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have you ever desperately wanted to die but not had the courage to kill yourself?

>> No.8655117

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8m5CIcbytfM

>> No.8655122

Japan will always love you,

>> No.8655140
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8655140

Back when I was 16 or so, but it was just me being a hormone-riddled dramafag. As far as I'm concerned, my body is already destined to rot at sometime or another, so I might as well not forego the oppritunity cost of death (experiencing more novelty, or at least spending all of my money on Thai ladyboys and psychedelics first).

>> No.8655151

>>8655140
/jp/ isn't particularly friendly towards furries.

>> No.8655172

Dying seems so special and wonderful. I'm just really scared of the pain that accompanies dying, or the injuries resulting from almost-dying.

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>> No.8655256

Obviously. I get over it quite quickly though, just as I get over "Okay me, today you're going to make something of yourself!"

>> No.8655272

>>8655114
Often.
I have this constant nagging feeling that I'm unwelcome anywhere.

>> No.8655466

i often thinking about killing myself by hanging

>> No.8655474

>>8655256
Plan sucide for over a month, get a stupid idea that I'm "gonna change my life and become something."
A week later back to planing sucide. Well one day I'll do it.

>> No.8655480

Would you be more open to the idea of suicide if someone was there to convince you to do it and make sure you did it right?

>> No.8655488

Posting this again:
http://www.mediafire.com/?c4ryqc5g92tpqlz
Plenty of painless methods, stories and advice on how to peacefully end your life. The book is aimed at the elderly and terminally ill, but I think everyone should have the right to decide how and when they want to die, even if they're young and healthy. Fuck painfully dying as a depressed cripple in your seventies. Why people choose to do that is beyond me.

>> No.8655525
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8655525

>/jp/ suicide culture

>> No.8655528

Oddly enough, the idea of killing myself makes me happy. I look forward to a time when I feel free enough to end my life, it will probably be the happiest moment I ever experience.

>> No.8655535

Not really, in my last suicide attempt I tried to cut my veins, and since I wasn't dying, I cutted more and more and more, some wounds were very deep. At the end, I gave up the cutting and took 12 sleep pills, didn't make it.

Not even a second I thought about stopping, I was desperately TRYING to succeed.

>> No.8655549

Why is hanging one's self so popular? That looks extremely agonizing.

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>>8655549
if done well , like they used to do in prisons its painless and instant.

also I dont think ppl should post about such ideas in this thread.Cant you guys talk about how to overcome your depression and not just how to end your life painless?

>> No.8655573

I don't but I have several friends who keep reminding me that they want to die.
It's very bothersome

>> No.8655584

>>8655566
Not everyone here has a fiancee or a job

>> No.8655591

>>8655566
How about you learn some decent grammar already?

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>>8655584
this has nothing to do with it.
I just pointed out it would be better if the people in this thread would talk about the reasons why they wanted to suicide or how things can go better , then " How can I die painless /jp/ help me"

>> No.8655606

>>8655549
people want to look pretty when they reach the gates of gensokyo, also its one of the easiest method of suicide

>> No.8655611

>>8655151
>/jp/ isn't particularly friendly towards furries.

Extremely ironic.

>> No.8655628

What helped me overcame my depression: filtering worthless tripfags. Now my /jp/ life is much less shittier.

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>> No.8655686

>>8655566

It's only painless if calculated precisely, like they do in prison, so that it breaks your neck and kills you instantly. I can't imagine amateur attempts going that well, instead of dying by a broken neck, they choke do death. No way in hell that's painless.

>> No.8655722

>>8655686
Personally, I wouldn't mind if it lasted couple of minutes.
Of course i dislike pain, but I just don't like the idea of instant death. In my last moments, I want to be able to be able to say in my head, its done, its finally over. I feel like I wouldn't know if I really died if it was instant. This is why I don't like sleeping pill method.

>> No.8655732

>>8655722
Also suicide is supposed to be a sweet release.
That's why, they are committing suicide in the first place after all.

Instant death is like fapping without orgasm or orgasm that you can't even feel.

>> No.8655762

This has happened two times in the past month
Don't worry, I'll kill myself tomorrow~

>> No.8656233 [SPOILER] 
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Yes!

