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Has /jp/ reached the point where nothing interests them and basically have no will to do anything, or am I alone?

>> No.2792652

I just sit here, behind my PC, doing nothing but browse the internet. It doesn't even interest me anymore. Games, VN's, Touhou, I've played them a long time ago, but I can't anymore. I can't even go outside anymore. I don't know what to do. ;_;

>> No.2792664

>>2792652
Same. ;_;

>> No.2792670

>>2792647
>>2792652
>>2792664
Are you guys all NEETs? I think this happens a lot when you're not doing anything productive for a long time. Try exercising or learning a language or something.

>> No.2792675

I'm at my happiest when I'm not doing anything.

>> No.2792678

Go for a walk outside at night. If you do it at the right time, there won't be anyone else around. It'll help you stay sane compared to staring at the same 4 walls for days/weeks at a time. It can also be some slight bit of exercise, which wouldn't hurt either.

>> No.2792683

>>2792678
Why do NEETs always go out at night? Aren't you afraid of being stabbed? I'd rather be stared at than stabbed

>> No.2792685

>>2792670
I already learned two languages on my own, and was busy with Japanese. Problem is, I can't find anymore motivation. I lay in bed for 12 hours, I will be on my PC for 6, 12 hours bed... etc. It's not that I want to work, fuck, I'd rather die than work, but I'm in this 6 month slump right now.

>> No.2792687

My interest in anime and VNs is fading a bit. There were seasons where I followed 10+ shows, but right now I'm only watching 3-4. I haven't played a VN in awhile, not since Saya no Uta came out.

Lately I started watching j-dramas, so I will be interested in that for awhile. Already on my 5th series.

Also slowly playing through Nocturne, and I'm probably going to download KH2:FM+ and see how far I can get on the highest difficulty. Maybe I'll learn some jap from it, since I think all the text is in runes.

I'll be forced to get a job soon though, so I need to enjoy my NEETdom while I can.

>> No.2792698

>>2792683
No matter what fiction tells you, they aren't knife-wielding maniacs loose at night.

>> No.2792702

>>2792698
That logic might make sense anywhere else, but I live in Glasgow. Yes there are.

>> No.2792705

>>2792683
Unless you live in a real shithole, you won't be stabbed just for being outside at night.

>> No.2792708

>>2792683
Who is going to stab you if there is nobody around? Hell, why would they stab a scrawnly little bastard for walking around, staring at the ground?

>>2792687
For me it was either apply for college again, or get a job. Damnit, four years ago I dropped out of college in the second year. I applied for college again, picking the most useless and easy course you can think off. But even so, I know I will lose interest and drop out again. It's only a matter of time.

>> No.2792709

>>2792708
Don't give up hope Anonymous. I believe in your ability to get through college. You just need to have perseverance.

>> No.2792710

>>2792683

When I go out, I usually carry a combat knife myself. Oh Canada, you and your knife laws.

>> No.2792715

>>2792708
>Who is going to stab you if there is nobody around? Hell, why would they stab a scrawnly little bastard for walking around, staring at the ground?
Not everyone needs a motive. If you're at the wrong place at the wrong time (especially night when there's no witnesses), you could be killed or seriously injured.

>> No.2792719

Plenty of people here are like that. It usually happens when you sit on your chair or lay around for 14 hours a day; it really messes with your mind. Perhaps it causes a chemical imbalance or something. Regardless I found that exercise fixes everything up.

Also this is why NEETs basically tend to go through hell at first.

>> No.2792724

>>2792709
Perseverance in college only works if you have a scholarship. Otherwise, you're just digging yourself in a financial hole.

>> No.2792725
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>>2792708
I originally went to college because I didn't want to get a job. I graduated 6 months ago, still no job. I'm thinking about going back and getting a masters or doctorate, then I wouldn't have to work for like 6+ more years.

The worst thing about college is having to move away from home though. If it was close to home, I'd do it without a second thought.

>> No.2792726

ive been through hell already. oh the despair

>> No.2792737

I just became a NEET yesterday again, and I had it pretty much like OP described it. Watching anime was one of my biggest hobbies, but I sorta lost interest in that, same with games. Playing a game just felt like work instead of pleasure, so it wasn't very motivating. Then I went to some kind of "activation", and during that time, my interest in anime and games slowly returned. Now I'm a NEET again, though only for 2 month's this time, and I can enjoy the things I used to again, so I'm looking forward to it.

