/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I had to report this thread a couple of seconds ago.

None, because I have nothing

When my nephew died

When they took my dog away from me

I died like 7 times in a row on a level in Crash Bandicoot 2.

When I got really sad.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FlAmKsmLav8

I only had 1 friend in grade 4 because I was picked on by everyone else for all day playing video games and not listening to avril lavigne. My one Friend came over to my house and on the drive over my mom hit a deer. After that we weren't allowed to be friends. He was one of the last "true" real life friends I had.

>>9495428
I think your friend died, man.

When I was about five or six, my mother had a framed picture that was ripped. It was clearly a four person photo, but the only visible faces were mine, my mother's and my brother's. I would always ask her "why is this picture ripped?" or "who is that in the suit on the top left?", but I don't think she ever gave me a straight answer. Eventually it disappeared.

I once spent all afternoon on a jigsaw and then noticed the last piece was missing.

One time I made a post on /mu/ and they made fun of me and I cried all night long while eating microwavable taquitos.

The day i awoke and i realized i was a failure....

>>9495489
Did you ever find it?

My best friend I had met online and played with for 5 years betrayed me. He used all the dirt he had on me( My solitary life, no friends, living with parents, dropped out of highscool) to insult me and make me feel like shit.


I forgave him for it

>>9495499
I'm pretty sure my brother took it. He's a bully.

>>9495505
Hahaha what a fucking pushover

When my grandmother died.
When I learned I failed to graduate from college.
When I was mistakenly informed my mother had cancer.

Those were the worst

>>9495428

You weren't allowed to be friends because your mom... hit a deer?

Don't think I have any sad memories, I do have a ton (understatement) of memories where I wish I could punch my younger self in the face though. I hate everything about me and my past and developed lots of brain problems.

Sometimes when I remember one of those irritating memories I twitch and jerk and chuckle to myself, say a nonsensical phrase like "YOUUUU NOOO" make a strained grunting noise while gritting my teeth and punching myself.

I watched my father die in the holocaust. You can never hope to plumb the depths of the jewish people's sorrows.

>>9495520

What was I supposed to do? Be friendless?

Anyway, we lost touch so it doesn't matter.

So you're at least 72 years old?
Get out of here gramps.

>>9495505
fukkin NERD

you should just go to his house one day and ask for a chat. he'll probably be surprised to see you and accept. that's when you pull out your knife and gut him

My best and only friend died of an aneurysm when we were both 14.

My last words to him were "See you on Monday", which I was never able to fulfill.

I've never said "see you again/later" or any variant of that phrase ever again.

>>9495616
well you said it now

I'm going to become your friend and die of aneurysm just to spite you.

Saddest memory?

Being born and realizing I'm not as cute as anzuchang.

Nor will I ever be anzuchang.

Can't finish touhou without continues.
On easy modo

i held my 6 year old neko in my arms as he was put down due to my parents not wanting to pay £1000 for an operation despite being able to afford it
goodbye tinker

A friend was absent from the first day of high-school and the next day we found out they'd died of meningitis.

>>9495702
That's what he gets for having unprotected sex. Serves him right.

>>9495717
I don't think you know what meningitis is.

>>9495745
I don't think you know I'm fuggin your mom every night.

When I was young I was invited to pool birthday party. I brought a gift and everything. The kid hated my present and was very loud and verbose about how he disliked it. I ended up walking home sulking. The worst part was I had to walk back with my dad because I was suppose to call him before leaving.

I dropped a hanky in creek and it floated away.

;_;

>>9495788
What did you get him?

I don't have a saddest memory, these are more like events where I remember I was sad, but I feel antipathetic towards them. My most influential pseudo-sad memory was one when my friends were running away from me, but I couldn't catch them because I'm a slow runner. They kept laughing and running leaving me behind, since I had no hope to catch them.

Eventually it became the root of many of my mental problems.

>>9495794
A wolverine action figure. I was like 6.

>>9495804
damn dude that sounds cool as HELL
i would have played with that shit all week

>>9495804
That's what happens when you buy toys based on western media

You should have gotten him a 2hu fig, he would have sucked your cock for sure at that party ...

got lost walking home first time in summer by myself, nearly died of heat stroke.

yep. sad? no but it hurts to think about.

only to have the same shit happen when my dirtbike runs out of fuel in the middle of the outback and i had to walk home a couple miles in the sun.

i like being inside by the way.

