/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Aww. XD

But /jp/ friends kick ass, man. It's like what's the point of real friends when you got us? you can't even talk about twisted fetishes with real friends.

>>9226526

>Online friends.

I don't even have those. Anonymous is enough for me.

Play Katawa Shoujo and realize that you are fully capable of deep emotional attachment.

Then realize that you've been devoid of such emotional depth your whole life, and fall into further depression.

Then realize that such deep emotions can't be reserved for the digital world alone, and that such genuine feelings of love and happiness are possible in the real world if you keep an open mind and take opportunities as they come.

Or, call me a faggot for daring to ever mention babby's first VN and then post about doubles, I guess.

I'll be your fake friend.

Maybe it's time to work on that depression rather than ending everything for such a paltry reason as "loneliness".

Seriously, not everyone is worthless. Everyone has something to offer. You just think you don't because you're autismic.

>>9226568

>play katawa shoujo
>play
>katawa shoujo
>babbys first VN
>first VN
>DARING to ever mention
I think you can see what went wrong from the greentext.

I can't even talk to people about this stuff because they don't understand it. They just think i'm gay or whatever.

>>9226568
OP here. I don't know about KS, but some VNs make me feel lonelier because yes, I haven't had friends in a long time.

>>9226557
My online friends are from /jp/.
Sorry, I'm not trying to blog. I was hoping we could talk about what it is like to be lonely. For me I often look into the woods outside my house and imagine some creature lives there that is afraid of scaring humans, but needs friends like I do.

I think I might be getting crazy since I have no one to talk to.

I forgot how to talk.

>>9226526
That's a terrible reason to "end it"
>>9226568
Go to v until you read good vms

>>9226582
It isn't depression. And if it is, what can I do? Take happy pills until I'm normal?

All I want is a real friend who likes me for a reason besides "I'm lonely and he is there".

>>9226593
do you play videogames OP?
maybe we could play videogames

>>9226614
I only play single player games. Even in MMOs I can't form parties because I'm no good at the game and get too worried about my own skill to risk meeting anyone.

you probably have a mental illness
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder

>>9226591

Well... are you gay?

>>9226591
OP here, I made the thread so people could talk. I'm not gonna call you gay for contributing to my thread..

>>9226621

Come on you could of at least helped the newbies. I was never good at interacting in guilds and stayed quiet but because I ended up helping lowbies I found friends who helped me level and we eventually formed our own ganking guild just for the hell of it. Unfortunately things got stale and the guild leader left, then I left then everything crashed and burned etc...

But I continued to help people, even if all they cared about was mooching off free powerleveling at first. I think the key to making friends is you have to be useful in some way.

/r9k/ I realized something.
Maybe all of you already have thought of this, and I'm just getting there behind the rest of you, but..

I'm lonely. I'm not cut out for people at all. Even my online friends only exist because they too are lonely and have no one to talk to. They don't like me, they only like that I show an interest in them that other people don't.

It isn't right to live like this. Not everyone is lonely. Some people seem to form genuine bonds with others, lots of others, getting married, have kids, etc.

But even if someone married me, they couldn't love me. No one can because of who I am. I'm sure a lot of us here are like this. All of us are lonely people who can't find friendship because the only people we understand are too lonely to form real friendships as well.

Maybe it is time to end it.

>>9226653
???

OP already said that!

.>>9226653

Okay. I get it. Sorry. This was never intended as a blog, I just wanted to know if someone else felt this way.

>>9226568
Sorry.
I am not friend with KSfag.
Please get out and go the fuck back to >>>/vg/.

>>9226673

quoting from the post above yours,
>/r9k/ I realized something.
>/r9k/
>>/r9k/
He thinks this belongs in /r9k/.
Normally I wouldn't spoonfeed you like this, but I like to help out other autismlords from time to time. I know that feel of not understanding what people are talking about sometimes.

>>9226608
No you don't need no happy pills. Everyone goes down this road at least once in their lives.

Are you a NEET? You probably just need things to do rather than just "friends" if so.

The feeling will pass, OP you fucking shithead blogger. That's how this thing works. Have you just been ``TRUNEET XD'' all weekend or what, fuck?

Go make like a peel and banana your way out of /jp/.

>>9226568
Wrong.

