>>14594753
>Your close family will suffer if they cared about you, and will likely never really get over it. No helping it.
Thats why I dont think I could do it, yet I still hate my life and have occasional thoughts. I dont know why I still have thoughts given, like I said the insane amount of guilt would stop me and hrts more than anything. It would break my mother especially given she is devoutly religious.
>It won't hurt if you use a fast and sure enough method (put your head on train tracks, shotgun in the mouth).
You say it wont hurt, but you cant confirm that. Mainly becuase dead people dont talk.
>>14594753
>burn in a lake of fire until they are finally extinguished
Which could be a long fucking time. Besides, I think if hell exists it has more to it than that. Plenty of ways to make people suffer.
I also feel kinda stupid. I have had thoguths of suicide (that I snap out of quickly due to family) but I dont think I have tried as hard as I could. It jsut seems kinda sad I have these thoughts, yet havent really given it my all. Like devoted myself t the point where I dont care if it kills me.
I hate my life, but I still dont seem motivated enough to actually become a force of positive change. You would think thoughts like "I wish I were dead" would make you go further with things, to the point where you ignore pretty much everything around you except those things which you believe will make things better.
Since another anon also talked about suicide, I want to ask him. Do you really feel you have honestly done all you can? Because if you are lik me and think you werent as committed as you could have/should have been, then you shouldnt rush to suicide. Even though the thoughts come before you have really tried everything.