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Let's enter that part of our minds that we always ignore one last time.

Why do you choose to still live /jp/? If you were given the chance to choose wether to live or not exist what would be your choice? Think carefully.

>> No.6734728

Survival instinct. Thanks to that, we don't need a reason to live. After all, it has kept us alive even before our brains were advanced enough to ponder whether it had any meaning to live on.

>> No.6734733

I'd live, you stupid bastard.
I enjoy lazing about in my squalor, collecting images of my waifu, playing video games, and being a drain on society and my family. It's fun.

>> No.6734735

Because my instincts make me afraid to die
Maybe if anime and games didn't exist I'd be a low point but I'm quite happy with just those two.

>> No.6734741

>Why do you choose to still live /jp/?
Because I'm enjoying myself ?

>> No.6734746

Parents.
Ending myself will only make them suffer even more.

But, if I could just disappear without hurting anyone, then yes, DOZO~

>> No.6734748

>Why do you choose to still live /jp/?
Touhou 13 and Cirno racing

>> No.6734755

>>6734733

So you're controlled by "survival instinct"? Is that the only reason? That's actually saddening to hear.

>>6734733

No need to get angry, I just asked you a simple question. Alot of us guys on /jp/ live inside their heads so to speak. I didn't expect you to give a "normalfag" answer. Is that really your own, or did you just take that off of someone else?

>> No.6734758

I'm not selfish enough at the moment

>> No.6734759

source of OP's pic

>> No.6734763

>>6734755

Sorry, quoted the wrong guy. =P

>> No.6734769

I don't ignore it, I think about it all the time.
I don't really choose to live, it's more just that killing oneself is a hassle, full of complications.
If I could choose to no longer exist in this world simply by pressing a button or something, for certain I'd have done it already.

>> No.6734772

I'm not miserable enough to want to die as of yet.

>> No.6734774

>>6734755

And what is sad about it? Without it, you wouldn't even be here to ask such silly questions.

It isn't pretty, refined, or "beautiful", but survival instinct is important.

>> No.6734782
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6734782

>choose to still live
>free will argument
>laughingphilosophers.jpg

>> No.6734783

eternal inconscience is not fun.

>> No.6734787

>>6734755
Being happy as a floorshitting NEET is normal now?
/jp/ has always been a very easy, relatively happy board. It wasn't until this puddi nonsense that our traffic increased infinifold and people started making /r9k/ threads.

>> No.6734795

I won't kill myself as long as I can keep on leading my hikki lifestyle.
However, if somehow I must go back to being forced to fit in society then I won't have any other choice but to do it.

>> No.6734799

>>6734787
It's so easy to tell that you're new. Stop trying so hard.

>> No.6734830

If you think about about, everything points to death. If you're an idiot then you'll enjoy life, or you can choose not to think about out of fear. In that case you're living a fear controlled life, which adds to the cycle of depression and anxiety. Your entire life will be a shitfest of arguing with your own mind on what to do and finding external stimuli to drown the thoughts out. Enjoy the rest your life working a monotonous job. Then reincarnating only to do it again and again and again..

>> No.6734839

>>6734799
WHAT IS NORMALFAG?
WHO IS TRUE NEET?
THEN WHO WAS /JP/?

>> No.6734847

>>6734799
Be that as it may, that doesn't stop this thread from being shit that doesn't belong here.

>> No.6734850
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6734850

I wish to disappear!
Im not brave enough to finish myself off. Also some anon's don't want me to die for some reason. I hate living it brings only pain and other nasty shit.

I love you guys in /jp/ though! Not sure if I want to go to Gensokyo if I can't browse /jp/ there. It warms my heart to browse, to watch animu, read VN's, play good vidya and most of all to talk with my bro's here.

Since I can't do anything to myself at the moment, I might as well just take it easy and aim to have fun each day! Remember! Try to have fun and don't dwell in pain. I need you guys to be happy. You need to DECIDE to be happy. One day we will be having a /jp/ hug meetup.

>> No.6734857

>>6734710
I dont want to live. I just want to die and go gensokyo.. Its just that I failed suicide and now I look for 100% sure method to do it so I wont have to try again these terrible experinces I had . And this is my choice.

>> No.6734858

>>6734839
I see that you've picked up a few buzzwords and even a meme in the few short months that you've been here. How wonderful for you.

>> No.6734871

>>6734858
JOKE'S ON YOU /JP/ DOESN'T HAVE MEMES XD

>> No.6734878

>>6734857

What's the best method for killing yourself painlessly and fast? Bullet to the head sounds dodgey. I was thinking of getting fucked up off acid, and getting drunk then jumping off a building backwards so the back of my skull will crack open on the conrete, hopefull resultin in an instant death

>> No.6734882

>>6734858
That wasn't me.
>>6734847
is.
I'm not going to deny that I've only been on /jp/ for a couple months, that would be stupid. But when I first showed up it was nice, slow, and threads like this didn't get any bumps to speak of. It was like watching every other board I've come to for years go through what it went through, but over a couple of weeks.

>> No.6734894

>>6734878
Just so you know, LSD doesn't actually make you feel like jumping off buildings while screaming "I AM A GOLDEN GOD"

That's just a myth.
It's not a dissociative.

>> No.6734897

I don't like being alive at all. I'd choose to die if I wasn't conciously aware of it. Going to sleep and not waking up would be perfect. In that moment of deep sleep when we are not even aware we exist. That is my happiest of moments.

>> No.6734911

>>6734894

Well I'd do a little research before I kill myself. Finding drugs that make the conciousness less intact. Eg being extremely drunk would fuck up your conciousness so bad you'd be able to jump off a building with ease.

>> No.6734936
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>>6734897
Waking up is the worst.

>> No.6734969

>>6734911
jumping itself isnt that hard... worst part is getting into high place:
1. you need at least 8-9 floors
2. they have usualy secuirity, and most high places have safety net.
3. not every city has buildings high enought.
4. its hard for neets/hikkis

>> No.6734986

>>6734969

I found this perfect hotel to do it. It has a balcony that leads out on to the main road. I'll just do it at night after getting pissed and talking to you guys one last time. Oh I gotta listen to my faviourite songs before I depart.

>> No.6734996

>>6734986
but remember that even if it sounds stupid you need at least 9 floors to be sure that you will die... there are a lot of stories of idiots who survived... and good luck in gensokyo...

>> No.6735006
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6735006

>>6734936
iluvOP, I thought you were a happy guy?
What's going on?

It's new year, I love you and so does the world..

>> No.6735019

>>6735006
Where is Kanako-chan? I can't self insert without her.

>> No.6735020

>>6735006
He's a little bipolar.

>> No.6735027

>>6735006
me in the back pointing and laughing

>> No.6735034

>>6734996

I'm confident if the back of my skull smacks onto a concrete road I'll die. If not my conciousness will at least be gone. I have no fear of death when I'm drunk.

>> No.6735042

>>6734850
Please don't kill yourself just yet, I appreciate your presence on this board.
Sincerely, Anonymous.

