/jp/ - Otaku Culture

[Anonymous No.]

There are two elements that I wonder that I share with otaku, obsessiveness aside:
- some form of impotent rage hidden inside
- self hatred

Well, do you guys have them?

[Anonymous No.]

Nope.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13692951
Well, at least you don't share my bad traits.

[Anonymous No.]

>some hidden rage
nope, just take it easy

unless you mean sexual urges which everyone has some

>self hatred
nope, i like myself

[Anonymous No.]

>>13692963
Sexual urges are different from impotent rage for me.

It's kinda like the Hulk but without the strength, I just get very angry at times, never lost control though.

I think this rage dwells from helplessness, I cannot fix the situation so I'm mad at my own ability.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13692972
I'm bipolar so sometimes I get very aggravated at things but I try to keep it to myself and take it easy.
Stress and anger will kill you, it's better to live a calmer life

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693058
It's impossible. I better let it out rather than suppress it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693058
>Stress and anger will kill you
Stress and anger will drive and fuel you in lieu of ambition.

If you have all three-

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693089
Run

[Anonymous No.]

Rage? Okay. Hate myself? No, I'm a good person.

If anything, I'm just exhausted. Also disappointed in most other people that refuse to acknowledge the corruption that is inherent in human nature and therefor themselves. People of low moral integrity, low intelligence, low taste. Classic "this is why we can't have nice things" situation. Plebs gonna pleb, ect.

I'm just exhausted.

I hope you have a good day, Anons. Try to look on the bright side and believe in a better future!

[Anonymous No.]

>>13692946

I'm nothing like you
But I used to be like that

all I can advice you is to read Nietzsche and do drugs

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693340
Nigger no.

Winners don't do no drugs.

[Anonymous No.]

No and no.

I decided to follow the example of those greater than me. I am at peace.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13692946
I were like you, then I stopped giving a shit so now I'm happy.

Sobbing doesn't do anything so I'd rather spend my time happily in front of my computer all day.

[Anonymous No.]

The rage is because you take too much caffeine.
In any case, if you are not an otaku what the HELL are you? what are you doing here in the otaku board.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693359
That only works for a while before you start to mature, then wake up and realize how much the lonliness is crushing your soul. Like it or not, humans are social animals and just like mice and chimps in a deprevation chamber they basically start to exhibit signs of depression and other mental illnesses without real life social contact and acknowledgement from their peer group.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693389
It happen the opposite for me, once my teenager "I wanna fuck anything that moves" hormones stopped I stopped caring, specially once I start considering money and all those aspects that revolve around the social life.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693389
Not him, but I'm pretty much same as >>13693359

>That only works for a while before you start to mature
I'm 26 now, when exactly is that going to start happening?

>then wake up and realize how much the lonliness is crushing your soul
Nope, hasn't happened to me yet.
In fact it's the complete opposite.
Being outside with other people is what's crushing my soul.
I despise going to the store to buy some food and being forced into human interaction.

>real life social contact and acknowledgement from their peer group
Not once have I felt the need for that.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693408
That's schizotypal. If you're happy with the bare minimum for now, then that's all that matters. However, you may want to predict where that will get you later down the line in your life and career, especially with how important personal ties are (though I loathe to admit it).

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693419
>career

wwww

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693408
>>13693414
So, you're saying that you are content with being asexual? You don't want to love and be loved?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693425
>You don't want to love and be loved

But I already have a dakimakura.
What more could I possibly need?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693443
Trolldar is detecting a signal.

If not, that is just kindof sad. You're on an entirely deeper level of otaku than myself. Full hiki mode kind of otaku. I've been there, but I realized that train of thought was to protect my subconcious from the fact that I was helpless to improve my situation in life due to the one-way path that I chose.

[Anonymous No.]

If you hate yourself, consider change.

I have very low standards for myself.

As for impotent rage, I'm easily upset and I take my anger out on others, but overall I'm just not very emotional.

[Anonymous No.]

I don't hate myself. I actually kinda like me
It's more of a disappointment in my own ineptitude and lack of ability to do almost anything. And laziness.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693464
Is it really so outrageous to think that some people are happier without other people?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693464
Some people are here because they, like you, have failed to make their life as they wished.

Some are here because they want to be.

