/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>>/r9k/

/jp/ related becuz I posted an anime girl

hair down is best

Yep. Man...

I was so in love with her. But she only wanted me to be her plaything for a night. When I confessed my feelings for her, she just asked: "Are you masochist?"

What a woman.

>>9522821
I don't understand, you fell in love with her after one night? Or you knew her for ages or what? Why did she ask if you were a masochist?

I'm in love with a fat camwhore from /soc/, not even joking.

I have.

But because of my self hatred, romantic, and sexual insecurity, putting aside confessing or asking her out, before I even worked out what I was feeling towards her for all these years was love, she got a boyfriend.

And since the boyfriend was a good, kind guy from a good family who would probably make her happier than I could ever try to, I gave up.

I hope they're happy together.

Thanks a lot, my boss said it's time to start packing.

>>9522833
>I hope they're happy together.

No you don't, you hope things will go to shit and she'll come back to you and you can finally make your move.

The L-word is such a strong word. I don't think I can use it. I had mild obsessions, though.

>>9522837
Why would he want her to be unhappy?

Yes, but then she made me regret every single second of it. She used me until I had nothing left, then she got rid of me AND complained that I had been using her. I don't even care about love anymore. Friends are more than enough.

Yes. We dating and it was a fun experience. I'd recommend it.

Now, I'll be killing myself out of /jp/.

......Its like I'm on /soc/..

W-Where am I?

Please use spoilers properly, OP

I live in Tennessee so there's not much in the way of good people to date. One time in middle school there was this really cute girl and I asked her and she said no though. It's probably for the best because she was a gigantic conservative extrovert and I'm as liberal and introverted as it gets.

I had an experience with an online girl before.

It only further convinced me that creating a tulpa was the only way to go. I'm glad I had the experience, I doubt I would have made my tulpa if I hadn't.

>3dpd

>>9522854

You don't have a tulpa. Prove me wrong, nerd.

>>9522856

Take your insipid threadshitting replies elsewhere. No one likes you.

Why can't I kill people over the internet...

>>9522866
If people could kill over the internet you would probably already be dead.

>>9522860

Tulpas aren't as hard to make as you might think. The part that all of the guides leave out is that you just have to scramble your brain by regularly taking large amounts of psychedelics and then you will be crazy enough that creating a tulpa will happen fairly naturally.

Why ask /jp/ and not /r9k/?

>>9522837
This was five years ago. I don't have any means of contacting either of them, and we don't even live in the same city anymore.

Also, while I'm not so bad as I used to be, I'm still not a person someone could love.

No, but I'm in love with another man. He doesn't feel the same way anymore, though.

>>9522829
Love at the first sight. She said that because she knew herself that she was a bitch. A troublemaker. After she left the town I felt like I was shot down. Totally humiliated. I was total asshole and sadist before that and then I could only lie on my couch and cry for week straight. Shutting myself out of everything. Still, I think I love her.

Yeah. We've known each other for a very long time, and I had liked her during some of that time. Not that long ago, she asked me how I would tell someone I loved them, and I told her I wouldn't because I was going to be alone forever. She hasn't talked to me much since then.

Yes, and she was in love with me too, but I didn't realize that I felt that way until after the relationship ended because I didn't think I could feel that way about her.

I had a stupid crush years ago, and I still hate myself for it. I was young and stupid, but I still regret it.

I have also. She was a cute, quiet girl that hid her eyes behind her bangs and always looked down.
She wasn't very confident on herself and when she was about to say something romantic to me she would always stutter, blush and look away.

To bad she has fallen to the wrong crowd with naruto casuals and what not.

Everyone who posted seriously in this thread: please, you don't belong here

>>>/r9k/

Have fun and have a nice day

>>9522869

Again, nerd: you don't have a tulpa. Prove me wrong.

>>9522893
Its good to get stuff off your chest sometimes you know ??

>>9522893

Make me.

I had a crush ten years ago in middle school. She was absolutely beautiful. She had a wonderful personality and natural platinum hair. She obviously had very strict parents because she was so insecure about so many things. Extremely moe. I never talked to her.

