/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I stopped being an hyper-sexualised pervert more or less due to /jp/(ironic as HELL)
And I started to value purity more.

But I'm still an angry wreck and /jp/ made me even more of a dick.

>>8870031

I have become a homosexual

/jp/ has made my soul more lewd than ever before

I became a good girl.

No, /jp/ is unhealthy for my purity.

>>8870031
i only can fap to guro
u jelly? :D

I'm a very nice person now. I never say mean things to anyone and when someone says mean things to me then I apologize for offending them and ask if I can do anything to make their day brighter.

Not much, except I now disregard society completely, and am very happy doing so.

>tfw you will never go to Japan but just admire it from afar

I've picked up more fetishes here in a relatively short time than anywhere else in my whole life.

/jp/ helped me realize that it's good to be alone and I've started to love being a shut-in and value all of the freetime I have to do things that I love.

>>8870051
thumbs up if u do too
/jp/ taught me to apreciate the dark desires of human natur

I used to get mad at things I didn't like, now I just pretend they don't exist.

/jp/ taught me how to lucid dream and now I live inside my mind.

If anything not being on /jp/ purified my soul, but not really. My pureness hails from elsewhere of which I won't mention in this company. My stay has to be limited for my mind not to venture back to that very dark place.

I know where you're coming from, op, but /jp/ is far from ideal; I'm happy for you none the less.

I have became more violent more angry than i might have ever been in my life.
I have lost most of my respect for humanity.
I use profanities more than ever such as cuntlord.
I have learned to set myself over others and became antisocial.
Today i also can whole heartily laugh at others.

Thanks /jp/

>>8870067

The ideal /jp/er should have all of the necessary fetishes before he arrives. I am pretty sure that this makes you a secondary /jp/er or something.

>>8870085
To be fair /jp/ made me purer because I was disgusted with the oversexualised behavior here and decided to not be like this.

>>8870073
+1
upboated
i like dis

I'm exactly the same.

Being on /jp/ has lead to me realizing that life is completely pointless in every way and there is nothing I can do that will ever matter at all.

This is actually a very nice thing though. Now I don't care about going to college, getting a job, or making a mark on the world. I just want to take it easy and have fun with my hobbies.

I hate niggers now
I also put my sperm in my sister's food more often

>>8870101
Such as fucking yourself?

>>8870108
i approve of this

>>8870097
e/b/in :----DDDDD

i can shitbost ironicaly too!!!!!!!one!!eleventy

/v/ here, this is my first time in /jp/
I'm intrigued, why would this board change you or purify you? Just... how?

>>8870113
are u a /b/ro too?

>>8870108
wut

>>8870108
Tips or tricks please?

How do you do this, by cooking for her? How does she not notice?

>>8870118
too deep for you, pleb

>>8870118
They are just being cynical, idiot.

>>8870121
>>8870121
no u

I'm at the point of no return thanks to /jp/.

I LOVE YOU GUYS

I haven't changed. When I got to /jp/, I was already above your level.

>>8870135


:(

>>8870101
If you notice, this is similar to the buddhist eightfold path, but with a dash of hedonism.

>>8870127
I ejaculate into her drinks, like her soy milk and shake it up
I made her some cupcakes with about four huge loads mixed into the frosting
I mix it into her condiments as well
She has eaten about 250 loads so far

>>8870146
i literally fell of my chair because I couldn't and I can't stop laughing

>>8870118

It purified me because it caused me to feel attracted to pure girls and that made me want to purify myself.

>>8870118
I want /v/ to leave.

>>8870144
Or bumification.

>>8870146
Keep up the good work.
I recommend against using it to go in hot drinks, since it'll coagulate and be noticeable.

>>8870144

So /jp/ leads to enlightenment?

>>8870146
What the fuck? Why would you do that?

>>8870159
no, only the failure and despair

>>8870164
Get out

>>8870154
you don't want /v/ dancing with /jp/?

>>8870166
No, you sick fuck.

>>8870159

I think /jp/ is closer to it than most people are.

>>8870186
Closer than most normalshits at least.

I don't think I was changed too much. But /jp/ did give me people to talk to when I had no one. I still don't have anyone to talk to in real life anymore, but I have some friends online now.