I'm grateful for my life. In earlier times, I'd have to risk my life every day and live in squalor to have solitude. Like a coureur de bois, or a Daniel Boone type.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693483
To me, yes. There's a line between avoidant personality disorder (social anxiety) and schizotypal personality disorder (hermit in the woods). When you cross that line, you start treading into legit crazyland. Were you like, violently bullied at school and by your family or something?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693477
>I'm easily upset and I take my anger out on others
I hate this kind of people and I wish you would just drop dead

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693483
"You have to be married to be happy." - the eighties.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693502
It is like the scorpion and the frog. It's just in my nature.

The most I can do is be aware, compensate for it the best I can and forgive myself.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693500
Forgive me for being ambitious.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693517
Ambitions and life goals are entirely subjective. You seem to switch pretty readily from feeling sorry for yourself for not achieving them to patting yourself on the back for having them at all.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693527
Spoiler: I'm an unemployed recent STEM grad. That should clarify things.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693531
You should probably be writing cover letters and not bullshitting on the jay, then.

[Anonymous No.]

Take it easy.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693534
I'm going to be homeless on the first.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693501
I don't think I could be a hermit. I realize that I am more or less entirely dependent on people, but I really don't want the kind of relationship most people want, even just as friends. I just can't stand being around them for that long or getting to know them that well.

I was never bullied by anyone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693539
I hope you have a hiking backpack, then. A big one. You can find good packs at army surplus stores.

And a tarp. Tents are too big and too fancy.

A ziplock bag with a bunch of squished socks. Any waterproof bag will work, really. You have no idea what a luxury dry socks are.

A few lighters, maybe some flint.

A compass always helps. An atlas if you can get one

One change of clothes. Pick some rugged jeans.

Duct tape. Fuck needles and threads. Just duct tape your clothes. Pretty much any hole, tear or rip can be solved with duct tape.

Oh, and a sharpie. A big one. Cardboard's free and everywhere, make a sign. Go to your local wal-mart, sit on the corner of the highway and the turn-in to the parking lot and hold up a sign that says "travelling, hungry and broke". Works best in rich yuppie suburbs. Don't do this for more than a day in one neighborhood. Get your money and move on.

Honestly, unless there's a decent chance of you finding another home after you're kicked out, you're 100x better off traveling.

Oh, and don't trust anybody. Especially not other hobos. They'll fuck you right up. Stay safe out there, 'peesie

[Anonymous No.]

I'm pretty angry too but I'll try this summer not to be NEET anymore. I wish anon wouldn't have to be NEET either.

[Anonymous No.]

I hate myself, and by extension, I hate you, who are much like me, so I also hate your thread for being shit and everyone in it.

[Anonymous No.]

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[Anonymous No.]

>>13693562
Thanks, this isn't my first rodeo. ツ And I still have a car and disability which makes things easier. Only difficult part really is finding some place to sleep without being harassed by the cops (it is illegal to be homeless here) and finding some place to shower. Taking bird baths at 5am in a gas station restroom is one thing, washing your hair to be publicly presentable is another. I'll be fine, I'm not broke just going to go urban exploring for a while. I've wanted to leave this place for a long time anyway, so I think of it more as an opportunity to go somewhere new.

[Anonymous No.]

Kill yourself, solves every single problem.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693596
Best of luck, then. I heard car covers make it easier to weasel out of getting arrested or ticketed, but I've never done the whole rubber tramping thing.

>>13693612
Can'ch chake itch eajy wike dish!

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693509
>It's just in my nature.
Drop dead.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693748
But you're acting the same way. Fuck off.

[Anonymous No.]

Do hermits have to live in the woods? There's too many bugs for me.

Can't I find a nice green valley somewhere?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13692946
Is this the reisen pregnancy doujins guy?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693425
>You don't want to love and be loved?
There's no such thing... not for men.
Women don't love you, they love what you can do for them.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693419
Not him but yeah it's also schizoid which I'm diagnosed with among other things.
I moved overseas, got married, tried to go to school, tried to get a job etc as I thought in the way you're talking about. It made my situation worse and I returned home even sicker than I left. Well meaning or not I think you're giving out ill-informed advise.

I had an income and my own place and I didn't even have to work for it and I took your advice and lost it all. I got it back though. Now I see that I wasted time... I could have been spending that 7 years living as I did before, and do now, to the fullest. I lost my prime years too.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693590
aww shit wut u sayin nigga

[proREMIRIAt Elite Force Comman(...) !rSDMROXTB. No.]

