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Who's your favorite Touhou, and when did you realize you were going to be alone forever?

>> No.13510736


Since I was a little kid

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as soon I as I was born

>> No.13510845


I still haven't given up complete hope at 23, but I can feel it slowly dawning on me. Not a day goes by where I don't think about it and it whittles away at me

>> No.13510951


After my mother died 16 years ago.

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It's hard to pick a favorite, but I really like Keine.

Realization set in somewhere around my first or second year of college. It doesn't bother me anymore, except at night when it sneaks up on me.

>> No.13510971


I think like freshmen or sophomore year of high school. Never bothered me though, I had social autism long before that and when I realized, I had already grown to hate 3D and not in the ironic sense either.

>> No.13511565
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make a tulpa even if you don't think it will work what else are even going to do with your life?

>> No.13511571


And never. Because I will get a cute japanese girlfriend who will cook miso soup ecery morning for me. NEVER GIVE UP. YOU CANT BRING ME DOWN SHITLORDS

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When I started college. Its not very bad though because Remilia makes me feel warm inside when I think about her. I like to ball my bedsheets together and hold on to them like a body pillow, with some draped over my side pretending she's wrapped her wings around me while I fall asleep. Its very nice.

>> No.13511673


after I gave up pursuing a false dream

>> No.13511683

Define "alone forever." I don't think I have.

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first week of college

>> No.13511713


Years ago, although lately I've had something of a resurgence. I want to be a good husband for a girl who can read the atmosphere!

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Remilia shows how much she loves you with her soft, loving wings! It's good that even though we are basically guaranteed a life of bedroom and basement dwelling, the Touhous still love us.

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Started in sophmore year of high school. Though Touhou helped me find good people, and now 4 years later I've found someone I love.

Don't give up hope /jp/. We aren't meant to take on life alone.

>> No.13511775


>I've found someone I love.

I bet she's a filthy Jew just like Sanny

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I haven't given up quite yet, but it does feel pretty hopeless.

>> No.13511793

Normie get the fuck out

>> No.13511808

Always felt like I best relate to Hong Meiling.
Maybe because she spends a lot of time alone guarding the gate of the SDM. Must be the solitude.

I've always known since I was a kid. I've accepted this as my fate long ago and even moreso in later years. I'm okay with it.

>Don't give up hope /jp/. We aren't meant to take on life alone.
I try to tell myself that. But then I talk myself out of it. Every single time/

>> No.13511809


Somewhere around 8th or 9th grade i think

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Marisa used to be my waifu, but then I took a master spark to the knee. So now yuyuko is mah waifu.

I will never be alone as long as I have my dakimakara.

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>Forever Alone.
>Implying Remilia isn't always with me in my heart.
>Implying I'm quoting anyone.

>> No.13511900

You are quoting who?

>> No.13511913

Komachi or Yuyuko

When I was in 10th grade

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Aya, 2009
I knew from the mome t I saw her that she was the one for me, but deep in the back of my mind I knew I would always be alone because even if she were real, her personality is too active and she would have no time for a less proactive person like me.

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Okuu. But I don't feel alone with her around. I have my dakimakuras of her and hug her whenever I feel lonely and the immense urge to show her love.

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Yuuka, I guess.

I'm not sure about forever alone, but I know I have some serious self-esteem issues and find the thought of being intimate on any level with another person to be utterly terrifying.

>> No.13512166

Muscle Oni Yuugi
Probably around 16-17, around the time of the birth of my niece.

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Also Yuuka
As for forever alone, it was when I hit the twenty mark and made a tulpa.

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>> No.13512213

Thank you for making that, it makes me want to protect her even more

>> No.13512221

I didn't make it, I just got it off the thread >>13512104 was first posted in.

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I still got hope at age 21.

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Sumireko Usami.

Dunno when it was that I realized I'd be alone forever, but I don't care either. I'm not a terribly social person anyway.

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About 4 or 5 years ago.