Thank you for making my life a little easier /jp/. It might not be any better, but it's nice to know people with similar hobbies and have people to talk to about them along with whatever else.

>>8870186
/jp/ kind of enlightnment is more akin to hitting the absolute bottom, having nothing to live for, thus attaining a free and carefree existence.

It's fine because it works too.

>>8870192

Sometimes I wonder how horrible it must be to be a normalfag and whether I would be one had I never discovered 4chan.

>>8870203
fuck off and die

>>8870101
>>8870144
>>8870159
>>8870192
>>8870186
>>8870208
Why is /jp/ so shitty

>>8870208

>Sometimes I wonder how horrible it must be to be a normalfag

I think about that sometimes too.

Just look at all those people in universities or the ones chasing after careers and how they get so stressed over shit like getting good grades or getting promoted or whatever they get so upset about. I feel bad for them. No sense in getting all worked up over something when it doesn't even matter.

>>8870226
Why are you so shitty?
>>>/v/
>>>/soc/
>>>/cgl/

>>8870184
The person who told you to "get out" was not the one putting his semen in his sister's food
That was me
I do it because it amuses me and because it is arousing
If I'm a "sick fuck" for wanting my sister to ingest copious amounts of my own sperm, I don't know what normal is

>>8870242
You're doing the lords good work, anon.

>>8870242
Put on semen on her toothpaste and face creams too.
It' good for her

>>8870256
I'm worried she will smell it or it will turn lumpy

>>8870256
No, that doesn't work. The textures are too different. And they don't mix well at all.

I am too tired to try and tell the difference between who is kidding in this thread.

OP is really cute pic, though. Is it from something?

>>8870260
>cute pic, though. Is it from something?

Really, faggot?

>>8870260

>>8870256
Ignore this guy, put some on her tampons or pads.

>>8870260
http://chan.sankakucomplex.com/post/show/403339
It seems to be Rockman from Capcom.

>>8870291
Really, faggot?

>>8870288
No, I won't be doing that

>>8870291
>sankaku images

I....

>>8870260
Get a load of this baka.

>>8870296
Really what? I don't understand you.

>>8870306
Really?

>>8870314

Yes, really.

For me /jp/ has made me more tolerate of people in general along with that it has kind of made me into go to guy when people have issues or problems.
Pic somewhat related.

You faggots are a bunch of pathetic losers.

Enjoy being poor while I'm making 300k a year as an electrical engineer. Fuckers

>>8870304
It's better than Gelbooru since there is no ads.
It's better than Danbooru since they don't delete/hide/start mod drama etc.

>>8870318
>PhD. in math
>any job i want
>300k starting

Why does Sankaku Complex take precedence over Danbooru/Gelbooru on iqdb now, even for the exact the same image?

>>8870318

>300k a year

Why would anyone need this much money? I don't think I would even know what to do with it.

A cozy studio apartment and a good computer with an internet connection is pretty much the only things in the whole world that I can imagine that I would want. I mean, what else is there? Figures, I guess, but those get kind of dull after awhile.

>>8870318
amerilard nerd thinking he is banging
>electrical engineer
lol, if you wanted to be a fag, you could have done it without having to study for it

>>8870343
You've now figured out why wealthy people are unhappy. The initial OHMYGODI'MRICHICANBUYANYTHING must be wonderful, but then it would get incredibly boring.

Being a little bit poor is better for you mentally. You cherish the few figures you have, or when you finally save up enough money to buy a new one. Buying a whole set with a small fraction of your money must be the dullest thing ever.

>>8870366
Not the engineer with an inflated ego, but this fallacy is just wrong. It's what the poor use in order to justify their shittastic lives.

Please stop using it. If you are happy or unhappy, money isn't going to magically change that.

>>8870378

He was generalizing. Just like you did, when you said all poor people's lives are shit.

>>8870378

>money isn't going to magically change that

Isn't that what he said?

Money doesn't make you happy, so whether you're rich or poor is fairly irrelevant to happiness as long as you have enough money to maintain your basic needs.

There's just diminishing returns after a certain point. You have food, shelter, and enough money for your favorite hobby or whatever you like. Everything you buy past that point becomes increasingly worthless and doesn't add to your happiness, so the whole money is happiness idea that is prevalent in our culture isn't really true and will just lead to you working more than you really needed to so you can buy extravagant things that you don't actually don't even want that much.

