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Anonymous Sun Mar 29 23:42:12 2015 No.13247834 [Reply] [Original]

It is easy for me to hide from my emotions for one more day. Take a long drive, listen to some music, daydream or just do some mundane task around the house that doesn't really need to be done. And there you go, one more day, one more day turns into one more year. Now, statistics say that I have approximately maybe 50 more years of this. I don't know if I can wait that long.

>>	Anonymous Sun Mar 29 23:43:03 2015 No.13247837 tru/jp/sie thread!!!

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>>	Anonymous Sun Mar 29 23:48:34 2015 No.13247856 >>13247834 Read some manga. Play some eroge. That's what I do. Whenever I think to end it I think, oh wait, I was still reading that thing I still want to do.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:00:35 2015 No.13247883 Life might be tuff but don't give up, /jp/!!!

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:02:55 2015 No.13247890 Just remember all you are doing is gathering the courage to move to Gensoukyou! It will be fun all day every day when you are there!

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:07:13 2015 No.13247905 Op, y-you drive!?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:14:50 2015 No.13247933 >>13247905 feel when you want to get a drivers license but you'll be made fun of by /jp/

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:15:15 2015 No.13247936 The only thing that makes me really happy is daydreaming. It's literally the best thing humans can do.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:15:53 2015 No.13247939 >>13247933 Just keep it a secret, what /jp/ doesn't know wouldn't hurt her...

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:17:46 2015 No.13247944 >>13247939 /jp/ is a girl?

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:21:12 2015 No.13247954

Sometimes I feel the same way. But I realize that me dying, intentional or accidental, would be a lot more trouble than it's worth for my family and such.

On the other hand, the way I'm living right now I'll probably be dead before I'm 40 anyways, so at that point it'll basically be whether I've saved the money to cover those costs.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:21:44 2015 No.13247957 >>13247944 Being a girl is a state of mind, at least for /jp/.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:37:35 2015 No.13248009 >>13247954 How are you living right now?

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:40:06 2015 No.13248021

>>13248009
Unhealthy diet (Excessive amounts of salt, primarily) and minimal exercise. Probably 75% of my waking time is spent in front of a computer screen

I know it's bad for me and I should fix both of those, but I'm just too apathetic about the whole thing.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:44:41 2015 No.13248048 >>13248021 Shit. I thought you were going to say hard drugs or something. I'm doing the same as you and drinking as well. I hope I die before I'm 30. With minimal pain hopefully.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:46:48 2015 No.13248056 >>13248048 I'd probably drink just because, if I could stand the taste. But since I can't, I just ignore it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:50:15 2015 No.13248065 >>13247905 I'm not OP but I drive. I have a shitty Corolla but sometimes I just want to turn on Demetori's 風神少女 and go fast.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:52:07 2015 No.13248068 >>13248065 Do you get speeding tickets a lot?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 00:57:24 2015 No.13248085 >>13248068 Sorry, I didn't read your post properly.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 01:00:54 2015 No.13248098 >>13247905 I have a Buick and I obey all traffic laws slavishly. Following the law is taking it easy.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 01:07:41 2015 No.13248125 >>13247905 Got hands me down skyline.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 01:11:00 2015 No.13248134 >>13247834 Pls don't die jp. If you are gone, how will i make myself feel better?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 01:13:06 2015 No.13248138 >>13248134 There is always a worse person to take OPs place.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 01:15:56 2015 No.13248147 >>13248138 That's "hidoi"...

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 04:08:37 2015 No.13248619 File: 298 KB, 1920x1763, rude.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] kill u'r'eself my man

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 05:31:40 2015 No.13248764 Will professional help make these uneasy feelings go away?

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 07:26:38 2015 No.13248978

>>13247954
If you're worried about what will happen to people after you're gone, you still have important things to live for. I went through literally the exact same shit as you not very long ago - no matter how hopeless things seem, they only rarely don't get better. Often in unexpected ways you can't possibly imagine in your current state of mind.

Maybe you have a case of Le Depression? If it becomes too hard to cope with, there's no shame in consulting a professional to at least hear their advice.

The same people who keep you from killing yourself, the ones who matter to you, would be just as upset to know you feel this way and are trying to bear it until it overwhelms you. They'll help, because people who care about each other do that, so don't be afraid to open up to them too even if you feel you'd be disappointing them somehow. Trust me, they'll be much more disappointed and hurt if you collapse under the weight of all of this someday without ever having had a chance to make a difference in how you feel.

If all else fails, there's nothing a good eroge can't fix.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 07:29:06 2015 No.13248985 >>13248978 >Le Depression ..please don't use this kind of language on the holy land of /jp/.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 07:36:31 2015 No.13249000 >>13248985 Fromage? Pain baguette le plaisir de venir à l'intérieur! Ne pas insérer le zuchini!