Seeing my dad's face when he heard that his father had died.

>>9495825
Damn dude.

One of my sad memories is hearing my dad cry. Not for those same reasons, but it was just disturbing because I never seen or heard him cry up to that point in his life, ever. A really stern personality.

>>9495825
lel mfw

>>9495814
I would've got him the sanae love receptacle figure but 2hu didn't exist 20 years ago.

>>9495831
What the h*ck your old as HELL

>>9495825
damn...

Being betrayed by the people I thought were my friends.

I never should've trusted them, but I hope they die horribly.

>>9495920
I...I'll be your friend, Anonymous.

>>9495956
Why won't you be my friend...

Watching the vet euthanize my pet rat, and waiting for it to take effect while she died in my arms.

Pic related, my rat

>>9495840
>censor heck
>not HELL

>>9495999
h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-h-he's a very cute rat

I'll be your friend Patchouli!

>>9495989
I can be your friend!

>>9496005
It's a she but thank you anon

>pic is her with her sister on top of her

>>9496019
that's cute as HELL dude

>>9496029
rats aren't as bad as people think, once you get to know them

One time I posted a thread and there were no replies.

>>9495999
>>9496019
>>9496044
Yeah I've always though rats were pretty cute.
I've always felt bad when I've killed them with a stick...

>>9495367

Within same year:
> Would-be younger brother miscarried
> Parents divorced
> Mom gets cancer
> Cat dies
> Now I'm poor
> Oh, and now I have acne
> Oh, and it turns out I don't have any friends
> Fail 7th grade

If it wasn't for animu, I would have offed myself years ago.

>>9496053
Replying because I love you Alice!

>>9496072
It's truly sad because
without that image
nobody would have replied

I was sexually molested by a female babysitter when I was a child.

Then my parents moved. I never got to see her again ;_;

When my dad stole the 300 dollars I had saved to buy a new computer to buy alcohol...

>>9496044
>rats aren't as bad as people think

Nope, they're extremely intelligent and friendly. They learn tricks and will sit on your shoulder and they're really very tidy.

I'll never get one though because they have such a short lifespan and I wouldn't want to go through losing a best friend every three years...

So did cory's rat die?

My sister died during childbirth.
The baby was alright though.

Not the saddest memory but I remember this time I had a female friend and we both liked power rangers, but one day she decided that she didn't like them anymore, and she and her brother made fun of me for liking them until I cried.

>>9496179
holy HELL dude did anyone else get confused by this post

>>9496188
No. Learn English.

>>9496204
frig off n*rd

>>9496188
Let me try again.
My sister was giving birth.
Her heart couldn't take it and she passed away.
The doctors were still able to get the baby out of her.

>>9496225
There was nothing wrong with how you worded it the first time, anon is just retarded.

>>9496245
Stop bullying me you jerk.

>>9495825
When my mother told me my grandma had died she was pretty much breaking down crying before my eyes. Now that's totally not something she usually does, and it's not like i hate her or anything, but i pretty much didn't feel shit about it. Instead, i was watching the scene detachedly, awkwardly saying words i didn't really mean. Then at the funeral i was bored the whole time and at one point ended up fantasizing about making a hole in my grandma's coffin and fucking it. I think i'm pretty hopeless by now.
Well, other than that, i don't really have some specific sad memories to share since my memory is pretty shit to begin with. I do however sometimes think back on shit like the above, and the proceed to wonder what the fuck someone like me is even doing in this world.

>>9496259
>Then at the funeral i was bored the whole time and at one point ended up fantasizing about making a hole in my grandma's coffin and fucking it.

uhhhh...

>>9496259
Maybe you should see a therapist. I've seen one for all of my mental health issues, its nothing to be ashamed of.

>>9496309
How did your therapist help?
Was it expensive?

Being NTR'd by my suicidal-incestuous sister.

>>9496254
Now now anon, relax, I'll make you feel good in no time.

Here, just stick it. It feel reeeally good, you know?

>>9496323
It's nice just having someone to talk to, so yeah it helps. That and getting the right meds from a psychiatrist.

And I assume that there are ways to get financial assistance for seeing a therapist and psychiatrist if you need one but can't afford it/don't have medical insurance. I assume that hospital would have some information on that, if you talked to them.

>>9496337
Alright you got my attention. Explain.

