/jp/ - Otaku Culture

balamb garden or bust

>>9142222
sick quads, brosef.

Too busy listening to “Loveless” by My Bloody Valentine.

>>9142222
>>9142222

Because as a legal firearms owner in Canada I don't want to contribute to a statistic used to tighten already unconstitutional gun control measures.

Because I plan to go to Japan and actually find Gensokyo myself.
Yeah, it sounds stupid. It probably IS stupid.
But not as stupid as killing myself.

>>9142235
who gives a shit you'll be dead

"Do not be a fool--why die before your time?"
-Ecclesiastes 7:17

>>9142237

Me, I'm not a selfish child like you.

>>9142239
"Who gives a shit reported."
--White Ren 9130210

>>9142239
But it is my time.

>>9142247
i can understand if its your family or something
im not some edgy kid who thinks NOTHIN MATTERS UR GONNA DIE

but who gives a shit about national statistics if youll be brains on the floor in eighteen secs

Because I feel happy.

hey! what the fuck is that guy above us talking about?!

>>9142239
how do you know if it's not your time actually? maybe it was his fate to die by suicide all along?
the whole concept of there being a specific time when you need to die sounds kinda stupid to me.

>>9142281
Why are you replying to a bible quote? And one taken out of context, too...it was essentially saying don't get yourself into problems by being too much of a fool, which is advice for someone who wants to live.

>>9142255
it contributes to making life harder for other people. it doesn't matter if they are family or not, you're still hurting someone, though very indirectly in this example.

Go and do it OP, it's for the better. Soon we'll join the better life with other little girls. Thank you for posting this, I've made my decision.

I promised someone I'd be their way out, so I can't go before I make them go. They aren't ready yet.

But I'm patient.

I'll wait.

>>9142222
What are you spoiling?

>>9142289
Living makes other people's life harder, too.

And the effect of your death on other people will have less of an effect of you living a full life.

>>9142222
How do you explain that in a suicide note.

>Do not kill yourselves for surely Allaah is merciful with you.
Qur'aan, 4:29

Because what if it isn't true? What if after death, there is nothing?

The concept of my precious consciousness being reverted to...nothing, just a void scares me more than any hellish afterlife, and the chance that my death could bring me to my desired destination of Gensokyo isn't 100%.

The idea of dying is horrifying to me, let alone doing it early.

As somebody living in the city in the UK with a history of mental illness, it's pretty much impossible for me to acquire a gun. Can't come up with another painless method. Too scared of being found, "saved", and living out the rest of my life as a vegetable to try any other method.

>>9142433
Exit bag.
Uses nitrogen so your body doesn't freak out, takes about 5 minutes, and it's just like falling asleep.

before you to gensokyo, why not have a little fun first?

>>9142222
>pistol
>suicide
A suicide without a purpose at much can make us a place as meat in the Hell of Blazing Fires...

We need to die by something more natural, like an heroicity or by committing Sodoku (only if you dishonred your waifu or /jp/), only then, we will reach Gensokyo, probably as a spirit, but with enough NEET power, we will have the body we want and probably a power adjusted to our taste or we will reborn as a random loli Youkai. Sadly, we won't remember too much about this actual life, or we will forget it with the time, maybe a truNEET whose power exceeds the line between 2 lifes or between the time and space can remember all previous life.

I'll kill myself when I got bored of playing video games. Probably never.

>>9142418
Is it sad that this is the only reason I haven't done it yet?

>>9142488
You'll find another reason eventually.

>>9142455

>A suicide without a purpose at much can make us a place as meat in the Hell of Blazing Fires...

What? Is this some sort of copypasta or reference to a botched translation that I'm unaware of?

I haven't taken the portal yet because I know I can do it anytime; that is what keeps me alive.

Not quite ready to ye-
>>9142296
Oh... hello!

Better question: Who would you want to receive your soul? How would you convince her to allow you to stay in Gensokyo?

So everything that turns into a fantasy ends up in gensokyo, right?
Does that mean if I get people to believe that I'm a loli with unbalanced powers that speaks fluent Japanese, a copy of me that is just like that will pop up over there?

>>9142562

Suicide! Blog! Fucking stupid shit that isn't serious or relevant! My favorite

>>9143252
I thought that was one of those teddys with openings for nipples.

>>9142239
Janai be a baka -- Nande shine before anata no toki?

I have but I failed.

Because I suck.

I am still alive because I lack conviction. If I am going to live I may as well try to get some things done.