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 07:38:25 2015 No.13249003 >>13249000 Omelette du fromage desu.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 07:45:35 2015 No.13249014 >>13249000 >le plaisir de venir à l'intérieur! Je comprends. Mais je pense que ce n'est pas correct.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 07:51:17 2015 No.13249031 You just need a friend... So do i,,,,

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 08:02:47 2015 No.13249070
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is this the blog thread?
i think i never felt depressive in my whole life because i don't depend on other people and if some shit got real, i always see a solution or compromise
you also have to be not an idiot and think about your future like saving some money for hard times and have some decent qualifications

>>	Alice Mon Mar 30 08:03:47 2015 No.13249072 File: 59 KB, 1280x720, dot.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] .

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 08:19:48 2015 No.13249097 I have the inverse problem, I fear death so much that I sometimes panic at night at the thought of never 'being' again.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 08:39:25 2015 No.13249151 we are already dead

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 08:41:12 2015 No.13249158 >>13249097 Just live every day to the fullest, anon, so even if you die you would be satisfied.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 08:43:47 2015 No.13249166 >>13249031 friends are awful all they do is pretend

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:07:48 2015 No.13249260 >>13249097 Remember you wont even be aware of dying when you die Live your days as if death didn't exist, because you'll never experience anyway

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:21:07 2015 No.13249300
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>>13247834
I felt the exact same way anon, then I set myself a goal.

I've had mostly white, one black and one mix race pussy but never jap pussy.

I'm now going to Uni in July, i'm learning moon, and putting money aside from this temp job.

All because of a goal of getting some dirty 3DPD banshee pussy half a world away.

Do it anon. Have a goal. I believe in you.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:32:52 2015 No.13249327 >>13249300 Fug off normie scum.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:37:27 2015 No.13249337 File: 174 KB, 858x1200, 1427230494959.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13249300 Not OP, but goals are for normalfags. I rather sleep all day.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:37:38 2015 No.13249338 >>13248764 fuck no if anything, they may cause you to sperg out and have a permanent mental record some jobs screen for mental health conditions

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:38:30 2015 No.13249339 I just fucking hate this world and all the human worms feasting on it's carcass

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:39:39 2015 No.13249343 >>13249337 who is this semen demon

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:43:13 2015 No.13249352 >>13249338 Isn't that illegal in the private sector?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:44:45 2015 No.13249357 I can't tell what just happened but let me stay with you /jp/.

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:51:19 2015 No.13249375

>>13248978
I want to die but my death would bring shame to my family. I've lived in the same place for almost 30 years and everybody in the area knows me... It's a small town so itll probably be on the news too even if it's just for a little while. I can imagine the cops taking my body out of the house while all the neighbors watch and point fingers saying stuff like "yeah that weird kid killed himself" and such. People who i met in HS seeing my face on the TV... nope. I don't want that kind of exposure. I wish i could just vanish without a trace.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 09:52:08 2015 No.13249377 >>13249337 Anzu a shit.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 10:05:35 2015 No.13249408 >>13249375 You can, just head to the new mexican desert.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 10:09:24 2015 No.13249416 File: 17 KB, 365x273, 1390359473120.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13249377 you have NOT said that! you little...

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 10:37:22 2015 No.13249482

>>13248978
I get what you're saying, for sure. I guess to put it in more clear terms, while I certainly wouldn't mind if I were to wind up dead before I'm "old", I'm fine living for the most part.

I'm about a month out from having done everything I actually want to do with my life, though. Everything else at this point is either boring shit like getting a job so I don't feel bad about mooching off people or icing on the cake like indulging sexual fetishes.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 10:42:16 2015 No.13249488 >>13247834 I get that OP. Im planning a very long road trip soon and hoping I see something or some sort of change happens. I plan on driving to the dakota badlands and tripping on lsd

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 12:27:12 2015 No.13249661
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>>13249300
Your goal in life is to fuck hos? That's pretty shallow. And some people don't have it in them to do such things, whether because they were born that way or if they're just not in a position to do it.

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 17:19:56 2015 No.13250796

>>13249661
I'm not saying copy me, but having something big I wanted to do and then looking at all the the things I needed to get there gave my life purpose.

I'm not looking for hos, I want to settle down somewere, i've already lived in Germany and China, might as well try Japan.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 17:36:51 2015 No.13250881 File: 122 KB, 300x468, 1421699261317.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13250796 Wow, you actually have money?

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 17:37:11 2015 No.13250884

My dear OP, if you kill yourself, you will not feel at ease, you will not finally be at peace, you will not be laid at rest. You will not exist. You will not save yourself from depression, you will not save yourself from the mundane, because you will not exist. That which does not exist can not be saved. If you truly contemplate death, you will realise it is a nonsensical thing to strive for.

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 17:55:06 2015 No.13250931
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One day a billionaire /jp/sie will buy us all tickets to japan and let us live in his big traditional mansion where we'd all drink delicious tea all day.

One day.