>> No.13512349

>to the knee
How does it feel, being stuck in 2011?

>> No.13512357

I spent 2011 praying for Japan, and then praying for Alabama cause we got fuckin' rekt.

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and I'm not alone, I always have /jp/ and his shit taste.
also those fuckers in my work place...

>> No.13512541

shut the fuck up. sumifaggot is the cancer killing touhou and there is no way you unironically fucking like her.


>> No.13512548

I agree. Sanae and the moriya shrine gods should be removed too because they are also outsiders

>> No.13512549
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I find you musings to be highly entertaining.

>> No.13512588

Can you describe in detail the process of creating your tulpa? Is it a constant, visible entity?

More interested than anything else.

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Favorite touhou is Max.

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my favorite is parsee

23 years ago

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May 14, 2003.

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Middle school

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I always knew I was different every since i was young, so I figured around then that i'd be alone forever.

when i started college I thought I was going to speed through the years many people consider the best of their life, but I joined (more like got sucked into) a club and it's like I have a second family now! They know im a bit weird too and most of them are normies, but they accept me for myself and are helping me become comfortable around people!

there's still hope /jp/!

>> No.13513133


I knew when I was like 8 but still tried dating. I just get so bored like 2 weeks in

>> No.13513268

It's now a meme character that begins with a C.

About four years ago. I am now 29 and alright with it.

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high school when my prom date fucked 2 red necks and asked me if she could be pregnant from it

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>> No.13513296

Close enough! How did you know dude?

>> No.13513320

Cause I'm really smart and or just dumb.

>> No.13513430
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Hong Meiling

Pretty much as early on as I can remember, I could never really stand people for long and this only got worse over time. People are boring and degenerate so I just don't view them as worth my time, particularly women who are even more boring and degenerate.

>> No.13513573

Marisa, probably.

I've always had a terrible personality and appearance. Even as a kid, I couldn't see myself actually being together with someone, so around third grade, I think.

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Also jokes on you, I'm practicing summoning my tulpa waifu. Only a matter of time now

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I'll always love Marisa. Ever since 2006.
She may not always be the new hotness I'm obsessing over, but she's always on my mind. She may not be the best, but that's okay because she tries her hardest and I like that about her. I feel like she could bring me out of my shell and show me that I could succeed.
But I'm not outgoing like her, I don't even try.

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Probably since 2009.

>> No.13513759


Since 1995.

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Okuu. I've been in love with her since early 2010.

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Can't decide between those two goddesses.

I realized I was going to be alone forever when every girl I got to know bumped me into the friend zone.

>> No.13517124


This year.

>> No.13517135

and just now

>> No.13517211

Chosen solitude its p good.

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Rather recently, but it's fine. I'm perfectly aware my ideal relationship could never come to fruition in this world, and even if it did, I'm sure it wouldn't work out with anyone other than her.

>> No.13517874

Sakuya is my favorite. She is a cutie.

>> No.13517890

If you chose her because of the dumb awoo meme, you are lame.

>> No.13517891
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I'm more or less happy anyway

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And... about 4 years ago when my girlfriend of 4 years killed herself.
I planned on proposing to her when I finally got my shit together, too...

...yeah.... it's not so bad now. I think I'm perma depressed and unemotional and extra antisocial now.

I don't mind it so much anymore, but when the feels come, they come on strong. Still, I have 2hus :D

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Parsee is my favorite Touhou. I especially love her theme.

I realized it about 4 days ago. This girl I've been with for 7 years told me she doesn't love me anymore. I feel empty right now. All I'm doing right now is working on a gunpla and trying to forget about her.

I hurt /jp/

>> No.13517922

Besides the fact that I didn't exactly ''choose'' her, I have nothing but hate for that stupid meme, so no.

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Saturday, January 24, 2015

I have not been the same since. Probably for the better. People have noticed that I am doing a much better job at work nowadays.