>> No.6735044

I don't have any bigger reasons to live, but I don't really have a reason to die either. Living is quite fun.

>> No.6735072

>>6734769
>>6734746
Are you guys me?

>> No.6735074
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6735074

I'd keep on living till the end.
Though death is such a romantic option these days, too bad I've never been much for romance.

>> No.6735086

>>6735006
It's sad that iluvOP will not get this message of yours. I'm sure he would have liked to see it.

>> No.6735098
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>>6735006
Eye am a happy guy as long as you guys are happy! I tend to get depressed when /jp/sies ain't doing good. Or if a raid hits the board. Make no mistake, I love peace and everything happy! I just tend to go full bi-polar at times. It can't be helped. I love you too anon!

>>6735042
Ah, that is good!
Many hugs to you. I hope you have a great day and you are able to take it easy, even today.

Aww shit I feel like crying. Like..good girly tears of joy ;_;

>> No.6735103

I love my father. I would never hurt him by committing suicide. I want to make him proud. That's all I need.

>> No.6735106
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6735106

I just wish i never existed.

>> No.6735114

>>6735106
Wish granted.

>> No.6735115

I wish I was never born.

You can't miss that which never existed.

>> No.6735131

I wish I were a bird.

>> No.6735138

>>6735115
Sure you can. That's called desire.

>> No.6735142

When the fuck are we having the mass suicide?
I know I would be brave enough if everyone else came and did it too.

Come on /jp/ offline meeting time.

>> No.6735154

>>6735142

Fuck yeah, we'd all have a screening listen to ost's, and get drunk, cry and hold each other then at the end, we jump off the tallest building together. God that'd be perfect

>> No.6735155

Because heaven/hell does not exist and there are many fun things to do in life.

>> No.6735160

>>6735142
Offline meetup? YES!
BUT! I will hug the negative thoughts out of your body.

>> No.6735178

>>6735142
I have a couple hundred dollars, and would be willing to travel a little for this. Does someone have a car? I will buy the charcoal/sleeping pills. Let's die together jaypee!

>> No.6735195

>>6735142
Lucky americans ;_;

Any one up to Russian/ukraine /jp/ meeting ?

We will drink vodka, play stalker, sing comunist songs and then blow each other with grenades

>> No.6735212

>>6735195
If I could afford the airfare, you're meetup sounds better.

Oh well, even in death forever alone.

>> No.6735217

Because of fun things. The only purpose of life is to have fun and I still have fun doing some things.

Killing myself would be just a waste. I still have many VN to read and stuff.

>> No.6735225

If I could choose to erase my existence without hurting anyone, I suppose I would. I think I'm pretty content with my current life of browsing /jp/, playing games and reading VNs. However, I'm filled with dread at the thought of being forced to change my NEET ways.

>> No.6735228
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6735228

This thread is 10/10

At least one person has probably killed himself already

>> No.6735239

>>6735225
Come kill yourself with us.
It'll be the one time in your life you will have friends.

How many of you are on the east coast? I guess I could try and travel to the west coast, but it's such a long way.

>> No.6735251

There are so many good games to play. I can't let my waifu down, too. If you are contemplating suicide when you can browse the interwebz and maybe even get a job to buy want you want, you are just weak. You gotta be strong! All those people working their asses off each day to survive and be self-sufficient? Not weak at all.

>> No.6735258

>>6735251
Let's be weak together! We can all get out of the way of real people. We won't be in the way of the string anymore, everyone will be glad!

>> No.6735271

I feel like dieing sometimes, true, but I realize that I'm going to die eventually with or without me interfering, so I may as well just do what I can while I'm alive.

Games, books, songs, fapping, plotting the fall of all mankind, you know, typical ronery faggot stuff.

>> No.6735272

Huh? Ingenious question OP, made me wonder for a while and the conclusion is: I want to know fucking more, more of everything. I think this is what you call "hunger of knowledge" or something like this. But well, if I had to name another reason, because it fucking fun? Dunno what happens after you die and I don't give a damn and I'm planning to enjoy my life to the fullest

>> No.6735273
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6735273

>Mfw I have never contemplated suicide, only running away from home and stowing away on a cargo ship headed for Japan when I was young and didn't care about life
>Mfw you all think you're going to go to Gensokyo when you die, when in reality you'll just stop existing and be an even greater burden on your family when they have to pay for the cost of burial and any debts you might owe
>Mfw you seem to think life sucks when in reality you don't care to make it better.

Guys. Either take it easy and enjoy it or find something better to do.

>> No.6735278

>>6735258
No /b/rother. That's not the way to go. After all do you think weak people made the computer you are typing in? The food you buy? The money you spend? We must not follow bad examples. It kind of gives you closer to suicide.

>> No.6735283

>>6735239
Midwesterner here, I could go to the east coast. I've been saving my money for a little while, so I can help finance a hotel room or a car rental or something. How do you want to die? I'd also prefer there to be a few people there, maybe five? Do you think we can have that many? I can be ready within a week, but if we need more time, I guess that's okay too.

>> No.6735285

Too depressed to contribute.

Death is glorious.

So... when's the mass suicide meet up?

>> No.6735286

>>6735273
Go back to /g/.

>> No.6735287

>>6735195
Sounds awesome comrade. I could get a train to Ukrain anytime... Wait, fuck I'm still fighting. I will not die!

>> No.6735291

I sometimes think it would be nice to die in an accident. I don't have enough determination/courage/whatever to actually kill myself.

>> No.6735293

>>6735273
You don't know what happens after we die. I believe it will be cool. Also fuck off with your carpe diem crap, talk is so cheap my friend.

>> No.6735304

A song for my beloved anons

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_7auT_5UNw

>> No.6735314

I'm pretty close to the east coast, if someone can come and get me. I don't have any money or anything useful ;_;

I hope we can work something out, I really don't want to wait much longer.

>> No.6735317
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6735317

>mfw this thread is on /jp/

>> No.6735319

>>6735287
Where do you live?
Russia or Europe? Some time ago there was thread on our chan...

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>>6735286

Sorry, Imma continue shit posting on /g/, /vp/ and /jp/ on a regular basis.

Enjoy your suicide cult though...

>> No.6735335

>>6735195
This sounds fun, minus the suicide.

>> No.6735336

Fucking CA!

I wish I could join you guys on the other side of the country.

How about it? There has to be someone else on the westcoast.

>> No.6735342

>>6735273

Life is so miniscule compared to non existance. Nothing matters anymore when you're dead. Contemplating wether it's right or not is no longer valid. Our defence mechanisms have been overthrowen.

Tell me have you ever reached that point? No form of thinking matters anymore. It seems your defence is still intact, when it reaches the breaking point then let's talk.

>> No.6735346 [DELETED] 

Sometimes I wish Ilived in America, those meetups sound fun!

>> No.6735352

Hm, I've been thinking about this for a long time now. I was pretty sure I wasn't going to do it. But maybe I could be strong enough if other people were doing it too.
I lost my job a few months ago, but I still have some money left, I guess I could help pay for some things too.

