/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I have an elaborate fantasy setting I have imaginary adventures in. Some are completely conscious, others are while I'm dreaming.

Eh,a lot of stuff

about how much it sucks that i have to wake up in 2 hours

Does anyone start dreaming before they go to sleep? Last night that happened to me for three hours before I finally fell asleep. Happened the night before too.

If I am not tired enough to fall asleep instantly, I do some other things until I am

"Why am i such a huge faggot"

Suicide.

I think about you op

I think about the dream I had the night before. Whenever I do that and put a pillow on my feet, there's pretty much a guarantee that I'll have long dreams that I won't forget. Most of my dreams are nightmares, but it's better than having no dreams in my memory at all.

"Tomorrow... Tomorrow will be better."

>>9289984
I sometimes still dream after I wake up
sometimes it takes hours before I am fully awake
back in high-school I had to get up 1-2 hours before school and even then I was still unconscious and deranged during the first classes

I make a resume of what happened to me in that day and then I proceed to fantasize.

"Why the hell can't I fall asleep"

I fantasize about being a little girl who is thrown into difficult situations. Lately I've been imagining myself in a fantastical greco-roman world (the previous one was steampunkish) My village is raided, everyone is killed and I'm sold as a slave. I end up working in a trireme (?) not sure where to take it from there.

>>9289996
I used to this everyday. Now I just think about 2d girls and hope to have a lucid dream; which I've never fucking had.
>tfw you will never meet your waifu. Not even in the realm of dreams.

I don't think about anything.
If I do happen to get for whatever reasons to the subjects of the future, death, the state of my life or similar haunting topics, I won't get any sleep, so I try to avoid them.

To keep my mind occupied I play Zelda:OoT from start to finish in my head, every single step from the start screen music to the movements through the world. I usually fall asleep before I enter the Deku-Tree.
I actually told this as a sleep trick to some relatives: Thinking nothing is hard, so think of your favourite movie/game/book/whatever, something you could quite literally recite in your sleep to keep your mind busy while not actually too busy to sleep.

>>9290009
I don't say this to anyone very often, but I really don't like you. The earliest memory I have of you is posting pictures dealing with summer in response to any posts that threatened or attacked you. You completely avoided any kind of discussion on the subject and relied on memes and buzzwords instead of being open to change or any type of understanding. Ever since then all you've ever posted is shit.

I think about the charming and beautiful young lady in OP's image.

No, seriously. I do. ;_;

I've gotten to the point of where I've been through so much pain that my mind has become numb. I don't think about anything, like meditation. I think my antipsychotic and antidepressants help with that too. A side effect is sedation. I also drink beer on occasion (there's always an occasion) and that helps me to pass out quick too. The best thing is falling to sleep next to a 3dpd.

>>9289979
I know exactly how you feel.

I tell myself that I'm a good person

>>9290055
it's the pills, pain sharpens

>>9290039
>I don't say this to anyone very often, but I really don't like you. The earliest memory I have of you is posting pictures dealing with summer in response to any posts that threatened or attacked you. You completely avoided any kind of discussion on the subject and relied on memes and buzzwords instead of being open to change or any type of understanding. Ever since then all you've ever posted is shit.

Sorry, man. I gotta say, I've read your post and you've really set the bar way up there in terms of quality.

Negative thoughts.

>>9290085
Cool anime screencap.

>>9290085
nobody cares about quality, idiot
:) :)
baka :) :)

>>9290039
not everyone can be a bitter, spiteful faggot for no good reason. lord knows we really need more of them around.

>>9290085
You could have at least posted a screenshot from the novel.

>>9290069

I'm so greatful to have good meds that work. Before, the emotions got too intense as my life was and still is in a state of disrepair. Pills defenitely hel9ed with that. I don't feel the need to kill myself every night.

>>9289977
That I failed my life and that at most in a couple of years, I will die from starvation in the street.

>>9290111
All he has is macros and anime screencaps. That's all he ever posts.

>>9290126
A quick glance at the archive can prove you wrong, though. Did you have some kind of problem with my message of hope?

I've defended myself against people like you a million times. The difference is you retreat into anonymity so there's no accounting for what you've contributed to this board.

I can, however, judge your post quality based on your actions in this thread, which is nothing but wildly negative assertions and flaming.

To me, that's the worst kind of shitposting. Look what you've done to this thread. Shame on you.

>>9290126
>posted a screenshot from the novel.
>Most individuals with autism have difficulty understanding abstract language, sarcasm, and metaphor. Individuals with autism may also take language literally.

your're fucking retarded

I used to fantasy about having someone that loves me, and after a 3DPD exgf fucking my life I don't even have the fantasy anymore

>>9290294
What's the greentext for?

WHITE N NERDY I OTACOOOL XDDD
NHK I TRUNEET HIKKI xDDDDDD

I usually don't think about anything because I usually fall asleep as soon as I hit the pillow.

I just think about how tired I am so that I fall asleep quickly.

how could this happen to me

>>9291133
I envy you so much, I must stay 25-35h awake before going to sleep because I just can't bear my thoughts

>>9291126
>ALL of /jp/ nowadays taking away the sense of irony.