/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Wow, sounds like you need a hug.

>>9568343

epic xD

>>9568343
I'm right here.

Go be a normalfag somewhere else.

I don't play VN
I don't play MMOs
I don't watch romance
Never made online friends

I am living in a bubble in which human interaction outside an anonymous imageboard does not exist.

For the fourth [04] year.

And I would go for another four if I didn't have daily troubling thoughts of future economic instability.

I don't have the emotional capacity for loneliness. That's not important, though.

I went out to a party full of normals last night and it was terrible. I hated being around people, and felt so uncomfortable. I wish I'd just stayed home.

I don't think I'll leave my house ever again. So-yeah, sometimes I get lonely, but it beats the discomfort and sheer misery of dealing with other people. Also-getting drunk alone is so much nicer than with other stupid people.

>>9568377
>Never made online friends
I tried but I failed
I've all but gave up recently.

Human interaction are a struggle I can't handle

I made two online friends recently but I'm scared they might be trying to troll me.

You can talk about how lonely you are over at /r9k/.

Yes and it's rather annoying as I know I will get over it within a day or so.

The spiral of negativity within that time is a bitch though.

>>9568329
Sometimes is better to play saint and reject any human contact as you were protecting others from you, you were not born to have friends or people, it is not your nature and your life is prove of it.
Trying to force it onto yourself and others will not generate nothing but pain and remorse.

Roll in your misery and feel pleased for not spattering anyone else.

>>9568457
10/10 crawled in my skin would crawl again

>>9568478
YOU AREN'T CRAWLING ENOUGH

There have always been two types of NEET. One seems genuinely happy and content living a life with a dim future and minimal social interactions.

The other is pretty much the opposite in that they long first and foremost for social interaction. Most everything in their life is governed by their desire for interaction. Following that they would like a promising future, which usually means worrying about entering schooling or training of some sort eventually in the future. Finally, they're discontent with the labels society has put on them and would like to change their lives for the "better".

Disgusting people, that second group. They really are the lowest of the low. Especially all the people here wanting to get a job, longing for friends outside and being depressed about their NEET lifestyle. Just die already if you are so sad about your NEET life.

>>9568457
How is namefagging not an another way of forcing yourself on others? You special little snowflake.

>>9568490
the microphone molester / machete undresser
"stupid-dope-fresh" type shit resurrector
top gun / miramar / best of the best-er
the leave-an-MC-peace-in-rest-er
skill tester / the flex-the-gunner
the make-funner / the adversary make runner
make summer cold with rhymes i spit
kick gift to lifted delinquent wit
I be the prophet / my rhyme--top it? stop it.
fly like rocket when I rock it
lock it down with this perverse verse
every fuckin curse a burst of hurt
move crowds: physical fitness rhymes
coke heads couldn't do my lines
i'm decorated like christmas pines
my battalion rocks
MCs become silohetes of chalk

I've suffered from Autism
And Asperger, porcine,
And even, alas! 1CC'ed Touhou fanaticism
All through and through with ardour keen!
Here now I stand, poor NEET, and see
Still no response as formerly.
Am called frustrated, even Shitposter too,
And now I've nearly four years saged through
Enriched this board with Homus and Lewdness
And up and down, even with Yang Wenli,
And see there's a Meido - can't handle this mess!
That all but burns my heart: "get out of jaypee".
True, I am more clever than all the vain creatures,
The Typemoonfags and Sudo, Cockslaves and Tulpa-Preachers;
No doubts plague me, nor scruples as well.
I guess i like Uncle Mugen and going to hell.

I have a very hard time keeping up with friends. I do live my my girlfriend though. She is also a crazy shut in NEET too, so it works out okay.

>>9568499
Anonymous imageboards are a special place, you can have as many identities as you want, I have a name here, one different in other places and none in many more, I also post as anon from time to time, the serious business is real life, whether you will deal with it or not.
Here do whatever you want as you have fun, take it easy.

>>9568531
Shut the fuck up nerd

>>9568531
>you can have as many identities as you want,
That defeats the point of posting anonymously, on an anonymous imageboard, fuck off.

SUFFOCATION

NO BREATHING

>>9568604

CRAWLING INNNN MY etc. etc.

every time we lie awake............

after every hit we take..............................

>>9568329
That's why I come to /jp/

Friendships are too much effort to maintain. I need the capacity to be alone whenever I want, for however long I want, and having to deal with friends during that time is just an annoying distraction. I wouldn't mind having a friend if I could regulate the time and amount of interaction, but that's probably impossible.

I'm rarely bothered by loneliness, but sometimes when I meet a new person, I'll get really attached to them in a very short time, to the point where I don't feel fulfilled unless I'm talking to them. I try to be casual about it, and then suddenly I get an indicator that they might have something better to do than talk to me and I suddenly realize I care more about that person than I planned to.

I think it's like a drug high. I get really excited when meeting someone I like, and the effect is extra powerful since I'm not used to it, and then when I can no longer talk to the person, I suffer withdrawal and have to do an emotional rehab. Only part I don't get is why it doesn't also happen to the /jp/ers I talk to.

>>9568329
The samething always happens to me, I understand your pain OP.

>>9568691
Man, love is like a drug, like how life is a box of chocolates. Dark chocolate.

I have exactly 1.5 friends and that's good enough for me.

I say .5 since one is just an internet friend I've been text messaging since middle school who lives in another state.

>>9568756
It's like those lyrics to that Swans record.

The only reason I have friends is because I leave the house.
The only reason I leave the house is because I have to earn money to pay bills.

If it was up to me, I would have enough money in my possession to never leave my house.

>>9568390
I remember you. You're a pretty cool dude.

the thing with me is that i dont think my life will get as good as in a good VN or anime\manga, and that can sometimes get me sad. like i have a girlfriend and i have friends but its just not the same.

pic related, its me

>>9568815
At least you've still got your funny shirt.

>>9568815
I like your hair.

>>9568815
Sometimes I forget what normal people are supposed to look like.

I've learned this year that one can have many friends while a NEET, but this is largely due to the fact I have nowhere to seclude myself.

>>9568821
thanks <3

>>9568829
i didnt think it was that silly....

>>9568837
gb2 Ruby Tuesday's, your mozzarella sticks and friends await your return

>>9568329
>Do you sometimes feel lonely due to your reclusive lifestyle

Kinda.

>wish you had more / any friends outside of /jp/ or the internet?

Nah. Uh, nope.

>I sometimes get lonely after playing a VN or watching a romance anime

iktf

> other than that I'm content with being alone.

iktf

> I tried making some online friends

iktf

>ultimately got sick of them

idktf

>while I'd like to talk to them again sometimes I rather keep to myself.

iktf

My main problem is I go through periods of not being able to handle any social interaction, online or otherwise. I've tried explaining it to people but I don't know if anyone gets it. I think some of them think it has something to do with them but it doesn't.

My depression kinda makes me low energy and I don't like people seeing me like that. I'd rather interact when I'm in a good place and spare them the weirdness.

I had some Steam friends I kept removing and readding, but eventually realized they were being a nuisance after a day or two and that I'm better off without talking to them anymore.