Thanks for your understanding fren
Honestly I know what you mean, but I take what I can get, and I simply can't carry on. I love Keyaki, they're a little treasure. But it's like watching your girlfriend slowly getting more and more hooked on drugs or drink, and you are concerned, but she asks for money and you give it her. One day you say "hey babe you're hurting yourself, you need to stop", and she hits you and spits on you. But you know it's not her. So, you decide for yourself and her, to leave, so she can sort herself out and find her own direction home, maybe she will, maybe she won't, but you won't stop loving her. If she comes back you'll hold her tight.
it's not the worst (its not the best either), not all their melancholy songs are bad either, getsuyoubi was fantastic, as was katarunara.