The only impotent rage I feel sometimes is how we could have an almost utopic world if it wasn't because greed and "muh feelings" sjw bullshit.

I love the way I'm living my life so far.


Still,
That infinite sadness and emptiness of being when no qt whimsical vampire loli ojou-sama to spit in your mouth and slap you across the face when she notices your engorged penis while you were ogling at her slender, petite frame, nor to playfully bite your throbbing manhood with just enough pressure to puncture the skin, nor to grab your balls with her delicate, cold, bare loli hands and slap your painfully erect cock around.

y liv

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693748
Hey, fuck you too, pal.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693562
>Oh, and don't trust anybody. Especially not other hobos.
I know this simply from living in a homeless rooming house, and like the other guy I had a disability payment of sorts even at that time so it wasn't so bad.

I was living with 9 other people there at even given time. I had bad paranoia and social issues to begin with and now I can't trust anyone and am very hostile to people in general.

This happened to me as I was trying to improve my life. Ha!

>>13693501
>When you cross that line, you start treading into legit crazyland.
Are you serious? That's crazy to you? I have schizoid, schizotypal and paranoid personality disorder with bipolar II ... now topped off with PTSD and I don't really consider myself crazy.

I would not have PTSD if I had not tried to join the company of people and the world.

[Anonymous No.]

- No, actually, other than this really dorky hobby, I'm a pretty effectual person in real life, can get things done, have a great job, and have never had a problem getting laid.

- No, I really like myself and despite my flaws I think I'm a great person. I have big weaknesses in my character and have done quite a few things I regret, however, unlike a lot of characters in these stories, I regret the things that I've done rather than the things I never did / or could not do.

Honestly, I'm starting to fall out of the hobby because the typical Japanese/Otaku protagonist is so passive and inactive in their own life and romance that I just start to dislike them.

At least there are cute girls.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693858
That is isolationist thinking. Of course women are capable of loving you. The caveat being that they already haven't met the Chad that rocked her world then pump and dumped her yet she still obsesses over him even while in a different relationship. This happens to most women. They end up settling. By the time they are 26, I'm afraid your statement is at least sometimes true. Single mom? Always true by default.

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>>13693924

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693929
Well I'm 36, so.

And it's not entirely isolationist thinking... it comes from experience as well.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693932
/jp/ - Riajuu Culture

[Anonymous No.]

The crazy hermit will now brighten the mood for everyone:

https://youtu.be/1Ot0ExT0LQg

Take it easy.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693874

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693843
Try to find a place with lots of moss
Moss is nice and soft and you don't have to mow it. It stays green and there aren't bugs hiding in it like there would be with grass or bushes.
Moss is pretty great

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694043
Seriously considered going innawoods for a month to save up, then I remembered there are no power outlets to charge electronics. I happen to be highly experienced, living outdoors almost an hour's drive from the first traffic sign for months before. There are times when going off the grid could be beneficial provided you stock up on literature and don't mind ear piercing silence. All you need really is a water purifier, a bear bag (your sleeping bag bag), a large metal coffee can, hiking backpack, duct tape, sunscreen if you need it, a load of minute rice and dehydrated refried beans, spices, a handle of whiskey to warm you up on cold nights, a fishing pole, and some waterproof clothing and you're good to go.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693464
>You're on an entirely deeper level of otaku than myself. Full hiki mode kind of otaku.
If he is hikiki then I wonder what that must make me as I'm beyond his level. Am I crazy hermit level?

First, sorry for shitting up the thread, I'll try to condense my posts here on out.

Anyway, this is what I try to explain to people and no one understands. Surely some here will get it. That is, my otaku-hikiki-whatever goes beyond liking anime, denpa, or whatever. Even without the j-subculture I'd still be whatever it is I'm metamorphosed into.

They think it's a game. I wont even tell people I'm otaku or hikiki anymore. It is not some game where I say nyaa and sugoi and simply watch anime or have hobbies or whatever. It is not simply an identity or set of hobbies. It runs deeper. It runs to the bone. I have become it. It is me, I am it.

I am not limited by reality anymore. I am not limited by death anymore. I am not really sad, angry or depressed. In fact, I wish to live forever. I wish to live forever this way... exactly this way. I'm free... free from my own mind.

[Anon-kun No.]

