/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Everyday.

Every day

I make a new plan every day.

when i feel worthess

Every day.

sometimes when mum doesnt come home on time and i think she died

Every minute.

Everyday, but it's not like I want to kill myself. It's only, what would happen if I die, how is the feeling of beeing dead and so on..

I know exactly how I'll do it and what series of events will set me down that path. Once the flags are raised, it's pretty much a done deal.

Whenever I think about school/dentist

When you commit suicide everyone you hate wins.

>>9310852
you know the feeling from before you were born?
its kinda like that

>>9310868
Same here. Once my mother dies, the only thing that stops me from killing myself is gone.
Because if I killed myself now, she'd die. I'd rather not do that to her.

>>9310881
Same here

Everynight before I fall asleep. Too much of a pussy to pull through though.

>>9310848
>mum
stop posting

Never.

I'm the complete opposite. I want to continue this worthless life forever. I want to consume every form of entertainment. I want to play every game, I want to watch every anime, I want to read every book, I want to see new and exciting things without ever leaving my house.

I simply could not forgive myself if I died before immortality was obtained.

>>9310826
btw, im a girl

> be in africa
> have nothing to eat
> no clean water, only shit
> father beats mother everyday, then dies of malaria
> mother works like crazy to get something to eat for my 6 other siblings.
> imutos get constantly raped
> have to make bricks 18 hours a day to be alive
> no friends, everybody hates me, mother constantly says to me, to get a proper job at the rebel camp
> mfw I don't want to die

>>9310917

the suffering in africa is a cliche

>>9310917
How is barely sentient animal comparable to a human being?

Occasionally

>Brazilian
>even jp hates me because of some retarded tripfag
>still don't care about suicide lol but do hate my life
>lemon key face.jpg

tg;dr

>>9310917
You're living in a society where that is the norm. You fit in to society. Not fitting into society in a country where fitting in is almost the goal can be more mentally tasking than that. You need to see things relatively and stop comparing things that don't need to be compared.

>>9310929
Because you live there, am i right?
Im pretty content with my life, but when i see the others who don't have anything to eat, it's really frustrating

>>9310935
Afrobro here, that insult was unnecessary.

>>9310917
Why wouldn't he have friends though? The only thing you can do is play soccer so you will be fitting in.

>>9310944

oh shut your shit
to them that lifestyle is normal

just cause america lives fat doesnt meant everyone else has to

>>9310917
Tell me more man
_____

Gender dysphoria person here from yesterday

>>9310917
People in developing countries are unhappy because of all the physical pressures of living in a developing country.

People in developed worlds are unhappy because of the social pressures of living in a developed country.

That's how I see it.

Guys, I JUST learned to be happy. Literally like 40 seconds ago. Just lie down in your bed perfectly flat, arms at your sides while staring at the ceiling. Just let out a YEEEEEEE with a smile and wiggle around a but.

>>9310975
By physical pressures I mean stuff like finding food, avoiding sickness and hard living conditions.

By social pressures I mean things having to do with lifestyle.

>>9310986
OFGWTFBBQ
IT WORKS

Fitting in is important for mental well-being. If you don't fit in at all, it is perfectly justified to say that you have "real" problems. It doesn't have to be more complicated than that.

>>9310975
Nah
I'm sure PLENTY of people in those poor countries are happy
maybe not with their careers/living environments/etc but they're happy with themselves
otherwise the poorest shittiest nations would have the highest suicide rates

>>9310965
> be in africa
> have nothing to eat
> no clean water, only shit
> father beats mother everyday, then dies of malaria
> mother works like crazy to get something to eat for my 6 other siblings.
> imutos get constantly raped
> have to make bricks 18 hours a day to be alive
> trans and ugly, hate my body
> no friends, everybody hates me, mother constantly says to me, to get a proper job at the rebel camp
> mfw I don't want to die
FTFY

>>9310945
How? You're already trained so its okay, it doesn't take much.

http://youtu.be/CJkWS4t4l0k

Guys, I JUST limped to be hippy. Literally like 40 eons ago. Just lick down in your bike perfectly flat, charms at your sides while stiring at the ceiling. Just list out a YEEEEEEE wink a smack and higgle-piggle around a but.

>>9311013
Same.

>>9310917
>>9310946
>>9311003

Stop that.

There sure is a bunch of

>My problems are worse than yours you pussy

In this thread

(I don't care who I'm quoting)

>>9310946
It's only /v/ that hates BRs really.

I'm Scottish, and everyone online seems to love Scots for some reason. Feels nice man

>>9311031
You guys are a nice novelty

>>9311031
tfw everybody hates germans ^^

>>9311029
Funny since it doesn't matter how bad your problems are, but how you feel about them that factors into self termination.

>>9311021
why? doesn't their suffering make you less depressed?

>>9311073
btw, I'm a BRRRR

>>9311079
Are you a cute little BR boy prostitute?