>> No.2792741

>>2792724
Thing in my country is that everyone with a medium to low income can apply for a government school loan. If you get through and graduate, the government will change the loan into a gift. Aka, free school if you graduate, pay your debt if you drop out. My problem is, I don't know if I will make it. I don't know if I will get the loan, or just pay for shit myself, I mean, let my mother pay for shit.

>> No.2792742

>>2792725
>The worst thing about college is having to move away from home though.

Maybe if you get along with your family...

>> No.2792748

>>2792741
Just graduate so your mom doesn't have to pay shit now. Then if you happen to become NEET again in the future, your mom will probably be more likely to let you leech.

>> No.2792755

>>2792647
Only with socializing, I don't even look at women anymore because I am indifferent.

All my problems are related to money (or rather the lack of it). 20 years old and no job experience so I think employers will run away from me.

>> No.2792782

Force excercise into your day. It'll be weird at first but quickly become routine within a week. There doesn't have to be a lot of it. You can do it in the morning, Afternoon, or before bed.

Start with some stretches on the floor, followed by a few pushups at first, then gradually increase to whatever feels comfortable.
Do situps/crunches, and some thing for your legs.

I also highly recommend zazen. If Anonymous is going to live like a monk, he should also practice at least 5 minutes of zazen a day. I find zazen also helps with danmaku and fps reflexes.

Progamers excercise like this because it actually improves their game, and when they're sitting in front of a computer working 12 hours a day they also need it to stay sane, I think.

>> No.2792789

as a NEET for 5 years now, I've felt this feeling plenty of times. If you keep it up at this rate, you'll probably just fall into MMOs.
But I took a train ride down to Boston a couple weeks ago, by myself. It was my first time traveling alone, and my first time going out in forever. I went to meet up with a couple e-friends I had in the area, and by the train ride back, felt completely refreshed. Since then I've been getting excercise, looking for a job, cooking, have a couple goals and all around enjoying life more.

Morale of the story: Go out and do something.

>> No.2792805

>>2792789
>E-friends
You can't really do much if you have no friends, online or real.

>> No.2792808

>>2792805

I'm your friend.

>> No.2792818

It would be an abominable event if /jp/ ever decided to meet up. One half is craving social contact but might be too shy to seek it, while the other half doesn't really care and doesn't know why they even came.

>> No.2792821

>>2792748
By that time I will be 27 if I can do it in the normal 4 years. Can't really see my mother keeping me in as a NEET again.

>>2792789
1 real friend, no e-friends. He's just like me, a big screw up with no job or work. I made him into this. Oh god. ;_;

>> No.2792826

I know it's already been mentioned, but exercise. You don't even have to do a lot. You'll be surprised at how much better it will make you feel.

>> No.2792827

>>2792821
If you two are close friends maybe you should go out together and do something, then. I think you could give each other strength.

>> No.2792831

>>2792821

You could settle for the popular compromise of the Freeter class.

Any low-level part-time job that doesn't take up much of your time, pays for your keep and hobbies, while you bum off of housing and utilities.

>> No.2792834

Uu- I never get anything done ;_;

>> No.2792845

>>2792834

I still haven't finished Heaven's Feel.
I downloaded Yume Nikki (the first one) two years ago and still haven't started my first game.
I have a large stack of doujins, music, and games I haven't started yet...
My shooter skills are still lamentable...
Where does the time go...

>> No.2792852

>>2792831

Not the guy you were responding to, but I've been trying to find a job for months so I can build a new computer. No one wants to hire me, having no experience, in this economy.

>> No.2792859

No OP... you are not alone... nothing interesting to do?... Become AWESOME and make a VN in sparetime!... or maybe you could Import Bulk Ink and make MILLIONS!...

>> No.2792891

>>2792859
Get out faggot.

>>2792831
Man, sometimes I just want to do things, things I enjoy. But to take that step, it is just so hard. I haven't even gone further than the doorway into my backyard for 3 months. I'm stuck, and it's goddamn hard to move myself to do anything.

>> No.2792894

The worst part is not having the motivation to fap. I mean I go at it, but it takes far to long to get off. And when I do, it's not good at all.

