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It's that time again, /jp/. What is your mental illness?

For me, it's depression and OCD.

>> No.8115454

I have imaginary sunglasses and addiction to horse glue.

>> No.8115456
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8115456

I have depression and OCD too OP we should be friends

>> No.8115461

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avoidant_personality

This is what pretty much all of you have.

>There is also significant overlap between avoidant personality disorder and autism spectrum disorders.

>> No.8115465

>>8115461
I will test me for this, I'm pretty sure I have it too.

>> No.8115467

strong hallucination of having imaginary friend.

>> No.8115469

It's not like I want to get rid of them so I have never tested me for any illness

>> No.8115475

I'm fucking retarded.

>> No.8115480

>>8115475
That's not a nice way to treat yourself.

>> No.8115482

Tendency to Self-Diagnose-Autism.

>> No.8115503
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i think my mental illness is to get my ear infected to HELL and back...

>> No.8115509
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8115509

Depression, OCD and emerging psychosis (according to my psychiatrist).

>> No.8115516

They say I'm perfectly sane, albeit a bit weird. I don't believe them.

>> No.8115517

I probably have some sort of psychosis.

>> No.8115519

Central Auditory Processing Dissorder.
Similar to ADD but I can't comprehend a small percentage of what people are saying sometimes...
http://qw88nb88.wordpress.com/living-with-auditory-processing-disorder/

I also have Social Phobia.
Sucks man...

>> No.8115521

>>8115503
fuck, you are the worst of shits... You post everywhere just to be seen with your retarded trip. Please just die

>> No.8115523
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>>8115521
chill the HELL out fagglet
?????????????????????????????

>> No.8115525

No mental illnesses here. Just plain ol' not doing anything the entire day, everyday.

>> No.8115532
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>>8115509
Oh, forgot anxiety disorder, but I guess that's a given.

>> No.8115534
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8115534

Bipolar/manic depression.
The only thing keeping me from going to gensokyo is you guys.

>> No.8115540

>>8115534
Stay by our side, anon, take it easy.

>> No.8115544

Aspergers Syndrome, self-diganosed paranoia, maybe mild psychosis.

>> No.8115547

I think I have depression, but I'm not entirely sure.
Earlier this year I had a crush on a girl and chatting with her felt extremely good. My shrink at that time made me realize it may/can not be depression by telling me 'depression doesn't just go away like that'.
But anyways, 'depression' is just a label. The facts are that I think it would be cool just not waking up the next day, I have no ambitions or desires whatsoever, I do nothing all day erryday, my social behavior is fucked up, and I'm not willing to do anything to change all that. Call me or label me as you will.

>> No.8115555

Someone needs to keep records of the surveys. Heck, I'm gonna do it.

>> No.8116141

>>8115449
Diagnosed ADHD minus the hyperactivity and plus the denial. Also, perpetual cyclical superiority and inferiority complexes.

I want to do work, but I don't. There isn't even a specific reason to why I don't, hell, I could be just staring at my monitor and I wouldn't work. The only thing that keeps me in university is a decent intuition for testing (letting me barely pass my courses even with minimal studying) and obligation.

It's sad really, and both my pride and prime tenants won't allow medication.

>> No.8116162
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8116162

I am not ill.

I am...

Will Smith.

>> No.8116165

Bigdickitus.
Its horrible.
Every time I get an erection I black out from blood loss.

>> No.8116168

>>8116141
Woah are you me? Minus the diagnosis

>> No.8116176

>>8115525
You're probably depressed. I don't think it's normal to do nothing all day

>> No.8116184
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>>8115547
Don't worry, kiddo. I still believe in you. Once, I read in a book that death is like heroin... It's nothing. Death is just like nothing. You might not do anything "erryday" and your social skills may be "fucked up" (chatting with girls, oh my!) but please know that the ultimate fate is not enough to be something. Know what I mean? Try heroin.

>> No.8116214

Clinical depression. It's so common nowadays that it doesn't even count as a real disorder.

I wish I had schizophrenia or similar moe mental disorder.

>> No.8116218

>>8116214
>I wish I had schizophrenia or similar moe mental disorder.

No, you don't.

>> No.8116230

>>8116218
But I do. I hate being a hikki without a valid reason.

>> No.8116234

>>8116230
Laziness isn't a valid reason?

>> No.8116269

I'm depressed and very lazy. Nothing fancy like asperger's or OCD.