We need more people to report this thread.

I HAVE MET GIRL AT GYM TODAY. SHE RUNS IN LONG STRIDES AS THE CHEETAHS AND MYSELF DO. I BELIEVE SHE MAY BE THE ONE.

This isn't /jp/ related and all it does is make it harder to take it easy.

I had the biggest crush ever in second grade. She came up to me during recess and ask me if I liked her. I said no and ran away.

Humans are not worth pursing romantic interaction with.

The cute or shy personalities that you see women display are just acts. You put on the same acts too. Think of your own social awkwardness and how you may appear somewhat moe with your shyness in social situations, but then look inside of yourself or look at the posts you make here and you will see your true personality.

Inside of every person exists a dark and evil personality. Everyone attempts to cover this up, but once you get to know someone well enough then you will see what is really underneath that shy personality.

>>9522831
congrats on the promotion anon-kun!

REPORT REPORT REPORT

Everyone report the thread, please!

>>9522893
>>9522911
Sorry fuckheads but I'm getting smashed today and I am going to shitpost. I already blogged in two threads and I'm going to continue. I've been here since CurryButt's age of fame and I've never done this before. Please forgive me, this will make me feel better.

>>9522860
You want me to reply to this off topic thread instead? Fine. (though I know you would rather me kill myself.)

I was in love with a girl from a foreign country my senior year of high school. We started talking. I visited her locker, we had lunch together sometimes, we walked to classes together, we went out to eat and movies, we held hands, we kissed (But she was pure; she wouldn't let anyone do anything more: she was a true catholic and you can say she wasn't but she was and told me why she wouldn't forsake her morality), we danced. I asked her to prom romantically; she said yes with tears in her eyes. We were the talk of the whole high school (550 total in the school). We talked about our dreams and even family with kids.

She had to leave and I took her to her plane. We said goodbye, but we both said we didn't want it to be a goodbye forever. As she went up the escalator and as she was about to walk down the hall for her plain she turned around smiling, waving to me.
I said Good bye _____. She waved.
I stood in front of the large glass window and watched her plain take off, all the while wearing Tom Cruse Sun glasses to hide my subtle tear drops.

We still talk and she said she meant every word she said, yet the future is uncertain, but my heart is pure and I am strong. My goals, passions, and dreams will lead me down the path that is the right one.
I will always love you, even after the "girls of summer" are gone.

>>9522803

FUK OF WIFF UR SPOILURS

>>>/soc/
>>>/r9k/

So has anyone on /jp/ had a good experience? I'm guessing no.

>>9522939
Would we be here otherwise?

I had a huge post typed up and then I saw OP's spoiler text. Oh well.

>>9522939
A gurl touched my peepee and it felt funney.

>>9522939
Nah, I never did anything. I've always been completely passive.

>>9522936

who cares

>>9522942
Why don't you post it either way? I don't think anyone that wouldn't mind a "real" blog would mind it.

No, not me. I'm schizoid so I don't find myself attracted to others. There were some girls who seemed to like me, but I rejected them as nicely as I could.

>>9522962
Have you always been like that? Even when you were 13?

>>9522936
It's so sweet when you can relate to people like this...

>>9522936
That's pretty romantic, but off-topic regardless.

>>9522922
I think I look creepy as fuck, but my shyness can't be helped.

>>9522922
>Think of your own social awkwardness and how you may appear somewhat moe with your shyness in social situations, but then look inside of yourself or look at the posts you make here and you will see your true personality.
I'd like to think I'm a pretty nice person and that nice people do exist (male or female)...

>>9522976
Yes. It's not just some trait I acquired out of bitterness. For a very long time, I've wanted to be left alone.

When I was younger however (~7 years old), I loved my family and was more outgoing.

>>9522995
Since when do people care about the personality of someone?
Nowadays it's all about "10/10 would fug".
Even here on /jp/ I see unattractive people being ridiculed unironically on a daily basis

>>9523010
Like in that thread which was on /jp/ today, right? I think the board has changed.

>>9523010
It's all about attitude man.

