consciousness into an Online world. Then you can do whatever the fuck you want.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:32:25 2011 No.8131566 >>8131550 That's what they thought in the 80s too.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:32:55 2011 No.8131564 I wonder how bad it would be to go blind as an otaku. Its such a visual culture. Would they just sit there all day listening to those voice CDs?

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:39:56 2011 No.8131594

>>8129902
I'll disguise myself as a normalfag and participate in the society. I want to make a lot of money, and the way I spend it will be determined by how others treat me. If I'm feeling ok with how it turns out, I'll buy /jp/ an island. If not, I'll kill myself bringing a couple thousands of lives with me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:40:26 2011 No.8131596 >>8131529 Sauce. Unfortunately reverse lookup + midori search wasn't enough

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:40:56 2011 No.8131600 >>8131596 Kira Kira

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:40:56 2011 No.8131601 >>8131526 >>8131529 MONKEEEEEEEEEY EAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARS

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:41:56 2011 No.8131607 I failed when I was 13, I don't want to die anymore.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:45:26 2011 No.8131627 >>8131600 Thank you very much

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:47:56 2011 No.8131637 >>8131596 >midori search What's that?

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 13:59:56 2011 No.8131673

>>8131219

It's always weird to know there are situations similar to yours in another place of the world. Think about the chances that events take similar turns in completely different lives and contexts. Anyway, I think that if I had freaked out in public, specially face to face with her, I'd just have another reason to go on with it.

>>8131637

Supposing you're serious, I imagine he means he seached for "Midori", the filename.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:42:56 2011 No.8131811 According to EPA, a human life is worth $8,120,000. Are you willing to throw away 8 million?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:43:55 2011 No.8131814 >>8131811 Who cares, I got it for free.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:45:55 2011 No.8131818 >>8131811 I have no marketable skills and no motivation to learn any. My life is worthless.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:46:25 2011 No.8131820 >>8131811 So what? The market price is a lot lower with no taxing since slavery became a crime.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:46:25 2011 No.8131822 >>8131811 Is someone willing to give me 8 million to sustain my NEET lifestyle?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:47:55 2011 No.8131835 I'm writing my ex-girlfriend this christmas, if she doesn't react to it I plan to kill myself. That's the last person I care for.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:51:56 2011 No.8131858 Waiting for my parents to die then I'll follow them, I want to be grateful for the life they've given me and make them enjoy theirs, then finally quit mine.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:53:56 2011 No.8131865 >>8131818 You could still be used for slave labor.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:57:27 2011 No.8131883 >>8131566 Technology develops in leaps and bounds. Trust me man, we have that technology in our life-times.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 14:59:55 2011 No.8131891 I'm happy with my life.

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Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:04:26 2011 No.8131916

I'm only 18 and I'm not even out of high school yet, but it just feels like life is absolutely meaningless. It's not even like I don't have friends or anything. I just can't find joy in anything. But I try to live day by day thinking that I shouldn't give up when I'm so young.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:05:26 2011 No.8131925 >>8131916 What the fuck. Go lurk /b/ or something with the other people your age.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:06:28 2011 No.8131930 >>8131925 I've been here for almost a year now. Never been to /b/ and never will. God damn cancer.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:07:28 2011 No.8131932 >>8131925 Yeah the 21 year olds heare are too busy contemplating suicide.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:09:28 2011 No.8131937 >>8131916 you are young enough for hrt

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:10:01 2011 No.8131941 >>8131916 Why do kids always think that the purpose of life is to enjoy things?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:12:30 2011 No.8131954 >>8131916 I'm old enough to be your dad.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:14:57 2011 No.8131957 >>8131941 What is the purpose of life, then? Shitpost on /jp/?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:15:58 2011 No.8131962 >>8131941 But I'm 24 and I think the same thing? What's wrong with that?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:15:58 2011 No.8131963 >>8131957 To exist and consume media.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:15:58 2011 No.8131966 >>8131957 But if you shitpost on /jp/, aren't you enjoying yourself?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:18:29 2011 No.8131978 >>8131966 Not really >>8131963 For the purpose of enjoyment, otherwise I don't know what would drive people to consume.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:18:57 2011 No.8131982 >>8131966 I highly doubt that the shitposters are having the time of their life every time they shitpost. Most of them are probably just doing it out of habit by now.

Trap Mon Nov 21 15:25:58 2011 No.8132006

>>8129902
I'm not very close, but I've considered it as my plan for old age. I spent this summer taking care of my partner's 96 year old grandmother and I swore to myself I'd never let myself become like that

Though it's more of a murder-suicide pact really, between my partner and I.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:27:27 2011 No.8132009 >>8131982 Huh, and here I thought they did it because our annoyed reactions are funny.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:27:57 2011 No.8132011 >>8131982 No, it's really fun.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:27:57 2011 No.8132013 >>8132006 >"trap" in namefield >partner Go back to fucking /soc/.

>>	Trap Mon Nov 21 15:30:25 2011 No.8132024 >>8132013 lol, sorry, didn't know the suicide thread was only for lonelyfags

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:30:57 2011 No.8132028 >>8132024 No, /jp/ is not for /soc/fags like you.

>>	Trap Mon Nov 21 15:33:28 2011 No.8132032 >>8132028 glad some random anon is in charge of who goes where besides I don't do /soc/, I stick with /tg/ and /d/

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:34:57 2011 No.8132034 >>8131957 People who actually think about that die without leaving heirs behind, as you can't find meaning to it. The ones who do reproduce decide believing any bullshit or don't think about it at all.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:34:57 2011 No.8132036 It's bad been today. Did someone actually link to some /soc/ lonely thread?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:42:28 2011 No.8132080 I don't want to commit suicide but I would like to die in an accident or something being hit by a bus would be tops for me

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:43:59 2011 No.8132086 >>8132032 >/d/ I've seen trap threads on /d/. Some of the most vile circlejerking I've ever witnessed.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:44:26 2011 No.8132087

I want my suicide note to be creative, so I'm gonna make it in the form of a comic. Also I'm gonna wear my Catherine underwear when I do it, even though its a 0000.1% chance, it would be funny if the person who strips me naked will see the underwear and get the reference.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:53:25 2011 No.8132145
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If something pushed me over the edge now, I might.

