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FOREVER ALONE

>> No.6255622

/jp/ during lunchtime.

>> No.6255625
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>>6255622
More or less, yeah.

>> No.6255626

Why the bathroom? It is such an unsanitary place

>> No.6255630

>>6255626
BECAUSE NO ONE CAN SEE YOU

>> No.6255631

>>6255626
Does your dining place get scrubbed down every day?

>> No.6255634

>>6255626
Good place to hide from the bullies.

>> No.6255635

>>6255631
do you shit in your dining place?
oh right...

>> No.6255637

FOREVER_STONED.jpg

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>>6255660

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>>6255660
>>6255664

>> No.6255687

>>6255664
>>6255673
why

>> No.6255701

In elementary school, none of the kids wanted me to play soccer, baseball, football, etc. with them at lunch because I was smaller than most every one else.

So I'd go and sit in the rocks and gravel in between the bike racks by the main parking lot where people couldn't see me.

>> No.6255704

>>6255701
;_;

>> No.6255711

Sometimes I would walk into the dining hall, pay for my meal, and upon realizing that there were no empty tables, turn right around and exit without eating anything. ;_;

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I feel more comfortable in front of the computer than any real person.

>> No.6255715

(´;ω;`)

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;_;

>> No.6255726

>>6255711

At my dining hall, there were always some tables outside, people rarely ever sat out there though because it was cold and wet most of the time. I ate out there many times..

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>>6255713
Even my mom.

>> No.6255729

>>6255713

>I feel more comfortable in front of the computer than any real person.

my whole life

>> No.6255746

Last year was my 10 year anniversary since graduating highschool (I'm 29 now). I was never officially invited to the reunion, although some of the people I kept in touch with did. Not that I would have gone anyway.

>> No.6255772

Not as long as I have /jp/.

>> No.6255773

>>6255729
but you're a normalfag arc, get out

>> No.6255774

Am I the only one who doesn't give a fuck and just eats alone with a book?

>> No.6255781

I actually had lots of friend in high school and I had a very good life. Then when I graduated, it all went downhill.

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>>6255772
We are all friends here

>> No.6255785

>>6255746
Oh, that'll be coming up for me in a few more years. I totally forgot about that.

Ignorance is bliss, I guess.

>> No.6255791
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6255791

I love you guys almost as much as I love Cineria ♥

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6255796

It's my birthday today, I'm channeling Sacchin.

>> No.6255798

>>6255774
If I ever decide to eat out nowadays, more than likely I'll get it to go then pull into either a parking lot or the side of the road somewhere nice and enjoy the scenery while I eat. The other day I ate some pretzels while enjoying the farming fields.

>> No.6255802

>>6255796
Happy birthday, anon!
I'd post a happy birthday picture with it, but my desktop died and won't turn on again, and I don't have any pictures on my laptop.

But try to enjoy your birthday despite the lack of pictures!

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>>6255796
Happy Birthday, my good sir.

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>>6255802

It's okay, I stole this from somebody else's birthday last year.

>> No.6255818

>>6255783

That's the spirit, man.

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>>6255796
Happy birthday. I hope things turn out good for you today.

>> No.6255837

Sometimes, /jp/, I love you.

>> No.6255846

I never understood the bathroom thing, I just left the building and went far off school grounds.

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>>6255796
Happy Birthday Anon!

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Happy birthday anon!

>> No.6255868

>>6255846
can't do that in japanese schools, which is why usually the bathroom is a prime choice

>> No.6255885

>>6255846
We used to be able to leave the school to eat before a bunch of idiots got themselves killed while rushing back to classes and ruined it for everyone else, forever.

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>>6255796

Allow me to join in.

Happy Birthday!

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>>6255796
"Grab the chair boys! We've got another bucket kicker!"

Happy Birthday my old friend
It seems this horror show will never end
Any moment's your last breath
Here is to another day closer to death

The cake is on the table
And it is awfully bright
Cause there's so many candles on top
But you are so decrepit
Your chest is so tight
blow them out your lungs are gonna pop

You cannot complain each time you feel a pain
You have arthritis and gout
Cause when you start kvetchin'
Your teeth fall out
So have another cigarette, have another beer!
Raise your glass to one more year!

Happy Birthday my old friend
It seems this horror show will never end
Any moment's your last breath
Here is to another day closer to death

Your skin is so worn out and old
all over your body its saggin'
Especially loose is your old caboose
You're dragging behind you with your wagon

You're an alcoholic and you're blind and deaf
And you have Alzheimer's I bet
You're too old to remember and you're too drunk to forget
So have another cigarette, have another beer!
Raise your glass to one more year!