Me on the couch.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 18:00:45 2015 No.13250951 >>13247834 YVAN EHT NIOJ

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 18:01:52 2015 No.13250954 >>13250931 That pic reminded me of the Death of Chatterton.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 18:19:18 2015 No.13251016 warosu howl of despair

Anonymous Mon Mar 30 19:17:56 2015 No.13251275
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>>13247834
As someone who has been a NEET for over 11 years and is now 31 years old, let me school you a bit, kiddo.

What you said is in part right, but you don't really need to worry if you can wait 50 more years until the reaper shows up for you.
If you have your priorities straight and keep finding shit to keep yourself occupied from thinking about whatever shit got you there in the first place, than you won't even notice the time pass by, the days into weeks, months, years, everything will feel like it happened tomorrow for you, ten years, poof, just like that gone with a breeze.

Your biggest issue here, provided you got your mindset in the correct truNEET path of escapism, is being able to afford that style of life for a long continuous time.

If you start to run into some financial issues, than is the proper time to consider killing urself, my man.

I only have about one more year left or so.

If I go on ahead, I'll wait for you, or any other of you kids to come along near the Hakurei Shrine.
Drop by, I'll buy you dweebs a Sapporo and we can drink while we talk about all the shit we did in our lives.

Peace out, dude. You just got schooled, truNEET way.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 19:30:01 2015 No.13251330 File: 177 KB, 500x731, peaceoutnerd.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13251275 I've been a NEET for 8 years now.. I think I can continue for 2 years more. after than idk man.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 30 19:34:42 2015 No.13251346 File: 1.23 MB, 640x360, url.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13251330 Stay strong, my man.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 01:59:49 2015 No.13252780 >>13249488 Can confirm Joining the Navy saved me

Anonymous Tue Mar 31 02:43:34 2015 No.13252927
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>>13251275
Hey I remember you. You're the guy with 8000 of some inheritance left right? Do you wait for these suicide threads to come up so you can try to encourage people to not do it like some /jp/ guardian angel?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 02:52:28 2015 No.13252956 >>13251275 Even though these threads are extremely dire and morbid, I feel cozy in here and just want to help /jp/.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 03:25:53 2015 No.13253056 >>13250881 Not much, for Germany and China I fundrasied and had a few people help me out on the way, I got lucky.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 03:54:55 2015 No.13253175 Is this thread indicative of what wizard-chan is like? Visiting wizard-chan is on my to do list.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 04:03:59 2015 No.13253220 >>13249070 >you also have to be not an idiot and think about your future like saving some money for hard times and have some decent qualifications Well I guess you're set for life then.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 04:06:56 2015 No.13253231 >>13249338 >permanent mental record >some jobs screen for mental health conditions What the actual fuck? What record is this? Don't bullshit me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 04:08:48 2015 No.13253234 Is it just me or does anyone else get depressed because they're not a normie? I actually wish I was a normie at times because that would "solve" my issues and problems.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 04:10:07 2015 No.13253237 >>13253234 What issues?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 04:10:17 2015 No.13253240 >>13253234 I've left my otaku ways to become a normie in the past and it only caused problems.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 04:10:21 2015 No.13253241 >>13253234 I feel depressed because I feel normies overwhelm me. Gotta fight it, anon, gotta fight the normie advances.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 04:13:14 2015 No.13253245 >>13253234 I just wish I had a job. I have no problems with my hobbies, social isolation, or anything else. I just wish I had money to buy nice things and live alone.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 04:17:09 2015 No.13253252 >>13253234 I don't know why I feel sad.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 04:58:31 2015 No.13253382 >>13248065 Me 2 I have the really old Corolla from 1990. It's older than me and everything is all manual even the windows

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:01:23 2015 No.13253392 File: 317 KB, 852x479, Hand.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Get in the robot faggots

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:05:23 2015 No.13253405 What music do you guys play to make you feel better. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfjejJHFCOU [Embed] I haven't watched Clannad yet ;_; I heard this from the recent Anison Matrix

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:10:31 2015 No.13253423 I just want a hug or something. I got one the other day after almost 9 years of isolation from human contact and now I want more. Hug me /jp/.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:11:26 2015 No.13253427 >>13253423 You can pay for hugs

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:12:15 2015 No.13253429 >>13253405 >watched Nah...A game version exists, /jp/sie should play VN and not watching cartoon.

Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:20:27 2015 No.13253457
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>>13253405
I try to avoid any emotional sounding music. Because of that, I tend to go for hotblooded music, usually in rock, metal or various electro genres (Pendulum, CHS, Mohican Sandbag etc), or orchestral movie soundtrack-like music. I sometimes listen to more warm or emotional sounding music, but I feel sad if I do it too regularly.

>>13253423
Ill give you a hug dude. The only people Ive hugged would be my mom and one of my only friends. I would hug my daki more but I feel bad for her, I feel almost rapey and I dont want that.

Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:24:07 2015 No.13253475

>>13253234
I was out at night a few weeks ago and was talking to a girl. She said she couldn't place my accent and that that was a good thing. I didn't sound overly refined, but I didn't sound uneducated either, I just sounded weird and that no one could cohort me.