Sometimes sadness hits me, but then I remember my Visual Novels and Light Novels.It then goes away and when I step outside, I awaken an inner rage which wants to kill every normie I see.Sometimes I enter this transient mode where I have no emotions and I feel like an empty shell.I wonder if you guys feel the same?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694091
that is Blazing Japanese Spirit you obtained use it with great care very fearsome and powerful force

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693906
I-I've been diagnosed with almost every mental disorder under the sun, including everything you listed and more. The difference between me and you, however, is that I never gave up and I refuse to stop trying to develop close interpersonal relationships with actual people. I've had terrible experiences, the least of which are being turned away by the people I want to associate with, and taken advantage of by the people I chose to associate with. Still, I believe there is a place for me out there and you too.

[Anonymous No.]

I want a remote /jp/ monastery to spend a quiet, studious life in.

[Anon-kun No.]

With all the Japanese merchandise available >>13694145

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694156
Oops my mistake this was directed towards this Anon

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694219
I have plenty of merch. Blew almost all my student loan disbursement once on figs. Don't remind me, they're all still in their boxes except Flan and I need a Detolf. I'm in the doll market now even though I had to sell my sewing machine.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694156
Studious?

I hope you like cheesemaking. Monasteries aren't cheap. Gotta make a living somehow.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694145
We're similar. Good luck to you. I've found my place. You say you never gave up, but how old are you? I'm in my mid-30s. I want to make the most of the rest of my life. I no longer have time and energy to spare for bets and risks.

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694156
Sounds rough, at least you have some, unlike me.Although I would not mind getting a fig. for $160 if it is good quality.To separate the good from the bad ones check if you can see their panties in great detail, and it works every time I search for figs(maybe).I once saw a fig. for $400, I couldn't stop my hands shaking tbh.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694138
It's funny that you say that. This Japanese girl I talk to over the net once in a blue moon told me that I have a Japanese heart. She also said that I'm more otaku than the Japanese Otaku she knows.

She isn't otaku but for some reason she thinks otaku and their interests are 'cute.' She's actually very young and I have morals for some reason so I wont flirt with her or anything. She feels like my daughter, honestly.

I don't know what to make of her words really as I've never had any desire to be like a Japanese person or anything.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694242
>how old are you?
Started browsing chans when I was 23. It is now 8 years later.

>>13694254
I ordered from amiami and mandarake. Those prices are steep. Are you Canadian?

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694256
I wish I could talk to some Japanese people immersed in anime/manga etc.I really want to know what they think about certain titles and western culture as well.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693874

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693874

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693874
>I love the way I'm living my life so far.

You mean like a pretender normie scum?

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694266
Good guess, I actually live in Montreal ,I am however not fully Canadian.

[Anonymous No.]

Tenants of TRUneet:
- as swift as wind
- as silent as forest
- as fierce as fire
- as unshakeable as mountain

no more, no less

I live by these rules 100% try it yourself dude!

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694305
One of my figs is worth 400 on Ebay. Feels good.

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13693874
The second part has me wondering what person you are. Loli's are pure(not all) but I think they are cute, and I would not imagine one ,sucking on my huge throbbing cock with cum and saliva on her hands, while she rubs it gently while looking right in my eyes.


>Not at all

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694266
>Started browsing chans when I was 23. It is now 8 years later.
I see. Well the thing is that I had a long term relationship. Actually a marriage of all things for some reason ... should not have married. It lasted 7 years. The whole thing read exactly like Welcome To The NHK. She was Misaki, flaws and all. It didn't work in the end and I'm glad it didn't... she wasn't right, not in the head and not for me. And marriage was not right for me. The thing is that I realized afterwards that I was just a hikiki masquerading as a normie. A long term, live in relationship will of course give the illusion to both yourself and others to some extent that you're 'normal.' But I only ever interacted with her and rarely wanted to leave the house. I never worked either, although I tried to go to school for work and had a melt down. Then I was homeless until I finally broke down and asked my dad for a plane ticket home. I then got back on disability.

Really it isn't so much giving up to me. I suppose I feel that I experienced a relationship, I experienced sex, at least experienced trying to work and go to school, and experienced living with a bunch of people (although they were shit people).