I don't even know, there were lots, really, lots of soulcrushing and depressing moments in my life, but now i don't feel them like that, it's like i've been fixed, thank you Jesus.

>>9496355
Nothing much.
We went on a trip, alcohol got in, we fuged, we liked it sober-sex happened, closest thing I ever got to a gf...
Some days later her supposed "friend" joined, they kissed in the cab and they fuged as soon as we got into the hotel. I could hear the disgusting moans trough the walls, truly soul crushing. Doujins don't do justice to what I felt.

seeing my dad dead on the floor when i got back from school

also saw my grandma literally die in front of me a few laters, from cancer though

ive seen some shit anon

I just realized that I've never had a legit reason to be sad. I guess I've lived a pretty good life up until now.

But to answer OP's question, It was almost 3 years ago when my girlfriend of 4 years dumped me. I got over it within the month when I realized how awesome being alone was though.

Among the five people who were my close friends at high school, four screwed me up. Surprisingly, the "moron"/bully-magnet of the group was the only one to side with me. I haven't been able to make friends since I got out of high school.

>>9495544
My grandfather died in the holocaust too. He fell off a guard tower. RIP Gram-papa

When she walked away

one certain day in my elementary school i was 8.
i wanted to pee so bad and as a child i couldn't control myself .
i asked for go to the bathroom but my teacher refused it. That day we had poem expositions, when it was my turn i was really nervous. At the middle of my exposition I just let it be and i pee'd in front of the class. I got all wet and i was crying and really angry because even i asked for go that bitch just rejected it. After that she took me to the bathroom i dont remenber what exactly happens next

When I was in high school, my whole life was great. Great grades, loved by everyone, and full of friends and fun times with them. Then one day I was told by my parents that we had to move. It was a soul crushing experience.

I never was able to make any more after that.

I tried to get my friend into motorcycle riding with me, so I let him start out on an old Honda I bought for like $500 for him. After fucking around in a parking lot, we went cruising on some backroads. For some reason the front tire blew and he ran off the road and hit a speed limit sign at 35 mph and broke his leg. I called an ambulance immediately, but it still got infected. After 14 surgeries over 33 days, none of which he was awake, he died.

And that's the story of how I killed my only friend.

>>9496532
Please forgive yourself, anon.

>>9496532
Do you still ride? I'm sure his ghost tags along if you do.

>>9496477
Well, I'm certainly not going to be your friend if you can't even make them outside of the internet!

>>9496582
I do to go shopping and stuff, but I don't feel the old joy of riding that I used to, so I don't go for fun.

>>9496503
>After that she took me to the bathroom i dont remenber what exactly happens next

Oh, mind of mine.

My best friend died in November.

I didn't find out until January, after I had missed his funeral. No one ever told me and I regret not being there every day. I regret not knowing in time to say good bye.

>>9496626
People are dicks man. Don't blame yourself.

Maybe the day I was diagnosed with manic depression, or the day I had to stop my father from murdering my mom, or when he tried to beat the shit out of me and I had to run from home, or the day I almost choked him to death. Needless to say, I haven't heard of him anymore.
I don't think I've lived a happy life, /jp/.

>>9496503
She was a young teacher in her prime. She was 23. She took you to the closet and begged for forgiveness for not letting you use the restroom when you asked and said she would giver her body to you as an apology.

You had sex while she cried saying I'm sorry I'm sorry please forgive me.
That's what should have happened


What a lewd whore

I always feel like people are making stuff up about people close to them dying. I always wonder why nobody dies around me. Regardless, I feel like a damaged person.

>>9496405
God does it feel bad to open oneself and be ignored, even trough the internet...

>>9496688
I read your post when you first put it up anon. There's always somebody reading what you have to say. It's just that most of the time, there's nothing to say. Solemn connection.

>>9496688
I read your post and decided not to reply because you are a fuggen homo

>>9496637

I just feel I should have been more attentive. I only found out because I was just bored on Facebook one day and decided to check up and see how he was doing.

Suddenly, I see his wall is flooded with I miss yous and tributes and I just didn't know what to do with myself. I felt so much at once, you know? I started crying and I just didn't know what to do.

This was the only person who hung out with me during high school, the only guy who I could have really called my friend. He was always honest with me and told me about the bromance we had going and we'd talk about the games and anime we liked and was just a guy I didn't have a problem with.

I just feel like I've been a terrible friend, that I could have done more. I know I shouldn't blame myself, but it's so hard not to when this person meant so much to me.