On the one hand that echos something that's bothered me for a while. I'm always either the leader of a group or the outsider looking in. I'd like to be able to conform and to have a place that I can call home. I mean even here, on 4chan I can go to almost any board, including /fit/, /o/, /sci/, /lit/, /tg/, /a/, /pol/ and obviously /jp/ and talk with a reasonable amount of authority on almost any subject they bring up.

I have the same issues with my friends too, I have a lot, but I have like one or two friends from a particular social group and they don't get along with each other. I'm too crazy to fit into academia and too intelligent to be a peasant. On the one hand it would be nice to just have a group of friends that I could hang out with and that could hang out with each other.

On the other hand I know and have witnessed first hand the kind of psychology thats at play within these groups. At least my way I'm not as influenced by mob opinion and I'm fairly certain that my opinions are objective.

Being a normie would be nice, but I don't think I could handle it.

>>13253405
I've been seriously into the Touhou arranges recently
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PzlwW6O8G1w

But what always cheers me up is Komm Susser Todd and the Sound of Silence, I giggle everytime. Though that's probably because of my nostalgia for some fun shitposting.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ynx26LJ1YC4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zLfCnGVeL4

I'm also a sucker for the cello, with Air on the G String being my favorite.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGQLXRTl3Z0

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:29:13 2015 No.13253493 File: 431 KB, 667x800, ba8a72e2b0777c6b0a6381f53737da85.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13253423 I'd hug you. Maybe you can get hugs IRL if you go to a group help or something. Suddenly I remembered fight club.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:31:04 2015 No.13253499 >>13253493 I go to fight club The people at fight club are bros Just expect to get punched, a lot But the experience has certainly made me more outgoing and better at time management.

Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:31:55 2015 No.13253502

I've been NEET for 9 years and never get depressed. I guess I gave up on any hopes or dreams years ago, because I don't even ever think about things like that. I just enjoy the things I enjoy and time flies like nothing. If I get bored of something I move on to something else, until eventually the thing I was originally bored of becomes exciting again.

So I guess just give up hope and you'll have more fun in the long run.

Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:40:48 2015 No.13253517

>>13253175
>Visiting wizard-chan is on my to do list.
You know you can just enter it in your browser, right? It isn't a task you should really need to plan out, I'll even provide the link for you.
http://wizchan.org/jp/index.html

>>13253502
Being neet makes me feel happier than trying to be a normalfag. I have no motivation to be the latter and when I try to do that I just end up hating myself and feeling bitter that I'm wasting my time on such pointless shit, I prefer being the former so I can take it easy and work through things I'm interested in at my own pace. I always get so much more done that way as well, I don't have arbitrary goals that other people have set for me to meet and I can just work on whatever stupid shit as I feel comfortable.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 05:50:58 2015 No.13253535 >>13247834 stay strong.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 06:15:27 2015 No.13253572 >>13253175 wizard chan was full of normies in disguise >tfw girl find me repulsive ;_; memefrog.jpg

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 09:24:56 2015 No.13253942 >>13247936 I love daydreaming and making up stories

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 09:58:36 2015 No.13254011 >>13253245 Get a cleaning job anon, everyone is mexican were I work and they leave me the fuck alone.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 31 13:12:30 2015 No.13254546 File: 52 KB, 403x280, 1425629463640.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] if you guys are depressed stop being depressed and become HOMU instead if i can do it anyone can it's easy

>>	Alice Tue Mar 31 14:20:47 2015 No.13254811 Don't give up!

Anonymous Tue Mar 31 18:09:00 2015 No.13255704

>>13252927
Hey dude, yeah that's me.

A Guardian Angel? Nah, dude. I'm just throwing my time away in this place.
Any chance I get in order to waste some more time talking about whatever is good enough of a reason for me to hang around.
In all honesty though, I do like the fact that at least someone out there understands a bit of the shit I say. That is good enough for me.

Anonymous Tue Mar 31 22:47:35 2015 No.13256878

A couple days ago I helped talk a friend down from suicide by offering advice from my own experiences that I'd never taken when I was her age, and I realized then that I actually had something I could give back to people. It made me feel a lot better about my position and actually kind of helped me get a grip on my own depression.

Anonymous Tue Mar 31 23:29:55 2015 No.13257078

>>13255704
Well I've been planning it for months now and I think I've finally got it all about covered so maybe this weekend I'll finally be able to go through with it. Just wanted to let you know I respect you and your attitude. I'll go ahead and stop blogging now. Later mang.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 00:19:37 2015 No.13257302 >>13256878 >her

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 00:32:37 2015 No.13257352 Hey I'm going to kill myself at the end of this year, unless my life turns around Where should we all meet in gensokyo

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 00:34:26 2015 No.13257362 >>13257352 gensokyo doesn't exist

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 00:38:39 2015 No.13257382 >>13257352 I'm sure we'll see each other somewhere. See you there!