>> No.6735355

Sometimes I wish I lived in America, those meetups sound fun!

>> No.6735350 [DELETED] 

Sometimes I wish lived in America, those meetups sound fun!

>> No.6735360

>>6734710

I stay alive for the following reasons:

I love my friends and family, and would not want to make them sad. It's not like I would miss them when I'm dead, because when I'm dead I won't even know I ever existed.

I wouldn't be able to enjoy games, anime, films, etc, and keeping up on the latest advancements in science.

Lastly, I wouldn't want to leave my job, amazingly enough.

I hate to say it, but being all emo and considering suicide is not exactly /jp/.

>> No.6735363

I'd arrange for a trip to america if someone organised it...Too bad I live in shit zealand.

>> No.6735365

>>6735304
This is far more appropriate:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYk7nE2e0MQ&hd=1

>> No.6735371

>>6735287
and
>>6735335
Will throw grenades at
>>6735212
and
>>6735195

And then drink shit tons of vodka. Enjoy your drinking Russiabros

>> No.6735373

So many manga left to read, so many holidays to spend with my waifu, so many more hours of Guilty Gear to play, so many more comikets to look forward to. No time to spend being dead, I have to sit in my room having fun.

>> No.6735375

I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself.
Only reason I'm alive ;_;

>> No.6735378

>>6735360

Wanting to suicide isn't emo. God society is fucking retarded.

>> No.6735379

>>6735360
I am surprised too. But I think all the emos and trolls just went and posted in this thread.

>> No.6735383

>>6735365

Seconded.... This is /jp/ after all.

>> No.6735388

Is anyone brave enough to post an email or a some sort of place we can better organize this?

I mean, I guess I serious enough about it all, and I would hate for it to not happen just because we can't get a hold of each other. Maybe someone better than me can help out some. I'm sorry if this isn't how these things are done!

>> No.6735394

>>6735378

Yes the god society is retarded...

>> No.6735398

>>6735378
I agree with you comrade.

>> No.6735410

>>6735375
Come with us, we'll lend you our strength!
Together we can do this!

>> No.6735425

Uhm, when you say the "coast" do you mean by the ocean? Because, I always wanted to see it before I died. Do you think we could do that? I'm living in PA so I think that's the east coast.

>> No.6735428

It is fortunate that a 1000 of you combined would not have the resolve nor coordination to do a mass suicide, as after the child pornography and internet terrorism, this is the last thing 4chan needs.

>> No.6735431

>>6735195
Do you have any vintage AKs?

That sounds like fun. I'll bring my guitar.

>> No.6735433

>>6735319
Currently I live in hungary, but I won't kill myself. I still have one shot in this fucking World. I won't pull out unless everything fails.

>> No.6735437

>>6735428
Don't worry, we won't mention 4chan or /jp/.
We'll just leave quietly.

>> No.6735439

>>6735378

Oh? Do tell. I'm sure you're an emo expert that has lived a whole 20-something years of life, so enlighten me oh wise one.

>> No.6735442

>>6735365
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4VN0in4weA

>> No.6735446

I'm listening to kinzos drinking theme shika something well I reading this thread. God tears were fucking shed.

>> No.6735451

>>6735439
Just fucking shut up, god damn.

>>6735428
If even a few were teenagers, it would probably be a great thing for 4chan. Mothers would become alert of 4chan as being an actual threat to their child's physical safety, parents around the country would have 4chan restricted for their kids, and the average age of the userbase would go up.

>> No.6735455

>>6735428

We'd leave without anyone knowing who we were and we wouldn't metion a thing about 4chan.

>> No.6735475

>>6735451

Such an eloquent butthurt response. As expected from a child.

>> No.6735481

>>6735475
Using big words doesn't make you smarter.

>> No.6735482

Someone needs to get the ball rolling...

How do we contact each other? Emails. Phone, who's going to organise this? At what place?

>> No.6735494

>>6735455
Most would, but that many young males committing suicide on the same day would be a severe statistical anomaly, somebody would look into it, and they'll find this one guy who blogged about the whole thing before he offed himself.

>> No.6735497

>>6735475

You're a jackass and one of the many reasons we'll be taking our leave.

>> No.6735508

>>6735475
Lots of people who are not "emo" commit suicide.

Deal with it.

>> No.6735510

>>6735481

Big words? Where? All I see is pretty standard English.

Here.... If you're going to kill yourselves, hurry up and get on with it so we can take your resources, and so we don't have to put up with your whining pathetic asses on /jp/.

>> No.6735520

>>6735508

Yes, but is it not the ultimate expression of a flawed emotional response? Are you telling me that faggy emo sub-culture doesn't look up to that shit?

>> No.6735523

>>6735510
Joke's on you /jp/ doesn't have any resources.

Actually, now I'm wondering what happens to someone's figurines if he dies. Would the family sell them off? Throw them away?

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>>6735510
Such hostility!

>> No.6735527

>>6735510
Shut the fuck up man.

>> No.6735536

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4VN0in4weA

>> No.6735537

>>6735520
If anything, finding contentment and complacency in this shitty, fucked up world is the flawed emotional response.

>> No.6735542

>>6735520
Being looked up to by emo fags and being emo faggotry are actually different. I read an old news article the other day where some perfect asian robot study freak hanged himself because he failed his college entrance exams, when his dad found his body he hung himself too, and the mother had a mental breakdown. I mean, you could say, "what an emo household," but it doesn't really conform to any of our expectations of emo teenager faggotry so it's not a very useful statement.

>> No.6735547

I and someone else I met online have been organizing something like this, though right now it's just the two of us, I guess it'd be okay to have a few more. We plan to take our lives when spring arrives. I'm going to rent a car, we're going to seal the windows, and light charcoal grills inside (which I already have, but were strangely difficult to get a hold of). I'm told taking sleeping medicine before hand will help so I'm looking into that. We haven't decided on a location yet, but it'll be somewhere with good peaceful scenery. If anyone here is serious about it, I can ask him if it's alright to pick up a few more people.

>> No.6735558

>>6735510

Just ignore the thread. No one asked you to post here. Oh wait...you're a troll. Anyone who expresses their sorrow is instantly dubbed "emo" amirite? Were all kids who don't know shit about life right? Get your stereotypical head out of the gutter. The least you could do if you want to post here is offer suicide methods. If not then fuck off.

>> No.6735571

I wish I could live forever so that I could learn everything that is humanly possible to learn. Or maybe find a way to be a little girl.

But wishing and praying never gets anything done, I will die as an old man.

>> No.6735577

>>6735410
The fact that you're trying to kill yourself makes you have no strength bro...

>>6735293
You have no proof you will even exist after you die yet you are so willing to off yourself with the belief that you will have an after life (and a nice one at that)? You're pathetic and ignorant. Go ahead and off yourself maggot. It only proves that you are the weakest of us all.