>> No.8116354
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>>8116214
Heroin is pretty moe. I don't want people to miss the point I was making earlier, because I think it's a pretty good one, and it would solve a lot of your problems. What you guys really need to search for is heroin. I'm serious! I've been abusing drugs ever since I was a little kid. Before, I used to be into the soft, baby stuff. You know, anti-depressants, benzodiazepines, and cannabis like anybody else. But!! Then I got so down in the dumps that I thought I would soon demise, and that trying the hard stuff was finally worth it if death really were upon my future. So I did. Cocaine is great to start out on for a hard drug, but it isn't like death. The coke worked for a few months, but then I did some research and found that heroin is much easier to control than what media will tell you. Really, it's virtually impossible to develop an addiction unless you're a stupid normalfriend. Heroin is also a lot like death (nothing) and does a very good job at preparing for death (nothing). Please also keep in mind that nothing is real, and interchange the words however you wish in case you're confused, cautious, or curious. Or you can just ask me a question and I will follow your post with an answer. I hope I've helped at least one person. REMEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dying is an illusion.

>> No.8116422

A few personality disorders here and there, a bit of co-dependence, and I was slightly autistic as a child. Not mental illness though, although I do have several deppressive-to-the-point-of-being-suicidal friends.

>> No.8116446

>>8116354
>heroin is like death (nothing)
What the fuck am I reading?

>> No.8116546
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>>8116446
It's a law of natural order. Let's go back to the beginning. A big red ball. Um, no. Not that further back! Heh heh heh. It's a joke! Anyways, when you go to the beginning of everything, you see that nothing being real is a real fundamental fact for anything. For instance, try to picture nothing. Is it bad? No, of course not. Is feeling nothing bad? It doesn't hurt. Does hurting feel bad? Of course it does, because it's something. Life sometimes hurts a lot, because life is for living and is thereby worth something (worth not losing). Death is nothing. Heroin is just like death, it's nothing. The greatest thing you can be is nothing, and in the eyes of the user, heroin is nothing. Got it? If you do, then you should have no problems taking your own life away from yourself. I'm not suggesting it as a good idea, but it wouldn't hurt.

>> No.8116569

Pedophilia.

>> No.8116573

Disregard that, I'm a faggot.

>> No.8116580

>>8116546
Your experience with heroin differs from mine, apparently. Am I getting trolled by gibberish?

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>>8116580
What did your experience with heroin contain? I think you were being followed by your demons. That happens to some people. You – and by metaphysical extension, they – weren't supposed to experience anything!!! Either that, or you're misunderstanding the facts. Please double check them. Heroin IS like death, and death IS like nothing. This is indisputable, and until I am given hardened proof showing otherwise, I will not give up on these teachings. Every statement I make has at least two or three meanings behind it, and I realize it's almost selfish to expect somebody else to discovery them. Sorry about that, it's a side effect of when you're being overwhelmed by intense and under-realized truths. I'm not joking with you, myself, or anybody else if that was your initial perception. This is really literally real life in writing, and it would be a pity for you to gloss over these posts like lips.

>> No.8116739

>>8116677
Time to back off the dissociative drugs. Your brain is not on the same plane as mine, and we will thus never be able to comprehend one another.

ON one hand, death can't be proven to be anything in particular, including nothing at all. But from an atheistic standpoint, maybe this is so. I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. However, heroin is not like death, because it does not mimic nothingness. The state of euphoria it brings is definitely SOMETHING. The sleep that it brings may be defined as death-like in that it's dreamless, and its painkilling properties might be likened to death (though I feel that to be a distinct exaggeration).

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>>8116739
I comprehend you perfectly well and fine.

You are misinterpreting the "dreamless" as something. Heroin does not bring euphoria, or anything else you could possible find from it. It is nothing. You don't feel anything with heroin, or at least you're not suppose to. Something definitely went wrong, and something is where it happened for you. Heroin is not suppose to kill pain, it's suppose to kill all remnants of internal feeling.

Life is entirely an exaggeration. Exaggeration is the only separation life has from death. That's how we know when we're alive, because again, *nothing is real*. Death is the only thing that can truly be considered real because it is unconditioned in every possible way. Death is like heroin, it's nothing, and nothing is real.

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>>8115449
Sorry I am healthy

>> No.8116881

>>8116796
>Heroin does not bring euphoria
Now I know you're trolling.
That's like the supreme up side of opiates.

