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Open the portal bro.

They kill themselves.

You could always talk to me

Take it to /adv/ gaylord.

>>9826383
Why would you want to talk about it? The speak up shit is bullshit, people don't really care about your problems, they just want to save your ass for self-satisfaction.
" Ha ! I saved one more life today ! I'm so awesome !"

「Everyone you once called a friend」
We don't have friends here.

>>9826401
im not sure i actually want to kill myself

i feel terrible because i promised my best friend i wouldnt kill myself, but then i feel terrible for various reasons like breaking promises, being a horrible human being, loneliness, guilt etc. and i get especially shaken up for a few days or weeks if i cant talk to someone about it

its really troublesome to feel suicidal all the time if you dont actually kill yourself

>BAWW WHY AM I SO MISERABLE

Frigg off. Stop rubbing your bad vibes on the rest of us.

listen to more denpa

>>9826425
You don't feel anything once you're dead.

>>9826426
Don't tell me what to do bloke.

>>9826430
but feeling terrible prevents you from killing yourself even if it makes you want to kill yourself

Deal with it like a man.

>hates you
You've probably got quiet the fugged ub bersonalidy OP
and it's most likely your ego structure choosing suicide over looking in the mirror for it's too scared of change.
Please remember your physical personality is just a construct that can be changed easily.

Freedom is within your grasp, Anonymous

All you have to do is reach out for it, and you won't hurt anymore

>>9826441
Ask someone to kill you. It is much easier than suicide.

You need to attempt suicide OP

Then after you survive celebrate everything that made you happy after the day you died and think "If I had really died back then I wouldn't be able to have enjoyed today"

If you're feeling suicidal the best cure is to attempt it. If you're unsuccessful, you appreciate life more. If you're successful, your painful life is finally over. Either way it's a win win scenario.

I cut myself like a pussy when

>>9826458
Cut yourself a pussy instead.

>>9826457
Wisest post of the year.

>>9826446
im pretty sure im autistic or something and unable to have friends

a lot of times people will stop talking to me one day, and i cant figure out what i did wrong and when i try to change it never seems to be enough or be the right kind of change

im not sure autism is that easy to change

get a few hooker preg first. you need to spread ur devil seed before you die.

>>9826383
>because everyone you once called a friend blocks you and hates you?
They did it for a reason. You fucking deserve it.

>>9826456
ive tried that

>>9826457
i have tried before, you dont feel like that afterward, you just feel more terrible if you survive.

>>9826466
why do you think im suicidal. it literally feels like no one wants you to live, not even yourself. but they also dont want to have to deal with all the stuff involved with you dying

Don't kill yourself. Only faggots do that.

>>9826474
I hope you didn't cut yourself or something gay like that when you "attempted suicide". Because that's the shitty pussy way.

Hang yourself with your hands free and kick the stool. After you decide you aren't going to die then try and get yourself out of the noose.

Through early morning fog I see...

>>9826489
od, lock door, unconscious, wake up in hospital

>>9826497
OVERDOSE? HAHAHAHA

That's even more sub-pussy than ever. OD suicides fail 99% of the time because your body just rejects the drug. Try jamming all the pills up your ass instead idiot.

Holy fuck you suck. Please try my method.

>>9826457
Uuhh... Look it doesn't change anything. If you really are determined. There is no chance to be unsuccessful.
If you are unsuccessful. It just means you are puny. If you try a way where you have a chance to survive. You already acknowledge it, somewhere, deep inside there. That your life is worth of something.

I kill myself

Listen to this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnZiG5Q0vGs

Fuck you and die, Living is so damn painful
It's cool to be dead and grateful
Nothing can hurt you anymore
Anyhow death is so much more

You can just kill, kill and kill
Just kill em all if you will
Do you still wanna stay alive
Or join me me by my side

I am the Death Unlimited
And death is all I have to give
I'll tell you the meaning of life
It's not to live but to die
I am the Death Unlimited
And death is all I have to give
Let me spill your sweet blood
And to you I am god

Can you feel the dark side calling
It's useless to resist
Give in to fear, hate and anger
Then life won't take your time any longer

Only I am by your side
Soon your life is gone
And that I adore

>>9826489
No no. If he's going to kill himself could he just please grab a gun and reduce the amount of sluts outside? At least he'll be shot down by police which isn't a bad way to go.

>>9826507
>>9826512

im not asking about how to kill myself

im asking how to deal with feeling suicidal, even if it gets outweighed by survival instinct, hope and whatever, it feels pretty bad

http://archive.foolz.us/jp/thread/8224821/#8225619

Do what this guy did.

>>9826528
Seeing as how he actually tried to overdose I don't think he has the guts to ever do something like pull the trigger on somebody innocent.

>>9826531
Like I said, attempt suicide with my hanging method. If you don't like hanging, try drowning.

But, but suicide is literally pointless. It's pointless as is life.

At least when I'm alive I have the option of killing myself. When I'm dead, well I'll be fucking dead.

As long as I'm alive I might as well live, when the time to die comes I'll die.

Unless I was like going through physical pain or something, then I'd off myself.

>>9826531
I'll tell you exactly how to deal with suicidal feels.

Get the fuck out of /jp/ you faggot.

>>9826540
actually attempting suicide doesnt make you feel better and i doubt i have the guts to try again unless something traumatic happens again.

i dont think i will ever commit suicide, i just want to be able to deal with suicidal feelings

Why the fuck would you kill yourself when you haven't even played JJBA All Star Battle yet?