What I'd like now is an ultra-realistic sexdoll. It must be a Japanese model simply as I can't be attracted to white women at all anymore no matter how attractive. What's funny is that once when I met up with my mom I trolled her by telling her about it and she thought it was a great idea. Ha. She also thinks relationships and especially marriage are just trouble.
>>13694267
Yeah, she is the only I've been able to hold onto. The other two were my age and both otaku, especially the woman, but her English was not good and she was autistic as well so it didn't last. The other guy who was my age was otaku but posing as a cool edgy j-metal guy .. he was in denial but obviously otaku. Her spoke English fluently but he was admittedly antisocial. Like practically ASPD level of antisocial.

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694314
Why must you hurt me this way...

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694267
>I wish I could talk to some Japanese people immersed in anime/manga etc.
Oh by the way, try Interpals. It's definitely worth a try if you haven't already.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694345
Sorry, if it helps, it was from student loans that are still accruing interest. That fig, though.

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694332
Hopefully you will be able to talk to her more.Usually this "social" activity lasts only until you hit around 25, from there you usually get a job and probably married.

>I will never get an non-Asian pig
>Asian women maybe if they are cute
>No gf more money

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694314
I have a figure that's $800 on ebay

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694353
Beauty is universal across all types of people and it is not only looks but spirit as well.

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694358
YAMETE!

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694360
That is certainly true, however from previous experiences I learned that you rarely find a Western/European woman ,who has decent manners and is interested in the things that you like.

[Anon-kun No.]

I spelled "women" without a capital letter, if this was on Tumblr/Reddit/Twitter I would trigger all the feminist Nazi, to explain to me why "women" should be spelled with a capital letter.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694353
>Hopefully you will be able to talk to her more.Usually this "social" activity lasts only until you hit around 25, from there you usually get a job and probably married.
Yes, I've noticed this. All of the women over 25 and especially nearing 30 are like predators. I see now how they're pretending to be social while I watch them trying to place hooks. They're trying to reel in a man but not for love, for babies, they feel their clock ticking. It feels very evil and predatory but it's in their nature, I guess.

No one over 25 wants to just be social. It was disappointing when I realized it. See, the last time I had gone looking to socialize online I was 25, so it was a rude awakening when I tried it again in my 30s.

Actually, I don't have a strong desire to socialize either. I only have a desire to social with a woman, one woman, hence the doll thing. No desire to have kids etc.

>>I will never get an non-Asian pig
Yeah, they're terrible these days. I even refuse to speak to my brother new wife as I just know she'll screw him over. I didn't even go to his wedding.
>No gf more money
Totally agree. I'm not thirsty at all anymore although the desire still exists, naturally.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694364
>>13694371
You're in for a lot of pain and suffering if you choose to hold those beliefs as close to your heart than faith in half the world's population.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694380
You put too much value on the holy vagina. It's just vagina and they aren't natural life partners. They're just to have babies with. They know that and that's why they don't get as attached to men.

He's in for even more pain if he hooks up with one and things go wrong. Even if things don't go wrong, it still sucks. It's no good. Men know this deep down. It's just that most men aren't strong enough to be single. Women know this and take advantage of it for money and babies. Even if they don't want children, they are being driven by the instinct to get resources (money, things) from the man for her offspring... her instincts don't know that she isn't going to procreate.

Men and women are now in competition with each other. The problem is that women realize this while too many men are still seeing women as their partners ... their princesses that will complete them.

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694380
>Implying there is any faith in humanity left
>2k15

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694397
True most marriages are for personal gains rather than love.This certainly is annoying,.f you have a job and you are happy ,seeking a woman is a bad choice.

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694408
if you have a job*

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694408
Yep... or disability for that matter. I'm happy enough and if I seek a woman I lose my disability and it's a pain in the ass to get on, or even back on it.

Taking care of myself, my health and looking out for my own emotional well-being are my top priorities in life.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694397
I agree that this femitard SJW stuff has gone too far, with gamergate being the tipping point. I still can't believe alimony law hasn't changed at all even though, theoretically, women are displacing men from their previously traditionally gendered occupations. They are also more likely to be able to support themselves than men as statistics indicate a lower unemployment rate for women. I also know that men and women are not only biologically different but fundamentally and radically different psychologically. There is academic literature to back this up, things about neuronal synapse count and differently regulated gene expression beyond that of the ovulation cycle.

Despite that, I would rather not be alone and bitter. I choose positivity over the alternative.

[Anon-kun No.]