People like us should just stay in our rooms. We are too awkward for social contact, as we only make normals feel uneasy around us. I've realized this a long time ago.

>>9226699
I can't leave. This is the last place I feel safe on earth. Without you guys I have no one at all.

>>9226691
What would you suggest? I'm afraid of crowds and even ordering food at a fast food place is quite hard for me.

>>9226719
Chances are you have a GED.

>>9226726
Anyone who has more education than a GED does not belong here.

>>9226734

Guess I'll have to turn in my /jp/ license soon

Should I scream I love jp into vocaroo some more to cheer you up?

>>9226754
please

oh well, blog/ronery thread but you guys always give 100 replies to this kind of thread, so some of you must actually enjoy these. just hide it if you don't like it.

>>9226568
>KS
Stopped reading.

>>>/vg/8123519

I'd offer to exchange email addresses with you, but

>Even my online friends only exist because they too are lonely and have no one to talk to. They don't like me, they only like that I show an interest in them that other people don't.

It sounds like you wouldn't actually trust me.

>>9226526
I don't understand the reason you think so poorly of yourself, man. You think there's something wrong with you because you're lonely? No one can love you because you're lonely?

I don't know how lovable you are or aren't, but the simple fact of your loneliness doesn't influence your potential for love or to be loved.

It just sounds like you're in a rut and don't have the support system to talk you out of it. The good thing is you don't really need one to snap out of this.

Ask yourself why you think you're lonely? Do you intentionally hurt people? Are you sadistic? Are you driven by a desire to commit evil acts?

Probably not, right? Nah, dude. You're just a lonely weeb like the rest of us. If you're truly unhappy that way, there are things you can do to change your situation.

I'm in the same position. I don't know what to do. We're going to die alone.

>>9226719
>What would you suggest? I'm afraid of crowds and even ordering food at a fast food place is quite hard for me.

Learn Japanese, Learn to program, make a tulpa.

Just anything productive would do.

>>9226810
/a/ is for anime and manga discussion, silly.

>SO RONERY
>>>/a/
>>>/soc/
>>>/r9k/

You need to love your first before any other one.

That's really what you're living for? To create bonds with others?

You need to live, not thinking about life. Life, before anything else, is a Trial&Error game, go play it and learn the best you can.

He's an otaku so even if he's blogging it's still otaku culture

Check and mate, normalfags

>>9226526

You're only /jp/ if you're schizoid, no loneliness allowed

>>9226850

you're only on /jp/ if you obsessively try to define /jp/ norms so as to exclude those you dislike

Funny you should say that, OP. I feel exactly the same way. For some reason, I've withdrawn more and more from all the friends I used to have. I've known lots of people that liked me a lot, but I just didn't make any effort to keep in touch with them, because I didn't give a shit.

And yet, I'm lonely. But for some reason, knowing, talking with those people - it didn't make me LESS lonely. It was just bothersome. I never connected with them, never really bridged that gap - always, there was some distance.

Shit, that picture you used for the OP? One of my favorites.

Whoever we're looking for... whoever we need, we fit with... we just don't know how to find them.

>>9226700
This is the one thing about social interaction that keeps me going. I genuinely sort-of enjoy making people feel uncomfortable. One of my friends said that if he was ever in a position where he was an employer, he would hire me to make other employees feel uneasy.

I'll be waiting for the day I won't be a useless piece of shit all day.

>>9226805

>>Learn Japanese

I'm a reader of the language more than a speaker. Wouldn't hurt to learn more Kanji and the language's nuances.

>>Learn to program

Tried. Only thing I know that's actually worthwhile is making webpages.


>>make a tulpa.

EXPLAIN THIS TO ME YOU FUGGING TOSSER

>>9226890
Have you tried a night club?

Don't kid yourselves, people who seem to have bonded with another are only acting so because they want to avoid being lonely. True bonds like you see in movies/anime/VNs and the such are not real and never will be.

>>9226897
http://tulpa.info/guides/

>>9226897
Accept that the only friend you ever will have is yourself. Spend weeks and months imagining another person inside your head. Do it until they start to talk back.

Kinda like a conscious decision to be a little insane, a little schizophrenic. But not really.

>>9226893
Hey, you know a real friend would never say something like that, right? You also know he's not going to actually do that?