I assume the thread has drifted off-topic by now, but to answer the OP it's either made me angrier or degraded my self-control.

>>8870325
>>using memes from other boards on /jp/
>>derail any thread I want
>>300k replies starting

I've calmed down, but that tends to happen as you get older. 4 more years.

>>8870409
>Money doesn't make you happy

Money itself may not, but the things you can accomplish without having monetary responsibility looming over your head can.

Some people absolutely cannot work to make money, not having money will eventually lead to losing the only things that make them happy. Would you not say money would make these people extremely happy?

I know i'd be the happiest person ever if I never had to worry about money ever again, i've already got everything I could possibly want aside from obvious fantasy impossibilities.

>>8870146
>She has eaten about 250 loads so far
The facinating part is that this ammount of cum consumption might be higher than the average of what's consumed in an ordinary man-woman partnership. An amazing feat it would be.

>>8870409
>Money doesn't make you happy

Ever hear the saying, "Money can't buy happiness, but it can buy a lesser form of misery."?

It's quite true. While money is the root of all evil, it's an unfortunate necessity in the civilization we've built ourselves.

>>8870378
There was some study about this. Graduates who went on to be successful and rich weren't happier than graduates who weren't. "Some study" isn't exactly a proper citation though, so I'll do some digging.

>>8870507
>studies show that successful graduates are happier than unsuccessful ones

Oy vey!

http://www.guardian.co.uk/lifeandstyle/2012/feb/01/top-five-regrets-of-the-dying

I bookmarked this to remind myself never to underappreciate the free time I have. Perhaps it will help someone else as well.

>>8870031
/jp/
makes me happier

>>8870474

>as long as you have enough money to maintain your basic needs.

It's true that you need a certain amount of money to maintain your basic needs, which includes hobbies that make you happy, but that's not too hard to acquire. The problem arises when you base your life around this constant pursuit of wealth or a career that will bring you this huge salary and then eventually you get to that point and now you're rich, but you realize that you're not any happier than you were back when you were just making enough money to support your basic needs.

I'm angrier than usual, spend my money on figurines, am more withdrawn, hate life more, and don't see myself going anyone.
The future has gotten bleaker.
THANKS /JP/ I shall now go see if I have autism.

>>8870507
Damn it, I can't find this. I have it saved somewhere. I think it was quite famous. Anyone know what I'm talking about?

Anyway, in a similar vein, look up the paper "Lottery Winners and Accident Victims: Is Happiness Relative?"
> As predicted, lottery winners were not happier than controls and took significantly less pleasure from a series of mundane events.

The World Values Survey is another interesting one. Poor countries are sadder than moderately wealthy ones, but then it stops. After a certain GDP, it levels out and everyone is around equally happy.

Look up adaptation level theory. It's basically what the name suggests. We get used to being rich or poor. David Myers summed it up pretty well:
> Thanks to our capacity to adapt to ever greater fame and fortune, yesterday’s luxuries can soon become today’s necessities and tomorrow’s relics.

>>8870539
I'll have to agree there, when you dedicate your life to just earning money, that is where you went wrong.

And its pretty difficult to get enough to "maintain your basic needs, which includes hobbies that make you happy". At least for me, and i'd imagine anybody else with severe anxiety.

>>8870556
>We get used to being rich or poor.
I'd imagine this to be the biggest factor. Unfortunately I don't think they've done studies where wealthier people were forced to live in singlewide trailers in the woods and see how happy they are.

>>8870409
What I meant was that if you are a rich person, you aren't automatically happy, whereas if you're not rich, you aren't automatically unhappy.

Happiness is a variable independent to those two, and varies from person to person.

/jp/ has a pretty close approximation to real happiness though.

>>8870571

>At least for me, and i'd imagine anybody else with severe anxiety.

Can you just take pills? I had severe social anxiety, could barely even walk outside my house, but benzos worked perfectly. Totally anxiety free within 30 minutes.

Later on I discovered that I'm just happier inside and having friends and all of that wasn't actually very fun at all, but that's unrelated.

>>8870575
Suck my balls.