>> No.2792920

Man this thread is depressing as hell but it's also weirdly comforting to know that I'm not the only person going through this.

I've tried to go out and get a job but I have no work experience at all and with the economy as shitty as it is (and with me living in such a shitty area) nobody's hiring. I mean the last interview I went to the first question the manager asked me was "you're twenty, why haven't you had a job?" and all I could do was make up some bullshit excuse about family issues that he saw right through. It's frustrating as hell. I haven't chilled with any of my bros in months and I honestly doubt I'm going to anytime in the near future so I'm pretty much just wallowing in stasis right now.

Shit's rough.

>> No.2792929

>>2792920
>"you're twenty, why haven't you had a job?"

Isn't that a illegal interview question?

>> No.2792943

I live to play WoW and browse /jp/ while complaining about both when using them.

Neither interests me anymore but I'm too lazy to change.

>> No.2792944

>>2792929
There is no such things as an illegal interview question.

>> No.2792954

>>2792929
Is it? Faggots. It was some shitty fast food place, though, I don't really care enough to use it as backing in an argument.

>> No.2792957

>>2792944
http://jobsearch.about.com/od/interviewsnetworking/a/illegalinterv.htm

>> No.2792960

>>2792944
How come you are black, sir?

>> No.2792968

I thought only /r9k/ could be this depressing... usually /jp/ takes stride in their NEET lifestyle.

>> No.2792978

I'm 24 and have never worked a day in my life. The only time I ever go out is to the convenience store to buy snacks or cigarettes for my mother who I leech off of. I've been going to therapy and on various anti-depressants for months but nothing helps at all. I don't see myself ever changing, honestly. I'll probably just live with my mom until she dies and then kill myself.

>> No.2792982

So how do you get job when you're 20+ and have no job experience? Lie out your ass?

>> No.2792983

>>2792968
NEETs have a period of despair. Sometimes they need to get it off their chests. It'll be better later on.

>> No.2792984

>>2792968

/r9k/ isn't depressing, it's just 15 year olds chalking themselves up to being losers at life despite having come in with the rest of the just-a-little-off-socially shitheads

>> No.2792994

>>2792968
>/r9k/
Get out.

>> No.2793000

>>2792982
I'm considering telling employers I've been living overseas with relatives in Moscow or Kiev or something and have job experience, so they wouldn't really be inclined to check into my background. Even moreso if I made up some shit about the place I worked for going under.

>> No.2793001

>>2792978

That's depressing, even for /jp/. If therapy and pills don't work, they don't work. Time to get off your ass and break the depression on your own. If you have the willpower to talk to kids on 4chan, then you can chat up some local losers. Go to meetup.com or something and look for anime clubs. Most of them are underage retards, but that can be a good or a bad thing depending on if you like desperate fat chicks.

Or hell, just start volunteering with your city. That helps a lot of people bring some purpose to their lives.

>> No.2793002

I used to wonder how you NEETs could lose interest in everything, but lately I've been falling into the same hole. Anime, VNs, games, and manga keep piling up but I just waste most of my time on /jp/.

I'm not a NEET though. I'm going to college but I'm not particularly interested in that either. I'm just doing it because I don't know what else to do.

Right now I'm worried about finding a summer job. All of my past jobs were shoo-ins because I lived in an area with a huge labor demand, but now I don't have that luxury. I've never even had a real job interview so that's pretty daunting for a socially awkward /jp/edo like myself.

>> No.2793011
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>>2792845 Yume Nikki (the first one)

>> No.2793013

>>2793001
I have literally no motivation to do anything, and being around people my age or younger horribly freaks me out since I have no experience being around them. I have no friends offline and haven't actively been around people my own age in like 7 years.

>> No.2793030

>>2793001
Why would you do work without pay? Fuck, we don't even want to work WITH pay.

>> No.2793035

>>2793030
I do ;_;

>> No.2793039

The only reason I'm a NEET is because I never got my driver's license.

If I had a car I would actually leave the house and consider getting a job. I'm not socially retarded, I just never get out and find socializing irl boring and tedious.

>> No.2793052

>>2793013
>I have no friends offline and haven't actively been around people my own age in like 7 years.

Same, except for 3 years.

I might just join the military and hope I'll get killed.

>> No.2793056

>>2793001
Am I the only person who can't even get accepted for volunteer work when I apply?