That feel when people try to befriend you, but you're not interested because you're perfectly fine with having no friends.

Losers.

>>9226928
btw I'm a girl

>>9226928
Someone get this guy a sheathe, because he's edgy as fuck.

who needs friends?
i have /jp/

>>9226930
im a girl 2

a girl gamer

yea i know surprising right

>>9226930
is this the new "disregard that I suck cocks"?
Interesting. I'll watch from the sidelines just how this pans out.

>>9226893
Congratulations, you are an authentic dickhead.

>>9226948

I haven't seen that since /b/ circa 2007

>>9226939
I never knew that Nasu ripped off N.H.K

>>9226700
This.

Normals find us creepy and weird.

Just find other quirky lonely people and stick with them. I don't go out much, so they tend to be internet friends for me, but we're just as bonded as friends in VNs and manga. I feel disgusted by 3D "friends," though.

>>9227032
Fuck no, they're the worst. Ironically normals have a higher potential to be a better friend. I'd never want to be my own friend. I hate me.

>>9227044
I suppose you need to have a high tolerance for weird stuff, then. Personally, I either don't care or I'm very interested in odd balls as long as they aren't so due to simply being retarded or something.

It's great having friends that you can debate about anything with without worrying about hurting their feelings since you'll be back to talking normally the next day like nothing happened.

>that feel when your little brother, who is 15, had lost his virginity to a neat 8/10 and has had a couple of girlfriends over these years
>that feel when you're a 26 year old kissless, hugless animu fan, virgin basement dweller
>THAT SOULGANGRAPING FEEL WHEN HE TALKS TO YOU IN A CONDESCENDING WAY WHENEVER "SEX" BECOMES A SUBJECT DURING A CONVERSATION

"someday, when you finally lose it, you'll understand big bro hahaha"

feelshorribleman.jpg

>>9227072
Please don't abuse quotations.

>>9227072
fence: your life
cat: you

>>9227072
Getting laid is easy. Just be attractive.

I'm sure if your otouto could do it so could you.

>>9227072
fuck your brother in the ass

make him eat his words (and your semen)

>>9227072
Your ototo is a jerk. You should beat him up.

>>9227072
What the fuck are you crying about? In four years you can show him who's boss for good.

>>9227072

Heh, my youngest brother is 15 and hes the one who got me into the gateway shit. I dont think hes interested in a girlfriend though.

>>9227085
even easier way to get laid: be rich.

>>9227072
Just kick his ass. Being a virgin is one thing, but being beat up by a 26 year old kissless, hugless animu fan, virgin basement dweller is something you can rub in his face forever

>>9227072

DON'T YOU PUT UP WITH THAT SHIT.

Some day, come home with a rented movie. A slasher film, or a SAW flick, something horrible. Something heinous. During every gruesome part, smile, or even snigger, like it's a bad comedy or hopelessly amateur, something you rented just to laugh at. At some point, mock the writer's anatomical knowledge, "bones don't snap like that, they splinter first, jesus, who writes this shit?"

And when your brother finally asks you the inevitable question, just shut up.

Shut up. Let your mouth clap shut with an audible click.

Tighten your mouth a bit, as if uncertain. Swivel your head to look at him, eyes squinched, as if thinking very, very carefully.

And then smile. Slowly, let that smile spread across your face.

"Well, someday, when you finally lose it, you'll understand too, little brother!"

And then laugh like a fucking madman. Practice this laugh, in the dark, alone, for days on end, so when you finally have to uncork it, it comes naturally and excellently.

See what the little fuck has to say then.

Just popping in the thread to say that marriage is fucking garbage. Have a nice day.

>>9227108
even easier way to get laid: pretend to be rich

blow all your money on her and leave not a cent to your name

>>9227112
edgy

like a sawblade xD

>>9227072
Rape him, force him to crossdress and cuk him in front of his girlfrien, fuck him in public, post videos online of him getting fucked.

>>9227112
His brother would just tell him to shut the fuck up at the very first sentence. I would tell him to shut the fuck up. Nobody fucking talks during a movie if I'm around watching it.

>>9227072
Wear his clothes and go on a date with his girlfriend.

Holy shit the posts replying to >>9227072 are completely fucking seriously.

Looks like shitposter-kun hit the right button on the lonely r9kers.