I will this fall when my parents force me to either go back to school, work, or move out. It was a fun 6 years of laziness. I wish it never has to end.

Is there a collection somewhere of images similar to OP's?

How easy is it to just buy a train ticket and throw myself infront of it as it arrives into the station? Is there any safeguards or anything? I've never been to a train station before.

Because I want to go to Fuyuki City, not Gensokyo.

>>9145531
Trains move slowly as they approach the station. I highly doubt the train would be moving fast enough to kill you. It might even be able to stop completely before it reaches you, depending on your timing.

You might get painfully trapped under it or something if it was moving slowly.

>>9145538
Awwww man, guess I'll just buy the exit bag stuff and do it that way. Just need to find a way to hide it from my parents.

>>9145538
Try searching for platforms that have fast trains that don't stop as well as slow trains; jump in front of the trains that aren't scheduled to stop. Especially in London, UK, there's a lot of stations that have two sets of tracks for that purpose, and if you jump down and run over to the second one a train wouldn't stop in time.

But that's just a suggestion and you'd probably terrify a poor train driver for your own selfish reasons and should feel bad about that.

>>9145531
Not easy. First you have to find an express train (the ones that don't stop), then you have to will yourself to jump infront of it.
Additionally, you cause delays for the railway. That pisses me off more than the whole death thing.

>>9145552
You can use helium. It's pretty easy to hide helium, because it's used in party balloons. For this reason it's also easy to get hold of.

>>9145538
Why not just find a tunnel or something and jump in front of a train as it exits it?

>>9142222
I dont have a gun.

>>9145552
Why do you want to kill yourself anyway? I've been there. I spent around half a year constantly thinking of the best way I could kill myself. In the end I'm glad I deliberated it so long, because it really wasn't the right thing to do. Even though your situation can seem entirely hopeless for months or even years, that doesn't mean things won't improve in the future.

It's probably completely futile trying to reason with people on /jp/, but I'm not heartless enough to wish death on anyone.

>>9145564
Yeah, I forgot about fast trains because we don't get many near where I live. It would be guaranteed death but you would still have to time it well and convince yourself to do it at just the right moment. It wouldn't be easy at all.

Also you would cause massive delays for the whole line.

Because I'm completely content with the downward spiral my life has taken.

>>9145534

How does it feel knowing Tohsaka would view you as pathetic scum?

>>9145531

>I've never been to a train station before.

What...

>>9145580

>you have to will yourself to jump infront of it.

Others may disapprove here, but I think not being sober may make this a lot easier. I'm not 100% suicidal (yet), and the more dramatic methods (jumping, trains) scare the hell out of me usually.

One time, however, I had been drinking a lot and went to get a train. There was a strange moment when I saw the train quickly approaching, then looked at the tracks, and honestly if I wanted to die at that moment it would've been so easy to just jump. It wasn't even a matter of willpower... I just felt like I could easily just step off the edge and disappear in peace... actually it was quite a pleasant feeling. Calming.

Why does it have to be such a depressing event? Why can't a bunch of /jp/sies meet up, have a fun day at an amusement park or around town with the last of our funds, and then use helium that same night?

>>9145611
Im too far away.

>>9145611
If someone would actually arrange it, it would be sweet!

>>9145611
Someone should make image macro how to open portal to Gensokyo with some easy and fun way.

>>9145609
>How does it feel knowing Tohsaka would view you as pathetic scum?
Feels good, I know I'm pathetic and I like being degraded by cute girls.

>>9145626
Why open it alone, though? Why not with other people?

>>9145611
I'd like to go on a road trip on Route 66 (or what's left of it) with a bunch of /jp/ers. I've never been to the USA so it would surely be an experience worth remembering (if I weren't dead, that is).