>>8870589
>having friends and all of that wasn't actually very fun at all
Thats exactly how I feel already, but I don't have insurance, and no money to afford that sort of medication. Currently jumping through hoops with the state for therapy but its going nowhere, and very slowly at that. Very frustrating having to visit some guy every week to be told things I already know and asked how I plan to fix it. "If I knew that, I wouldn't be here asking you, thanks."

>>8870605

Can you grind some money doing online work like that mechanical turk stuff? It's not much money at all, but it requires no socialization whatsoever and if you grind at it for awhile then you could afford a doctor's appointment and the medicine itself is fairly cheap, even without insurance. Only downside would be that it might take a few visits before he actually prescribes the benzos since doctors are a bit hesitant to give those out, but once you have those you can head right out and get a job with no trouble at all.

There's always the internet as well. Load up Tor, head over to the Silk Road, and grab some klonopin or valium at about 20 dollars for 10-20 pills, which should be good for about 10 to 20 days. They mail it right to your door so you don't have to go out or anything.

Diazepam/Valium = 10mg or 20mg
Clonazepam/Klonopin = 0.5mg or 1mg

One of those doses will work.

>The happiness set point is genetically determined and is assumed to be fixed, stable over time, and immune to influence or control.

>>8870712
Is it really that available on Tor? Is it legit or just stupid fake stuff that is pretty likely to be impure enough to cause you harm?

Just benzos or other fun drugs too?

>>8870740

Not the person you're replying too, but yes the "Silkroad" on Tor is very legitimate and safe. Check out this link, which has screenshots of the site and all kinds of info: http://www.gwern.net/Silk%20Road

>>8870740
They're actually quite clever about this. Generally they have guides and reviews and such, so you can tell how trusted a seller is and how high quality their drugs are. I think it was Silk Road or another famous secret website that had a whole section for confirmed-trusted sellers known for good products, and that's where most of the business took place.

>>8870740

Yeah, they have pretty much everything on the Silk Road. I've had weed shipped right to my door through the mail, all vacuum sealed and hidden inside another package, without any problems, it's pretty wild. Using Tor is more or less the only way to easily obtain drugs through the internet. They have weed, heroin, coke, etc, but they also have prescription pills like benzos and adderall.

It's all done through bitcoins for the anonymity though, so you'll need to convert any money that you wanted to spend to bitcoins.

I have found my satisfaction with /jp/.

I've gotten a lot more pure as of late. This coincides with the time I stated to become more of a regular on /jp/ but I'm not sure if it is anything more the a correlation. It also coincides with the time my doctor had me on a synthetic hormone, which seemed to be screwing with my mood.

Any who, at this point I feel more at ease and I'm pretty much only interested in "pure love" type lesbian relationships, mostly the emotional aspects of it.

>>8870770
>>8870768
>>8870759
>>8870712

I'm scared. I don't want to get caught and punished. I wouldn't survive in a prison.

>>8870864
Move to Norway. A thread a couple of days ago taught me that Norway has very cosy prisons.

>>8870864

I managed to order some drugs from a non-tor (or whatever you'd call it) way back when. I got some 2C-E, MDPV, Mephedrone.. The last two aren't really worth it, but 2C-E was. Which is shipped from America, I'm in UK. If you're scared don't order massive amounts, if it's obviously for personal use you won't be raped in prison, just fined or something.

There's also plenty of semi-legal shit you can get. Like poppy pods, peyote/the other cactuses with mescaline, DMT, probably a load of 'research chemicals' I haven't been looking into, which are basically new drugs that haven't been banned yet.

I talk like a shitposter, even in real life. I also want to be a slutty shota.

>>8870864

If you're buying from a seller in your own country, it's perfectly safe. Believe me. You would not get in trouble. Even ordering across Europe (if you are there) is pretty safe.

If you order from another country, you do risk the chance of customs catching it but there are millions of packages shipped around the world each day, hardly any get searched. They're usually well packaged too. However I personally would not run the risk. Mind you the punishment for being caught depends where you live. Customs could just seize it and write a letter, or you could get arrested.

Just order from sellers in your own country if possible to be 100% secure, if you don't wish to risk anything.

>>8870935
Why a shota?