Happy Birthday my old friend
It seems this horror show will never end
Any moment's your last breath
Here is to another day closer to death

You're so old you smell like dust
Now your bones begin to rust
See that face it's full of wrinkles
So have another cigarette, have another beer!
Raise That chair to one more year!

Happy Birthday my old friend
It seems this horror show will never end
Any moment's your last breath
Here is to another day closer to death

Happy Birthday my old friend
It seems this horror show will never end
Any moment's your last breath
Here is to another day closer to your sweet death!

>> No.6255933

It's better to be alone than to be forced among other people. Just trust me on this, you NEETs are in paradise right now.

>> No.6255936

For some reasons, I'm feeling more confortable IRL than IRC. Am I really a no life?

>> No.6255938

I only ate alone once in high school, then I became bro with everyone.

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6255956

I used to go to mcdonald's after school and eat.
I felt kinda awkward since there was a ton of other people there with friends, and I seemed to be the only one forever alone.

>> No.6255995

>>6255846
I'd usually just shut up and eat, and of course shut myself from acknowledging other people's existence. Felt so good when I finally learned to ignore them.

>> No.6255996

Who's the girl in OP pic?

>> No.6256003

>>6255996
It's what you would look like, if you born were a girl.

>> No.6256006

I never ate at school ;__;

>> No.6256008

>>6256003
I don't think I'd be that cute.

>> No.6256039

>>6256008
I'm glad you understand this. Being the little girl is a convenient fantasy because most people think they would be a cute little girl, when in reality they would be just as ugly as they are in their current male form.

Besides, cute girls are never alone.

>> No.6256057

>>6255996
utsuho from touhou

>> No.6256065

>>6256039
>Besides, cute girls are never alone.
I knew a few that took the lonely route. Self-imposed loneliness though, they just chose not to be around anyone else.

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I feel so happy, thank you everyone.

>> No.6256117

>>6256057
But Utsuho has red eyes.

>> No.6256122

>>6255996
Hibiki Ganaha from The Idolmaster

>> No.6256269

>>6256065
How do they manage to do that and not be constantly bothered by dudes?

>> No.6256338

>>6256269
Exactly what anyone who wants to be alone does, leaves and finds a place where they can be by themselves to do their own thing. Obviously it's not something that can be totally avoided all the time but there are girls out there who would rather focus on different areas of their life than their social or romantic life. I'm sure they've probably changed a bit over the years, but I wouldn't know, I haven't kept in touch with anyone. It's nothing more than observation from a few previous encounters.

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All throughout school I took my lunch home and ate alone, every day. I'm thankful that my house was only 10 mins away from the school at the time. Stepping through that door at 12.15pm was like walking into a sanctuary, but that made the walk back to school really horrible. If I stayed too long and knew I'd be late back to class I'd just skip the last two periods to avoid people watching me walk in.

Skip forward a bit and I'm now at university. Everyone says that you can be recreate yourself here, that it's refreshing since no one knows you. I've been here since the 10th of September and have spent every night sitting alone in my room, scared to leave incase my flatmates are there. I don't know why it's so fucking difficult to be around people. It's so trivial but it terrifies me. So I spend all my time alone... sometimes it gets lonely, but what can I do? If I was supposed to have friends then I would have them by now. Oh well.

>> No.6256487

>>6256473
I'm the same way. I'd be your friend ;_;

>> No.6256504

>>6256473

Go join your university's Anime Club, Jesus...

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Cheer up /jp/.

We'll always have each other.

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>>6256504

Oh I went to the first meeting a few weeks back actually! But it turned out most of the people either already knew each other from previous years or came with friends so they all kind of stuck together. I sat there on my own the whole time, as everyone else was talking and laughing and whatnot. Seriously dude... I didn't even fit in with the anime society. Think about that. I am hopeless.

>> No.6256519

>>6256269
>>6256338
Isolating one's self is done more than by physically, you can isolate yourself by acting off of what is considered acceptable, I've managed to effectively do this, even if it wasn't intentional.;_;

>> No.6256521

>>6256518
Aw. I wish I could be your friend.

>> No.6256528

>>6256518
The anime clubs I've been to i could never stand, they were always filled with noisy obnoxious attention-whores who hadn't seen anything outside of Naruto, Bleach, and Code Geass (for the girls there).