How did we end up here?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694430
>Despite that, I would rather not be alone and bitter. I choose positivity over the alternative.
I understand what you're saying but I'm alone but not lonely, and not bitter either, I'm just a pragmatist accepting reality.

Thinking that I needed someone else to make me happy, or even thinking that someone else could make me happy was what got me into that mess. I'm not sure you realize just how much women control you or your life. They also manipulate and change you in ways you're not even aware of... you lose who you are.

After all, if one can't be happy and not bitter while alone then a relationship will not work out for them anyway.

Plus... past a certain age the desire to pair-bond weakens as your reproductive drive weakens. It's not the desire for a partner or even sex alone that drives men to women, I think, it's the instinct to spread their seed far and wide. It's why men want to get away from a woman once they've had sex with her ... biologically she has served her purpose.

If I had waited only 5 years tops then I wouldn't have even wanted a partner.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694439
>biologically she has served her purpose.
Maybe to you... Biologically, perhaps but do you even anthropology?

[Anonymous No.]

Wow, OP here, this thread has been successful, just let it all out dudes.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693425
I have some standards but of course said standards have higher standards and will never give a shit about me.
So I don't even bother complaining, I wouldn't date myself either so I can understand.

>>13693419
It's not that I hate being around people, I just don't feel the need to actively try to go outside to do the stuff "normies" do together.

Also why the fuck did this thing turn into a /v/ thread now?

[Anon-kun No.]

>>13694563
Very good question Anon

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694563
It's not /v/ since we're not talking about video games.

This is otaku psych.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694456
Thanks, dude

[Anonymous No.]

Regarding a couple of posts in this thread... girls don't like me so I don't associate with them, however it's childish to be like "feminazi sjwhfjhhghgkjg*foam*" anytime females are mentioned. All misogynists have mommy issues they should look into.
Just for your information, female empowerment in more advanced cultures has lowered birth rate dramatically. Undeveloped shitholes and also undeveloped subcultures in (arguably) non-shitholes that still enforce old-fashioned straightjacket gender roles shit out retards from their vaginas nonstop. Population density needs to go down. Resources are finite and also I have social anxiety so if there were less people around I could take it easier and watch the scenery with less monkeys in the background.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13694883
That means Japan is the most advanced culture then, with negative birth rate.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695051
And Japan lacks the western notion of feminism.

Rich people don't breed much, it has nothing to do with feminism.

[Anonymous No.]

I wish I could go back in time.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695220
Which year would you travel to?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695276

1998.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13692946
It's not just you. I'm confident that my life is going to improve, but I'm definitely lonely and harboring hidden misanthropy from all the people who have wronged me.

Also, I feel like some kind of subhuman creature not deserving of human contact.

[Anonymous No.]

The population decline of the master races (whites + Japan) is not such a complex matter. Reproduction, like life, is all about sacrifice. If we take the parents as isolated individuals, they stand to gain nothing from the creation and rearing of children. The benefits they would receive in old age via means of their children's caretaking are nothing compared to the insane costs they'd incur to raise them in the first place, so the transaction is a net expenditure on their part.

The hyperculture of the master race has created a consciousness of how important the rearing process is, and how costly it is to do right. Even when members of the master race reproduce, they only create one or two descendants, as opposed to the constant mindless shitting out of fetuses that they used to indulge, or that the subhuman races continue to this day. Without this, things would be dramatically different, since with the resources a typical middle class family lavishes on a single child you could raise an entire village of Middle Eastern towelheads or niggers. In simple terms, the master race is going for quality over quantity. Simultaneously, the successive decline of religion, nationalism and the importance and sanctity of blood ties have created the Individual — unknown to lower or earlier cultures.

So now the individual no longer feels a responsibility towards his gods, nation or family to reproduce, because these are justly marginalized institutions that no longer hold any authority over anyone but backwards losers, but, the philosophy that is destined to replace them (that of the Overman and the Eternal Recurrence) has not yet had time to take hold. As a result of all this the majority of the population have turned to hedonism, and the last thing on their minds is to undertake the laborious task of propagating themselves. In this way the hedonists are removing their failed genes from our gene pool, and cleansing it of their wretched, repulsive stink.

[Anonymous No.]

What makes the rage impotent?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695289
>harboring hidden misanthropy from all the people who have wronged me.
This is logical and normal so don't worry.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695300
Because it is hidden and suppressed.

