I love Towa unconditionally, never before I felt like that for anyone. I've watched hundreds of vtubers, I usually lose interest (interest, not even love) within a few days, or maybe a week. I've had idol crushes that lasted about the same, real life women and "fell in love" with ex-girlfriends etc all last roughly the same. With Towa, it's been like 2 months and it's the opposite, the more time passes the more I love her. Don't know why or how, I just do, I can't stop obsessing with her, there's something about her. The feeling I have for her isn't anything like anything else I felt, it's something that transcends everything. The view-time I have on her translated clips is more than all other vtubers combined and multiplied by 10. And not only that, I've watched her face more than any face in general, including IRL
>she's menhera, her hat is stupid and she's probably ugly irl
She's the most beautiful creature to exist, no matter how many viewers she gains or loses that doesn't change that fact
Countless times I've imagined being her boyfriend/husband, in those scenarios she could be even the most boring/negative person and it wouldn't change how I feel about her, or she could make my life a living hell everyday and it still wouldn't change it, even if she'd laugh at me for finishing within 30 seconds, even if she was in a neverending coma with a fully burnt body, again, I'd love her unconditionally, even if she was all those combined and x100 I still would be by her side forever and live to make her happy and think only of her. I know it would never happen though, my most realistic scenario(which too has 0 chance of it happening) would be just to be her "exclusive friend", in which I forever stay loyal to her (I never get a GF or marry or flirt or have sex or even think of other women) while she continues her life and love life with other people, I could just move somewhere close to her to help her with anything she wants and needs.
I love Towa unconditionally.