And you know what, I'm content with my life. It is not I who needs to step up to the plate with carpe diem. It's all of you who say "my life sucks I want to end it"

>> No.6735598

>>6735577
Take it easy tripfriend.
Go enjoy your badass life or something then, what are you even here for.

>> No.6735602

>>6735577
Yeah, whatever. Go be strong somewhere else.

I don't think anything waits for me in death. That's the appeal to me. You keep saying be strong, you're so weak. We know this. We're weak and we're doing something about it. Trying to show how tough you are to people like us is pointless. We're not impressed by it.

This charcoal method. Is it any good? I've been trying to figure out what method to use, but I've heard about this one a few times.

>> No.6735607

>>6735537
Hahahaha! Oh my what a loser. It's ok go on and step onto the next level of fail. This world is wonderful just games alone makes life so worthwhile. Aaanyways you should try and appreciate life and the many enjoyable things that there are. But who knows? What do you do for a living?

>> No.6735610
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CRAWLING IN MY SKIIIIIINNNN
THESE WOUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEEEEEAAALLLLL DESU

>> No.6735615
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6735615

Being dead is worse than living no matter what your life is like

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since this is one of most serious theads...
Does that method really works and is quick enought to actualy kill and not leave person in agony?

>> No.6735623

>>6735537
I wouldn't say so, I am just selfish enough to not care about the bad things in this world (hardly any concern me), yet caring enough to not do bad things to other people. And introverted enough to be okay with being alone. I don't really care about being unsuccessful either.

>> No.6735629

>>6735602
Supposedly it's painless. And won't muck up your corpse too bad, if you're worried about that kind of thing.

What's with all the "don't do it" trolls?

>> No.6735635

I don't think I'm going to kill myself until I'm sure that there's no future for me and I lose all hope. At the moment I still have hope that I can enjoy life for at least a little while longer.

>> No.6735640

>>6735607
Games are worth living for? They're all the same shit.
Life sucks and I don't do shit expect post on /jp/ all day.
Which I'll continue to do, but I'll never appreciate this life or this fucked up human condition.

>> No.6735647

>>6735629
Or is it the other way around?

>> No.6735664

>>6735647
The people here don't seem to be after attention or anything. They seem rather sure of their decision, I don't see an issue it. I personally don't care to die just yet, but I'm not so ignorant to tell someone else not to. I guess that's just how it is in the west, everyone's so selfish they don't want you to die because they can't use you anymore.

>> No.6735672

co2 is probably the safest and most pleasant way to die. Some people experience hallucinations and delirum but you should be dead pretty fast.

>> No.6735675

>>6735523

Oh, I don't know... I'm sure some of you use food and water than can go to better use for those that actually want to continue breathing. Fuck, there are millions dying of starvation and disease while you fucks cry about your crappy lives.

>>6735526

Not really; I think it's all rather funny. I do wish anyone serious in this thread would realize that the fact that you lived at all is an amazingly improbable beautiful event in the universe, and reconsider. Everything dies eventually, including our own star, so why rush it?

>>6735527

Make me, internet tough guy.

>>6735537

I disagree. Sure, human society has its problems, but Earth and the universe we are made of and a part of is actually exceedingly beautiful.

>>6735542

Fair enough, I stand corrected. Thank you for actually offering up a good rebuttal instead of just spewing shit.

>> No.6735678

>>6735640
WHAT? They're all the same shit? There's your problem you little dickhead. TRY to enjoy life. All the good things, just pick what interests you the most.. I guess is trolling /jp/? I have already told you what interests me the most, games. And many other things. But hey, what do you do for a living?

>> No.6735688

>>6735293

>You don't know what happens after we die

Sure I do.... You rot.

>> No.6735697

>>6735678
Nothing, I quit my last job a year ago due to being an overly emotional adult baby.

>> No.6735701

>>6735664
>everyone's so selfish they don't want you to die because they can't use you anymore.
Wow, you are fucked up in the head. Cheer up, go outside and get some fresh air!

>> No.6735710

>>6735697
How are you paying your bills then?

>> No.6735713

>>6735701
Don't kill yourself! It's a sin in the eyes of GOD!

>> No.6735727

>>6735598
Because I want to take it easy.
>>6735629
We're bored. Winter quarter hasn't started yet.

>> No.6735734

>>6735710
Magic.

>> No.6735748

Too many life fags killing this thread. No amount of reasoning changes the internal desire to die. Some people don't want to live, some people do. Get over it. Sure you can live life by being oblivious to all the bad that goes on in the world, and that's the reason you lack any empathy. Go on living your ignoranus lives, breeding more ignoranuses and repeating the cycle until the universe collapses.

>> No.6735750

>>6735577

I think what you're trying to say is this: The burden of proof is on those making the claim. I don't trust anyone making a claim that is, in essence, unknowable. Even religious writings are not nearly enough, because they were all written by fallible, ignorant men.

If you're going to commit suicide, don't delude yourself with any notion of what comes after. There's no point; the reason for killing yourself should be enough.

>> No.6735752

I know a /jp/er who killed himself. Since then I've been thinking about doing the same. It's rather easy when you think about it, I was always afraid of it being hard, or surviving . Wish me luck~

>> No.6735763

>>6735713
What does that have to do with anything I just said? Calm down /b/rother. I am just trying to help you here. Maybe you have had many bad experiences before but don't lose hope. Be a man and try to improve your life!

>> No.6735772

>>6735763
>/b/rother
>/b/
Go away please.

>> No.6735774

As for me, I'm fine with living. I suppose I might change my tune after I graduate and am forced into the "real world" (read: getting a full-time job as opposed to my easy modo part-time librarian gig). Still, I have fun playing MMOs, talking to the few online friends that I have, and generally "taking it easy" when I can. I guess it helps that I actually like being physically alone most of the time, but I would imagine most people are not like me and yearn for some form of physical companionship.

It's too bad a lot of you would prefer death, because (some of) the people on /jp/ are people who I'd actually consider decent people compared to most of society today. But I guess that's why everyone's so depressed, right?

>> No.6735782

>>6735752
Nooo!
Not yet! You must first meet some bros around the world.

>> No.6735784

Not exist of course, there isn't anything I can do that hasn't been done, where is the fun in that? I should start planning my dead soon.

>> No.6735788

>>6735748
I just hope those people who "want to die" really understand and mean it.

>> No.6735789

>>6735772
You mad?

>> No.6735805

>>6735748

Well some of us are dead-set against over-population and engage in philanthropy whenever we can. I know I have recurring donoations set up for a number of organizations. I could be wrong, but I would like to think it helps those in need of food and medicine.

>> No.6735807

>>6735734
Magic? U trolling bro?

>> No.6735809
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6735809

>>6735789
Seriously, what's with all these normalfags from other boards? Is it because of the puddi shit?

>> No.6735810

>>6735774
This is exactly what I do. I work a nursing job M, T, W, T and then man the front desk at my local library's music section for the weekend.

It works.

>> No.6735814
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6735814

Just man the fuck up and just die already, shit.