>> No.2793059

>>2793039

I never understood the phenomenon of people not getting their licenses right off the goddamn bat. I got mine but about a year later than most.

Not that I use my car for anything other than getting to class and ferrying my parents around when my dad doesn't feel like driving, though ;___;

>> No.2793070

>>2793052
I've thought of that, but I'm not in good enough physical or mental shape, so there's no way they'd accept me. 3 years ago I was 330 pounds (I'm 6'3") at my heaviest, and then decided I was sick of being a fat fuck and starved myself down to 138 at the lowest. That was about a year ago, and I'm like 180 or so now. I was hoping that losing all the weight would give me confidence and help jump-start my life, but it didn't do shit.

>> No.2793076

>>2793059
I never got my license either, simply because I didn't give a shit and had no friends and nowhere to go even if I did get it.

>> No.2793081

>>2793059
>ferrying my parents around
Right here. At least for me, that's why I haven't learned how to drive yet, because then I will have to run errands for my family all the damn time instead of sitting on /jp/ all day.

Also, too lazy to study that shit.

>> No.2793091

>>2793059
Because I can't afford a car even if I get a license.

It sucks being poor and digging your way out is a pain in the ass. Even if I bought a car I would simply be working just to pay for it and insurance, which seems stupid to me.

>> No.2793093

>>2793076

Same here. Previously I lived in the country, an hour away from everything. Now I live in a major city, and can take the bus.

I wouldn't mind getting a motorcycle license one day, though.

>> No.2793095

>>2793070
You could buy a chin up bar and do body weight exercises at home, it's what I do. But I think the military is desperate for new recruits, as long as you're not horribly fat or skinny for your height they'll let you in and whip you into shape.

If you do exercise, the first two weeks are shittiest because it feels like a chore but after that it becomes a habit, maybe even enjoyable.

>> No.2793096

>I was hoping that losing all the weight would give me confidence and help jump-start my life, but it didn't do shit.

I haven't lost nearly as much weight as you or nearly enough to really feel like I accomplished too much, but I know what you mean. It's kind of sobering, I did it for a mix of my health and my self-esteem and while I feel healthier it didn't change me at all

Unless money is currently an issue though, you guys should definitely get licensed or at least learn how to drive in case of an emergency or whatever

>> No.2793107

when things that used to interest you but now didn't, it's what psychologists call "Depression" go get some meds kid.

>> No.2793113

>>2793095
Well, for me the first week or two are good, I can see an actual improvement, but after that it becomes a chore, improvement stops and I feel worse than before I started. So I give up eventually.

>> No.2793115

>>2793107
I've been doing that, none of them have helped. I just get bad side effects and feel worse than I did without taking them.

>> No.2793119

Some people were just not meant to live. Not every baby was supposed to live past infancy, but modern medical technology has been fucking with this.

>> No.2793126

>>2793119
You would probably be dead too if it weren't for modern medical technology, dear eugenicist.

>> No.2793128

>>2793113
My dad tried to teach me how to drive once... well, car had to be sent into repairs, and I still couldn't drive in a straight line at 30mph after two weeks. It was over 8 years ago, and the car was old and shitty, but still it's a good thing that I won't have kids and thus won't taint the gene pool.

>> No.2793137

>>2793128

Anon, if the deciding factor for who should breed was driving aptitude, we'd have gone extinct by now.

>> No.2793150

I wish I had 1 close friend, it's weird I have dreams now that are nothing more than hanging out with old childhood friends and I feel so empty and sad when I wake up because they've moved on in life.

>> No.2793152

>>2793059
I'm sorry, I don't have $2000 for lessons and shit.

>> No.2793154

>>2793137
Being slow, clumsy and generally awkward does not aplly exclusively to driving.

>> No.2793163

>>2793152
Hell, my family doesn't even own a car, so even if I could afford the license, I'd have nothing to drive.

>> No.2793171

Only losers drive.

>> No.2793208

>>2793126
That's my point. When did I ever claim I was exempt from this? I post in /jp/. I wish I were dead.

>> No.2793223

I need money to buy a car but I have no car so I can't get a job and I have no job experience, public transportation is nonexistent around here.

>> No.2793275

>>2793223
Move to a modern country.

>> No.2793276

Volunteer in a third world nation.

