/jp/ - Otaku Culture

It didn't take long for me to fall deep. About 3 years after I got the Internet, I was already downloading a massive amount of CP videos.

From normalfag to /jp/.
You tell me.
I even had 3D girlfriends before it

If you could, /jp/... would you go back?

I've been on the internet for 14 years. Wow.

>>8464290
Like HELL I would, this hobby is what defines me. My life would be too boring if it were to go back to the way it was before.

I've been using the internet for about 10 years. Jesus christ, is IS my childhood.

I already beat off to anime VHS tapes I had of Dragonball and sailor moon as a kid.
the only reason I wanted a computer was to play runescape actually, as a friend of mine (first friend I ever made and still have) told me about it when we met in 7th grade.
From there I found sites like ebaums that had funny flash games, then used the dogpile search engine to search for "funny pictures" one time. First result was a demotivational that had 4chan on the caption, so after that I found /b/. From there you can easily see how this went.

My lifestyle decreased but my "personality" increased.

>>8464300
>this hobby is what defines me
It's like you're intentionally trying to make your life as miserable as possible.

>>8464318
Not the person you're talking to, but I just want to say, I get off on being pathetic and different, and showing it to everybody as vocally as possible.

I have to say I have fallen pretty low since 1997. The strange pron I am into right now is really weird. Not disgusting (more like cute hentai with some fetish in it). But weird.

But I guess the worst part is how my social life have disappeared almost entirely (well, i do have a part-time job).

Still, I regret nothing.

I don't feel I've fallen deep at all. I haven't developed any weird fetishes like you all seem to have, and through understanding pedophilia and its nature I have managed to move myself away from it (i.e. I used to be a pedophile in denial, up to actually looking at CP at some points, but now loli doesn't even really interest me anymore). I do have lost all 'friends' though but I don't consider that much of a loss. They weren't really what I want from a friend, a real friend.

If I hadn't found 4chan when I did I'd probably be trying hard to be a normalfag even though I hate it, and I'd be really unhappy.

I'm thankful. I even sent moot an email thanking him for making 4chan.

Turned from popular rich kid into a hikikomori, from having a few girls who really liked me into hating 3D, my emotions dulled, my past self would be disgusted by what I fap to, and I will never do anything productive in my life, my family name dies with me.

On the other hand, my personality has become unique, my tastes refined, my intelligence skyrocketed, I can stomach anything, I don't have to have a job, I have never been arrested, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I have saved a uncountable amount of cash, I can just sit on my ass and have fun all day.

>>8464290
Truthfully?

No. There are times where I regret what I have become, but if I did have a chance to redo everything....it would end the same way. I just enjoy this way of life too much. When I compare my life to now days normalfags, I pity them, especially if they are married.

Only normals care about their standing in society. There's no need to feel ashamed about doing things you like.

I am thankful actually. I could still remember my stupid young self trying so hard to fit in with the normals, doing what they did even though it was boring.

Now I spend most of my time in my room and I could count the number of friends I have on one hand(zero soon). But I can honestly say that I enjoy my way of life more now. I shudder at the thought that I would probably be fucking some 3D pig that I don't love now if I didn't change.

I feel better after getting in to it actually, before I was perpetually bored and getting increasingly drawn/stuck in to my daydreams.

Now things are more interesting and I've learned tons of things I probably wouldn't have without it.

Every situation has its pros and cons. You just have to hop over to the next situation if it feels right. If you learn to catch the trains you learn to take the best out of every situation without lettings things go over your head.

Ever since I first used the internet, I've had an insatiable hunger to know more, which hasn't stopped to this day. please help me

I got such a pure heart. That i still only fap occasionally to Sailor Moon. Meanwhile dreaming of true love.

I was watching CP back when I was 13, it doesn't get much sicker than that.

I turned from a angry, cynic kid with some social standing because I tried hard to fit in with normals, but frustrated with all despite having friends, girls interested in me, etc, to a slightly less angry, solitary, apathetic at society dude. If anything, the internet has made more peaceful compared to back then.

And I'm a faggot, I mean, contrary to many people here, almost all of those sexually deviant fetishes doesn't arouse me, so it doesn't affected me that much, excluding the fact that now I avoid 3D at all costs.

>>8464504
I thought I was the only one. Strange, because I was an avid CP seeker when I was 11 years old, but now I don't have any interest in it.

>>8464266
>durr, what is the oldest porn u can remember
BONDAGE FAIRIES xDDXDXD

Also there was a ton of Sailor Moon crap in gif format that's still floating around tagged as "8bit" or "pixel art." And yeah, some of that isn't recent "retro" crap, it's the genuine article.

>>8464504
They were almost your age so....

from fucking noob
to wise 1337 admin

If any direction I fell is up

The thing I noticed most is that due to the amounts of information and different opinions on the internet I have started to lose my opinion on political/moral issues and don't even have a personality, and am thus excellent in analyzing what I need to say to appeal to different types of people.