>> No.6735816

Uhm hey /jp/.
/tg/ here, I just got a text message telling me to search the post number in this thread. After that that it said goodbye.
You didn't by any chance kill my friend did you? I haven't been able to get a hold of him after that. This is some sort of meme right?

>> No.6735823

>>6735809

I don't know about possible infiltration from /b/, but I can tell you this.... post-split originals didn't continually have threads about offing themselves.

>> No.6735827

The only reason others want you to live is to "use" you. Wether it be for emotional comfort, worker/slave, social outlet or some other form of "using".

They tell you to live for family, because life at some point will be fuck awesome. But the reality is, they are just prolonging it so that they themselves are comfortable. They don't know shit about what goes on in our heads and they don't even make an attempt to understand. They think they've got it pinned down. Protip: you don't.

>> No.6735848

I wish this world would fucking burn. I look foward to 2012, world war 3, disease epidemic. Die.

>> No.6735850

>>6735823
Um. Yes.
Post-/a/ split, but before puddi
http://archive.easymodo.net/cgi-board.pl/jp/thread/6304650#p6304650
http://archive.easymodo.net/cgi-board.pl/jp/thread/6551765#p6551765

>> No.6735859

>>6735848
My, how edgy.

>> No.6735860

>>6735827

What a bunch of bullshit...

More like no one gives a fuck what you do, and you won't be missed.

>> No.6735862

Don't be dissuaded my friends. The Gensokyo you wish for is real. Freedom and an end to suffering awaits you, outside of this world. Do no heed the regurgitated rubbish of the naysayers. Their ignorance binds them to this world, where their tiny consciousness can be contented with the few gilded toys that this horrible place grants them amid all the suffering. They shoot you down with petty words because they can't conceive of the real beauty that lies outside of this world.

Better things await your consciousness once you are freed from the shackles of this animal existence.

Believe, /jp/. May 2011 be the year we find the courage to venture beyond our confines, and step into the paradise that awaits us.

>> No.6735866

>>6735816
/tg/ is full of people that should suicide ASAP. It's a breeding ground for losers of the highest kind. Nigga could be contemplaiting it.

>> No.6735884
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6735884

>>6735850

Both from 2010.

>> No.6735890

>>6735862
Waiting for Tekken 7 here. Not gonna happen. xD

>> No.6735897
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6735897

Because of my mother I guess, waiting for her to die first. I don't fear death, life is a ridiculously mundane chore.

>> No.6735905

>>6735862
I know I'm crazy but deluding myself to such an extent is impossible to me.

>> No.6735912

>>6735890
The truth is lost on your kind my friend. Enjoy your gilded toys.

>> No.6735913

>>6735848
If you hate the world so much, suicide is a much quicker solution than waiting for the world to end.

>> No.6735926

>>6735848

You sound frustrated and full of residual teen angst.

>> No.6735928

>>6735912
I will. :p

>> No.6735937

>>6734710
Escapism is still working out great for me. Thinking of the future depresses me so I avoid it. Day by day, that kind of thing.

Going to bed is the hard part of the day though, since there is nothing to distract me.

>> No.6735942

>>6735928
Best wishes to you friend.

>> No.6735966
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6735966

>>6735848
Never change Darks, never change.

>> No.6735976

>>6735966
I'm told Darks finally got some sleep, and then turned out to be pretty normal.

>> No.6735981

You emos are very weak! No wonder you want to suicide. I think it's just the next step after you people consider yourselves so inferior. Try and be better for a change. Change the way you live your everyday life and get a job if you haven't already. A job gives you proof that you are not useless and actually worked hard for your money. Try it and appreciate life a little more!

>> No.6735987

>>6735981
Forgot your trip, Mokou.

>> No.6735995
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6735995

>>6735848
If you hate this world so much, why don't you just leave? Nobody is telling you to stay here.

>> No.6735997

>>6735981
Good job sounding as hypocrite as your lambda normal.
One internet for you sir.

>> No.6735999

>>6735987
Nah. I am just an anon trying to help the emos in /jp/.

>> No.6736008

>>6735981
More empty words.
You type all that yet nothing is said.

>> No.6736010
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6736010

>>6735976
FFFFFFF

>> No.6736017

>>6736008
Okay /b/rother. Just think about it ok.

>> No.6736023

The normalfaggotry in this thread is fucking astounding.

>> No.6736031

Most of the real depressed people have given up on this thread. Trying to organise a suicide cult was too much effort in the first place. I'll continue to "just exist". Until I find a surefire way to suicide, until then, peace.

>> No.6736037 [SPOILER] 
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6736037

ALART! Dark Emos attacking /jp/!

Everyone prepare for the avalanche of shitposts!

>> No.6736046
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6736046

Worse board on 4chan.

>> No.6736048

>>6735981
I see myself as inferior to most people and it's not really that suicide-inducing, it's actually very comfortable. I don't have much expectations to myself and can just take it easy instead. I think those with most problems are those trying to be better than they are. That's why suicide rates are so high in Japan, so much social pressure to be as successful as possible and never disgrace yourself.

>> No.6736062

I see this thread has been invaded with boring trolls, a shame really, we had quite a nice discussion going on.
Oh well, I was getting sleepy anyway, until next time friends.

>> No.6736063

>>6736046

I think it's the best when it can stick to Touhou, dolls, diapers, and the like. It's so much fun when people just have fun with our core interests, but this "oh woe is me" shit is for the birds.

>> No.6736073
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6736073

Let's do something.

Everyone who feel like commiting suicide or just feel sad for no particular reason today, GET OUT OF /jp/!

The rest, let's continue discussing our twohow matters and taking it easy.

>> No.6736096

>>6736073
I took ur mom eaazy.

O4LYFE

HAHAHAHA GO DRINK UR MOMS BREDT MILK!

>> No.6736116

>>6736096
Hey emo! Get out! We don't want your shit here! Go cry to another corner, sad boy!

>> No.6736128
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6736128

I want to be free. I want to be free of commitments, regrets and fear. I want to be in control of my circumstances, instead of being controlled by those circumstances like the way I am now.

I know that I lost the genetic lottery, and while this life has shown me that my shortcomings can be surmounted by hard work and determination, the possible rewards don't match the enormous risks that those entail. I simply have no reason to move forward. I'm tired of losing against hopelessly stacked odds.

I thought that I could be free by minimizing my personal sacrifices and living in relative squalor, and that my new circumstances would not demand enough of my time, energy or emotional investment so as to be unbearable. Despite the humility of this option, I've found that there is still no escape from the cycle of competition and failure that I have worked so hard to avoid.

I know that the time will come for me to finally choose between death and a lifetime of slavery and hopelessness, and I also know that I will not live as a slave.

>> No.6736131

>>6736073
>>6736096
>>6736116
Modern /jp/ in a nutshell.
Happy new year 2011, /jp/

>> No.6736136

>>6736116
What the fuck was that?