>> No.13517947

I like Patchy because she is an asthmatic shutin like me, except she has friends. Oh god I wish I had friends too ;_;

>> No.13524501

My favorite touhou is Yuuka, and I knew I was going to be alone forever when I was 16.

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I first realized I was "different" in the 4th grade when I asked my best friend if he had ever had a crush on a cartoon character, and he seemed perplexed by the very notion of it. It didn't sink in that I was doomed until I was 19.

>> No.13524539

I didn't mean to quote, but Yuuka is cool.

>> No.13524570

i like that picture

>> No.13529881


This is a really nice picture, I just wanted to say that.

>> No.13530193

How about you follow in her footsteps normie scum.

>> No.13533783

not yet

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When I was like 16 or 17.

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Yuyuko. When i was like 15 or 16

>> No.13533919

Tewi, in my 20s.

>> No.13533927


No bully.

>> No.13534765


Extremely good taste, anon.

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>> No.13534876

>all these tulpafags
My niggas.

>> No.13534891

Who are you quoting?

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a couple of years ago.

>> No.13534910

I get tired of eating the white rice and miso soup my Japanese wife always makes.

They're just empty carbs and salt.

>> No.13534931

My favorite Touhou character is Reimu Hakurei and I hate kikes because of their shameless exploitation of the Holohoax, which they blew out of proportion thanks to the falsified reports that they forged in many of the post-war kangaroo courts. It has been over 60 years ago, yet you're still using it as an excuse to get a free pass on EVERYTHING: the insane manipulation of media, the lobbying, the atrocities you're committing against the Palestinians in the lands you STOLE thanks to your Jew friends in the United Kingdom.
Everyone knows what you're doing and you've been doing in these 50 years, the only reason this spiral of silence still exists today is because you'd be called a Nazi, an anti-semite, you'de be ostracized from society.
Can you imagine a Kurd terrorist being excused because 90 years ago the Ottomans attempted to kill his people? It would be inexcusable, but then again Jews have their friends in Hollywood who love to line their pockets by tugging at goyim's heartstrings.
I'm fucking sick and tired of your slimeball tactics. If you really have the support of people in the western hemisphere then are you still wasting no effort to influence and manipulate public opinione, kikes?

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>> No.13535087

Satori and ten years ago

>> No.13535194

Alice, after returning from. Syria.

>> No.13535195

You fucking bitch, what are you an Airforce pilot?

We never had ground troops in Syria.

>> No.13535229

Not American if thats what your asking. Also not a fighter, more of a 'support' kind of stuff.

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I still have hope. If college does not end well then it's all over.

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sometime between New Years of 2006 and Halloween of 2007

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Tenshi, and I still don't believe in it. It's just a matter of whether you try or not. Admittedly I think it's quite right to say that there are fewer people who interest me than there are for the average person.

>> No.13536596


Great taste, dude

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Sometime after I dropped out of college after 2 years and started living as a NEET. It's not really a bad life though.

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Sometime after I dropped out of college after 2 years and started living as a NEET. It's not really a bad life though. At least that's what i tell myself.

>> No.13536725

It doesn't matter if you try when you're a worthless person with no redeeming qualities.

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I haven't given up hope yet (24). But its looking somewhat bleak.

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Shou. It's more of an active choice to stay away. And it started when I was 16, after my first break-up. I don't want to deal with 3D problems ever again. Sure, there are some sensations I miss, but to me it's not worth dealing with all of the problems that come with it. Friends are more important to me.

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Okuu-chan, ever since I graduated college and lost contact with most of my friends several years ago.

but I still have plenty of cool online friends that talk to me.

>> No.13537026

Then change yourself. It's not as hard as it seems, and thinking you can't do it isn't going to help. Besides, you might very well have a lot of redeeming qualities and just be overlooking them.