>>9145611
If it's a group thing you probably want to use liquid nitrogen and seal a room. Duct tape, plastic, and a few litres of liquid nitrogen.
Spill the liquid nitrogen and it will boil quickly, pushing out all oxygen and carbon dioxide in the room. Bigger rooms require more nitrogen, obviously. But the nitrogen will take a few minutes to boil completely, and the room will be 99% nitrogen for about 15 minutes, depending on various factors.
Anyway, asphyxiation is a curious thing. You'd think that it'd take about as long as it does to hold your breath, but what actually happens is the oxygen in your blood is breathed out since the body isn't designed to operate in oxygenless atmospheres. The lungs equilibrate CO2 and O2 with the atmosphere- when there's none of either, the equilibrium is pushed so that the oxygen in the blood is breathed out, and so when that blood then hits the brain it contains no oxygen, which causes unconsciousness. So it takes seconds to become unconscious, and it's not painful at all. Death follows in less than 5 minutes. The need to breathe is caused by CO2 in the blood- but you're breathing that out too so there's none of that. You pass out and then die.
I do think there will be lightheadedness- strong lightheadedness since you're fainting. Still, this is so quick a process that it's too late once it begins, you collapse. Liquid nitrogen spills are famously dangerous in scientific applications- hundreds and hundreds of times more than the actual cold, since the cold danger is pretty easy to handle. And you can pour droplets of it in your palm and it's fine. Fun to play with.
Same with pure nitrogen atmospheres in chemical plants. The deaths usually come in pairs. One person goes into the room, not knowing it's nitrogen, and collapses. Someone sees the guy laid out, runs into the room to investigate and then dies himself.

>helium

Enjoy your barotrauma and fatally ruptured lung tissue.
Not a pleasant way to die.

>>9145648
Wouldn't Carbon Monoxide be much less of a hassle?

>>9145648

>>9145664
Just like how hospitals cannot deliver oxygen to patients because it causes massive rupturing.
If only there was a way to buffer the gas in some sort of bag or mask before breathing it in

>>9145663
Sure, if you can get your hand on a canister of carbon monoxide, be my guest.

>>9145675
>Canister of Carbon Monoxide

Most people call them "automobiles".

>>9145630
It's impossible to do in real life. What if someone will be in group just to stop everyone else? Finding people to do that is hard and deciding location is very hard too.

>>9145629
She would throw you at the wall and laugh at you everyday.
Realize this Sudo, she is probably the last person who want to know you.

How do you feel when your waifu 'has been used' by Shirou a lot of times already?

Also, the best part about that is, Sudo thinks f/sn sex scenes aren't canon. I laugh at you altogether with Tohsaka.

>>9145629

Because through meditating I can get my self to different spheres and layers of unconsciousness while developing my inner image of myself.

>>9145695

I will be the new Jim Jones, come drink the kool-aid anons.

>>9145695
Then shitkick them or just ditch them. Why someone would do that is beyond me, but I suppose there's always some manchild trying to be a superhero.
Also, finding people is not that difficult. And neither is location. I think you're underestimating exactly how many people want to do such things because of the stigma/taboo. And location is just a matter of a road trip/vacation if you need an excuse for work.

>>9145611
The helium would make our voices cute. We should cross dress and fuck too.

>>9145687
>2012

>>9145700
>Also, the best part about that is, Sudo thinks f/sn sex scenes aren't canon.
How dumb are you to not be able to realize by now that my Formspring answers are a persona? I'm not really like that outside of there.

>>9145710
Those people were lied to and forced to drink at the last minute.
The circumstances are entirely different; you're obviously just trying to jam down your own views through manipulation.

>>9145687
Success rate with automobiles is pretty low. And you have to find one, as well.
One, you have to take off or bypass the catalytic converter, which is a lot of work.
Two, you have to seal some sort of area- inside the car is usually used.
Three- get some sort of metal-non meltable tubing to attach to the exhaust, those things get hot. And how to attach it?
Then sit in the car with the pipe near you for 4-6 hours and you might be dead. And CO poisoning is damn easy to treat, too. High Oxygen and time.

Finding a way to not be disturbed with a running car for 5 hours is a little tricky. It's no less tricky than helium or nitrogen. The general idea with gases is to create positive pressure- you have an area, a bag, a room, whatever. Gas flows in (exhaust fumes,helium, whatever), and it continuously leaks out the holes and badly sealed parts of the area (either that or the bag pops), and this stops atmosphere from getting in, since the pressure inside the bag is higher than outside it, so the air outside doesn't have any potential to rush inside the bag. So, if you are inside, you do not breathe any air, you breath only the gas you're putting in.
Carbon monoxide is different since it's actually poison. You only need to breathe enough in terms of quantity rather than percentage.

And this is important- helium is not toxic. It kills by not being oxygen. You can't breath in oxygen along with helium, since that won't do anything. The atmosphere is like 75% nitrogen. Nitrogen is not toxic. Helium is not toxic.

>>9145726

>you're obviously just trying to jam down your own views through manipulation.

What the fuck are you talking about?

