Maho translation from Stage
"I had tried to send a mobame mail before but I got stopped and couldn't send anything. I wanted to tell everything, but nothing will get solved until I say the truth.
There's still other people who might go on to suffer the same experience, but I decided to just wait for a month. But they did nothing at all to deal with it in the end.
Even Imamura-san, he would speak about «making it a clean NGT», «making it a new NGT», of how «people who do bad things would get fired» ...and yet they did nothing to deal with it.
Everyone's personal informations, they got disclosed around too.
That, once again, I... The fact that carrying oneself diligently would result in...
I wouldn't be able to bear it, if any other girl working with seriousness will end up in a dreadful experience like this.
I am glad that I got helped out of it, this time around ...but I couldn't avoid wondering what it would have happened if I had ended up getting killed instead.
But if things had gone beyond the point of recovery, I just wouldn't have made it out in time.
Why is it that things that aren't allowed in other groups are tolerated within NGT? I really can't understand it...
It doesn't feel like I am being alive anymore.
Normally... Even some time before, like for the Aikabu Senbatsu, it was happy to work along together with everyone. ...Every day felt enjoyable after getting into Team G. It really felt uplifting. Laughing all together, being all smiles on a normal basis, that alone made things enjoyable enough. That alone was enough to feel happy.
Yet, in spite of that, how could things have come to this? I have no idea...
Is there anything wrong about carrying oneself diligently? So is getting into love affairs the right choice, instead? I have no idea about that anymore, either... I don't understand what's the point of it all...
Why it's people who carry themselves diligently who are forced to experience these situations? Is there anything wrong about carrying oneself diligently? For what reason should someone end up in a dreadful experience like this?
I truly wanted to say everything about it, but they promised me they would solve things out for me, so during the course of this month I decided to bear it and wait, although the situation was disturbing.
And despite all of that, as a result, they did nothing. The people who committed those wrongdoings, everything about that was left untouched as it was...
I don't understand it anymore.
What would have happened if someone had done something beyond the point of recovery instead? I want to tell everything, but it would cause trouble for the people who have offered me their assistance. But then again, even someone else besides me (stream is cut off here)"