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 00:50:26 2015 No.13257436 >>13257352 I'm going to see if I can stay at Chireiden, probably working as a butler or something.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 00:56:42 2015 No.13257460 >>13257302 Boys should love boys and girls should love girls. Boys and girls can only be friends.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 00:59:35 2015 No.13257467 >>13257460 SLAYTHEGAY

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 01:17:39 2015 No.13257537 if i ever get rich enough, i will make the /jp/ mansion a reality

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 01:32:43 2015 No.13257582 I looked up CPAP tubing and mask but it's too expensive and hard to get in my country. I'll just do the 3225mg quetiapine and two bottles of vodka. Will this kill me?

Anonymous Wed Apr 1 01:45:17 2015 No.13257615

>>13257078
I'll see you on the other side, man.
It doesn't really matter who goes first, once we're there we can have a ton of drinks and chat about all sorts of good shit. That's what really matters.
I will, as I already said, probably last out one more year or so.. I would like you, and most of everyone here to keep me company, but I also understand if you feel the need to journey ahead sooner.
All that's left for me to say is, thank you for taking the time to read the shit I wrote and thank you for replying as well. Maximum respect, truNEET way.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 02:13:24 2015 No.13257706 >>13257582 ODing from pills in my experience is not effective as your more than likely to wake up a day or two later wishing you were dead. the human body is surprisingly resilient sometimes your better off licking a toad or nigger riggin a gun

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 02:46:04 2015 No.13257818 >>13257706 >in my experience What experience is that?

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 02:47:33 2015 No.13257823 >>13249339 my edgy nigga

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 02:58:45 2015 No.13257882 >>13257818 EMT

Anonymous Wed Apr 1 03:02:37 2015 No.13257903

>>13253457
>I tend to go for hotblooded music, usually in rock, metal or various electro genres (Pendulum, CHS, Mohican Sandbag etc), or orchestral movie soundtrack-like music. I sometimes listen to more warm or emotional sounding music, but I feel sad if I do it too regularly.
Are you me?

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 03:06:38 2015 No.13257933 Anyone want to have a /jp/ meetup where we kill ourselves (or each other?)

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 03:06:47 2015 No.13257935 >>13254011 >Get a cleaning job anon How is that? I remember running into one anon who was a HS janitor.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 03:15:28 2015 No.13257978 even buying stuff isnt working anymore, i might need a change of scenery or pace of life. I'm thinking of leaving the country altogether.

Anonymous Wed Apr 1 03:19:29 2015 No.13258000

>>13257582
As an emt, the only way that is sure is a good drop. 200-300 feet.

Its really not worth it. Some chemicals in your brain are messed up. Is it really worth the loss of all the things you can experience? Happy and Sad compliment each other, up and down are defined by each other. Try volunteering.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 03:44:13 2015 No.13258086 >>13257978 and go where?

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 03:46:56 2015 No.13258095 >>13257978 Change your hobby, I was into music but got really bored after some years, emotionally dumb, then I started watching movie and now I can even enjoy videogames and more stuff.

Anonymous Wed Apr 1 03:57:37 2015 No.13258127

>>13248098
This.

The few times I've driven somebody somewhere, they always got impatient with me when I drove only slightly above the speed limit. There was no chance at being remotely late

People don't want to take it easy, and that makes me sad. Oh well.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 03:58:42 2015 No.13258130 >>13253231 Not him, but I've heard about this enough to consider that it may be true. Illegal? Perhaps, but when did that stop anybody?

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 04:47:21 2015 No.13258291 April fools! HA! None of this shit's happenin' anon! XD Thanks for the attention. I'm out. PE-YEAACE!!

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 04:48:30 2015 No.13258297 >>13258291 great post man

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 07:37:58 2015 No.13258651 File: 410 KB, 1019x1019, 1331771742533.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] #SLAYTHEGAY

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 07:56:42 2015 No.13258701 The main issue is just money. After several years you eventually learn to cope with loneliness but the lack of money really is a pain. You can't do anything in this world without money, and getting a job is near impossible at some point.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 08:17:21 2015 No.13258767 >>13258701 I make lots of money.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 08:17:54 2015 No.13258770 Boredom is the true enemy of mankind

Anonymous Wed Apr 1 08:51:02 2015 No.13258844

>>13258767

How?

>>13258701

I have only $100,000 AUD saved up, well $50,000 have deposited into a home loan ... but the point is you just feel you never have enough money.

Working is truly painful and I don't have much in the way of future job security / future opportunities and options as a result of lack of qualifications.

I feel you really need "rich money" in order to never worry about the future. But how?

Also been playing the lotto but obviously the chance of winning is lol

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 09:37:12 2015 No.13258924 >>13258844 >as a result of lack of qualifications. You're lucky to even have one. I don't even had the chance to find a job because of that.

Anonymous Wed Apr 1 14:02:48 2015 No.13259562

Docs and proceeded to work on my manifesto. 2115 words in 2.24 hours.