>>9227149
I can't delete and repost, but you can see the typo.

>>9227132

You know what happens when people tell me to shut the fuck up?

I punch their fucking lights out.

True story.

>>9227169
Shut the fuck up.

>>9227149

but they're not on /r9k/, they're on /jp/! you're inaccurate. I doubt I should believe anything you have to say.

>>9227112
Alright, seriously?
I....I can't take it easy like this.
/r9k/ pls leave
>>>/r9k/

>>9227176

YOU ARE NOW BLIND

TURN OFF THE LIGHTS

If you are fat, at least you are cute and someone would love to be with you. Thinkg about that.

>>9227250
Step off loser

>>9227264

My mother says I look like a holocaust survivor.

>>9227250

>>9227279

NIEN

>>9226526
>It isn't right to live like this.

Why not? Who is holding a gun to your head and telling you the way you're living is wrong? The only reason you feel that way is because you see others who aren't lonely, and you feel inadequate. But that doesn't make you wrong or a bad person.

The only problem you have is coping with loneliness and honestly I there isn't a quick fix to that. Personally, I've been a loner my whole life so I've accepted it and found comfort in it. Whether you accept it or change who you are is the only thing that will free you from how you feel.

>>9227352
thank you; I spent time on that.

>>9227340

Entire thread was worth it for that macro

>>9227294
She doesn't know what she's talking about. I love you :3

>>9227419

That's the nicest thing someone has said to me in months.

Thank you.

>>9227355
it really was fabulous. 10/10

>>9227340
>le feel when le summerfags ruin le /jp/
le old /jp/ will never come back
le sad amphabian

Make an imaginary friend/tulpa.

It's what I did and I couldn't be happier. They will talk to you and you can hear them just like you would hear another person speaking, their personality is whatever you want it to be, and they will love you forever.

Why bother with other people when your mind can make them for you?

>>9227340
xD EPICKS

>>9227576
My tulpa laughs at me and insults me like some tsundere bitch. Every time I am about to do something it mocks me and questions my judgement. When I ask it for help it tells me to pay attention better and help myself.

>>9227627
Stop treating her like an it and maybe she'll soften up a little.

>>9227634
I don't treat it badly, I just try and converse but get shut down all the time.

>>9227645
you do realize your tulpa is pretty much your subconcious. Listen to her and you may end up a more well rounded person. Seriously.

>>9227762
Listen to what? The mocking? There is no advice ever.

I never end up caring for people who want to be my friends. Even my family I don't care for. There's nobody I know who I would miss if they died or anything, and there never was. I'm sure they could diagnose me with some personality disorder if they tried, but that really goes for anyone.

>>9227927
Tell us about your childhood, please.

I'm pretty happy I have limited emotions. I've never really known what it feels like to be lonely, despite living alone with the occasional human contact with the delivery guy. Seems like a pretty shitty deal to feel lonely and not have friends. On the flip side, funerals are a pain because I can never actually get sad at the fact I'm never going to see a person again. Remembering cute VN heroines and their sad circumstances works well enough for imitating it though.

>>9227576
Would a tulpa act as a extra set of eyes and ears?

Surely the OP desires relationships with others, or else she would not be lonely.

She can escape from this situation. Or maybe She can't. Willingness to try to form a relationship is the biggest part. If she can't do that, she chooses to resigns herself to a life of misery and anguish. And yet could things end up any other way?

I suspect if the lives of a thousand /jp/sies were to be repeated endlessly, that not once would any of them find happiness, despite being just one small choice away.

>>9227984
If the tulpa wanted to. It depends how cooperative it is. You could try to suggest such traits during the creation process, but in the end, it's up to them what they want to do.

>>9228029
So what you are telling me is that my tulpa will act how it pleases?

>>9227933
Loneliness is just damned weird in general. Even people with close family, husbands/wives, and children get lonely.

Personally I find loneliness tends to be cured by doing more for yourself in general. It's less about other people. People mention getting laid and making all sorts of friends ITT, but those things are not supposed to be some magic pill that will heal your feelings and make all the bad feelings go away. It won't work in the long run.

It takes effort to fix this stuff though, and you can't do it by sitting in front of a computer all day. OP knows what he has to do.