>> No.6736156

>>6736116
YE U TALK REALZ TUFF BUT MY DAD WILL BEAT UR BUTT AN UR DADZ BUTT IF HE EVEN TRIES
HES A BLACK BELT IN BOXING AND SERVED IN THE MARINES YOU DON"T KNOW SHIT

>> No.6736172

>>6736131
>>6736156

Stop bumping this thread, faggots! Just let it die! As well as those emo boys!

>> No.6736176

>>6736172
Bampu~

>> No.6736177

well, let's look at my past
>awesome family
>good job
>somewhat of a GF
>okay grades

present
>poor as fuck
>alienated family
>no GF
>poor grades

future
>probably gonna be a homeless bum.... or a basement dweller....

i chose not to ever have existed...

>> No.6736192
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6736192

Okay, let's do something different.

Everyone who feel like commiting suicide or just feel sad for no particular reason today, KILL YOURSELF NOW!

The rest, let's continue discussing our twohow matters and taking it easy.

>> No.6736197

>>6736192
So what are you trying to say?

>> No.6736208

Can someone tell me what exactly is going on in this thread? I see posts about killing yourself, posts about how you shouldn't and someone who wants to be a touhou.

>> No.6736210

>>6736192
my lifes easy right now. i get to mooch off my parents (yes, underage b&)

>> No.6736221
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6736221

I'd fuck this TOOHOO and then let her feast on my body.

>> No.6736229

>>6735617
;_; this question again

>> No.6736230

Best thread of the year
Calling it now

>> No.6736234

Depression is a nasty side effect of intelligence.

>> No.6736236

>>6736208
OP asks why we haven't kill ourselves yet, anon reply, someone bring the idea of a collective suicide in the form of a /jp/ meetup, some hilarious troll kicks in, starts calling everyone emo and then people are arguing between each other while those who were discussing about the meetup leave.

>> No.6736238
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6736238

>>6736197
What am I trying to say?

If you don't feel like continuing with your lifes, then get out of them and free yourself from your freedom. But don't come here to tell us how shitty your lifes are and how sad do you feel.

If your life is a shit it's 70% of your own fault, so stop complaining about it and do something or STFU and get out! This place is to take it easy, not to overload it with shit. Do you think we're happy or something and you're the only one with problems? FUCKING NO! Everyone in this world is sad and has a shitty life, but we still live with it!

>Why do you choose to still live /jp/?

BECAUSE LIFE IS A TEST AND I AM GOING TO FUCKING PASS IT YOU FUCKERSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM GOING TO FIGHT UNTIL THE END!

>> No.6736240

>>6736229
Anta baka?

>> No.6736249

>>6736238
Your not taking it easy at all.
You're just spamming, please stop shitting on /jp/. We're here to talk with likeminded people about topics that concern us.

>> No.6736257
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6736257

We're all headed for a peaceful, non existance. I figure, why not make the most of our short lives and try to fill our time with as much fun as possible.

>> No.6736258
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>> No.6736264

>>6736238
Dear /a/v/b/,
Please stop trying so hard to fit in, you're just making a fool out of yourself.

KIndly yours, your friend Anon.

>> No.6736269

>>6736238
But it feels good to listen to others' hardships. It's good to know that there are other people who are discontent with how things are. It feels like we can be friends on /jp/ who can talk about anything.

>> No.6736282
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6736282

Hey God!

Where the fuck are you hidding, you fucking coward! I come to this world and you abandoned us? you fucking son of a bitch!

I am going to pass your test! I am not going to perish on it! If this is the worst you can do to me, then you are a motherfucking pussy!

And when I die, I will go to heaven, and then I will find you and KILL you! Run wile you can, you coward god!

>> No.6736287
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6736287

fuk h8te my life all i wun2 do is choke on diks all day but da wulrd i too crool no1 unstnd m pein

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6736293

>>6736282
Here's a more appropriate pic.

>> No.6736299

>>6736269
>But it feels good to listen to others' hardships.

Not for everyone. Some people always try to downplay other peoples' problems because they think those are nothing compared to the problems said person went through. They are the ones that always tell to "Man up."

>> No.6736303

>>6736240
just anwser it or uncle mugen will rape you today.

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6736312

>>6736282
>I will find you and KILL you!

>> No.6736330

>>6736303
I think Mugen is cute. I would be all up for that.

Also, you're fucking stupid if you think that's the best way to go about for someone who doesn't like pain.

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6736331

>>6736287
fuk dis wurld burn da hole erath wit mu haet den slit my wrisks

>> No.6736374

>>6736287
>>6736331
Sarcasm is an art. You however are on the level of repeating a guy with a funny voice.

>> No.6736416 [DELETED] 

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS. THE PAIN, MY SOUL IS FIRE PAIN. RAGING FLAME WHY SHOW PAIN.

>> No.6736429

>>6736416
Well no we do understand. Other people on /jp/ understand. That's why we were talking about it together.

>> No.6736490

Actually, suicide is the ultimate form of liberation, you choose when to die, you choose when to finish everything and cease existance, you finally get a say in how to manage your life, atleast at how to end it.
For the moment, i found a reason to live in persuing a revolution. Anime, visual novel, and silly hats are only ways to evade reality. I found my self developing the ability of lucid dreaming only to be able to create another reality. Fighting for something that trascends my life, and gives meaning to it has worked somehow.
The thing is, i used to be a hikki, and i every month in a while (1 out of 2) i have 1 or 2 weeks of isolation, wich dont go well with winning workers or students to the cause, and it makes me feel worse when i can't even do something i want to do. So, im optimistic 1/4 of the time, i think in future suicide 2/4s of the time, when i dont feel either good or bad, and i just think, if i never get better and i only get worse, i will just end it all. And in my hikki moments, i just live, i dont think about anything, i disconect myself from society and i continue to live only because i can, so im able to enjoy more anime, vns, and silly hats.

>> No.6736602

>>6736330
Then Im open for anything else that would be simple to prepare... not because Im lazy - just because as hikki I have really limited options.

>> No.6736608

>>6736602

Launch yourself into space.

>> No.6736611

/jp/ requires the years blood sacrifice of virgins to avoid deletion by M<3<3tykins-sama.

Which among you will Go To Gensokyo and leave your body here to revitalize /jp/?

>> No.6736649

I live for the hope of virtual reality.

I want to be hooked up to machines with a drip, shit bag etc and live in one of the Rune Factory villages while my body wastes away. A friend of mine and I have spoken about this a lot recently.

>> No.6736727

>>6736649
they were looking for you at shit-shlmer I think you should go back to them

>> No.6736767

SO CUT MY WRISTS AND BLACK MY EYES

>> No.6737134

>>6735547
>>6735547
God I hope you're still around to read this. I'll be grateful if you guys can take me along. I have about 400$ for travel. I live in Ontario, CA. If that is too far we could neet at an rendezvous point. please email me, I am more than willing to end it with fellow /jp/ers.

If that's too much hassle though, I hope that everything goes well for you guys. And I will make the trip to gensokyo alone.