>>9496692
Typical normalfaggoty faglit behaviour to expect that everything gets replied to, immediately.

>>9496692
Maybe when you're speaking with someone in person that "silence" gets the "Solemnity" but you can't get the same effect on the internet, think of why irony (if not exaggerated) doesn't wok here.
I don't participate in this threads much so I don't really know...

My mother was in the hospital. It was my 7th birthday. I blame her for not being able to have a "good" birthday with party and shit. I'm truly sorry for that, I was being a moron. Mom, I love you.

>>9496772
Go tell her that, not us.

>>9496714
I'm in a similar situation, my only friend is going far away in a few days and I don't really know how to express myself and don't even know if I behave as friend.

Sorry for your loss, I can't rally say that I know your feelings.

>>9495543
holy fuckwaffles. are you me?

down to the exact behaviour!

So many normals in this thread. Friends? People that actually care about you? Make yourself taller out of /jp/.

>>9496808

I bet that's tough, man. Hopefully, you can make the best of your goodbyes. You can still be friends through the internet I bet! Just tell them how much you'll miss them and that hopefully you can see each other again some day! Just be honest and I'm sure he'll miss you too!

Don't worry, Anon, I believe in the power of your friendship! You can do it!

I was sucking a dick once and it was taken away from me.

le feels when le sad memory

These past few weeks.
My friend - my only friend - who used to live far away from me just moved to the same town as me, for college. We've met twice but apparently everyone in college loves him and he's made a lot of friends, and is close to getting a girlfriend.

He was the only person who'd talk to me besides anon.
I miss him.

My whole life has been shitty so it's not as if I could discern what's worse.

>>9496841
Anon is the only friend you need. Your lack of openness is your own limitation.

Granted, /jp/ is not the same homely place it was four years ago, so I can understand the need for something better.

>>9496832
I feel you bro.
You grow way too dependent to the the dick.
Don't make me cry.. all those memories.

>>9496841
I think he asked /jp/

>>9496852
And what's normalfag about me having a single friend?

le feel when my le gf le left me
*le NTR face*

An internet friend I greatly cared for one day finally got sick of most of the people in our little group and left. I haven't spoken with any of them in months and I don't know how to feel about it anymore.

Other than that my life is pretty boring.

I used to have a pet cat, real tough one. Fight off full grown dogs and all sorts of stuff. We moved, and my family stopped letting her go outside. I thought they were being stubborn, because I was the only one who really liked her, and I let her out. One day she does not come back. I find her days later and take her in, and she dies on my floor, from a few measly bugs. I cried that night, the last time I would. I assaulted my brother a day or two later because he was crying in my room about it, and he never liked her. I still wonder why I was sad because I have done much ``worse'' things. I miss her anyway.

>>9496863
1,100 same shit. Don't mind me I'm drunk

>>9496829
Oh I'm sure I'll miss him. And I'm sure the feeling is implicit and that is just it, I can't really say it because it way too obvious. B-but I'll try my best!

>>9496853
/jp/ can be very mean sometimes, so having someone non-anon was good sometimes.
But
>Anon is the only friend you need.
That's why I love you guys.

>>9496885
No it's not.
But that's fine because so am I. Alcohol and anon are my friends, the only ones I need.

>>9496885
Anons don't search and crave friends friends like normies do.
For what I've read in these threads these friends
turn from their normie life and pay some attention to that lonely guy... Those are rare and are worth a talk.
So plz don't bully.

LOL so many sad nerds in this thread you wish you were alpha as me.

sad bump

When my family brought in our ailing dog to the vet after he had started experiencing seizures and learning that he had a brain tumor and was going to die

Well not really sad but my city was under siege for about 4 years almost got shot in the head by a sniper during the early phases of the siege. I mostly spent my time in a fucking bathtub with my family...

>>9496019
>>9496003
>>9496071
who's the person these nerds ru quoting?

>>9495793
Ohohohae
>>9496117
Was she hot, or were you just blinded by sexual pleasure and think she was hot?

Did you touch her Vajayjay?
So many questions.

Did my fan fiction >>9496669 of >>9496503 's story ever happen to anyone? Or did that happen to you >>9496503
Was it a suppressed memory and that's why you can't remember what happened next?

The time this happened. I couldn't sleep for days afterward.

I don't feel emotion, because my soul is black and dead.

btw im a girl