>> No.2793576

Everybody with cave-dweller experience knows this phase. You have to do something. Just do it. Can't make it any easy.
First some stimulant may help in the beginning, I'm not talking about drugs but coffee and black-tea. Can't live without it anymore :3

Then EXERCISE. This is crucial and you will shit brix after the first times, you will feel like newborn (sure this will fade again but the change is still obvious).
Just do something easy, nothing fancy nor hard. And take it easy the first two times if you haven't done anything with your body in a long time.
For example first some stretches and then push-ups for the upper-body and some nice squats for the legs (don't forget the squats or oneesama will punish you).

Now do this as many times as you can. Period. No excuses. More exercises you can find with your browser.
I know the feeling when you haven't done anything in a while and lose interests with your hobbies. Not only your body will react but your mind becomes foggy all day and your ability to reason will drop, up to the point that videogames and animu will become a chore and feel like actually doing work! Ridiculous if you succeed to get out of the slump.


Man I'm glad I haven't had this phase anymore. It takes some time to get out of it. And once you start exercising come back to your once beloved hobbies and/or try to learn something you always wanted or something you might benefit from later on like math, IT stuff, new language or whatever


Btw you should read NHK (novel and mango) if you haven't done so far.
AND KNOW TELL US IF YOU READ THAT. SAY YOU WILL EXERCISE. DO IT. DO IT NOW

>> No.2793587

Do drugs

>> No.2793605

>>2793223

This does really suck about America.
I think it's the biggest problem with the country.

I live in a city where I can get anywhere with a cheap $65 bicycle I can park almost anywhere and don't have to worry about it getting stolen.
Shit is so cash.

Of course I only use it to go between my room and my classes.

>> No.2794053

>>2792683
well that just depends on where you live

>> No.2794575

In the Netherlands, it costs you $1500-$2500 to get a driver's license, so I don't have a driver's license yet.

As for the lack of interest in fun stuff; having a complete job isn't much better. When you're away for 12+ hours a day, you don't even have the time to do fun stuff anymore. I still need to finish Umi4...luckily (?) I was fired (technically, my job ended, and I was never promised work past that, but the result is the same), and I can finally do stuff again now.

>>2792818
A /jp/ meetup could be great if done right, just like any other meetup. If its just a bunch of /jp/ people coming together to talk, of course it'll suck. However, throw in various consoles with various Japanese multiplayer games (or PC games) (SWR, Melty Blood and EFZ recommended), add other activities /jp/ might be interested in (I'd love to play Lycee TCG some day), and it would be awesome.

>>2792670
You can help /jp/ by being productive! If you are really determined, learn Japanese and translate VNs.
For an easier way to be productive, help with a /jp/ project VN, or download a program like FL Studio and make music for the music threads.

>> No.2794587

>>2794575
>When you're away for 12+ hours a day, you don't even have the time to do fun stuff anymore.
What, isnt the normal workday 8 hours.

>> No.2794698

Yeah, I've reached this point too, I've lost interest in practically everything.

>> No.2794772

>>2794587
Add two hours of traffic jam in the morning and afternoon. Also, there are many people, my father including, who works from 7AM to 5 PM, hour traveling time before and after makes it 12. Goddamn he will get back from work, eat, watch the news at 8PM, and goes to bed, to get out of bed at 5AM so he can leave at 6 to go to work. Fuck that shit. I'd rather be dead.

>>2794575
This is why I don't have a drivers license. Also, I'm that guy up there being that guy.

>> No.2794800

I can't obtain a license because i'm an undocumented immigrant, and I'm so pathetic I never learned how to ride a bike. I hate myself.

>> No.2794803

I wish I could be a NEET, but my parents would give me hell and force me to go to school or get a job if I tried.

I really don't know what to do. I feel like everything I do is pointless. I've been trying to get exercise and I'm already on Zoloft (for a reason that's not depression, oddly enough), but it doesn't help. School feels pointless, gaming feels pointless, 4chan seems pointless, relationships seems pointless, I don't know anymore...

>> No.2794805

>>2792702

FELLOW GLASWEGIAN

SCOTSMAN IN ARMS

HOYYY

>> No.2794815

>>2794805
Being a Weegie is nothing to be proud of, bro.

>> No.2794820

>>2794815

GET TAE FUCK, I JUST DIDN'T THINK WEEABOOS EXISTED HERE

>> No.2794823

>>2794803
Well, when the tuition fees start raking up, I'm sure they'll let you drop out.

