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2860852 No.2860852 [Reply] [Original]

I don't even want a friend (not even a 2D one).

I cannot understand those who want to be around people or want human contact of any form.

>> No.2860862
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2860862

Who said they have to be human?

>> No.2860857

But I have already contacted you by posting this message.

>> No.2860863

Then why post on a message board? You obviously seek some sort of communication.

>> No.2860870

>>2860863
It's very scarce that I communicate online.

>> No.2860873

Arguing that you don't need social interaction on a social message board isn't very effective.

/jp/ is my substitute for real social interaction. If I didn't have internet I would've gone insane long ago... or went outside.

>> No.2860874

Because I have a low self esteem and I need to surround myself with friends for feelings of validation.

>> No.2860878

>>2860863
this fucking this

>>2860870
scarce or not you're here, you clearly desire human contact dumbass

you don't need friends but life's a lot easier when you're around people you can manipulate

>> No.2860879

>>2860873
I'm usually just sickened of the other users on boards.

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2860885

k.

If you cannot understand, then I'm not going to bother explaining.

>> No.2860887

>>2860878
I have literally nothing else to do.

I only come here and that's even a rarity.

>> No.2860900

>>2860885
Tried it.

Too scared to live; too scared to die.

>> No.2860913

I hate people like you.
Get over yourself, you're lonely.

>> No.2860921

>>2860913
I actually do have a "friend" that's trying to help me, but I literally just ignore him and when I actually try to be friendly with him, I feel nothing and just become extremely irritable.

>> No.2860936

Goddamn son, get some help. Either you do it now and find long-term resolution to whatever the hell you're suffering or suck it up.

Go move to a farm and do farm help.

>> No.2860951

This seems almost to sad for even /jp/; makes me feel bad.

>> No.2860954

>>2860852
I agree with you, OP.
Humans are disgusting, selfish, stupid and arrogant.
Why would we want a friend?

>> No.2860965

>>2860954
It's not so much that I think of others as something lower, it's that I can't be around them.

>> No.2860968
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2860968

Rascals are always sociable - more's the pity! and the chief sign that a man has any nobility in his character is the little pleasure he takes in others company.

>> No.2860972

People are awesome, though. We're amazing beings that create some incredible things.

I'm not saying that one should have friends or be a social butterfly though. But maybe a different mode of thought will enable you to enjoy life and its important things (video games, eroge, and anime) a lot more.

>> No.2860978

>>2860972
I have no will and do not enjoy anything anymore.

>> No.2860990

>>2860968

Dunno what you're talking about Schopenhauer, you wrote polemics against women and pushed someone down a flight of stairs.

>> No.2860994

>>2860978
Join the french foreign legion.

>> No.2860998

I'm too fucking strange to be around other people. I acknowledge this and distance myself to avoid awkwardness, shame, and disappointment.

>> No.2861002

>>2860978
You sound like me.

I haven't genuinely had fun in about 10 years. Everything is complacent to me since my view on everything is jaded to hell and back these days.

>> No.2861009

>>2860990
If Schopenhauer were alive today, he would be posting in /jp/ ronery threads.

>> No.2861013

>>2861002
It's like looking into a mirror.

>> No.2861014

The only reason I worry about being social is because I have to mooch off my friend for car rides to the grocery store.

If I had a car I would dump him and get my own apartment. I hate being around people since they're constantly judging you. I don't need people to remind me that I'm pathetic all the time.

>> No.2861032

Goddamn, reading this thread makes me want to kill myself.

I know I'm too lazy to do that, though. I also don't have a car to fill my room with carbon monoxide.

>> No.2861046

>>2861032
When I tried it, I used charcoal and lighter fluid and sealed the room. Room got quite smokey after a few minutes, but put out the fire and left.

>> No.2861074

>>2860972
>But maybe a different mode of thought will enable you to enjoy life and its important things (video games, eroge, and anime) a lot more.

This is generally how I've lived my life for the past five years or so. I feel amazing every single day, even though someone looking in from the outside would think differently.

>> No.2861095

;_;

>> No.2861097
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2861097

Take joy in the fact that you are capable of living day by day without conflict.
This is pretty much the conclusion that Musashi came to.

>> No.2861102

>>2860921
you need some help then, goodness.

Try to take pride in teh fact that someone wants to help you. use that to make yourself feel better.

You have to love yourself before you can feel like others wont judge you.

>> No.2861106

>>2861102
I just seem not to care at all.