I'm the exact same way now OP.
I don't even fap.

ima mothercon now

No, but my best friend, who is a /jp/sie, is responsible for the turn of events that led to a rapid set of philisophical changes which now lead me to...well. similar to what you said. Ill only ever have sex with a boy or a girl if I truly am in love with them, I try to only masturbate to clear my thoughts...swearing is still a bad habit though...As well, there is a bit more femenimity to me at times. I get in different moods, usually "shy/embarassed," "badass," or "stoic." He also is turning me into a bisexual, the dashing bastard. I love him very much, and he introduced me to /jp/. so I guess I owe you guys an indirect thanks, almost as much as I can never fully thank him for what hes done for me.
My apologies if that was a rant, I can get overly wordy at times without realizing it.

Can't believe how easy it is to get drugs online. Kind of irritated I found out. This isn't going to end well, /jp/. Enjoy my drugged up shitposting in about a week.

>>8871130
>/jp/

>>8871023
That is something I aspire for.

>>8871130

DON'T DO IT

STAY PURE

>>8871130

50% of /jp/ posts while drunk or high on some kind of drug, don't worry.

>>8871023
I also recently decided to give up on masturbation. I already didn't drink or take drugs, so I guess that makes me more pure than most of /jp/.

I'm connected to a free wireless internet service controled by the goverment, some ports are blockaded and I can't do things like torrenting or play most online games.
Will I still be anonymous over TOR?

I have recently fapped to an onahole. I used my hand. I blame /jp/.

/jp/ cheers me up after a long day.
I come here and realize the other 3 people that post here will be the closest thing I have to friends.
Before I browsed /jp/ I was about to drop out of college, now i'm working hard at my part time job and i'm a year from graduation. I don't know what it is, but hearing the horror stories of being 30 and having nothing in your life at all encouraged me. You guys make me want to do well. I hope you're proud of me /jp/. You're my best friends.

>>8871371
You did something I can't do, and for that I hate you.

>>8871371
>>8871371
just do what makes you happy anon.

I've learned to take it easy

nothing can make me angry anymore, i've reached true Zen or something

>>8871410
I'm still not a nice as I'd like to be, I find it difficult when I'm still exposed to high school environment where jocks and slut are abound.

>>8871437
I really really hate sluts. Most boys nearly as much for different reasons. Usually more complex, but sluts quite irritate me.

/jp/ helped me "open up" a tiny bit more. I'm a pretty distant and quiet guy in real life, but I can relate to a lot of you guys here.

>>8871371
>hearing the horror stories of being 30 and having nothing in your life at all encouraged me
Glad to be of service! Don't go and get too normal on us though.

>>8871451
Just to day, on the bus, I heard some (HS) freshmen girls talk how they have all sucked cock at lest ones, then they tried to figure out which guys have had it done to them. When they get to me I just laugh at them because I, a guy, am the purest maiden by comparison to them.

>>8871526
Id have simply grunted annoyedly, to myself. Nice you can laugh at it.

>>8871559
also that peace sign bullshit they do gets on my nerves especially. Why. Whats the fucking point? Why?

>>8871130
speaking of things like that, im tempted to take up chewing tobacco. I chew on my chopsticks all the time, anyway.

>>8871599
>chewing tobacco
Please don't, so gross.

>>8871347
Mostly, yes. But if you're going to use open sites, expect to be flagged as a criminal. When using TOR it might hide your IP, but you can't hide the fact that you're using TOR to do so. Providers that don't believe in anonymity will be entitled to their conceptions of who a TOR user is, and whether he/she is wanted on their site. This is in my opinion TOR's biggest flaw. TOR is still great for IRC, granted that the service provider allows it.. which populare rizon.net does not, so you'll be stuck with freenode et al.

If you're content with hidden services then go for it. Same can be said about i2p, except normal web sites straight out does not compute with i2p.

I don't know myself, some say privoxy is the way to go, but you'll have to decide that for yourself.

Not in the least. If anything, I'm having more sex and my masturbation is becoming both more frequent and more public. Then again, I'm only here for the Melty Blood threads.

>If I have to curse then I only say "fugg"
e/b/in :DDDDDDD

Being with /jp/ though all these years has made me cynical and bitter, but in an enjoyable way. I had come to realize that doing works for society, or for that matter, anyone other than myself brings no joy to me. I realize that it is when I am being myself, entertaining myself, and being around those who share the same realization do I truly feel happy. I have always been an introvert, but society made me think that it would lead me to sadness. But no, right now, I am happy enough to play games by myself, and when I do get lonely at times, there's always people to talk to in /jp/. Every bit as bitter, cruel and lonely as I am. Or so I think - and that's good enough for me.