>> No.2794833

>>2794820
(″･ิ_･ิ)っ-̾ is a Glaswegian as well, there seems to be more of us than I thought.

>> No.2794837

>>2794823
I live in Georgia. HOPE pays for my tuition, not to mention residents of the state get a huge deduction. I pay almost nothing to go to school.

If I didn't feel so tired and depressed, I'm pretty sure that would be worth being happy about.

>> No.2794844

>>2794803
Fap moar.

>> No.2794852

>>2794837
Eh, the people I know seem kind of stressed trying to keep their GPA up so they don't lose their scholarships.

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I feel as though my only drive these days is collecting more Persona crap and eagerly waiting for Persona 5.

Pic related. HobbySearch knows me (and my bank account) all too well now.

>> No.2794876

>>2794852
Yeah, it means I can't just blow my studies and sit at home for the majority of the semester, then take the final and walk out with a C. If I want to keep HOPE, I need to maintain a 3.0 at the most. It's not hard, but it's certainly not enjoyable.
And my parents (and extended family, at this point) are expecting me to go to medical school, so I really need to get as close to a 4.0 GPA as possible in order to not look like a failure. The only problem is that I fucking hate math, and I have no clue how the hell I'm going to make it through a year of calculus and physics.

>> No.2794881

>>2794820
I've met them here, just never any of the good kind. And by good, I mean asocial VN readers with dakimakura and figures.

>> No.2794912

This isn't /blog. Thread reported.

>> No.2794935

>>2794881
>asocial
Check
>VN readers
Check
>with dakimakura
I still live with my mother and have a sense of shame, though there was one I was really tempted to buy (Sora from Yosuganosora) but I think it went out of stock
>and figures.
They'd be nice to have, but I don't part with my money very easily, especially for something that only serves as eye candy.

I guess I fail.

>> No.2794971

>>2794935
I'll be honest, I don't have a dakimakura, but it's on my list of things to buy as soon as I get my own place. I do have some figures though.

>> No.2795045

Wow /jp/ is really nice today, i guess there are a lot of people like us.
I not really a NEET, i go to college (altough i habent been there since the exams (wich was a month ago) and im planning in taking the finals next months (my teachers don't take assistance). Yet i fell awfully depressed, and lazy lately. I haven't spoked with anyone in two weeks, because i just dont fell like it. I just fell that when i grow up, i will jsut be another insignificant thing in the world, and nothing special will happen in my life. Sure, i might find love, i will find work as a teacher, but thats it, nothing exiting can ever happen. I used to be politicaly involved (Comunist over ehre) and i tought that was a good way to sacrifice my life, but i just stopped doing anything.

>> No.2795195

>>2795045
>Sure, i might find love

Stopped reading there.

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Cheer up guys!

Everything'll be okay!

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jesus... I used to think "no way I am a NEET." but reading this thread and all these people sounding just like I am. I must be one...

;_;

I need to force myself to get on with my life, I've said "death sounds like a cool dude." rather than trying to enjoy my life too fucking much as of late.

My only post in this thread (ran by it by chance), but its already helped me realize I have some work to do.

>> No.2795436
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I'm a NEET, but I still think you depressed cunts are pathetic.

You're at the pinnacle of the Sin of Sloth. Revel in it.

>> No.2795453

>>2795436
lolol neet newfag ^_______^:;

>> No.2795458

Youtube, Videos Watched: 24,765
;_;

>> No.2795461

>>2795453

Actually I've been a NEET for two years now. I've been doing pretty much nothing but StarCraft.

And I'm no good at StarCraft!

Still fun though. I play a lot of UMS.

>> No.2795502

ITT: People with clinical depression

srsly guise, get Prozac

>> No.2795526

>>2795502

Prozac is shit.

Zoloft is where it's at.

>> No.2795530

I work 8 hours a day (plus 3 hours in public transportation). I get paid shit... I bought 1 fucking pair of jeans, because I didn't have anything to wear, and I'm struggling to make ends meet.

I'm not studying (well, I'm attending nihongo), feel stuck, nothing interests me and I crave for pot and booze, so I can forget for a while that I'm alive.

I hate this country, the people living in it and my life.

>> No.2795546

>>2795502
I took pills for a long time, never did jackshit.