>> No.8656247

Nope, I wasn't a weak minded faggot who let hormones take control of his life.

>> No.8656273

No, too busy getting laid and working to give a shit about being depressed.

Man the FUCK up, bro.

>> No.8656284

Quite a few times.

But the thought that we may have a virtual reality in few decades is keeping me alive.

>> No.8656314

>>8656273
So then, you live like the majority of society, acting exactly according to the role you've been assigned, and supposedly finding happiness that way.

Why are you even on /jp/?

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Don't worry anon, one day you’ll stack the courage to do it, death is the last form of liberation and the only thing that rejects it is your animal gene pool forged through several million years of cruel and ruthless natural selection, there's no more human act than killing yourself, you were born with intelligence to decide your own path and if you want death you shall receive it.

>> No.8656337

My mom is drowning in my college debt. I just don't have the courage to kill leave her alone forever thinking how worthless it was having me as a child. Unfortunately I'm more useful alive than dead. When I've fulfilled my obligations and paid back society and my family then I'll take my life. I plan on eventually killing myself in a beautiful forest.

>> No.8656345

>>8656337
I know that feel, Anon.

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>>8655488
Takes a lot more work than you think it does, and requires precautions to make sure you don't mess it up. Spoken from experience and having read the PDF twice and seen the video that goes along with it.

Easiest and most effective method, get ready to spend $100-$120. Picture provides instructions.

Tons of "quick and easy" methods are easy to mess up, or can be extremely painful. Hanging, Potassium Cyanide, Charcoal Burning (CO buildup in a sealed room), Toilet Cleaner mixed with an activator. Exit Bags (Downers + Alcohol + turkey oven bag with elastic).... is really freaking scary and difficult to make seal be strong.

Just go with CPAP, and get release. I envy you.

>> No.8657533

Eat bananas.

>> No.8657544

>>8656367
Well this very method is sort of alluded to, and it directly mentions exit bags. The company behind this made quite a few videos. A good one was "Doing it with Daisy" or whatever (which was pulled from YouTube).

I think the book is pretty nice and I like the anecdotes--they make you aware there's more to suicide than just ending your life. However if you don't give a shit, I see no problem with that guide. Though a /jp/er did try it (and streamed it) but the "nozzle wouldn't fit" and other problems that were probably just excuses.

>> No.8657606

it's okay. I know how to make you stop trying to kill yourself.
the answer? try to kill yourself
don't go with these "quick, painless" techniques. you won't give yourself time to stop yourself.
no. the best way is to try to drown yourself in a few inches of water. A few years ago my shower had some drainage problems so a lot of water was pooling up and I decided to drown myself. I chickened out before my face even touched the standing water. My survival instinct flipped the fuck out and I had an anxiety attack that lasted for like a half an hour. Never attempted since then. No matter how far you push yourself, you are mostly never in any real danger and your survival instinct will always kick in before you even start to get brain damage.
If you manage to get past that and kill yourself anyway, then maybe things were bad enough that suicide really was the answer.

>> No.8657634

Every day.

>> No.8657654

I seriously tried once, but at the time I was only 10 years old and quite stupid so I failed horribly. I've thought about suicide quite a lot since then but never actually attempted it for a second time.

>> No.8657655

I haven't really wanted to suicide since middle school
I think it was just a hormone thing, maybe you guys will feel better when you stop growing too

>> No.8657658

>>8657606
Expert use of spoiler tags, would read again.

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>> No.8657661

/jp/ - Suicide General

>> No.8657663

Im da bess
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVUyyHYkBHk

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>>8655114
Nope.
It's not related to the topic, but I was having a case of sleep paralysis the other day, and was having a bit of trouble getting my breathing properly under control, but the idea passed through my head of just giving up trying to breath. I don't know whether I was truly in sleep paralysis then or if I was just dreaming of it, and even then I don't think I'd have died if I stopped breathing, but the thought scared me a little afterwards.
Fortunately sleep paralysis doesn't work like that, right? The only way you can die is if you panic too much and have a heart attack, isn't it?

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>>8657735
you're going to need to adopt a tripcode if you're going to habitually post SmileCure images.

>> No.8657799

>>8655140
Are you me... 6 years from now?

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