>>9311085
Ugly hairy titty monster. B-but you can take my body if you want, aniki.
Falando sério e sem ironia, huehua

Yes! A lot. Most of my day I think about methods and having very nice good bye thread with a lot of replies and what will I be doing before leaving to Gensokyo. Sometimes I worry that it won't work again but it's too sad to think about that. I hope I will do it soon and everything will be great!

>>9310917
>Caring about subhuman monkeys.

lel

Quoting you're mum.

WHAT'S WRONG JAYPEE

WHAT'S WRONG NERDS

I THOUGHT YOU WERE SO HAPPY AND PROUD TO LIVE A NEET LIFE

I THOUGHT YOU LOOKED DOWN ON PEOPLE WHO HATE BEING A NETT

FUK U

FUKING

FAG

NERDS

>>9311742
Please use your inside voice

I plan to crush my neck by propping up the mattress/boxspring over my bedframe, putting my neck under it, then letting them drop, crushing my throat (it only takes two pounds of pressure to do that). It'd kill me for sure, but the pain of having my throat crushed is just too damn terrifying. I'd live in that state for several minutes, likely, unless there's enough weight to block my arteries. Which there might not be.

>>9311945
That's pretty brutal.

>>9311945
It's really creative method, but I think it's really possible that it will fail and it sounds like scary method from horror story.

>>9311984
I'm alone for several hours during the day, so failure is extremely unlikely. But yeah, I don't think I'm ever doing that.

>>9311742
neo-/jp/

>>9311998
I would be worried that spring won't hit deadly spot and it would damage something that won't kill you.

>>9312040
No, the metal bedframe has a narrow railing that will focus the pressure. And the throat is a big, fragile organ, there's no one "deadly spot".

why not live a happy normal life like the characters in your chinesse cartoons?

>>9312048
It's kind of like this.

>>9312061
>chinesse cartoons
Who has been forcing this shit? This is not funny at all. China and japan have nothing in similarity. China steals everything while japan makes original content. Fuck you, I don't know if it's just one guy or there is a legion of you.

>>9312074
...I don't even know who's trolling who anymore.

>>9312061
1.cause the chinese cartoons are for chinese people
2.The real reason is just people want some attention and its easy to get it if you make such thread.No 1 will actually do a suicide , they just talk about it and that's it.
3.you have to always listen to this song if you are reading a suicide thread

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oCSdLtNZbaA

>>9312062
I understand! Now it's more plausible, but it sounds very violent.

>>9311945
Wire rope with carabiners, a bridge with a sturdy railing and a four meter drop. It should be as instant as it gets.

>>9312095

>>9312118
thank you m8
your photo goes into my Shida Mirai reactions folder
also now I did remember about this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acvUwMilvlA

>>9312095
y do u even cum 2 jaypee gaylord

A lot of times, when I lie in bed, I think of how convenient it would be if I just didn't wake up the next morning. I'm not even depressed, just slightly annoyed by life in general I guess.

Favorite suicide method would be freezing to death in a lake in winter. Haven't put too much thought into it, though.

>>9312109
Not bedframe anon but that sounds like a good idea. I live near a bridge too and I have those two items as well already.

>>9312134
ok narcissu

>>9312133
Because he obviously loves shitposting. Dude loved spamming when he first started posting with those asian girls pic. Now he is a sudden expert on what goes on /jp/. You know how some people just like to be different for the sake of it? Like living the opposite lifestyle of the majority of the posters here and browsing it to boost your self-confidence.

>>9312137
>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acvUwMilvlA

>>9312162
0/10

Would gave you maybe a few points if you wouldn't spam the same thing always.

also here 1 more nice song , so you cam down your autistic brain
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kKNVhISMU3U


dam this songs makes me so dam happy

>>9312137
currently watching 14 sai no hana and this show is so rageworthy. i never thought i would hate a character shida mirai would play.

>>9312139
Haven't read it.

>>9312186
I didn't watch so long a drama.

I did just read the info about sai no hana

"Shida Mirai, the young actress of Jyoou no Kyoushitsu fame, plays an average junior high school student who becomes pregnant with her lover's child. The drama will show her gradually maturing as the circumstances around her change."

>source-http://wiki.d-addicts.com/14_Sai_no_Haha

It seems interesting for me.Will have to download the first few episodes before going sleep.

>>9312182
Right man, only one guy here hates you, no different posters at all because you are such a quality poster.
http://fuuka.warosu.org/jp/image/NT4iM4cF9qy4PaLRsJ_JmQ

/jp/ - Emo Culture

>>9310819
Every single day. My McJob is killing me slowly inside. I guess at least my work place has many ways that I could end my life fairly quickly and have it just look like a 'workplace accident'.

Everyday (guy), but I'm too much of a pussy to do it too. I cut almost everyday, stopped for a bit but now im back to it again (i don't cut deep enough or enough to die), just enough to feel pain and bleed some