>> No.2861108

I enjoy the hermit's life. Although, I'm not a true hermit I guess since I hang out on 4chan whenever I crave some kind of conversation. But the reason it's better than a real friend? You can just walk away from it when you get tired of it.

God, I had such annoying friends who kept me busy for far too long. I need downtime.

>> No.2861142

>>2860972
>>2861074
How do we go about 'enabling a different mode of thought' exactly? I'm so far in my pessimist mindset that I've forgotten how to enjoy anything to the fullest as everything just feels like a dream to me i.e. apathy.

>> No.2861152

>>2861142
Just out of curiousity, what age are you? You're starting to sound more than a little like a moody teenager.

>> No.2861159

Hi OP. I've gotten past the "lol no frend I not WANT!" stage already. I've gotten too far in. I just don't give a fuck anymore enough to go on the internet and make emo threads with an emo image. I'm no longer co-dependent on the contact of other real life humans, but 4chan could be fooling me of that because I honestly can't stand it when this site is down. Either way, I don't need people from the outside world, but it would be nice if I can find someone to talk to that I can relate to and feel at ease with. Obligations and commitment fucking suck ass, but you know deep down, OP, that you too, crave it. It's built into you. Accept it, accept that you're a pathetic attention seeking human like everybody else and move on, son.

>> No.2861160

>>2861152
I, OP, am not >>2861142, but I am 22.

>> No.2861165

>>2861152
I'm not OP and I'm not a whiny teenager. I'm honestly asking a question to which I'm open to ideas of. I'm a 5 year NEET/shut-in at the age of 20.

>> No.2861170

>>2861159
I just don't even bother wanting attention from anything any more; it's all pointless.

>> No.2861173

>>2861108
All the friends I've had always end up feeling far more like a chore for me than anything else.

>> No.2861178

>>2861170
The fact that you are here proves your statement otherwise, you fool.

>> No.2861192

>>2861160
I don't really have any desire to socialise either, but it's more out of indifference than apathy. I'm perfectly capable of entertaining myself and I don't like it when people expect things of me.

I can't help but see the irony in people like you and the OP posting on a social message board about how you have no desire for human contact. You also asked how to cure your apathy, which implies that you're not actually as apathetic as you claim.

>> No.2861196

>>2861178
>>2861192
I've grown indifferent to this place at rare times and I don't care about curing my apathy anymore.

>> No.2861208

If I didn't have friends online I would go outside. Shit's too boring without having anyone to talk to.

>> No.2861209

>>2861192

(>>2861142) speaking. I never claimed that I have no desire for human contact. I was just asking for some advice on how to ENJOY things in life again. I do not deter from other people, but I have difficulty finding excitement in things as much as others do. I look at everyone else getting all riled up about anything, even something about an anime or a game, and then I look at myself just being silent and not at all excited, I wonder, "what the fuck is wrong with me?"
Anyway, I may be apathetic about a lot of things in life, but I'm not apathetic to the point where I don't care about myself anymore.

>> No.2861230

>>2861209
I don't get all that excited about things either, but I do have fun with visual novels and books.

>I wonder, "what the fuck is wrong with me?"

If you measure your own value according to what other people think of you, of course you're going to feel like shit all the time. I decided long ago that there is nothing wrong with how I am and I've been taking it easy ever since. I'm a huge failure at everything I try, but I like myself. I've dropped out of college twice now and while I do regret the time wasted there, I don't dwell on it and I certainly don't care what other people think of it. My current goal in life is to raise enough money to buy a bike and a new guitar and go be a travelling hippy type. But I'm content to stay at home and masturbate for a few more years too.

>> No.2861233

>>2861230
I like your way of life.

>> No.2861240

ITT pseudo-sociopathy. I can't wait to see you kids get manipulated by a REAL psychopath.

>> No.2861248

>>2861240
Too bad we're on an anonymous imageboard, huh?

By the way, "REAL" psychopaths don't give a shit for worthless, broke, NEETs where there is nothing to manipulate.

>> No.2861278

>>2861248
>worthless, broke, NEETs
You don't honestly believe most of /jp/ is like that, right?

>> No.2861285

>>2861278
You don't honestly believe most of /jp/ isn't like that, right?

>> No.2861292

>>2861285
...

>> No.2861299

>>2861240
I know a real diagnosed psychopath. He's a pretty cool guy.

>> No.2861353

>>2861230

for the most part, I'd have to admit I'm fairly similar, but hey, at least I have fighting games and the small community that stems from them that I participate in and have some goals in I guess.

>> No.2861404 [DELETED] 

>>2861240
>implying we'd ever go out enough to meet said psychopath

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