Yes she did.
[Mobile Mail] Yamamoto Sayaka 2016.04.29
Today, AKB’s general election single’s
MV was revealed.
Have you seen it??
I had a pretty nice position this time.
As for the single, I think by far it’s the best single.
About the general election,
I missed the proper timing to express myself,
so it’s difficult for me to put it into words now.
After all, it’s 1st place that I aim for.
After being unable to make up my mind for the longest time,
I finally came to decision.
Since I had gone through all that trouble, I decided to strive for the highest place.“
Last year, I thought excessively about things
such as my feelings and about NMB.
I thought so much that I couldn’t find a proper balance.
After all, a high position would only be for my own sake.
No matter what I did, I could not erase that feeling.
However, when the results come out, I end up feeling frustrated anyway,
and the more I think about it, the more difficult it gets for me…
But, this is my last time.
Whatever the final outcome is,
this time will be my last time (^-^)
Just from making that decision,
feel a little more at ease
or rather I stopped thinking about myself so much,
and so I could reorganise my feelings.
That’s because devoting all of my feelings to the general elections until the actual day
would be too much of a burden.
I think if I did that, I’ll have a mental breakdown (lol)
Therefore I’ll do this passionately! I’ll be carefree!
That way I think I’ll be able to get a good result either way. (*^^*)
Uoo! I won’t loseー! (lol)