>>8464518
that isn't our fault, you're just a two-faced little hypocrite wanna-be schemer faggot

>>8464527
It's not nearly that great, it's more like "hey, have you heard about x on the news, what do you think about it?" "...", "yea, I know right?".

>>8464504
Every weekend since I was 12, and I'm 22 now. I love CP.

When I was still in elementary school I only used the internet to play multiplayer games with a friend of mine on dialup. Now I'm a college dropout with no friends and I only use my cable connection to shitpost and fap.

>>8465291
You're not bad until you fap to your shitposts, like I do.

From asocial to normal person.

>>8464518
>don't even have a personality
up to this point I feel similar, but I'm absolutely horrible in choosing the right words during conversation. I just appear aloof.

>>8465303
How?

My obsession when cheese pizza and portraits of captain picard haven't changed.

My obsession when cheese pizza and portraits of captain picard haven't changed.

It's really funny how I used to fap to 3D lesbian porn when I was young and now I can't even get a boner from anything that isn't a doujin/manga

The only change is, back then I wasn't afraid to go outside, I just didn't like to.

I've gone from watching inuyasha on youtube and fapping to normal sex between a generic male and female the days I wasn't outside to being in my bedroom 24/7, I don't care about any friend I used to have, I watch over 15 shows every season, play VNs with tons of fetishist material, fap to lolis being raped by slimy parasite tentacles, play doujin games, mainly touhou and derivative works, and when I'm not doing any from the above, I'm posting here or fantasizing about Gensokyo.

Quite far.

Honestly, I would have killed myself if it weren't for the internet.

As bad as things are, it's better than being dead, right?
At least that's what I keep telling myself. And the internet can usually distract me when I stop believing that.

Except right now. I can't concentrate on anything at all except real life.

>>8465389
Too lewd, you will never be anyone's bride.

Used to be a fat retard who didn't know he was a retard.

Now I know. I am also a lot less mentally stable.

>>8465411
This suggests that death is in any way a bad thing.
Enjoy your western PC propaganda.

>>8465421
Enjoy ceasing to exist.

>>8465427
I eagerly look forward to it.
Only reason I've put it off, is that I'd like to finish one little thing before I go.
You on the other hand will continue to suffer for some time.

>>8465430
who says dying is not more suffering than living.

>>8465430
so edgy and cool xDDDDDDDDDDD

I dunno.

The first time I saw a dog having sex with a girl crying and tied to a bed, I thought it was profoundly hot.
Nowadays it's all I can fap to.

>>8465433
Depends on your life.
Some deaths are relatively painless.

>>8465440
I mean suffering as in feeling regret.

>>8465440
I think he means after.

Some of us don't blindly accept that there's something after. So until there's some solid proof, I'll just keep living

Its actually quite comfortable anyways, so I don't really see value in seeking unsure alternatives.

>>8465447
Regret, huh?
I think that applies more to the alternative.

>>8465451
I don't think there's anything after.
As a matter of fact, that's the appeal.

>>8465430
I'm actually going to kill myself after EVO this year.

When I get eliminated, I'm going to chuck my PS3 pad into the crowd and then take some Potassium Cyanide I got at my local jeweler's a few weeks ago.

If you see a guy chucking his pad into the crowd at EVO, it's me.

Oh, and I'll be there for UMvC3.

I was already on the bottom.

>>8465460

Waiting warmly.

I don't know, 12 years ago I never thought I'd be using self-hypnosis and suggestion for fap material.

>>8465472
Oh shit, me too.

Where do you get your stuff?
I'm running dry.

>>8465475
ourdirtypleasure.com, if you are looking for femdom/other lewd "hypnosis" files of different forms.

It does have that old "you must post 10 times" bullshit however.

>>8464379

You just described 1/10th of /Jp.

How does it feel?

>>8465492
Says I need an invite.

Help a brother out?

>>8465498
/jp/ always seemed to be in poverty, not rich kids. At least not until recently.

I was the cool kid before. I'd even drank alcohol when I was 11. I'm disgusted with my past self.
But now, I love infornography, and my entertainment is sci-fi, philosophy, math and japanese media.

Don't worry. I've come to save this board.

>>8465475

Ah, I usually visit a folder a /jp/er left here sometime, this one specifically:

http://www.mediafire.com/?s616qo0d71zzw

I also just hunt around the googlemachine after finding something that looks nice in DLsite.

>>8465563
This is nice, thank you for sharing.

I became a well-rounded individual with suicidal tendencies. I'd say it's an improvement.

I actually used to be the popular kid in school that had members of the opposite sex swarming around me.

Now I'm a social recluse who spends all their time looking at guro, shota, and VN's.