>>9523010
>Even here on /jp/ I see unattractive people being ridiculed unironically on a daily basis

Yeah, this pisses me off. Racism/sexism/etc else too. A community which hates society for being vain and prone to generalization loves to rag on people for being ugly, having a different set of genitals than them, different skin melanin content, etc.

>>9523014
I don't remember it ever being different.
Seriously, you can have personal preferences when finding something attractive or not, but why from all the places on the internet /jp/ would make fun of the looks of someone is really beyond me

>>9523031
Really? I recall /jp/ having a more "take it easy" attitude before. The community is a little meaner now.

>>9523006
I started thinking about killing myself when I was 9 or 10. For some reason I still managed to have some romantic fantasies when I was 12-14. I've always had a certain aversion towards people.

>>9523010
Of course you are going to get ridiculed if you are unattractive. Even if you write some shit about yourself down below your picture. Nobody truly knows you yet. People make the impression at sight. Just how naive you could be?

No.

>>9523047
> Nobody truly knows you yet
More like, nobody really cares in the first place.
If you have the looks and the money people will put up with you no matter how terrible your personality is

What the fuck, Janitor delete this shit and do your job please.

>>9523046
>I started thinking about killing myself when I was 9 or 10.
At such a young age? That's just too sad. 10-year-olds should be enjoying their life and laughing with their friends... But I know not everyone is so fortunate.

I am no psychologist, but if you had romantic fantasies, maybe you wanted someone you could trust and confide in. You might have held hope even in despair... Or something like that.
Personally, what I felt toward others wasn't aversion, but complete apathy. I could not relate to others and had no desire to in the first place.

>>9523064

wrong thread sorry

>>9523010
That's one thing I never managed to understand/like about society.

``Normal'' relationships are formed first based on attraction, and then once that's established, they start trying to love each other and find things they like. Every crush I've ever had was developed from talking to a girl and finding out we have tons of stuff in common and we'd be really compatible, but that's not how society works. Talking to a woman like a friend and thinking she's your equal? Stupid beta shit.

I had a girlfriend in high school. All I can say is that it was fun while it lasted.
My advice is to stick with onaholes and eroge. They are good substitutes if you want to keep your feelings intact.
I want my virginity back. I feel unpure.

>>9522981
That's what I said in my first post, but than >>9522860

Told me I was wrong and yelled at me.

>>9523075
get the fuck out

no, right thread..whats wrong with me

Janitor! Delete this SHIT!

>>9523074
It's stupid, but who cares what other people do or think? Just continue to live in your own way.

>>9523076
A lot of people in life will yell at you and tell you you're wrong. If I told you right now you were living incorrectly and screamed at you to stick ants up your dick, would you do it?

>>9523076
You were yelled at because you are an awful poster.

I see what you're saying.
I wouldn't but I just try to do my best on /jp/ and its rules, so I was thrown a loop from that anon. I even said the Thread was off topic in that post you responded to.

These threads are terribly off-topic, but I always manage to learn new things from them... So I don't really hate them. But then they get deleted and I feel sad. Oh well, I guess it's only natural though.

>>9523045
/jp/ is nicer now than it has been at any point in /jp/ history with the exception of maybe six out of the last twelve months.

>>9523063
That's money that can do that. But that's false appreciation. Looks can make people fall in love with you and shield you from ridicule. But then you might not like everyone that like you and for what reason? You got a nice butt. Only thing how to gain popularity with personality is fame. You shouldn't forget that. Then again thinking how much popularity you could hoard is pretty selfish.

>>9523074
People just are that stupid or ruthless. A culture of non-communication reigns supreme and practically thwarts all serious discussion. I like to think that intelligent people are sensitive and thus see the whole point earlier than others do.

>>9523091
/jp/'s like a lawless wasteland these days. It's as if you can make any thread you want to. Which might or might not be a good thing...

But anyway, just don't shitpost and you should be fine.

>>9523089

Plenty more where this came from:

>>>/r9k/
>>>/adv/
facebook.com

>>9523097
Hm? /jp/ used to be extremely hostile to unwanted newcomers but on the other hand, it was very warm to its regulars. If you saw that earlier thread where certain girls got destroyed (although they were sort of asking for it), you might have changed your mind.