Anything like sickness blindness losing my hands, something that would prevent me from using my senses and gaming abilities would be a deal breaker.

As for method, I had no idea...quick & easy was the plan, but now I happily have the perfect plan. Jumping.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:55:28 2011 No.8132153 File: 26 KB, 255x400, Idoun65.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] It's pretty much a sure thing as long as I get my hands on a gun or another surefire way. 'Till then, I'm taking it easy.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:57:26 2011 No.8132162 File: 49 KB, 447x423, asfafa.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] It would hurt my mum and dah too much. If I could die in a such a way that it would appear like an accident then I would go for it. Dose /jp/ now of such a way perhaps?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:57:56 2011 No.8132166 >>8132162 *Does I always fuck that up

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:58:27 2011 No.8132167 I will never be able to kill myself, the closest thing is that I've been smoking since 7 years and don't plan on stopping in the hope that i die from stroke without any pain.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 15:58:57 2011 No.8132169 >>8132145 Why are everyone who post Madotsuki suicidal? I'm definitely never going to play Yume Nikki.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 16:02:57 2011 No.8132183 >>8132169 Because she suicides.

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 16:12:56 2011 No.8132217
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>>8132145

I'm sort of a nihilist but I don't like the instant "if you're a nihilist go kill yourself response" because it dismisses it as a possibility, as opposed to any other belief (my nilihism isn't exactly a belief, as I'm more agnostic, but I think that LIFE itself has meaning, as there is absolutely nothing to have told us what matters at all...we made everything up ourselves, morals, right and wrong, etc. And importantly too, I believe no one knows what happens after we die for sure).

The real reason I didn't do it was probably just cause my parents who are really nice people and care about me. My family is great too, I'm in good health, look pretty good, and from being a reclusive loser I ended up getting social and talking to people.

But then I just thought it all doesn't matter and now I'm just home, looking for jobs everyday hoping to get a computer which I could use to play an MMO to waste time. :|

Anonymous Mon Nov 21 17:20:59 2011 No.8132599
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Each time I think about suicide I picture myself drilling a hole into my head with an electric drill. I don't think it's too conventional but you know how things are. I want my suicide to be bloody and messy. But I am not doing it yet, because I am fairly young (19). My life is mostly pain but I somehow live in hope that my future will get brighter over time. I also had a few eye-opening experiences tripping on LSD and mushrooms, perhaps achieving a greater consciousness will make me happy again. I'm planning to take a heroic dose of mushrooms this weekend.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 17:26:55 2011 No.8132643 I won't kill myself until I'm dying from some painful, incurable disease. Hopefully they've legalized euthanasia by then so I don't have to do it myself. Or maybe I'll break down once my parents die and kill myself then.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 21 23:21:31 2011 No.8134221 >>8131601 XD i said monkey ears again

Anonymous Tue Nov 22 01:29:25 2011 No.8134585

>>8129995
Reminds me of something that happened a few months ago a few miles down the road from where I live.
Apparently some faggot teenager crashed into a tree near his house, he was OK but trapped inside the car. Someone happened along after a few minutes and stopped to see if he was alright. The teenager told him that he was fine, but trapped and told the guy to go get his dad. The guy turns around, gets the kids dad. When they get back to the wreck the car had went up in flames and killed the kid. Real painless, I wager.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 23 02:45:26 2011 No.8138424 >>8130080 Never mind how painful and slow it would be compared to more effective methods, some here would fail that no doubt and end up like this guy :3 http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=f1c_1316874076

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 23 02:48:27 2011 No.8138434 File: 217 KB, 480x534, 1274389132171.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >not come to /jp/ for a while >"I wonder what /jp/'s up to. Oh how I've missed that board... >first thread >How near are you to suicide? ...... Never change....

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 23 02:49:26 2011 No.8138442 >>8132599 >lsd and mushrooms Did you end up with HPPD?

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 23 02:52:57 2011 No.8138452 File: 204 KB, 1200x1100, 8039741.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8130860 Will you be my girlfriend? I think your filenames are cute and I am looking for a girlfriend.

Anonymous Wed Nov 23 03:17:56 2011 No.8138502

Sometime around 30. About 4 more years to go really. It's only caus I don't know what I'd do with my magical powers once I become a wizard.

But really, I should be gone by then. I'm still leeching off people and they're starting to (rightfully) get tired of me. I'll off myself before they get fed up to the point where they kick me out. Saves them the trouble.

And carbon monoxide poisoning, though I heard that was harder to do than one would think.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 23 03:40:56 2011 No.8138534 BUt I wouldn't die even if I was killed.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 23 03:49:27 2011 No.8138548 If I had a gun I would have killed myself already.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 23 03:56:26 2011 No.8138554 Suicide is pointless. Obsession with something is much better.

>>	Anonymous Wed Nov 23 04:08:27 2011 No.8138568 File: 187 KB, 641x2614, 1242114639870.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8138554 This guy has the idea. You sad fucks just need to find your white whale and stab the shit out of it.

>>	「ロリあき」 Wed Nov 23 04:26:26 2011 No.8138588 >>8138568 Honestly, life would be so much more entertaining if we all just went for broke and God damn the torpedoes.

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