Dat NEET life. Where you don't even feel like taking a shower. And you have to force yourself to brush your teeth/floss because you don't want plague bugs to build up and rot your teeth. And you have to shave every 4 days to prevent irritation/itching. And you have to get your hair cut because you haven't had a hair cut in almost 7 months and your long hair is going to become a pain in the ass soon if it grows any longer. And you have to go to the repair shop to get your ultrabook (your main tool of your trade) fixed. Typing on an old Dell laptop you have as a backup in the mean time. But you don't feel like taking a shower, interacting with some subhuman South Asian Stemcel who probably didn't take a shower (dat HBO) and arguing with him because you think $120+ Canadian to replace the failed DC jack in your ultrabook is a rip-off. When that fucking South Asian jackass probably makes less than $20/hour to fix your laptop and all the profit goes to the asshole who owns the shop and the overhead (white slut in the low-cut blouse and skirt working the front desk.

The young secretary proceeds to spend the $12-15/hour that she makes on makeup, hair cuts, spa treatments, buying cheap low-cut outfits at Target, which will close soon in Canada, and give a bareback blowjob to Chad in a nightclub bathroom stall and then proceed to slip his cock in bare without a condom. All of which Chad gets for free. While beta suckers buy her drinks at the club and walk away with their dick in their hand.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 14:05:36 2015 No.13259569 >>13259562 cool

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 14:08:12 2015 No.13259573 File: 74 KB, 756x1000, 1415639918951.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13259562 I don't really understand.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 14:13:42 2015 No.13259585 >>13259562 Moar. I want a link to the whole document thus far.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 15:16:09 2015 No.13259722 >>13258291 Dude... That is not cool. Not cool.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 15:18:44 2015 No.13259729 >>13258701 This guy has a point. How do we get free money to live without working, /jp/? I hate being alive but I'm way too scared of dying.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 15:23:29 2015 No.13259739 >>13259562 Why don't you fix your own shit then? I've never paid anyone to repair anything of mine And I've discovered that in most cases things can be cheaply repaired and it's well documented and how to do it.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 16:23:11 2015 No.13259904 File: 79 KB, 899x450, 1427570650186.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] is this the blogging neet thread? any blogging neet girls born with vaginas here? no trannies/homos/dickmen please

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 16:28:22 2015 No.13259921 It feels like I'm the only one without an internet gf

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 16:34:01 2015 No.13259928 all the people saying they can drive are making me feel VERY inadequate right now...

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 16:42:20 2015 No.13259939 >>13259928 Not knowing how to drive isn't all that uncommon. Lots of people rely on walking or public transportation.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 16:45:37 2015 No.13259945 >>13259928 I Drive because it means I don't have to deal with normies on public transportation

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 16:52:35 2015 No.13259954 File: 498 KB, 798x920, url.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13259928 I drive my soul on a depression spiral, dude. Spiral down... I drive.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 17:03:02 2015 No.13259970 >>13259928 Don't worry, dude. I Bus

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 17:31:06 2015 No.13260032 >>13259954 wtf

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 17:34:17 2015 No.13260036 >>13259928 Driving's easy, you can do it if you want. The driver training you have to do to get a license is kind of a pain though, assuming you live in clapistan. Plus driving isn't very poorfag conducive.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 17:49:52 2015 No.13260085 >>13260032 What's up?

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 17:51:50 2015 No.13260090 >>13259954 Whoa the edge!

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 17:59:19 2015 No.13260125 File: 2.22 MB, 360x360, maxres.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13260090 Drivin' on the edge is the best kind of drivin', dude.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 18:03:17 2015 No.13260149 >>13260125 ew >>>/b/

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 19:25:14 2015 No.13260412 >>13258770 One of many.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 20:12:05 2015 No.13260541 How do I get a job /jp/?

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 20:14:22 2015 No.13260553 File: 712 KB, 600x338, url.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13260149 Whoa.. Can you, like, take it easy, mang?

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 20:20:56 2015 No.13260580 >>13258844 Trading.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 20:37:01 2015 No.13260632 >>13258924 Sorry I phased it badly. Meant no qualifications.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 20:42:08 2015 No.13260659 >>13260541 How long have you not had one?

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 20:44:47 2015 No.13260669 >>13259928 Don't worry, I know how to drive but its useless if you don't have a car because I'm a poorfag and you need a car to, you know, to pull the grills ;_;

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 20:46:19 2015 No.13260674 >>13259954 3deep5me >>13260580 you mean gambling

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 20:47:27 2015 No.13260682 >>13260659 I never had one.

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 20:49:13 2015 No.13260690 >>13260682 How old are you?

>>	Anonymous Wed Apr 1 21:08:55 2015 No.13260755 >>13260674 No, trading.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 05:22:48 2015 No.13262288 >>13260690 not him but 23

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 05:27:53 2015 No.13262297 I am a male Xmas Cake on my way to obtaining wizard powers.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 07:04:42 2015 No.13262491 Im scared of becoming a neet because my parents would kick me out on spot. Life is tough.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 07:11:47 2015 No.13262514 >>13262288 Not too late.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 07:29:34 2015 No.13262565 >>13262514 22 is not too late?