>>9523099
No, no. The difference is in WHO is discussing it. I will never get the same type of fulfillment from boards like that.

>>9523101
/jp/ - Otaku Culture

All things otaku welcome!
This is the appropriate board for the discussion of Japanese visual and light novels. Western visual novels should be posted to /vg/, and translated visual novels are fine on either board.
====

You're not helping, I'm helping reminding you of the rules.

>>9523097
I miss being able to respond to shit threads with "Reported"

>>9523101
Okay

>>9523111
I didn't mean I condoned it. I'm just telling you the truth. Look at some of the threads we get on good old /jp/ these days and tell me the rules are still in effect.

>>9523112
Me too, Anon.

>>9523108
>Hm? /jp/ used to be extremely hostile to unwanted newcomers but on the other hand, it was very warm to its regulars.
People who blogged about their lives were dumped into the unwanted newcomer category. It wasn't always true and a lot of people participated but there would always be people telling you fuck off to /r9k/ and take your blog shit with you.

Until the day that somebody takes that girl's photos and posts them on 4chan twice week for a year, she got off light. /jp/ has never been a cozy place.

>>9523111
I sure hope you are nokosaging.

>>9523113
You've been here for a long time, man. Don't back down because of a few retards that sperg over you. Don't leave /jp/ or else I won't be able to see you on 2014 too.

>with a girl
HAHAHAHA NO

ya, i think. & its gr8

>>9523112
I know right, is there a way to telling them briefly that their thread is against the rules and is plain meta-bullshit or just bullshit?

Love is pointless. No matter how much people are in love, and no matter what things they promise to each other (I will never leave you, I will always love you, etc.), they fall out of love eventually. Usually after about an year.

Make sure to never fall in love, /jp/, it sucks. I was much happier when I didn't know the feeling of love.

I told her to fuck off because I'm gay as gel.

>>9523127
Fair point. I concede... for now.

It unforgettably got moved to 2013 June

sorry about that.

I won't leave either

How the hell is this getting so many replies

>>9523133

>>9523117

OK sorry, not meant as a personal attack. It's for OP in general.

>>9523100
To be honest, my experience kind of confirms that. I'm studying natural sciences at university and nowhere else have I seen such a vast amount of broken and/or extraordinarily defensive people.

>>9523141
It's jumping over and transforming into a metathread about what /jp/ is really about. As a newcomer, I think that's /jp/'s favorite topic to discuss on /jp/.

>>9523141
because /jp/

>>9523151
Funny, I was just thinking about this and how I haven't seen it used in a while

Let's discuss why Ritsu-slut is such a shitty and boring keion.

I think it's because she doesn't bleed enough.

>>9523160
Metathreads are a sign that /jp/ is just like always

>>9523158
For a while people would respond to it with other images and other people would start trading shitty posts in threads where it was used. Well, not always, but sometimes, so that kind of thing started to fade away.

I don't mind blog shit unless there's a lot of it. Then it gets unwieldy. Threads like these are sometimes cute because they tell you that /jp/ers used to be regular awkward people before they became monks.

>>9523160
>It's jumping over and transforming into a metathread about what /jp/ is really about.
Doesn't that happen to like every thread these days?

>>9523169
Me-oh on the other hand knows how to make my cock rock hard.

Why don't you have a /jp/ boyfriend yet? Obviously girls are a waste of time as evident from these replies.

>>9523261
He'd either be too emotional or too emotionless. No middle ground.

>>9523261
Because I'm a boring person and no one likes me.

>>9523267
You have never had one, how would you know?

>>9523169
>>Ritsu-slut

Can't deny this.

>>a shitty and boring keion.

OK now that's just plain wrong dude.

>>9523272
I'm making an educated inference judging from what I have read and seen on /jp/ in the past years.

>>9523276
>she doesn't bleed enough

I'm not attracted to girls.

>>9523261
/jp/ wouldn't be a good boyfriend. He doesn't know how to have a conversation, and all he wants is to be lewd. Even that he's not good at, despite all the eroge.