It cannot do shit.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695304

Just go stab someone to death then.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695306
That's not the right way.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695308
Learn to impose your power, faggot.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695318
I do it through words (screaming, yelling) and emotional outburts (laughing, crying).

Violence is the last resort.

This is why visual novel is good for me, it stimulates my emotion.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695308

Humans have an instinctive inclination to wish to be destructive and aggressive.

[Feel-kun No.]

There are two elements that I wonder that I share with otaku, obsessiveness aside:
- some form of impotent rage hidden inside
- self hatred

Well, do you guys have them?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695335
I only bare fangs against those who strike first.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695352

Then you will always be struck first.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695355
That's okay though.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695220
I am the person I wanted to be over 10 years ago. I guess that's an accomplishment, even if it was delayed to the point of irrelevance.

I also despise most people my age. Not out of jealousy, I'm way past that. It is simply out of spite. Overall, I have learned it was them that had the shit ameritard taste and not me. I was just different. They have moved on with their lives, while I was standing still. It's as if it were like a movie scene where everything is stuck in fast-forward except you. I watched them come and go, yet I remained ever the same. There was not a single instance that I felt loved or appreciated by them despite all my effort to ensure the contrary. For some reason I find myself attracting/attracted to younger and way older people (out of the few that I manage to get past a quick 'hello' and weather with). I am not okay with this because the desire to be perfect tells me that it isn't normal, but I never was in the first place.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695361
You're okay with being in the slave in a master-slave situation?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695361

Pacifist societies do not exist, and they do not exist for good reason.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695383
>American

Yeah.. Opinion discarded.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695390
>>13695391
Nah, I'm no pacifist, the moment I'm struck, I will strike back.

I just don't actively seek conflict, I'm defensive, not aggressive.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695383
Nostalgia my friend.

And yeah current culture is pretty shit.

Only Japan is alive because they live in forever 80s.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695390
>>13695391
>>13695355
>>13695335
I dunno, but you make it seem like it's okay to be a bully. While I am not advocating going around and being a faggot to everyone, the "nice" people are usually smarter and can't eliminate the opposing party simply because they are not allowed to by law nor do they spend all day thinking about how to fuck other people over because they are better human beings.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695426
Nothing builds character like bullying do.

It creates the first societal obstacle in life.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695426

I don't support any moral action. I am stating that every society that has survived has been built on force and the use of that force.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695426
One will dominate either way.

[Anonymous No.]

What a stupid thread, are you done profiling us yet?

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695459
OP here, I'm not from any ABC agency.

Just take a walk among friends.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695459
I know, it's the most r9k thread on /jp/ in a while. Moreso than the NEET threads. I'm just running with it as I try to understand the world and the people around me. The irony is that it is you all that have profiled me with the whole "first impression is the last impression" attitude and all that...

The world is on fire and I intend to watch it burn until it consumes me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13693387
Just confirm that other otaku share my traits, anon.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695530

I don't think I have rage but there is a level of self hate.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695529
I don't "profile" anyone, anon.

As said, this is otaku psych.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695535
It's evidence considering how otaku hate other otaku.

I find this to be self-hatred on a large scale, you hate that you see yourself in other people.

But I believe we all love each other deep inside, for we are otaku and love (for things) is what we desire/have after all.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695550

I hate others because of what they are. I hate myself because of what I am. Otaku is irrelevant.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695563
I believe in your deep-hidden love anon.

[Anonymous No.]

How do you maintain hate? Where do you draw the energy from? My passion has burnt out.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695567
Turn love backwards and you have hate.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695566

There is none.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695550
>otaku hate other otaku
Uhhh... speak for yourself with that. No matter how pathetic, as long as they watch subbed non-top-3 anime and have some NEET/hiki traits then my heart has a place for them over 95% of other people.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695595
Well, you might be different but I have seen other otaku hating other otaku just for their taste/fetish.

[Anonymous No.]

let's agree that we all hate fujoshit
I've got nothing but love for fellow truneet jays

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695590
Love is weightless so it's nothing but everything.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695674
Fujoshits are adorable to the point of being annoying. It's a paradox.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695674
Thanks, been looking for this image.

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695849
the good ol' days...

[Anonymous No.]

>>13695674
This guy was a pro, man.

A freakin' pro!

Naice..