>>8871966
normalfags get both funny and OBNOXIOUS when talking about shit like this
the reaction is a declaration that its "unhealthy" and youre "Delusional"
Essentially: "BE LIKE US YOU FUCKING LOSER PIECE OF SHIT"

>>8871371
>being 30 and having nothing in your life at all
What's your definition of "having nothing at all"? Many of them are much happier than working people, you know?
If you want me to be proud of you then please realize that you're walking down the wrong path before it's too late.

>>8872041
I know they're happy with what they do, but they lack prospects. I don't want to wake up and do the same thing every day for the next 60 years until I die.
I'm very happy in my path. It has the flexibility of normal life with the responsibility of NEET life.

>>8872053

>but they lack prospects

What do you mean by prospects? The NEET life has goals and ambitions. They're just based around things that you're passionate about. Learning a language, training your abilities in a hobby, etc. Things that matter because they make you happy.

All of these ideas like "having nothing in your life" or "not having prospects" all seem to be based around the idea that not having wealth or social status is somehow a bad thing. I don't understand, from my perspective normal people just drone on through their careers simply because that's what they were told they were supposed to be doing and then die after living a life where they neglected the things that they really enjoyed so that they could be productive, socially acceptable members of society.

>>8872133
I didn't mean it quite as you're taking it. I mean they lack social, physical, and abstract resources that make hobby exploration much easier. Someone ("Normals") with such resources almost always waste them on boring or fruitless endeavors, where the NEET treasures such resources and uses them wisely. I'm saying that someone with the resources of a "normal" and the ambitions and status of a NEET has the best opportunities for happiness and fulfillment, in my opinion.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/lifeandstyle/2012/feb/01/top-five-regrets-of-the-dying

/jp/ is the lewdest of places, it's unreal. I can't come here without getting multiple boners. This place is like a cure for ED.

I'm also a bigger fan of pure girls, but not because of purity in the same sense many of you share. I just want them to be mine. I want multiple women, to all be my property and get on their knees, act like dogs, and get pregnant as my harem girls. I've also started weightlifting.

If anything, /jp/ has made me multiple times manlier than I ever was. People I know think I'm a hardass by the book kind of guy, but I'm really just asocial and shy so I don't say anything and keep everything proper to not cause trouble.

I truly believe that /jp/ will in fact, turn into a little girl once pure.

>>8874151
Don't fool yourself.

>>8874151
as long as you plan to suicide/portal yourself out, you'll never become one.

you can only become the little girl after your current mortal shell withers away naturally and you die. you just have to believe in it.

you know all that religious talk about afterlife? it's a bunch of lies created to keep you from becoming the little girl, and instead turning you into a good mindless slave for the cruel gods.

the only true afterlife is becoming the little girl, free from any influence or control by others.

It turned me both suicidal and gay.

I'm kind of jealous of those that enjoy the lifestyle so much.
At first, I filled all that time with things I enjoyed, and for a while, that was nice.
Now I've lost the motivation to do anything at all. Last year I mustered up the motivation to finish 3 VNs, this year I haven't played any at all. I don't even know where all the time goes anymore.

>>8870770
I'd do this, but I have no idea on how to anonymously obtain bitcoins, or whether I should use my real address, or a fake one, etc, things like that.

/jp/ made me mute.

>>8875761
You don't have to even enter any personally identifiable information to send/receive/mine Bitcoins. It's all done through the magic of HASHES.

>>8872053
>I don't want to wake up and do the same thing every day for the next 60 years until I die.

But that's exactly what you will be forced to do if you choose to live the normalfag life.

>>8875795

So I'll be using the magic of hashes to acquire the magic of hashish?

>>8870378
Money isn't, but free time might do. If he makes 300k a year working 30 or less hours a week, that's win. Otherwise he is just another idiot unable to understand the true value of time.

>>8874189
So what I'm doing right now is a good way to become a little girl. Thank you for the comment. I hope you'd also become a little girl like me.