>> No.6737168

>Why do you choose to still live /jp/?
I would have killed myself were it not for my love. That being said, I enjoy living and being lazy and will try to make something of myself.
>If you were given the chance to choose wether to live or not exist what would be your choice?
I would keep on living. I owe it to my angel, my godess, after all.

>> No.6737633

>>6735617
ok I know Im idiot, but really this seems rather safe, but since its image it can be completly trusted - is it really 10 minutes to leave this world for gensokyo?

>> No.6737638

>>6737633
meant "it cant be trusted"

>> No.6737769
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6737769

I'm a 19 year emo mongoloid who has not even lived an independent life yet, why is life so hard waaaah?, nobody understands the darkness in my heart, i'll make a thread on /jp/ about it, let's commit suice, this world if full of conformists.

>> No.6737796

>/jp/ is so good during Comiket! No shitty threads at all!
>242 posts and 36 image replies omitted. Click Reply to view.

>> No.6737814

tagged for future search

monk monastery asceticism despair hopeless suicide research


Don't mind me, will read through your pathetic whimpering later.

>> No.6737818

>>6737796

Comiket is over... Two nights ago the first few pages of /jp/ were brilliant though. We even had a diaper thread for the first time in more than a year.
It was a momentary bliss, but now it's over.

>> No.6738151

>>6737796
/jp/ is never good.

>> No.6738250
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6738250

I am awesome an thus I would never do such thing as killing myself.

I treasure my own life and happiness too much to ever let those kind of ridiculous thoughts come across my mind.

Seriously, all of you were blessed with the gift of life. And I'm not talking in a goddamn religious view, even I hate such stupidity.
But the truth stands.

You autistic depressive faggots should learn how to treasure the -little- time you actually have as living beings. Life is short. You cannot extend your life span, so live your life to the fullest.

I am not particularly successful in my life. I consider myself socially inept and I only have a handful of friends. But hey, I do what I want, I have everything I need and what I still don't have I'll work my way until I reach my goals.
And I am completely happy with this kind of mindset.

No matter what your wishes are, stop being whiny little creeps, stand up and actually start striving to reach for your happiness.
If you can't realize this simple concept, then you're all a bunch of idiotic emos who only enjoy playing victims and don't even know what the actual meaning of life is.

>> No.6738415

>>6738151

Way better than /a/. Just for kicks I clicked on it today for the first time in two years. I left after 5 minutes in disgust at all the image macros and green text.

>> No.6740165

>>6738415
The same did happen to me.

>>6737638
Death is certain if its enought of dosage.

>> No.6740197

I don't have any particular intent to approach what I'm most afraid of, what I've always feared the most ever since I came to understand things.

I would not have minded that I went to hell, because at the very least I still exist there. If you don't believe in anything, there is nothing to even rely on at the moment of death. You have no idea where you're going. Your corporal body might return to dust, but you as an existence, where does it all go? If "I" am just the culmination of the electric signals in my head, does that mean they just disappear when I die? Like a lightbulb being turned off, you just....cease.

Thinking about that is why I haven't killed myself, and probably won't even contemplate it.

Why would I kill myself when I'm so afraid of it?

>> No.6740252

>>6740197
Afterlife -> gensokyo.

>> No.6740277

What the fuck? Take this shit to /a/. Reported.

>> No.6740288

Manga, anime and touhou while im on coke. Sometimes it makes me feel all good al warm inside, like im acually enjoying my life, and sometimes i just want to kill myself.
At those moments, my not as cute as i would like him/her to be, trap dealer, comes, cheers me up, and gives me more. I dont think i have paid her for any in over a year, but i must awake some kind of maternal instinct in her. She makes me feel loved. To bad i see her as a mother figure and im gay and i see her as a woman, or i would probably be able fall in love with my drug fairy.

>> No.6740296

>>6740288
Not as cute as in, damn, you shave your mustache for your clients when you are out, could you do it for me? Its a bit disturbing. Almost like picturing ghoda with a dress.

>> No.6740324

Too bored to kill myself.

I've died once, and it was amazing at the other side.

Then you wake up lying in a hospital bed, surrounded by people that "care" about you, saying that they're "concerned" about your health.

>> No.6740350
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6740350

I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN

>> No.6740396

If so many of us are willing to kill ourselves, why don't we go out with a bang? Do something crazy that only people without a fear of death would do?

>> No.6740403

>>6740396
Because we don't care about "being awesome" or "doing cool shit" all the time

We don't care periiod

>> No.6740541

/jp/ - Suicide Culture

why we cant have just one picture with instructions how to painless kill yourself, and instructions how to get to gensokyo/balamb garden/ warcraft world and sticky it ?

>> No.6740597
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feNz_0QWM6w

>> No.6740611
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6740611

I need to show Aniki who's boss.

>> No.6740615

What's with all these newfags nowadays? Suicide was always /jp/-related.

>> No.6740629

what /jp/ thinks about ODing of paracetamol? Is it possible to visit gensokyo this way? I thought about trying it + bleach portal or it will be over kill?

>> No.6740639

>>6740629
I think the exit bag option seems much more foolproof, once you passed out it's pretty much done. With OD-ing the success rate doesn't seem to be as high.

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6740647

>>6740611

>> No.6740666

>>6740647
No homo

>lovliest ardcocs

>> No.6740676

y'know when you really think about it, killing yourself takes a lot more courage than to live. Why else would we all still be here?

I had a dream not too long ago, I swam out into the ocean as far as I could to the point where I couldn't return even if I wanted to. And I've been thinking on this lately, rather than say jumping or shooting yourself where it's you that has to pull the trigger at the final moment. Going out into the sea, where you no longer have any control, and just letting go of yourself as the ocean slowly takes you into gensokyo.. it doesn't seem like such a bad way.

>> No.6740679

Suicide seems appealing when you are a teenager, but then you realize that no problem is too large for escapism. After you realize this, life is nothing but joy.

>> No.6740691

>>6740676
Isn't drowning supposed to be pretty painful?

>> No.6740699

Actually the only reason I don't is because I love watching people suffer and world going to shit.
I love to use others to gain wealth or pleasure.
I know what I am and love it. I'll be here sitting back watching the world burn with a glass of wine grinning with pleasure. This is my way of happiness and love it. Perhaps I'll someday find one of you /jp/ and use you as a servant or just to toy with. Until then /jp/ keep suffering please.

>> No.6740724

Could someone explain to me how the bleach portal works? Does it produces a toxic fume that knocks you out or something?

>> No.6740734

>>6740691
yes

>> No.6740737

>>6740724
Not sure but I think it damages your brain, giving you a massive headache and a dizzy feel.

>> No.6740783

>>6740724
I think it makes you faint before you die

>> No.6740804

>>6740783
>>6740737
Exit bag still seems like the more convenient option. Any other ideas that doesn't involve spilling guts or blood?

>> No.6740818

>>6740699
Less visual novels for you young man.

>> No.6740842
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6740842

I do whatever the fuck I want to do. I think that's the key, sometimes.