Pussy faggot, if you wanted to kill yourself you'd do that properly. Get a strong rope (preferably - made from metal), and go at some bridge, and tie rope to it. Then you jump, if it's metal it will DECAPITATE you in a matter of seconds, quick and painless. If not metal then probably it will break your neck. Remember to do it on some high bridge with at least 4 meters of height. Now, if you want to kill yourself, do it, and don't pretend to like a little bitch.

Though, if you REALLY plan to kill yourself, not pretending, then go for some great trip to Tibet or somewhere where you'd like to go, or just do some crazy ass shit that will make you feel like you did something in your life before dying. Keep a rope with yourself to quickly end your life if SHTF.

>>9826543
unfortunately life isnt that simply

you have a lot of negative feelings, which feel bad, but they pull you in opposite directions. fear, guilt, pain, survival instinct force you to want to live. misery, loneliness, chronic pain, etc makes you not want to live, survival instinct usually wins out. but it is overall a very negative experience.

op is a faggot lmao

>>9826558
Wow dude you are hopelessly GAY as hell.

Just keep living and being a sad sack of shit nopbody gives a fuck

>>9826383
As long as you don't whine about how depressed/miserable you are and shit, I will be your friend anon~

Talk with someone, make a relationship (it doesn't need to be romantic, nor deep) go out. Let me think a bit more, to sleepy to tink straight at the moment

>>9826567
like i said i doubt id try to kill myself again unless something traumatic happens

i just dont want to feel like shit for days, weeks or months on end because i feel suicidal. most people that feel suicidal dont even attempt to kill themselves, but it is a depressing state to be in.

the few times i went to a psychiatrist, they said stuff about a support net of friends and stuff but i dont have those anymore

Aftermath

Thanks to all of his friends on /jp/, OP got the attention he so desperately craved and went on to live a long, satisfying homosexual lifestyle with his 5 husbands in the woods.

>>9826592
>>9826597
thats implying i could even get 5 people or even 1 person to like me

>>9826588
thats the problem with feeling suicidal and depressed for every day for months sometimes

even if you try to act ok you eventually snap

>>9826572

But it is that simple.

Look I don't have anything against suicide, it's a personal choice.

Life is an accident, it needs no justifications. There is no reason to it.

You will die one day, so while you're alive you might as well just live because why the fuck not. Even if that existence is just contained in your room or whatever.

At least while you are alive you can contemplate suicide, when you're dead you can't contemplate life.

There is no reason for either, but why not choose something that you can experience only once, you have plenty of time to be dead.

>>9826531
Well, I guess there is no cure for that. It's only natural to feel suicidal. At times...
Usually time, as life itself. Heals the wounds. You'll have the chance to die later.

>>9826383
I'm just so drawn to some kind of form to martyrdom in the end.
Seppuku is technically suicide, but it has a completely connotation and history to just Suicide.............

>>9826625
i dont really see a reason for me being this depressed either. but i am and i want to know how to deal with it.

Look, shut the fuck up and stop being melodramatic. Unless you're getting butt fucked by your uncle every day I see no reason for you to be complaining.

>>9826609
i dont think it is natural to feel that way the majority of the time

if i try really hard i can work myself out of it for a week or maybe even a month but then i relapse. antidepressants take take the bite off of some of the worse feelings but you still feel bad most of the time. and there is a limit to the support a psychiatrist can give you.

>>9826628
Why don't you take up drinking? That's what one of my NEET friends has been doing lately.

If you really feel like your life is no longer worth living, travel the world. Bum around and go everywhere you can. Steal what you need, buy what you can, and beg what you want. Visit every continent and see the world for a few dollars a day. You shouldn't need to be scared if you already feel like your life has no worth, as there's nothing of yours that can be taken away. If you do all of this and still feel like dying, Aokigahara is a customary destination you could set as your goal.

CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES

THIS IS MY LAST RESORT

>>9826628


Look man there are 3 options.

1. Join a religion and find God
2. Deal with it
3. Kill yourself

If you choose 2 then good for you. As to how will you achieve it, well fuck everyone does it differently.

Build model train sets, drink, take up gardening, there are infinite options.

Escapism son, every man over some age does it in some way or the other.

>>9826637
i get a terrible feeling of guilt when i drink or try to commit suicide. someone guilt tripped me and it worked to make me not actually not kill myself but it just makes me feel more terrible all the time. fighting negative emotions with negative emotions instead of positive ones just wrecks a person emotionally

I always feel like what you're describing OP. It's perfectly normal you fag. Take some ketamine if you want to relieve depression kay?

>>9826626
Please use capitalization. Yeah... Long term is not natural. But I also bet you won't loose old friends every week or so. So you actually have no reason to be suicidal about. Just make them shove pills down your throat. Because your neurons are fucked up.

>>9826669
The problem is I don't have any old friends left. Or new ones. I don't have any friends. I've literally tried to contact every single person I've known and can get into contact with for the past several months. That's how I know I'm still blocked or they still hate me. When trying to meet new people I can't seem to make any sort of emotional connection.

How can anyone think of killing themself when there are such cute lolis about?

>>9826677
Stop using anti-depressants you idiot.

>>9826677
Try entering some activity, it's easier to connect like that

>>9826420
Those are some slick quotes, dude.

Uh huuuuh
Pretty Ricky Ricky Ricky
OH OH OH
HEY
UH-HUH

It's five in the mornin~
and im up talkin' dirty with youuuu~

>>9826677
Perhaps you have autism? Naah, your problems might be rooted in something deeper. And you obviously look for somebody to talk to. But you also seem deluded. So why don't go try a shrink?
I don't really think nobody can help you here. Unless someone is willing to talk with you. Online. Small help, perhaps.

>>9826512
>>9826489
>>9826457
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Escapism

>>9826727
THANK YOU BASED ANON