So its just the kind of people you'd fit in with are also the kind of people who dont do well talking in person, so pretty much on here would be our club in a sense

>> No.6256529

>>6255996
It just looks like original content

>> No.6256535

>>6256504
alot of unis anime clubs are full of narutards who have never heard of touhou or comike
this is if theyre not a bunch of chinese normalfags

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>>6256521

;-;


>>6256528

Yeah... maybe all of us shutins could potentially be the best of friends, but naturally we'll never meet outside. Funny isn't it.

>> No.6256547

>>6256536
Meeting would only make for a nice and awkward silent time, this would be an excellent weekend party, yes?

>> No.6256557

>>6256536
well in japan there are hikikomori clubs that met mainly on 2ch... main diff is 2ch is both bigger and in a more concentrated area (japan smaller than california) idk y but ive never heard of ppl from tristate area/washington etc on here.. maby just coz they dont need to post in attention threads coz they found the same solution 80% of those potential hikis did in japan
i would say 95% of /jp/ would be at that level and those above it would consider themselves 1337fags neway..

>> No.6256568

>>6256557
Washington-liver here, and I'm posting in this thread

Ain't I saaaaaaad~

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/jp/ NEET in Alaska attention whoring here

>> No.6256585

So much whining in here, it's like I'm on /r9k/.

>> No.6256588

>>6256557
Ausfag here and....
fuck

Only other Australian /jp/psy I know of is that cross dressing alice tripfellow.

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>>6256588

Could be a lot worse. UK here.

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>>6256588

Melbourne here.

You're not entirely alone

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>>6256588
sorry i dont have a trip..

>> No.6256619

>>6256575
you may be NEET but you're not an otaku

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>>6256619
why say something like that?

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kawaii

>> No.6257063

>>6256557
I really shouldn't say something like that in a thread like this but..

Leave /jp/, please.

>> No.6257081

fuck ... yes

My only friend is in hospital
I don't even know which one so I can't visit her, I found out second hand. I think it's complications from a previous surgery.
I'm sitting here going out of my mind, I need to know she's okay... how the fuck am I supposed to care about studying, it's so meaningless. No phones in the hospital. dsfklj

>> No.6257109

>>6257081
Then fucking figure it out already. Be her Mikiya.

>> No.6257157

am i the only one who was lucky enough too find friends as loserish as me? my younger bro is also catching up too me... even though I tried my best too stop from happening it him.

>> No.6257166

>>6257157

Possibly

I was so shit that I didn't even fit in with the 'nerds'. They were genuinely more liked/popular than me.

>> No.6257206

>>6257157
I'm too much of a loser for even the losers. I even feel I'm more fucked up than other /jp/ers.

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>>6257157
I had a lot of friends at one point, then they all shunned me.
That's when I learned that people are disposable.
I hung out with a bunch of outcasts and misfits like myself after that.
Now I'm alone.

>> No.6257233

>>6257206
>>6257166

worsethanlosers bros

>> No.6257277

Yeah, I'm having a lot of trouble connecting with /jp/ as of lately.
The people I have similar interests with are pretty much all elitist smugfucks who look down on me as if I were a turd in their rose bouquet or something.

>> No.6257281

>>6257157
I had friends that were actually quite popular(I wasn't friends with people they were friends with though) and friends that were losers and sort of nerds(I wasn't good enough friends to hang out with the latter two groups though). In high school I eventually stopped hanging out with the popular ones because I'd rather be on the computer etc and we drifted away

>> No.6257301

>>6257166
but wasn't there a couple of guys that looked normal on the outside or decent but still were just as bad as you? Me and my friends held are power levels back in high school, when we were most likely the worst in the school. We would play magic cards,star wars risk,and warhammer while watching anime on a tv, we still do that now.

>> No.6257318

The last time I had friends I was about 13 years old

And most of the time I'd be far more interested in being on the internet than hanging out with them so they all got pissed in the end and stopped bothering with me

I remember I used to get my mum to go to the door and tell them I was sick or asleep or something when I was upstairs on IRC or whatever. Hahah. Faggots.

Most of them now have girlfriends and steady jobs

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I actually have a really good friend, knows about my power level, shown him /d/ for "lulz". We did all sortsa stupid stuff, and he's a real bro. As of late, though. I haven't been hanging out with him at all, even once a week. Feelskindabadman. ;_;

>> No.6257353

I had 3 God-Tier friends.
One moved out last year.
Other has a girlfriend (god-tier too...) and it's more "busy" now..
The last one will move out this year.

