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>Working to give back
She feels she's better grasped the routine of getting songs made now too. She knows how to request services like illustrations, and how to guide them to be how she wants them to be. She was originally real bad at requesting things of others, only being good at completing things herself. She doesn't have that anymore now, and realizes that there are time and skill limitations to what somebody can make by themselves. If she wants to make her fans happy, asking those who are right for the job is far and away the better way to do it. That's what she wants to use the superchats she's gotten from everybody for; the shape she wants to return their kindness in. Where she used to worry about the proper costs, being rude, and if something would go over well, she's gotten good with powering through those concerns. This is how she wants to give back. This is why, even though she hates trying hard, she can give her best anyway; it's something she herself really wants to do. Doing this for her, and everybody else's sake, that's the type of adult she thinks she wants to become. And of course, she thinks she won't push herself at a pace where it becomes too hard for herself either, so don't worry.
>Her aspirations
Okayu mentioned earlier that she doesn't like to try and live by people's expectations and appraisals of her, because she knows that she'll end up disappointing them in some manner. However, she also wants to become someone who will make you able to think how happy you are that you liked her and became a fan. Of course there will be times where she might still let you down, but she wants to be someone you can puff your chest up with pride and declare how much you like her. This is getting embarrassing and sappy, but they are her real feelings. Please watch over her, she wants to keep doing fun things from here on.
>Scream
That clip of Okayu from yesterday's stream sure is popular, huh? It's because she screamed so loud, isn't it? She's not sure if she's ever screamed like that before. Can she do it again? Impossible; she was terrified then. She was able to watch the scene again on her phone because the screen was smaller, but seeing it on her large monitor, right when she thought the game was bugged, that terrified her.
>Cute screams this stream
She's not so sure about that. She's pretty sure they were mostly gruesome and ugly death knells this time around.
>"First-time viewer. I'm not subbed to you, and I don't follow you on Twitter, but please do your best."
Go and do it right now! Do it! Thank you for writing this all on a superchat. Now, go do it! That guy must really like her. You wouldn't superchat and write something like that unless you did.
>What we do
Goods are different than covers, in that there's usually a lot of people that help them with the process, and that goes for certain songs too. The usual songs they put out though, the arrangements are usually all done by the girls themselves. Okayu was really bad at this when she started; she'd never requested an illustrator or a mixer before. Mane-chan helped Okayu a lot with this learning process. Mogu Mogu Yummy! is probably the only song Okayu recorded at a studio too, the rest being done at home.
>"I usually watch your streams with my mother, but she was too scared to watch yesterday's stream. However, when I told her that you screamed in it, she told me to please let her hear your screams, and had me show her the archives."
That's really cute of your mom. It actually makes her real happy that you watch her together. Actually, doesn't your mom kind of sound like a villain? "Please allow me to hear Okayu's screams." Sounds like something a last boss would say, or maybe a witch.
>Meal
Yesterday was a fridge, and here's what's inside of it: Candied fruit! She needs to remember to upload the video. Actually, she'll just do it now. She feels like It's way quicker to do this now than it used to be.
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