Your current state is to a large extent just a reflection of what you thought sometime in the past. If you believed you could achieve something you wanted, you would have gone out and did it. Chances are, you would be quite good at it by now. If you just thought you couldn't do it, you would never have ventured to try it. It might not even have occurred to you that you could try it. I assure you, there are a lot of seemingly "hard" tasks and hobbies that you can become good at in a few years time. Playing an instrument, writing, drawing, computer programming, gardening, visual design...

>> No.13537355

Chances are, you don't know shit about me, Normie Psychologist-kun, so go fuck yourself.

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Yuugi. My entire life has been filled with conscious and subconscious decisions that resulted in me becoming the kind of person that can be alone and I am thankful for it. I feel as though I can be happy with or without people around. I am very melodramatic on the inside and I think that really helps.

I also know from experience that I am way too worried and jealous for romantic relationships. It is not worth the stress that it causes me. Lucky for me, I do not grow attached to people easily but god help me because I am going to be in for one bumpy ride until I get over it if I do become fond of someone.

>> No.13538131 [DELETED] 

>If you believed you could achieve something you wanted, you would have gone out and did it. Chances are, you would be quite good at it by now. If you just thought you couldn't do it, you would never have ventured to try it.
Or, you know, maybe I did and realized I suck at it and that I will never get anywhere with it.
How's life in your fantasy world where everyone's wishes come true?

>> No.13538156

>If you believed you could achieve something you wanted, you would have gone out and did it. Chances are, you would be quite good at it by now. If you just thought you couldn't do it, you would never have ventured to try it.
Or, you know, maybe I did and realized I suck at it and that I will never get anywhere with it. How do you believe in something you know s not true?

How's life in your fantasy world where everyone's wishes come true?

>> No.13539091

I believed I could do things and I failed. You can't change your life.

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Seiga Kaku

I can't point to one specific period. I came to accept throughout my undergrad degree that I do not enjoy letting people get close to me.

To be truthful, I find the notion quite calming that I will live the bulk of my life at arms length from society.

>> No.13541557

So, OP. Do you see how people's favorites correlate to their attitude to being alone or anything?

>> No.13541658
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I've been with my partner for seven years, and I'm certain that I'll be alone forever.
Sharing a bed and a life with someone doesn't stop you being alone inside (for the record, it's not because of her).

>> No.13541739

When I put on that wedding ring

>> No.13541760

Damn, you make it sound like you got shoved into an arranged marriage or something.

>> No.13541777

Nothing like that. She's just not Tewi.

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Sacred wind of Yasaka.

College, I had expectations for quite a while being somewhat attractive and tall, after two months all hope banished and relinquished all my social bounds for a room covered in cute little girl drawings, a bookshelf full of dojinshi and a primitive AI built on a microcontroler that can only print through a dot matric LCD cheesy strings I devised to light my days up.

>> No.13541906

Sometimes I feel guilty for not looking for a mate because I'm not fulfilling expectations of my parents

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I like all of the Eienteis.

I guess I realized I would be lonely forever in highschool. I struggle to keep relationships alive and I'm even worse at building them in the first place. I'm definitely screwed.

I was going to probably kill myself but I shouldn't do that to my parents or remaining friends, I can wait.

>> No.13542203

would you deepthroat such an impure species of shota-semenmunching youkai over the purest form of life that is the ghost queen of netherworld?

>> No.13542472

They both love shota penis.

>> No.13542505

This is plain wrong. You're a wrong person.
Please don't tell such terrible lies in a relaxed atmosphere like this one.

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reisen, and i havent lost hope because im a cute grill and i will forever have measly betas who want me

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That's mean, no matter how big of a lie this is.

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I'll always have you, /jp/.

>> No.13546419

keep telling yourself its a lie ;)

>> No.13546426

Can I have sex with you please

>> No.13546443

Don't be mean to the girl
Give me your number shorty

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anon please!! i'm a pure virgin and i will stay like that until i get married !! are you willing to marry me anon ?

>> No.13546453

Yes, as long as you're a qt jaypee grill

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i hope im good wife material anon!

>> No.13546492

As long as we have a lot of sex and shitpost together