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>>8232873
bad

Just remember folks, December is the month with the most suicides!

I will survive...

Pretty fucking swimmingly.

Well I'm drunk, so yeah.

It's at an all-time low. I just don't have the balls to kill myself, so I have to constantly exist in agony.

i,m going to kill myself on friday
#wow
#whoa

>>8232890
Don't kill you'reself're on friday...

You have to live for Shrek...And Bob.

>>8232889
Dude, it's better to be non-existent than living in misery. What about painless metods? or something like wrist cutting in the water?

I'll be honest, I tried wrist cutting, and it doesn't hurt that much, I survived because my family found me at the right time, but if things keep sucking, I'll try it again.

I hope that things will turn good for you, or that at least you can achieve a better state.

Please stop making these threads. They make it worse. Just find/make general NEET/hikikomori threads and post in those.

Depression is low, anxiety is high.
Going to talk about my sister's friend about a job he might be able to get me - he's supposed to come over this week, but I don't know when.

>>8232908
> I'll be honest, I tried wrist cutting,
Wrist cutting is the most ineffective method of suicide ever.
If you've started doing it to ease the pain or release frustration or whatever, stop. I can never wear short-sleeved t-shirts ever again because I was stupid in my mid-to-late teens. This mightn't sound like a problem but it really is, and believe me when I say it affects a ton of things you'd never consider.

Sure is 2003 in here

>>8232933
I was miserable before emo kids made it mainstream!

>>8232931

So he's banging your sister?

>>8232936
Remember when people would say "so if X jumped off a bridge, you would too?"

Who would have ever thought that would actually catch on?

>>8232932
Care to elaborate?
What kind of problems you have with that?

Every day I think about taking a knife to the veins in my neck.

>>8232957
Nah, he's banging my sister's best friend, that's how she came to know him.
I've known them for years, otherwise I wouldn't agree to meeting him, but my anxiety's still bothersome.
Still, it's my only chance at a job that I could possibly do, so I gotta push through that.
I don't have much options.

>>8232931
Good luck and do your best.

Why haven't you finished your fear-proof exoskeleton yet, /jp/? It's empowering to know that no one else will ever hate you as much as you hate yourself!

>>8233144
Thank you.

>>8233311
how the HELL does 1 go bout makin 1?

>>8233408

Become so depressed and embroiled in your self-loathing that you realize no one will ever be able to hurt you because you've already hurt yourself too much for them to ever be able to!

It's genius!

>>8233434
I used to feel this way about pain because of cutting myself. I felt invincible for months, it was great. Then I remembered I was a weak and fragile man and I became scared to leave my bed.

>>8233434
oh HELL...

are we done being emo here?

AT LEAST WE HAVE EACH OTHER

Anxiety has been settling back in lately when I walked into this semi-crowded food court today. Making me think that depression and such isn't a croc of shit like I thought it was. But for the most part I'm good but slowly being what I used to be a year ago.

/bun/ ftw!

You depressed people really come off as pathetic to me.

>>8233483
You're just giving us more self-hate/blog fodder. Cut it out.

>>8233483

Joke's on you faggot, I already view myself as more pathetic than you'll ever view me

ME: 1, YOU: 0

>>8233460
>>8233460

>>8233478
It definitely isn't nonsense. It's easy to think that people's problems and feelings are trivial, but that's simply because you can't go very deep into the details because you're not the same person.

sex with /jp/~

>>8234350
Tell me more.

>>8233576
I want to give you a hug so much.

I have more of an anxiety problem than depression but they do feed on one another.
http://www.anxietyhelp.org/information/hama.html

>popped 2 Oxycontin and a vyvanse when I woke up
>2 more Oxycontin at lunch
>2 more and a couple bong hits two round out my day

If I couldn't afford drugs I'd have killed myself long ago.

I have a newfound respect for normals. You don't know despair unless you've been in a relationship. Yeah, I was in one for two months. Everyday I had to go through her chat logs online, go through her phone, call her at random times during the day (text wont come up with background noise), monitor her schedule, check my food to make sure she didn't put anything in it, background check on her and friends, and so many other things.
That was probably how it felt like to be bi-polar. I had crazy happy moments, and extreme lows where five minutes felt like ten hours of worrying and crying. I couldn't even sleep. I don't know what kind of masochist would enjoy being in that kind of ordeal for years, and it really makes the line in the sand separating mindsets much thicker.
We got in an argument at her apartment, and I punched her in the stomach. I don't know. She started crying and told me to get the fuck out.

I am content how I am now. It is a blessing being alone. I also still have my wizard status, as I made it clear I didn't believe in sex without love or marriage at the start. (that's where most of my paranoia stemmed from).


If you needed more confirmation as to how wonderfully off most of you are right now, well there you go.

>>8234372
Saten-san, can I have sex with you? Pretty please?

>>8234414
>Everyday I had to go through her chat logs online, go through her phone, call her at random times during the day (text wont come up with background noise), monitor her schedule, check my food to make sure she didn't put anything in it, background check on her and friends, and so many other things.
You're irrationally paranoid, even for /jp/. You need help or, failing that, drugs.

>>8234401
I got 19 despite being diagnosed as a severe case. retarded.

>>8234437
Pervert!
okay...

>>8232873
I don't get depressed much, just melancholy, especially in the evening.
Then I just watch some Bob Ross or listen to Nujabes and it all goes away. Being alone ain't that bad, ya know.

Being delusional helps prevent depresion

>>8233576
I like this guy. I feel like we could have been friends. Except, you know. Internet.

Sometimes I feel all alone and then I remember that I'd rather be alone than have normalfags for friends or requiring interaction with normalfags. Then I forget why I was feeling lonely.

pretty good. my dissociation has been much worse though. i think i may be starting to go insane too, whenever im driving in a residential area i get sudden urges to run pedestrians over and do the complete opposite of what im expected to do. oh well

>>8234503
That's normal. I think of doing crazy things as well, like just jumping in a lake when walking past one, or pushing a kid down and wondering how people would react. You were probably just bored.

>>8234503
This is why I come here.
Its comforting to know I'm not the only one that has these sudden 'abnormal' thoughts. Makes me feel a bit at ease.

>>8234503
>i get sudden urges to run pedestrians over
If they're any good at danmaku, they'll graze. If they aren't, then do they really deserve to live?

>>8234414
I was the same way with mine back when I was a kid (13~). Stress isn't worth it at all.

>>8234414
I'm a masochist but fuck, even I wouldn't be able to handle that kind of torture. Ignorance is just bliss for those who are normal. Let them live in ignorance for showing them the light does more harm than good often enough.