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/jp/ do you remember the exact moment where you knew you couldn't fit in with the rest of the outside world?

>> No.4825220

Yup. The moment I stabbed a boy in elementary school with a pencil in his neck.

>> No.4825217

I still fit in.

>> No.4825225

>>4825217

>> No.4825224

When they told me I'm not supposed to like dolls and cute things and I'm supposed to go break my bones playing in the dust with hyperactive anger-driven monsters instead.

>> No.4825231

Lots of people don't fit in. They're just better at faking it than you are. Now get your ass outside and practice.

>> No.4825237

I was too young to remember.

>> No.4825249

Probably ever since grade school.

>> No.4825263

Second year of high school. Nobody else ever noticed though, because I just started faking it. At that time I thought I was the only person faking it, but now that I'm older I'm pretty sure most people fake it. Society is a weird thing.

>> No.4825268

But OP, I still fit in. I just don't really like doing so

>> No.4825279

People hate me cause I know more... Does that make me still fit in?

>> No.4825282 [DELETED] 

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>>4825211
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>> No.4825291

The moment I found out that most people I either a) have nothing in common with or b) find to be assholes, which was 1st Grade. My best friends were (and still are) those on the fringe, ie the weird ones who are socially inept, eccentric, just-plain-strange, and whose sexual orientation is either fluid or ambiguous. They tend to have the best conversations, and the ones I know are open-minded and will consider others' viewpoints without immediately maliciously attacking if it doesn't agree with theirs, preferring to debate either intelligently or comically.

I'm 25 and I still feel awkward in public sometimes and awkward in large groups of people, even with the aid of alcohol. Ah well. C'est la vie.

>> No.4825294

I can fit in, but only temporarily or when it's an outside enviroment where I can survive

>> No.4825296

I never knew.

>> No.4825308

>>4825296
aww
c'mon, even in Australia there is some outside world you can fit into

>> No.4825315

>>4825291
The funny thing is I feel most comfortable either alone or in crowds and large groups of people. It's when it's a small group of people that I feel uncomfortable.

>> No.4825330

>>4825315
That's not weird at all - large groups of people = bigger chance to stay anonymous by not sticking out (and ofc by not being noticeable no chance at being noticed for any time longer than a minute at max) and when alone = alone durr

it's the smaller groups that scare me, too - because you know everybody, mostly.

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>> No.4825347

I couldn't fit in with the rest of the world when I first started coming to /jp/.

I'm practically a normalfag now.

Didn't see that coming.

>> No.4825348

Smaller groups where I know everybody are no problem. It's people I don't know that get me.

>> No.4825352

>>4825308

No, I fit in well, I just assumed pretending I didn't was a requirement to post on /jp/.

>> No.4825358

>>4825352
We aren't pretending ;_;

>> No.4825362

>>4825358

I meant that posting about my social life is bad ok ;_;

>> No.4825366

I probably can still, I just don't want to.

>> No.4825375

When I decided to be a hikikomori in dedication to my magical librarian waifu~

>> No.4825376

I go out with friends every weekend to appease my parents
I really dont like them that much
can't relate to them at all but I pretend i do...

>> No.4825379

14/15 years old
when I ended up in continuation school instead of a regular highschool for failing math and history

>> No.4825384

>>4825375
If you really wanted to dedicate your life to her, you'd learn. Whether it took you outside or not.

>> No.4825386

>>4825379
this is also the time when I stopped going to school completely (out of fear of the gangbangers there) and started spending all day in the internet.

my parents didn't even find out about me skipping EVERY DAY of school until the end of the year when we had a meeting saying that I wasn't gonna pass the grade due to absences/grades

>> No.4825393

I can fit in if I choose to, it's just that most of the time I tire of pretending to be someone I'm not.

>> No.4825394

>>4825393
this

>> No.4825396

>>4825384
I am learning! With books! Just like her! <3 I'm not bathing anymore, so I can smell as bad as her, too.~

>> No.4825400

>>4825396
so what books are you reading?

>> No.4825404

>>4825396
Liar.

>> No.4825408

I'll have to put some serious thought into 'fitting in' since it tends to be important to progress past university. I don't have any particular feelings about it, just another chore like transportation or shopping. Sure, it's going to be a drag to pretend to be another person just so all the people pretending to be another person don't get uncomfortable, but as long as I have my free time all to myself, I don't mind.

>> No.4825426

>>4825408
Yes but you see, that's the problem. When you graduate from university you're going to have to fake it atleast 8 hours a day. I'm not sure I could keep that up for long.

>> No.4825429

Society is all about pretending you fit in while being just as screwed up as everyone else at the end of the day.

>> No.4825434

>>4825426
You don't have to fake it totally. Depending on your job and the people surrounding you, anyway. If you really do need to mask yourself completely, you should get the fuck out and find work somewhere else.

>> No.4825441

>>4825434
I'll probably end up working in a lab, so it shouldn't be too much of a problem.

>> No.4825453

>>4825426
Depends on where you work. I plan to become a freelance programmer.

>> No.4825474

>>4825453
I could never do freelance stuff. I need the security of knowing when my next paycheck arrives.

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