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I got over it
The things I've fapped to would make grown men weep

I only feel disgusted if for some reason I masturbated to something that is western or 3D.

I don't know why, I'm not really a weeaboo. There's just something about western drawings or 3D porn that makes my skin crawl, but when I'm in a lewd state of mind I'm not as picky.

I feel disgust with the people on screen.

>>9390168

>the people on screen.
>people

I have moments of clarity after an orgasm. Everyone of my major life decisions have happened as a result of an orgasm.

Several years ago I had an orgasm and I instantly realized that I just don't like socializing. Up until that point I had always assumed that I was shy or anxious and that I really desired socialization or a relationship, but in that moment of clarity I realized that I just don't and my anxiety was the result of trying to force myself into a life I never wanted.

I have moments of clarity like this all the time after masturbating. I realize what my favorite hobbies are, what is the best use of my time, I organize entire schedules for how to spend the day in the most enjoyable way possible.

I feel like that too. That's why I stopped fapping all together. It feels pretty good actually.

>>9390173
I'm the same way. It's like somehow 3D porn, and especially Western 3D porn feels way more lewd than 2D.

>feel disgusted with myself, I close everything, and I feel like a monster.

What? Why? I dont get it. I never felt like that. How could someone possibly ever feel like that. That is stupid.

>>9390233

>It's like somehow 3D porn, and especially Western 3D porn feels way more lewd than 2D.

I think it's because you're either watching people putting on an act as they fake emotions while doing something that they hate or they're an incredibly lewd exhibitionist who enjoys the thought of millions of people watching them have sex and that's pretty disgusting on its own. Either way 3D porn will always have a hint of disgust because the people in the videos are either unhappy or nymphomaniacs.

2D is different. There's a story, the characters have a genuine emotional connection, and they aren't two people who get off on the idea of being recorded by a video camera while they do intimate things.

>>9390161

>>9390161
The only time I feel guilty is when I find out I fapped to the waifu of someone I'm friends with.

That feels dirty as HELL.

>>9390339

>>9390341

Saved

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>>9390353

>>9390380

I sometime get a guilty like feeling in my stomach, but that always goes away after I finish the fap.

Do you ever feel guilty when you run the human instrumentality project?

During the act I think a lot of things are attractive and I pull up a variety of tabs on HowToRessurectYourDeadWifeAndStickYourHandInHerBoob.com with all sorts of lewd things, but then when I initiate the Third Impact I immediately feel disgusted with myself, I kill everything, and I feel like a monster.

>>9390392

ITT: The effects of Internalized Societal Puritanical Fundamentalism on Sexual Psychology

>>9390206
Cool. I have that during the orgasm and maybe 20 seconds after the orgasm.

>Do you ever feel guilty when you touch yourself?

Normally no but if I masturbate to a few things, like touhou and rozen maiden, I do. Which is irritating because touhou porn usually covers all my fetishes.

I have a lengthy moment of agony blast through my skull that lasts for a few hours. I do not like to fap.

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>>9390420
COOL! GO DIE OF YOUR MIGRAINES HEART BRAIN PROBLEMS

FAGET

Should I feel bad fapping to loli sometimes? Not into kids of anything.

>>9390446
No.

>>9390429
Suck my cock, dude.

>>9390446
shut the fuck up

>>9390453

Why so mad?

>>9390165
I'm pretty sure you don't fap to anything that shocking.

>>9390446
>not into kids
You'll see.

Eh, I used to feel quilty, but got over it. Nowadays if I try anything more lewd with myself, such as dildos or cumming in my own mouth, instead of "quilt" I feel more like "Hmmm, why the fuck did I do this again? This is an ass to clean up."

>>9390648

i like quilts

>>9390929
So do I. I still have this one my mom knitted for me when I was very young.