>> No.8116894

>>8116796

Too confusing. Try using the word nothingness instead of nothing sometimes. "Nothing is real" could mean "nothingness is real" or "reality is nothing".

And I think you used heroin when you gave up >>8116354
so unless someone went in with the same mindset, it might be completely different for them. You might feel nothing because you want to feel nothing, or you don't want to feel anything.

>> No.8116909

>>8116796
Heroin is basically like morphine right? Morphine is really great! I have chronic pain so I might be a bit biased in its favor.

I felt more of a dissolution of worldly presuppositions and everything just felt "right". It was a nice floaty feeling that felt dissociated from the complex mediation between people and things which drives everyday life. Everything just felt "natural" and like a dream, and everything was covered in an indescribable lightness.

I felt like there wasn't anything in life that wasn't worth examining and trying to understand, but perhaps as my detachment would merit, everything was still like a simulacra, just a dream world which never really went away after (or before or during) any drugs.

But little by little I'm trying to interact with people in a way I can reconcile--just little things like going out for farmers markets and trying to get (back) into graduate school, but somehow it's really fun and exciting. I feel as though I worry too much about getting into or maintaining relationships and/or friends, but just living is fine too.

My psychiatrist is nice, she just said I was a nice, soft-spoken young man who takes some time to get along with people and gave me stimulants for being sleepyheaded and anxiolytics for my social anxiety.

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>>8116881
See... When you say something like that, I do think that that maybe your brain is on a lower plane than mine. It's okay, someday everybody will wake up and smell roses. There's no use crying over spilled milk that hasn't yet regrouped in the bottle. I hope you understand what I'm conveying.

>> No.8116928

I don't have any.

>> No.8116930

>>8116881
>>8116580
What the fuck kind of a homeless shitbag are you that can afford heroin yet not a fucking apartment?

>> No.8116940
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>>8116909
Fucking morphine and heroine, and all the fucking opiates, I had a car accident when I was 16 and they gave me fucking morphine, the cold turkey was the worst experience in my life, I'd rather had go through the pain.

Opiates are not moe, but it may be my vital experience, if you think otherwise I'd suggest you to take a dose of heroine and then come talk.

>> No.8116946

>>8115449
my disability

>> No.8116948

>>8116940

I've been told a shot of morphine feels like having a giant millipede eat its way up through your arm and burrow into your brain.
Would you say that sounds about accurate?

>> No.8116950

Depression and social anxiety.

>> No.8116955

I guess I must have some sort of mental diesease, otherwise I don't even know how do I tolerate this shithole.

>captcha: ongirst Psychology
Oh, captcha.

>> No.8116957

I wish I had one. A simple diagnosis would give me a life of wonderful hedonism and government money.

>> No.8116964

>>8116948
Strange way to say it, I don't remember it clearly due to being years ago and ruckus and confusion caused by the accident, it's kinda blur but I'd say that it feels like a stream of cold water through your veins, and then the feeling is like... erm..
Imagine holding breath for a long long time, imagine you hold it for more time than you could, but yet you keep holding somehow, it's painful.
Well, once the morphine start to make effect it feels like breathing again after that long time, also, It doesn't feel like a centipede burrowing in my brain, more like a cold electric shock, but that's before it start to make effect.

>> No.8116966

Clinical depression and social anxiety.

Although I'm pretty sure alcoholism is the biggest problem I'm dealing with at the moment. I haven't bothered telling my shrink about it yet.

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>>8116894
>"Nothing is real" could mean "nothingness is real" or "reality is nothing".
Exactly!!!!! Now you get it.

>> No.8116985

>>8116964

Interesting, sounds quite different. Then again the one I heard it from did mention it felt cold at first, so maybe not mutually exclusive.
In either case, sounds gruesome.

>> No.8116986

schizophrenia

>> No.8116998

Schizoid personality disorder

>> No.8117005

>>8116976

No. I really, really don't.

The moment I understand is the moment I die inside, so I'm okay with that. I don't even want to know anymore.

>> No.8117012

Pfff you know nothing, heroine is just escaping your problems. Snort coke and confront them while full of confidence and optimism. Just make sure you have more for the moment you start feeling hopeless again.

>> No.8117014

personality disorders aren't mental illnesses dumbfucks

>> No.8117042

>>8117014
That must be why they're listed in the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders

>> No.8117049

I hallucinate under stress.

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