/jp/ - Otaku Culture

because i'm in the military and my pathetic 2 weeks of leave have ended and I have to go back overseas tomorrow

>>8205353
Where are you going? I'm sorry about that. Why did you sign up for the military in the first place, anyway?

Because your shitposting ass came along and decided to shitpost more than you usually do today.

>>8205362

And because of police academy which means 4-6 months without /jp/ or VN's.

>>8205358
going back to the middle east

and I joined because you can only be a hikki for so long until you can't afford to be one anymore

captcha related: $200,000 tedocat

>>8205369

And which I am dropping because I already make $50,000 a year. Fuck the NYPD.

Because it's today

Because I woke up and the apocalypse didn't happen. I'm still a worthless hikikomori living in my room waiting on the world to end so I won't have to live in modern society.

I would rather find some cute loli to protect an wander the wasteland killing zombies. Why is human society such shit?

I've got a paper to write for tomorrow, but I just can't get started. Frustrating...

I found out I have 6 cavities, 2 of which need a root canal which each cost $1000.

I had to go to the unemployment office to register so we can apply for welfare. It's not just me that's a failure, this whole clusterfuck of a family is. I couldn't sleep the night prior and crashed after coming back.
Now I have to go back there 2 weeks from now for some bullshit to get some bullshit job offers that either:
a) have 100 people for one spot
b) are so bad no one wants them even in this economy.
At least I let my hair and beard grow out, so the chance of anyone actually wanting to hire me is slim - that saves me the trouble of explaining why I didn't take the job to the people at the unemployment office. But just interacting with people means that my anxiety is going to be terrible for at least a couple days before the appointment.

>>8205352
I'm depressed because you're still alive and not lying dead in a gutter somewhere.

>>8205402

I'm not depressed. Infact, it's the opposite. I just found out that I will be here alone on Christmas Eve. I've been waiting for that confirmation all year.

I lost someone that I was starting to know better and warm up to, someone online. I guess that's my punishment for trying to be social... or maybe I just pick the wrong people... Which hurts more, rejection or loneliness? Either way, I just keep blaming myself. "You're disgusting, you're a leech, you're stupid," I keep telling myself. But it just makes me feel worse. I want to pull my blankets over my head and curl up tighter and just hope that things get better. They don't, and I keep feeling worse.

I don't know what's worse.

Being the in state of mind you guys are and being a neet, or being a social person with a real job and people you interact with all the time and hiding the fact you feel this way inside and keeping it a secret that every minute you have off work you act as much as a neet as possible.

On my weekends, I never leave my house. I don't talk to anyone. I play video games, sit in the dark, don't shower, cum on my fucking carpet, I don't care about anything.

Then monday rolls around, and here comes my visage.

>>8205381

>I would rather find some cute loli to protect an wander the wasteland killing zombies.

Go to Africa, grab a little girl, pretend the raiders are zombies. There you go.

>>8205423

>>8205413
That's because you are disgusting, you are a leech, you are stupid. I mean you can't even see that nobody actually likes you and yet you just carry on posting like a retard.

>>8205430
Hello Alchemist, did you forget your trips?

>>8205413
I second this.

>>8205432
Not Alchemist that guy needs to die in a fire as well.

>>8205413
why do yo uneed to be concerned with other people

when you already have me

waiting for your gentle touch

juts remember... YOUR AWWESOME

>>8205413
Out

>>8205413

If you dropped the name shit like people you to then maybe things would be different.

>>8205413
Sacrificing the highs reduces the lows, there's one song from the old animated adaptation of The Return of the King that words it pretty well. Of course, that's just me.

people have been bullying me all day!!! dubs bullying the worst kind

>>8205459
Get out and take your little friend with you.

>>8205426
I drew you a picture with several lines crossing over each other

>>8205471
You lied to me Tokiko. I will never use your name for shitposting again!

Fellowship application, stupid angst over whether I really want to be in the sub-field I'm currently in, and the fact that I'm all depressed when I live such a charmed life.

Fellowship application, stupid angst over whether I really want to be in the sub-field I'm currently in, and the fact that I'm at all depressed when I live such a charmed life.