There's a mount in WoW I wanted, so I spent many long days at a spawnpoint sitting there for hours watching TV and having the scanner set to go off so I know when it appears. However, my mother told me to come with her to see the sunset at the end of this year, the last day of 2010. I dropped the heroic I was doing, left the party, shut off my computer, and went off with her (I'm visiting them).

There comes a point in life where you have to make a decision, and sometimes I think that decision is a microcosm: choosing to play a videogame over spending time with human beings in a meaningful manner. The point is not that you HAVE to spend time with human beings; I've given that up for a game many times. The point is that it's something you WANT to do.

Live life, /jp/. Camp that spawn for 72 hours, AND take that girl up on that offer. Prioritize the things most important to you, and don't push them to the back of your mind.

What do I know though, I'm just a /jp/.

>> No.6740861

>>6740724
It produces chlorine, which does nothing. I've literally played with chlorine gas, it's not really dangerous, especially since it's heavier than air and quickly sinks. You need quite some effort to kill yourself with that.

>> No.6740866

Because I really love life, even if I spend 99% percent of in in front of my computer. I don't give a fuck what other people think of my life, the only one in a position to judge me is myself and I know me well enough to know what I want.

>> No.6740962

>>6740861
Could any one confrim that ?

>> No.6740988

>>6740962
I hope you are not REALLY considering this.

>> No.6741008

> Why do you choose to still live /jp/?
I find my existence enjoyable. I don't fear non-existence, but I prefer existing than not existing. I think that our universe is quite interesting, however I do also think that many possible logical universes will also be interesting, due to the nature of mathemathics and how complex systems evolve. I find it most interesting that besides our universe existing, I `exist', I'm not only an intelligent pattern, but that qualia arise from the information processing in the brain and one can only understand this from the first person (self). Why is there something instead of anything? Why does existence exist? I think it's more interesting that there's something instead of nothing and I choose to continue to exist as something is still more `interesting' than nothing. Even if I don't think what I'm doing is that worthwhile or important in the grand picture, I `enjoy' my life, even if it's not anything too special, I can find endless enjoyment in it, if I so wish. The fact that I arise from something as simple as the human brain (the basic low-level and high-level principles of operations are not as hard to understand once you decide to study them) is amazing to me. Complex systems arising out of simple laws is a fundamental meta-law, and a thing of beauty.

>> No.6741012

>>6741008
> If you were given the chance to choose wether to live or not exist what would be your choice? Think carefully.
There are possible worlds where an information processing system such as myself would find torturous, I don't think I'd want to continue existing in such situations, but my current situation is neither amazing, nor torturous, it's reasonably decent. I'd like to continue existing, at least until there is no more reason to do so. Leaving the many simple reasons why one could choose to continue existing, one of my further reasons is to see humanity achieve a form of transhumanism within my lifetime, however while this is possible, a large amount of the human population is dumb, and this is why there may be difficulties/bumps or even failure along the way. It saddens me that so few in /jp/ can't find a reason to continue their own existence, or worse, there's faggots in here who only find solace in their existence by annoying others. If you really can't find a reason to continue to exist, then you can stop, but I don't really understand what kind of human you are (depressed/other emotionally troubled individuals aside). To continue one's existence beyond one's bounds should be a goal, not the other way around.

tl;dr: I'm very content to be alive, even if my life isn't anything special among humans. The chances of me existing at all in my current form are very low, yet I've won this lottery (like most humans currently alive). I admit that there are cases where stopping one's existence may be favorable, but I don't think they apply to most people on /jp/, especially those posting in this thread.

>> No.6741037

29, no friends, no family, been isolated for a few years now. completely in debt, but my anxiety and panic attacks are such i can barely leave my apartment. too afraid to seek help. too afraid to end it. i'm in hell. every day is the same. i'm worried what i will do if my computer breaks, it's the only thing keeping me somwhat sane and welfare isn't enough to afford to fix it if it dies. i think when my computer dies, so to will i decide to leave this place for good.

>> No.6741051
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>>6741037
That just breaks my heart.
There is no easy way out of that either. But I will pray for you! Maybe it'll be alright someday.

>> No.6741057

>>6740988
And whats wrong with it?
If you dont want to kill yourself then at least allow others to.

>> No.6741079
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>>6741057
Oh I'm not stopping anyone. Everyone can die if they want to. I can't blame them. I want to die myself too. World is a horrible place to live in.

But it's sad when it happens. Especially to good /jp/sies. They are better persons than they think. But it can't be helped I guess. I don't care other people. Just the people in /jp/ People with hearts of gold.

>> No.6741112

>>6741079
Maybe he meant that its not going to kill you but rather harm and leave alive seriously damaged

>> No.6741374

/jp/ is the closest thing to a offline-suicide-meet website you'll ever find.

>> No.6741446

cmon, someone post the source of OP's pic please!

>> No.6741504
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>>6741446
Gintama.

and i don´t know what to choose. i still think i will do something with my life....i hope if not i can always...UNISTALL,UNINSTALL

>> No.6741567

So I will most likely exit some time this year right before I'm called in by the state for 2 years of conscription. I'll keep on living since I can mooch off my parents until than.

Don't really care about upsetting parents/relatives.
Disgusted by my prospective jobs (IT, terrible ethics errywhere).
Hedonistic/Escapism attitude/lifestyle is absolutely disgusting to me as well.

So, anyone else dead set on ending your life some time soon?

>> No.6742054

>>6741567
I will have to do it around this week... most likely I will try overdosing of apap + bleach portal to be sure.

>> No.6742083

>>6741446

Nemurenai aru~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SC7LkxmWrdE

>> No.6742120

>>6741037
22 years old here,

Are you my future self?

>> No.6742163

>>6742054
Thought about leaving any last words for people you know or to /jp/?

>> No.6742346

>Why do you choose to still live /jp/?

If I wasn't alive who would take care of my fujoshi harem?

Yuki tends to get really lonely and Mio likes to pick fights with everyone.

>> No.6742365

>>6742163
I will try to post some pictures from gensokyo on /jp/ if it will be possible.

>> No.6742749

>>6742365
or maybe I would preffer /jp/s opinion if its fail safe method to take apaps+bleach portal before trying it

>> No.6742767

>>6742749
From the previous posts, exit bag seems like the best non bloody way to go. It would suck if you didn't took enough to OD and end up with some kind of brain damage.

>> No.6743574

>>6741374
So has anyone ever been to one? They are supposedly popular in Japan but I've never stumbled upon one, granted my Japanese is weak and they are obviously diffcult to find as means to prevent police intervention.

>> No.6744853

college drop out, 10 grand debt, no job, no work experience, incompetent at doing anything useful in life.

Why was I even put on this earth?

>> No.6745523

>>6742767
My biggest problem is that I dont have any gas to fill it with and they are not sold in my country ;_;

>> No.6745690

>>6745523
bumping, because i was asleep and now i have 2 hours to do it if i would want to do it today else i would have to wait until tomorrow ;_;

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