It all returns to nothing,. It all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down..
;_;

>> No.6257367

>>6257353

Ever feel the best thing you could do is end it all and leave forever?

>> No.6257391

>>6257353
>>6257367
What's done is done, it feels so bad! What once was happy now is sad... I'll never love again, my world is ending...!

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>>6255605

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>> No.6259218

OK, if we're still doing this. I'll go.

Faked it through the first 30 years of my life as a normalfag. 4 years ago I had a massive epiphany when my 3DPD wife had an affair with my childhood best friend. Dumped her ass. Moved 400 miles away from everyone I know. I work. I go to school. I interact with as few people as possible and don't really have any true bros because I'm so massively butthurt about the affair. Now I can't trust anyone and am freaked out by women. Completely OK with being alone but sometimes I think about dying by myself and that scares me.

>> No.6259226

>>6259179
Aha.

>> No.6259229

>>6259218
Nobody gives a shit.

>> No.6259237

>>6259229

Nor do they about you, you mouthbreathing mongoloid.

>> No.6259238

>>6259218
Even if you got a late start it's ok. One day even after the most hectic social life, you'll come home one day and just want to be alone. Not for a moment or a night. But to truly have nobody in your life. Even when you know there is someone you would get along great with, and you know you can empathize with them. Even when the only thing you can think about is how lonely you are, the only thing you will do is distance yourself. In the end a lot of us will always be alone. No matter how great the desire, there will always be that part of us, that only wants one thing. To be alone.

>> No.6259243

>>6259218
>First 30 years of life
>Never learned women are terrible and you should never fully trust or get attached to them, ever.

I learn women are scum when I was 16 It's a sad story with a funny ending that happened 4 years later(It ends in death) I'll save you it. But you seriously must have had a relationship or two before marriage right? How did you not learn your lesson?

>> No.6259250

>>6259237
why do people always use mouthbreathing as an insult? I'm not stupider because I can't use my nose ;_,

>> No.6259252

>>6259237
No need to call me names, child. I already know nobody cares about me. I make it a point in my life to stay as disconnected from other people as I possibly can.

Reported.

>> No.6259255

QUALITY THREAD

>> No.6259273

>>6259238

No, I'm there. I like being by myself. I am literally never bored. There will always be work to do or a game to play or an anime to watch. I really can't stand small talk and bullshit so socializing is just annoying... I just sometimes ponder 50 years from now and how I'll feel on my deathbed with no one there to keep me company. I don't wonder enough to deal with the bullshit of 3D women but it does kinda freak me out.

>>6259243

I was a moron. I kept thinking that it was just bad luck I was having meeting shitty people. It took me getting really severely buttdevastated to make me call it a day.

It's kinda lame, but I really do place a lot of importance on my interactions online. Online is the perfect comfort level for me when dealing with people. It's why I created a trip after years of posting anonymously. Does this make sense to anyone?

>> No.6259274

>>6259255
>posts 144

A little late to the party.

>> No.6259280

>>6259273
>It's why I created a trip after years of posting anonymously. Does this make sense to anyone?

No it does not. If you want an internet identity make a my anime list or something and jerk off there.

>> No.6259281

>>6259273
>I was a moron.

You still are a moron.

>> No.6259303

Do online friends count as real friends?

>> No.6259305

>>6259281

Yeah, but maybe just a little itty bit less of one than I used to, pal.

>>6259280

I would except I'm not a missing link Aspie Narutard faggot. I have more in common with people on /jp/. Even you, Anonymous.

>> No.6259314

>>6259303

I don't like the word "real". It never has a positive connotation for me.

I count my online friends. I actually am probably more myself with them than the acquaintances I know from school and work.

>> No.6259321

>>6259305
People in /jp/ don't label themselves "otaku". That's /a/.

>> No.6259340

>>6259303
THEY DO ON /jp/!
>>6259305
>I would except I'm not a missing link Aspie faggot
>I have more in common with people on /jp/
That's...what? Sorry, your autism level is too low. Come back when you shit on the floor, have hot glue fetishes, have no job and live in your parents basement.

>> No.6259346

>>6259340
I still shit in bags which I toss out the window. But otherwise meet all other criteria. Can I be considered for application?

>> No.6259351

>>6259346
Do you have a little sister fetish?

>> No.6260596

lol your deathbed. You are not Optimus Prime.

>> No.6260602

>>6259340
I don't meet any of those requirements and I've been here since before /jp/'s birth.

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