>>9145732
You could technically asphyxiate yourself with any gas that isn't oxygen or carbon dioxide. But some like Hydrogen have problems in that it's explosive, and water vapour requires being 100C, which is an issue. Carbon monoxide pure would asphyxiate you, but it would poison you much faster.
Helium, nitrogen, krypton, any noble gas will all work great. Helium and nitrogen are recommended as they're the easiest to get hold of.
Argon might be possible to get too.
Krypton and so on might be a little too expensive.
Methane, again, too explosive.

I hope portal anon is leading a happy life in Gensokyo now

>>9145732
You think he was referring to putting a big canister of helium of the room and just letting it loose? There's obviously a mask involved.

>>9145724
I like how you ignored the rest of my post and you excuse yourself with idiotic methods.
Try to delude yourself even more. Tohsaka was used and likes to be fucked (but not with your of course), she's just a slut.
deal w/ it nerd

>>9145739
Your comparison of that suggestion to the Jonestown incident is so inaccurate it hurts.

>>9145768
I'm not going to fall for your "hurr your waifu is a slut I troll you xDD" argument, anon. This shitty off-topic thread has been derailed enough already.

>>9145765

I wasn't comparing shit to jonestown, no clue what you're talking about.

Just about how "hard" it is to get a group of people to kill themselves.

>>9145783
>how hard is it to organize a group

Pacts are quite common in eastern countries, actually. Western, not so much. And even if it is pulled off correctly, the media treats it like Charlie Manson magical funshow.

>>9145752
Pretty sure you quoted the wrong post there.
Anyway- more expert advice:
Potassium cyanide is your best bet for poison. Quick, not particularly pleasant though. Guaranteed too, so long as it's done right.
Problem with poisons is vomiting. Vomiting is a very effective way to get rid of poisons in the stomach.
However, if you put the KCN solution (in water) in your ass, it'll absorb through your colon and not get vomited out. You'll still vomit though. Just it won't save your life.

And yes, I'm deadly serious- poison enemas. Not saying it'll be pleasant, but it'll be pretty quick and guaranteed, so long as you aren't disturbed.

>>9145795

Potassium Cyanide is a fucking bitch to own, let alone find.
Also, Something tells me that isn't going to be a very preferred method if we manage to get a group together.
>Little help here, bro?

>>9145811
Well yeah I know. Sodium Cyanide too, any cyanides are impossible to get hold of.
It's the only poison I'll recommend though. It's for the 'incase you have some lying around' thing. As for any other ingestable poisons- forget it. Waste of time. Grabbing a bottle of pills is about as effective as a bottle of vodka. Although at least with the vodka you have a chance to stumble and crack your head open on something.
>>9145817
Yeah, I know. Just incase you manage to steal some, or whatever.

>>9145795
>Cyanide

You need a permit/authorization in order to be able to purchase it, man.

Oh and there's always hanging...
The secrets are: Good rope, good knot, and good thing to tie the rope to.
Bad ropes break, bad knots come loose, and under the weight of your body, shit breaks. Especially at stress points.

As for drop- you can give yourself a drop if you like, like jump out of a window or whatever, but unless the fall is perpendicular to where the knot is you're more likely to bash yourself against the wall. But if you drop, the three things become more important.
Unlike executioners, you don't give a shit if your head comes off, so more drop the merrier if you're going neckbreak route.

What about heights?

>>9145875
What, like jumping off a building or bridge or some shit?
As a general rule, higher the better. And no less than 4 stories. When falling, lock your arms to your sides and fall as fast as possible. Headfirst if possible.

Oh and you'll be in unimaginable amounts of pain for a second or so if you don't land head first.
And your shattered body will act as a crumple zone for your brain, so you'll be conscious for up to a minute while your entire body is pulp.
Not fun.
Higher the better.

>>9145890
Oh and water is as good as concrete if it's high enough. For water you need to be going pretty damn close to terminal velocity.

>>9145890
>>9145893
That sounds... rather... abrupt.

>>9145890
Oh and on the higher buildings and more popular bridges, there will be high fences and such to stop jumpers. As well as locked doors.
Also falling is pretty scary.

>>9142437
Sounds like the best possible way to die, why isn't everyone doing it?
there has to be a catch

>>9142455
But I want to go to the Hell of Blazing Fires!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OOoztCYFYW4

I live in a 14 story building with public balconies for smokers (you aren't allowed to smoke indoors). The doors are locked but every resident has a key to them. The only thing stopping me from taking the leap is that I don't want to let every passerby see my corpse.