>>9226911
Time to make Tyler Durden

>>9228044
It depends how you make it. If you don't want to give it any control, just parrot all the responses and consciously control them, it will be rather forced and might not even develop into a tulpa, but given a long time (years), it might, even if you don't want it to.

Think of a tulpa like a person which you can influence their external and internal environment a lot, to the point of being able to control what they end up like to some degree, but do you really want to constrain your tulpa? Wouldn't you want your tulpa to be free to express itself fully? A tulpa will most likely end up as what you want it to end up, but after a while, it will gain a life of its own, with you just giving it that initial, but important push.

>>9226526

There is still one thing you can do OP.
Yeah.. you know what it is.

Pic related.

Loneliness is just as real as a need for joy or love. But if someone is always happy, somethings wrong. If someone is always lonely, something's wrong.

Enjoy the little things. Eat your next meal little by little, listening to your favorite music.

Nothing else.

>>9226546
i love you bro

I feel like OP most of the time, too..

Let's be lonely together ;___;

>>9228160
we're all gonna make it.

One time I was depressed then I just snapped out of it and I was okay again. I know if I can do it, anyone can.

>>9230275

The most succinct summation I've ever seen.

>>9230306
But you suck dicks and that is great pleasure.

I have trust issues.
I don't know how I should brake it to my therapist that I don't care much for what he think anymore. The sessions are still free as for now, so maybe later.

The only one I've ever completely trusted is you, anonymous

>>9230306
You suck so many dicks. I wish I could suck yours for a change.

>>9230324
What is wrong with not trusting anybody? It's a good way to live life.

>>9226557
>you can't even talk about twisted fetishes with real friends.
But I do talk about my fetishes with my two friends. They know I'm into futa, shota, guro etc. and are really fine with it.

>>9230358
Not if you're extroverted and seek companionship.
If you know how to change this I will love you forever.

>>9230381
People cannot be trusted so if you seek companionship you will only be disappointed.

>>9226526
CRAWLIN' IN MY SKINNNN

>>9230408
Being bullied is part of otaku culture.
Prove me wrong.

So the tulpas really work? How long did it take you to get them to appear?

Asking because I'm kind of a loner (dropped out of high school once and NEETet for year, but got back up on my feet later) who only has two friends, but since they are a year ahead of me they both either move to university next or have 6-12 month compulsory military service right ahead (I got exemption myself thank god).

I'm afraid that if I lose contact with them I might close up and become a complete hikki again, so an imaginary friend might be just what I need. Plus, being like SubaHibi's beloved 救世主様 sounds pretty cool to be honest.

>>9230408
The worst thing is that the janitor allows this shit.

Considering driving an hour and a half to meet my only Internet friends. But I think they are normalfags

>>9230453
Definitely more than just 1 or 2 normalfags on /jp/ too.

On some days I get so depressed I rip the skin.

>>9230481
Would've been better if you replaced "rip" with "crawl"

>>9226805
>tulpa

>>9230488
Are you stupid? When you crawl so much in your skin you might accidently rip it. That was the whole idea behind that post. God you're an idiot.

>>9230506
THESE WOUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEAL

>>9230506
Yeah, right. Nice fucking cop-out. I bet you didn't even think about it when you wrote it.

>>9230567
Idiot.

>>9230589
Stupid.

>>9230567
>>9230589
>>9230597
autism

I'm going to kill myself soon. I'm doing a testament, and I was thinking if its ok for /jp/ if I write in it to pour my laptop content on the board.

>>9230589
>>9230597
Get a room already.

>>9230469
Well I mean they are unlikely to let me suck their cocks and viceversa.

>delete dick sucking thread instantly
>leave this shit

You did good in deleting that thread, janitor. But it's ridiculous leaving this thread around.

>>9230641
sucking cock is gross dude, I know from experience.

>>9230889
No it isn't, it just isn't your thing.

>>9230673
/jp/ is Weeabo /r9k/. You have people who get really depressed on weekends because they aren't outside. That feel when no gf

>>9230920
Why though?
If you are unhappy with your reclusive lifestyle why not change it?
I always thought /jp/ is better than this and chose this life by will

Seriously, being normal is really easy

>>9230673
It's not really the janitor's fault if the posters actually want to reply to these kind of shitty blog threads instead of letting them die.