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 07:38:00 2015 No.13262584 >>13262565 It's never too late. Just cherish your NEET memories when you abandon your NEETdom.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 08:41:36 2015 No.13262682 I don't get why most anons see a lot of activities and goals as normalfaggotry

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 08:44:02 2015 No.13262684 >>13262682 These activities and goals might impede the NEET life.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 10:05:27 2015 No.13262850 File: 81 KB, 409x406, 1411064107163.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I just turned 23 today, at least I got my onee to visit today, I wish I could go back 11 years from now shit.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 10:08:38 2015 No.13262860 Your life is basically over, might as well kill yourself.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 10:22:06 2015 No.13262888 File: 1.13 MB, 1200x843, ee860eb7289fdf1d9ddb4bd59d187c4d.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13262850 Happy birthday dude

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 10:44:41 2015 No.13262928 >>13259562 Sick, I like it.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 11:06:37 2015 No.13262969 I'm 23 too I haven't really accomplished much, if anything at all. Maybe one day...

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 11:14:54 2015 No.13262995 >>13249097 >>13247834 I really, really want to know what it feels like to be dying, to be dead. But I don't want to die.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 11:17:58 2015 No.13263001 >>13262995 Don't worry, you'll find out one day. Time to play the waiting game.

Anonymous Thu Apr 2 11:19:35 2015 No.13263002

>>13257978
>leaving the country altogether
This is pretty much what "saved" me.
I bought a one way ticket to Vietnam.
I traveled SEA for almost four months, I was a very different person when I came back.
It's probably the best thing you can do, unless you go and get yourself killed that is, which is kinda bad, unless you're suicidal.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 11:22:36 2015 No.13263008 >>13262850 >>13262969 Another 23 here, not giving a single fuck feels good.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 11:29:04 2015 No.13263015 >>13262888 You've brighten my day anon

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 11:44:08 2015 No.13263040 >>13263008 Will feel bad when you're 33.

Anonymous Thu Apr 2 11:55:05 2015 No.13263055
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>>13262888
Happy birthday and hugs from here too.

I'm 23 years old now, quit high school and been NEET ever since, but I can't wish this lifestyle to anyone, in the end, even if you have good days, you still feel empty inside.

I feel like I'm trash of society, and I can't take it anymore, even if it would mean going back to high school, I'm going to end this lifestyle and aim for college.

I plead you all who are in the same situation as me to stop this insanity, it is not too late, I would do this even if I were 30 years old or older.

Good will to all of you NEETs here, trust me, I know the pain.

Anonymous Thu Apr 2 12:26:05 2015 No.13263142

>>13263002
Where and what did you come back to? Did you have a house, life and people waiting for you when you got back? I've been thinking about doing this but I have no house of my own, no real job, and would be quitting uni and leaving behind all my family, some of whom are struggling with cancer and other shit, to go and try to sort out personal bullshit and prevent my suicide. It feels like I'd just be upping my own worthlessness.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 12:31:15 2015 No.13263155 >not being a NEET and loving it The only regret I'll have in life is that I didn't read all of the VN and manga or watch all of the anime I wanted to. >tfw you die before finishing a manga series you've been reading for years

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 12:33:42 2015 No.13263162 >>13263155 Who are you quoting?

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 12:34:55 2015 No.13263163 >>13263162 >you

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 13:05:48 2015 No.13263270 Negativity breeds negativity anon

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 13:27:08 2015 No.13263326 >>13262995 Can't feel anything if you're dead. Death is not an experience that humans can have. "Death does not concern us, because as long as we exist, death is not here. And when it does come, we no longer exist." -Epicurus

Anonymous Thu Apr 2 13:34:58 2015 No.13263353

>>13263142
I had a home and some family, but I was completely NEET during that entire time.

I told them what I was doing, they all told me that I'm a fucking idiot, that I'm gonna get myself killed and that I shouldn't do it.
I did it anyway.
I wrote them a lot of letters and talked to them on Skype and everything worked out just fine.

Remember to have enough money to get to a city with an international airport and enough money to buy a ticket.

>no house of my own
Less problems for you.
>no real job
Well, then you probably don't have the money for this shit anyway.
I lived quite comfortably off around 6000 dollars.
I did some work in exchange for a bed here and there too.

>would be quitting uni
Finish Uni, nerdboy.

>leaving behind all my family, some of whom are struggling with cancer and other shit
You're struggling with suicide, you can't be supportive when you're about to kill yourself or have actually killed yourself.

It doesn't need to be as extreme as this, by the way.
Any solo trip works wonders, trust me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 15:01:32 2015 No.13263567 >>13263155 Having money to pay for food and bills is a huge issue when you follow the truNEET way, dude. You love it, but at the same time, you feel desperate to survive another month until it all comes tumbling down.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 15:07:22 2015 No.13263586 File: 37 KB, 185x157, 19150241.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] This thread is depressing.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 15:08:57 2015 No.13263594 >>13263586 Don't you like getting high on depression, dude? It's FREAKIN' amazing.