>>9145899
Well if you think about the physical processes that are going on, you're going splat. If you land on your legs, they will slow you down by breaking into a million pieces. Although to be fair- it shouldn't be that painful.
If you've ever experienced falling over or whatever and you're on your ass thinking 'oh this is going to start hurting pretty bad soon', you'll know there's a pain delay.
But that's caused by adrenaline. I'm not quite sure actually, I have no idea. And hope I never will.

>>9145912
Expense, and it takes time and effort to set up. Most suicides are spur of the moment affairs- grab the pills, grab the guns, jump off a building. With this you need tubing, hot glue, helium/nitrogen canisters, you need to test the equipment to make sure it's working properly.
The catch is that it's difficult to set up, but the results are far superior.

>>9145934
Really?When I watched an intrudution for making one on youtube it was fairly simple.
Just attach a string to a bag and then put it on you head and close it with the string so that no oxygen gets in.
Have I been fooled?

>>9142455
You cant be a cute girl. Reincarnation is bullshit. You die and thats it. Or you keep living on pretending you have a purpose until you die slowly of age.

>>9145934
I ll just go with the helium. Now... the difficult thing would be someone to provide it. And he place of the killing. I wouldnt mind... joining you.

>>9145944
That's not an exit bag, that's suffocation.
Asphyxiation is different.
Suffocation is painful and terrifying, Asphyxiation is barely noticeable.
The true exit bag has the following principle:
A trickle of helium or nitrogen flows into the bag. The bag inflates, correct? This bag has a higher pressure than what is outside the bag. Eventually the bag will pop if it's airtight, so you put holes in it. So you flow some nitrogen into the bag and it is still puffed up, but gas is flowing out of the hole(s). No oxygen is getting in because the nitrogen is too busy trying to get out. The bag has positive pressure. It's this bag which you want to breathe in and out of. You inhale the air from this bag and it will be pure nitrogen, and when you exhale the exhaled gases from your lungs will be pushed out of the bag by the incoming nitrogen.
Strapping this entire system to your face so you don't need to do anything but lie there is the aim.
The flow rates of the nitrogen and the size of the holes have to be coordinated so that the bag doesn't explode or simply not have enough nitrogen in it. It's a little tricky, but not particularly difficult.
This is the principle behind CPAP masks. Although they're designed to let some atmosphere in depending on how closed the holes in the mask are. Easily fixed with some tape or glue or whatever.

Anyway, that's the principle behind it.
>>9145954
Helium is what is put into party balloons. You could either steal from clowns, or buy party supplies. Not particularly cheap, but easy to get. Nitrogen- well it's a little trickier but you can get welding supplies that have nitrogen/argon canisters. Although these will be big motherfuckers that require spanners and such to open.

>>9142255

>im not some edgy kid who thinks NOTHIN MATTERS UR GONNA DIE
but who gives a shit about national statistics if youll be brains on the floor in eighteen secs.

Sure sounds like it. Don't contradict your self when trying to make a point.

>>9142255

>im not some edgy kid who thinks NOTHIN >MATTERS UR GONNA DIE
>but who gives a shit about national statistics if youll be brains on the floor in eighteen secs.

Sure sounds like it. Don't contradict your self when trying to make a point.

>>9145912
See
>>9145752
People will hastily turn the pressure up too high and their lungs asplode. As long as you're calm and thinking, it's most likely the best out there.

>>9145629

Except she wouldn't even laugh at you. She would pay you no attention. You have nothing at all that could hold her attention for any period of time, and the only way you could get said attention is by imposing yourself on her. How does it feel, Sudo? HOW DOES IT FEEL?

>>9145954
Amazon provides it.
And I'm all in favor of a /jp/ group. Like another anon said, we could spend the day having fun and then do the deed later that night in the hotel room.

>>9146031
No, it's impossible if you use the mask. Well kinda, but if you've ever stuck your head out a car window or into some stream of air, you'll know that you get kinda breathless. That's what will be noticed first.
There are exit holes for the gas in the mask. You're not piping it straight to your lungs.
So long as you adjust the pressure before putting it on your face it'll be fine.

>>9145629

Except she wouldn't even laugh at you. She would pay you no attention. You wouldn't even be able to hold her interest for any period of time. How does it feel, Sudo? HOW DOES IT FEEL?

>>9146045
As I've said before, the logistics of helium for multiple people doesn't make much sense.
Liquid nitrogen is used by hobbyists so should be available.
The reason you use liquid nitrogen is because if you use canisters and try and fill up a room, it just won't work. The flow rate will be too slow. You'd need like 20 canisters to fill a room. you need to flood a room, but flooding a bag or mask is a lot easier.