>>9523285
Fuck off.

>>9523288
Ok.

There's a woman who loves me hopelessly now and I don't really like her at all. I go out when she invites me but I just feel guilty being around her and I just want to come home and read /jp/ and play eroge.

>>9523287
But I could still rip your anus to shreds if I wanted to.

>>9523288
Get a loard of this nerd and his sagay.

I'm in a relationship with a female /jp/sie right now. She's beautiful, and we're planning to meetup in a few weeks.

>>9523308
Make sure you have life insurance beforehand.

>>9523261
I'm still looking for one, but no luck so far.

>>9523308
I already stole her virginity and she loved it.

I was in love with an ex I guess but I was 17 so I dont know if it counts. I couldn't stop thinking about her and just wanted to be around her, not just because of anything sexual.
It was the first time in my life I wasn't satisfied with just playing video games and surfing the internet and wanted something more.

Unfortunately, after a couple of years I wasn't madly in love with her anymore and realized that if I stayed with her throughout college I would regret it, so I broke up with her.
Since then I haven't fallen in love with anyone, but I'm wiser now and won't fall for anyone very easily. Still waiting on real adult love I suppose.

>>9523308
Well, if you think a living sack of shit is beautiful...

>>9523323
get a load of this nerd and his paragraphs. netxt time, make a tldr

>>9523323
I hope she lands in a wheelchair after a car accident of some sorts.

Women are not people, anon.

When I was younger I met some girl online, we kept talking until were about 20. I was willing to meet up with her when I finally got my permit a few years back she blew me off. She finally wanted to meet at SakuraCon but I told her to piss off haven't spoke to her since. Don't really care either way, she was boring. I just wanted to fuck her because it was a long time coming.

I had a boyfriend who I broke up with 3 times. His fault for stupidly going out with me repeatedly. I broke up with him the 3 rd time cause he looked ugly with his new haircut.

I haven't been in love with anyone. Feels bad.

>>9523351
I'm not him, but you should be aware that men can have boyfriends, too.

>>9523345
>typical idea of women in /jp/

I've had a crush in a lot of girls, and every time it was for a little amount of time. With one online friend I would often talk to her and advise her about stuff with other boys (yeah, I know, friendzone and all) and the rest of the time I would often daydream about time with her, thinking how I would treat her when I get to meet her.

The one was like the previous one, but I didn't get to talk to her a lot, so it ended being a one-sided crush. Nothing especial about this.

Now I prefer to daydream about 2D characters.

>>9523355

God only allows a Man and woman relationship

>>9523357
How often do you eat at Chick-fil-A?

>>9523361


once a month

>>9522886
You had your chance, she could be your perfect pair.

Shame on you, anon.

I've had several crushes, and some of them reciprocated. But I've always messed them up somehow, even with some wonderful girls (and guys)
I'm a horrible person.

>>9523341
Now you will never get laid. BAD END.

Yes. I was in love with her, even when she desperately loved someone else.

She was my first love, and she'll always be my favorite. We made up, and she wrote me letters while I was in the Marine Corps, and just because we can, we still write each other, even though we're both married to other people now.

Honestly, she's not particularly attractive, or unique, but I still feel strongly about her, She's catholic, so it was never a physical thing...

>>9523375

>laid

You can drop the acting now, I'm pretty sure normies don't use this term anymore.

>>9523381
He's just using LAYMAN terms xDDDD

>>9523381

Its usually something along the lines with "no strings attached,etc..."

I'm so lonely /jp/.

>>9523394
Let's be lonely together.

Why aren't you hitting da club /jp/? Too BETA to ``compete'' with them guidos?

>>9523398
I don't want to be lonely anymore.

>>9523408
You don't have to be

>>9523412
Nothing online has made me feel any better.

>>9523421
Well you never know, maybe you can try something new.

>>9523436
Like what? I've already tried an online relationship.

>>9523421
You would still feel lonely even if you were given every person in the world. Try to find inner peace and you will realize that it's impossible to be lonely when you are okay with yourself.