Anonymous Thu Apr 2 16:10:44 2015 No.13263816

I have never had a great self image, and likely never will. Since I hate myself so much, I lift. I hope to improve myself, but I also do it as a form of penance, punishing myself for existing...
If you find life not worth living, try lifing. I love /jp/, and I live you guys. Try getting strong, if nothing else than its good for you. I never offed myself because I'm not sure they have waifus on the other side.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 16:12:11 2015 No.13263821 >>13263326 >Can't feel anything if you're dead How does it feel to feel nothing? I want to know. >Death is not an experience that humans can have And that is why I want to know.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 16:17:41 2015 No.13263834 >>13263821 Can you feel yourself sleep? If so you know what it's like to die. Obviously the answer is no unless you can lucid dream or something, which is still different.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 16:19:11 2015 No.13263839 >>13263834 >Can you feel yourself sleep? I can certainly feel Hypnagogia, which basically conscious sleeping.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 16:29:34 2015 No.13263880 >>13263839 That's fine and all but by throwing in stuff like that you're purposefully make your own question unanswerable. You can't feel death. Wanting to feel death is like wanting to taste green.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 16:34:05 2015 No.13263896 >>13263821 >How does it feel to feel nothing? How does did it feel before you were born? You've already done this anon

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 16:34:08 2015 No.13263897 >>13263880 >You can't feel death. Wanting to feel death is like wanting to taste green. And that's why I want to know. The appeal is the impossible, the implausible.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 16:36:19 2015 No.13263904 >>13263897 Just change your goal to wanting to feel sleep so you can try it every night. It's still impossible but at least you'll be able to entertain yourself.

Anonymous Thu Apr 2 16:58:42 2015 No.13263993
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im a bring some NEETs with me and that would be great
we're all friends
it will be one HELL of a weekend
eat and catch a show at the beacon

twist a dutch and blaze from Y.O to the hudson and we're still puffin
we got the heat on, a cold night in the winter

i remember the whores that night
we was at the beacon
all of us was in there
out there it was stormin cats and dogs

im not an ordinary slut or a dick teaser

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 17:00:03 2015 No.13264000 >>13259904 please respond neet girls (no trannies/homos/dickmen please)

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 17:07:01 2015 No.13264020 File: 1018 KB, 1278x1439, truNEET.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>13263993 Yo, sick beats, dude. truNEET respect.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 17:12:20 2015 No.13264044 >>13263993 This reminded me of when we used to have those touhou rap battles. I miss when we did things.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 17:14:30 2015 No.13264061 >>13257935 Not much money but at least I don't have to lick ass like the retail job I was doing before. Its easy money just got to be careful were you work.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 17:17:49 2015 No.13264078 >>13263834 You still experience emotions during sleep.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 17:25:57 2015 No.13264119 >>13264078 Which ones did you experience last night? Don't start talking about dreams either.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 17:37:47 2015 No.13264160 >>13262682 Translation: >I'm a normalfag but don't want to get called out for being one when I start telling everyone about my Japan trip or my gf

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 17:40:47 2015 No.13264176 >>13264119 Comfortableness. Dreams are a part of sleeping.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 17:45:10 2015 No.13264195 >>13259928 If you live in the rural US you kinda of have to. I mean it's not like I can walk to the grocery store

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 18:01:37 2015 No.13264248 How do you apply to jobs that require references when you don't have any and they check?

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 18:02:47 2015 No.13264253 >>13248619 i wish i had boobs

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 18:26:31 2015 No.13264355 >>13264248 Why would you want to work in the 1st place?

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 18:29:32 2015 No.13264368 >>13264355 Not him but I would want to work for money.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 18:30:30 2015 No.13264372 >>13264355 Money for figs and gunpla and rent

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 21:12:42 2015 No.13265015 >>13264248 Try volunteering or doing community service. I didn't have a job until 22, but my long history of volunteering saved me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 21:19:19 2015 No.13265047 >just received a mail from parents today >I need to find 3450$ to pay my rent and various taxes >limit is this 8th Guess it's finally the end of the line for me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Apr 2 21:32:12 2015 No.13265106 >>13265047 Godspeed, dude. Be sure to let us know just before you decide to travel out.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 3 00:07:40 2015 No.13265629 >>13265047 Just sell your body or something.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 3 04:57:32 2015 No.13266692 >>13263880 There's people who can taste colors though.

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 3 09:20:47 2015 No.13267163 >>13264160 Who are you quoting

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 3 11:20:32 2015 No.13267491 >>13263002 Vietnamese here,can you get me out of this shithole please

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 3 11:28:14 2015 No.13267524 >>13267491 Do you look cute in girl's clothes?

>>	Anonymous Fri Apr 3 11:28:40 2015 No.13267526 >>13267524 s-sometimes

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