You'd each need your own canister and mask setup. And not a hotel, try and find some basement or something. (Worse ventilation).

>>9142222
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>>9142222
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>>9146057
>Doesn't make much sense.

How so? One set of items for each person.

>Caring about ventilation

If the masks are being used, then why is location such a big deal?

>>9146084
I meant for the liquid nitrogen. For the mask stuff, sure it doesn't matter.
Have you seen gas cylinders? They're heavy and quite bulky. Hotel room doesn't make sense.
Better location would be, again, someone's basement. Just because it's private and you can rot in peace.

is op dead yet? i have something to ask him, how he did that emoticon? it look like this ;(, sum1 hulp me

>>9145779
Stop deluding yourself Sudo, it's a fact.

>>9146025
Are you implying there are no other suicide methods besides suicide by firearm? Or that you would personally choose no other suicide method besides with your guns and therefore can't do it? I'm sure if you're actually determined enough you'd find and work with other methods besides a bullet to the head. So you might as well have started off by saying 'I don't want to kill myself' (which is perfectly fine) instead of that lame ass 'I don't want to make gun laws more draconian'. An advantage of this government is that they aren't going to just stop with abolishing the long gun registry. Give them time and they'll loosen the laws even more. Their original support is from a bunch of hillbillys out west after all and less controls fits into their desire to be in lockstep with US policies.

>>9146095
No, I'm not dead. Yet. I just wanted to see how many /jp/sies would meet me in Gensokyo. ;_;

>>9146172
Gun suicides:
Short barrel, large calibre. Don't aim at the prefrontal cortex (next to the temple), I'd aim at just above the ear. Or in the back of the mouth out the back of the head (make sure the aim is central, you want to hit the middle of the brain, not skim the edge and bleed to death).
Nice big cannon revolvers would be best.
shotguns are easier to get, but the barrel is long and the trigger far. And use heavy shot, not birdshot. Solid slug if you can.

I'm no expert on guns, but the biggest problem with shooting yourself is actually aim. It's easy to aim properly if you're shooting someone else, but if it's yourself you're going to jerk at the last second and miss the target and end up ripping face off and bleeding to death, or even worse, surviving.

These methods that /jp/ posted in this thread sound like something that people who would like to commit sad suicide do instead of going to Gensokyo. I think only jumping in front of train would be fitting from this thread.

>>9146197
Train suicides: Go for the express trains. Headbutt that train.

Also do you really want to inconvenience the hundreds of people whose trains you delay, the train driver you traumatise, and the people who have to scrape your sorry ass off the tracks?

>>9146197
but getting hit by a train hurts

>>9146206
And it's violent. The fear is a lot more- it takes courage to step in front of a train. Fear of being splattered across two miles of track is a big fear to overcome.

>>9146197
What's the best way to commit suicide when you want to go to gensokyo?
I can't think of any canon sources on that matter.

>>9146197
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>>9146209
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oApvhLGIQ3w

>>9146224
Sorry, I don't know.
>>9146209
It's scary with every method used. I don't know any methods that are slow to work so you can spend your last moments playing Touhou or doing something nice.

>>9146267
With the helium method you could play like the first minute of touhou

>>9146267
What about laughing gas? Assuming of course your parents are dentists or you or your relatives are otherwise well connected with a provider.

>>9146197
>sad suicide

There's a difference between "sad" and outright apathy.

>>9142247
>>9142235
wow dude your so cool let's be friends

>>9146286

That's the thing, though. It's not easily available and is more or less exclusive with those that have connections with somebody who works in dental.

>>9146286
Should work. You'd be anaesthetised and asphyxiated at the same time, so long as you weren't breathing any oxygen.
But then again, it's not readily available. You need to steal from a dentist.

Or you could spend like 7 years in dentists school, then when you find a job in a practice, steal the nitrous oxide and then kill yourself with it.

>>9146286
But it has short time between doing that and effect. It's the same as other methods or even shorter.

>>9146308
... Things like this have been on my mind for a while especially since my dad is indeed a dentist and my mom is a research scientist at DuPont with access to some potent chemicals/poisons. I sometimes dream of getting my hands on some gas (NO or pristine He not that party balloon crap) or even cyanide. Actually, some crazy asian bitch who was a Bristol Myers scientist killed her husband with thallium she got from them a while ago.

>>9146372
Could your mother get me a job at DuPont? I'm secretly a skilled chemist

>>9146386
Sounds kinky.