>> No.2795549

>>2795526
Zoloft made me feel horrible. Headaches, dizziness, night sweats, unrelenting tiredness, etc. I had to stop taking it after being admitted to the hospital for stabbing head pains. It did nothing for my depression or social anxiety, either.

>> No.2795554

I wish i could find a job, it's not as easy as people said.

>> No.2795565

Niggers don't take those pills. Did you know that all of the faggots from the stabbing spreas were on these drugs? I bet the MSM didn't tell you that.

Instead try some natural stuff if you really have to like St. John's wort tea (please confirm if this is correct in english)

>> No.2795574

>>2795565
>try some natural stuff
ಠ_ಠ

>> No.2795577

>>2795502
Psychosis was here, clincal depression is for whiny pussies.

>> No.2795587

>>2795565

>>St. John's wort tea

That is the correct stuff. You can't drink a lot of it, so some caution is necessary.

>> No.2795593

I meant killing spree not stabbing spread ...

>> No.2795596 [DELETED] 

>>2795586

Spree.

Stabbing spree.

>> No.2795600 [DELETED] 

Pharma companies make huge profits with those drugs but they have as one fag already said temendous sideffects. And then as I said the killing sprees. Yes, there were cases were a mother was prescribed on those drugs and then murdered her children because those pills can make you completly delusional and out of touch with reality

>> No.2795608

Pharma companies make huge profits with those drugs but they have as one fag already said tremendous sideffects. And then as I said the killing sprees. Yes, there were cases where a mother was prescribed on those drugs and then murdered her children because those pills can make you completly delusional and out of touch with reality

>> No.2795625

I don't understand why amerikans think medication is appropriate for this. I guess it's some kind of fear for the unknown, or maybe it is based on their deviant addiction to harmful toxins such as cannabis.

>> No.2795627

Just take some heroine, it's all natural.

>> No.2795628

>>2795526
I'm on Zoloft to cure my constipation.

I should probably take my pills today.

>> No.2795672

Hell no, if I end up becoming addicted to whatever anti-depressive medicine I take, I'll feel even worse for wasting so much money.
Anyway, my depression tends to vary in intensity during the day, so I don't worry about it too much.

>> No.2795682

>>2795672
Are you op? Anyway start exercising like written here in the thread as this will at least counteract the phyiscal effects of your depression.

>> No.2795696

Wear my sunglasses at night.

>> No.2795700

>>2795682
Nope, I'm another Anon.
Maybe I'll start going on a walk at night, on the days the sky is pretty. Then I lay down somewhere while looking at the stars, fall asleep and a cute girl wakes me up or something like that. ;_;

>> No.2795744

I was wondering whether or not to post this, but seeing as this is here I might as well tell you what happened to me recently.

I was sitting in my darkened bedroom, and had deprived myself of sleep for days before I finally took those soapy little pills that had been staring me in the face since I had ordered them. I had problems, and I knew I had to face them. They were inside me, not outside, so I needed to drag them out. That's what the pills were for.

It's amazing, really. The things that become clear, and the things that become so muddled. When I took them, I began to imagine that my current predicament was all the result of the actions of the Bilderberg and the Illuminati. They had locked me in here. They knew I could defeat them, bring liberty and justice to the world. That was the true power of my spirit, a power I was aware of when I was young, and that they crushed in me. THEY were the ones who had made my mother crazy, they had hired my father, they had hired everyone who ever hurt me to make me think the world a dangerous place when really I was destined to save it.

>> No.2795748

>>2795744
Then I saw the sort of things I was waiting for. Insects, bizarre colours and finally I saw myself. I was dead, being eaten by insects. The insects ate every last bit of me before turning into cocoons, and when the cocoons hatched a huge cloud of butterflies flew around me. They were all shouting in little voices, in MY voice, "Out! Get out, or they'll win!"

So I ran out the door, the cloud of butterflies following behind me. It was beautiful. I knew I was hallucinating, but I didn't care. I knew I'd been given something special. The ecstasy of liberty. Echoing in my marrow, vibrating in my blood. Dear fucking God it was magnificent.

I'm leaving. I bought a shitty car, and I'm leaving. Tomorrow, in fact. I don't know where, but it's the first step in my destiny. My first triumph against the forces of evil.

