Sure, you can get angry at me for purchasing the star sharts, but let's look at the real picture here. The reality of the situation is that no matter how much either of us would want to change what happened, no matter which point of view you take or what way to justify it you try to apply, there is only one objective reality. Neither of us can change what happened, I understand that the world is not deterministic, but at the same time, while we are here at the current moment, nothing that happened before it can be influenced in any way. Sure, a degree of free will is still maintained in the upcoming decisions yet to be made, but here and now we have to stare down the barrel of the situation without averting our eyes. I know we're both capable of much better, or, at least, that's what I'd like to believe, but at the end of the day we have to understand that the situation got to the current point, and there's really no purpose putting the blame on you, me or anyone in particular. Sure, there might have been decisions many would find strange or outrageous, but returning back to these moments, every single one of them looked perfectly justified.