If you have no enthusiasm for anything else, at least try for this feeling. TRY to feel it at least once.

Good-bye, /jp/, and good luck, friends.

>> No.2795752

>>2795744
U MAD?

>> No.2795762

>>2795696
Pretty catchy song.

>> No.2795817

>>2795458
I have about 29k over two accounts, jesus christ that's a lot.

>> No.2795835

>>2795748
Good luck. See you in a week.

>> No.2795856

How do you teach yourself Japanese? I been trying for a while. It's hard to do without money to buy stuff or classes.

>> No.2795859

>>2795856
Know the kana yet?

>> No.2795861

>>2795856
Learn kana
Learn grammar and any kanji you see
Read eroge

>> No.2795879

>>2795859
I know most Hiiragana.
Starting on Katakana soon.

>> No.2795882

>>2795879
Once you finish that, best bet would be:
http://www.hellodamage.com/kanjidicks/main.htm for kanji
http://www.guidetojapanese.org/ for grammar.

>> No.2795889

>>2795882
Thanks bro.
I'll give them a look at.

>> No.2795892

Not a language fag but you can find most things for free on the internet

>> No.2796302

>>2795817
Before I saw who you were quoting, I thought you were talking about money and bank accounts.

I just shoveled dirt for 2-3 hours, and I feel like shit. More shit than usual. Exercise-fags are liars.

>> No.2796581

可愛過ぎます!!!
(❁∀❁)

>> No.2797534

>>2796302
Prolly cause you're out of shape...
I work 8 to 5 every day and only feel tired.

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>>2795744
Sorry, I just couldn't resist doing this. It just sounded too right for this.

If you really have nothing better to do, try your hand at writing. That first part really did sound VNish.

>> No.2798815

>>2796302
What are you talking about? I said take it easy the first times and you should do squats and push-ups and some stretching before not "shoveling dirt"

>> No.2798844

>>this thread
;_;

>> No.2798903

>>2798517
sauce?

>> No.2798933

>>2798903
ONScripter + random google image
Text taken from >>2795744

>> No.2798946

Hmm, let me see. I've always been a little on the chubby side, not mega fat but I've definitely had a small gut my entire life. Socially awkward because I was ostracized for being a slow runner and not a great athlete (highschool football was here, if you don't play it you're NOT A TEXAN) and I've always been well above the 'average' here in terms of academics which is actually really fucking low, so I took shit for being smart too.

Long story short high school rolls around, lazy about my grades so I nearly flunk out, for some reason I seriously start balding and it's still going on and I've been a NEET since '06. No motivation whatsoever to improve because I rather enjoy being reclusive. Absolutely hate dealing with people due to retarded fucking insecurities.

But I still love my /jp/ related interests. Maybe another year of this slothful life will somehow break me and I'll off myself.

>> No.2798999

3 years ago my only "friend" who was a geek but an obnoxious one finally found a fucking woman who was bearable on his daily MMO marathon faggotry.
Seriously maybe I'm a gigantic faggot but I never cared about this stuff but with him it was like his mating drive always forced him into this kind of stuff: blogosphere, MMO, dating-sites and dorama stuff like that. One time he even dated a huge whale, I mean a REALLY HUGE WHALE WITH KIDS if you know what I mean.
Whatever after the make-up she moved into his basement, he stopped doing geeky stuff and then moved away from towm and since then I never heard anything from him.

True story

Maybe she killed him ....

>> No.2799051

>>2798999
>Maybe she killed him ....

Well, that's a reasonable conclusion! Sage to save my bump.

>> No.2799061

>>2798999

That reminds me off me friend's brother who married some fat Russian woman he met playing a web game. I haven't heard of him since.

>> No.2799092

>>2799061
>>2798999
It's a conspiracy!

>> No.2799100

WOMEN EAT MEN

STAY AWAY FROM THEM AT ALL COSTS

>> No.2799103

Wait... HOW was this thread bumped?

>> No.2799144

>>2799103
I believe the post limit before auto-sage has increased, so it bumps still.

>> No.2799148

>>2799144
200.

>> No.2799160

i have done alot, travelled allot, habe degrees mech eng and law also 3/4 med, gf's, but no $$$$ long story there....but suing for it now...which is why i did law

travel seriously just do it

>> No.2799165

>>2799160
Somehow, I doubt your credentials.

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