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>Koishi
> Love

Could you explain me this please?

17 years old.

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>>7285941

She is lovely. Therefore you love her. You may not be conscious of it yet, but don't worry, you'll realize it eventually.

>>7285941

I wouldn't say "love" but I like her a bit, yeah.

>>7285945

You rob me?

>>7285941
Her title is 'The Closed Eyes of Love", and she shoots hearts in multiple spellcards. It's a theme.

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

>>7286002

Baby don't hurt me

Whatever, I'm bored.

Man, that trade has got my head spinning. I've been getting Mayhew'd this whole draft.

Saving from page 15.

It saddens me to see troll topics get more replies than on topic threads like this.

>>7288739

Was it really worth saving, though? You could have just made another one. I mean, it's only 10 posts in.

>>7288775

You take what you can get when the frontpage looks as horrible as it does right now. Also I didn't make this thread so I don't care to remake it.

>>7288820

Captcha killed my picture.

>>7288820

I can certainly see where you're coming from, man.

LIEBE! WO IST MEINE LIEBE?

>>7289438
Oh die Liebeee....

Ah this will be a nice break from slamming my head into the wall.

>>7291095

Not your day, buddy?

>>7289438
Why do people post german with koishi? Did somebody do a german version of something featuring her?

>>7291103
It was fine until "oh I need to spend 5 minutes to write a few lines of code for this" turned into 2 hours of "why the fuck is this not working?"

>>7291108
>Why do people post german with koishi?
Shitposters
>Did somebody do a german version of something featuring her?
>Hartmann's Youkai Girl
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karl_Robert_Eduard_von_Hartmann

>>7291146

Oh, so that's your thing. Sounds very frustrating.

Hang in there, man.

People should consider letting Koishi be on their desktop for awhile.

But I don't love her.
In fact I know little about her.

>>7291169

What would the benefits of that be?

>>7291182
kawaii lovelyness

>>7291185
What he said, I suppose.

Also, I suppose its better than being cooped up in some file folder all day.

>>7291194

On an unrelated note, I never got an answer to that question I asked in that Aya thread.

All of my Koishi pictures look like this.

>Because we love her.

Don't put words in my mouth. I don't hate her, but she still owes me much for her assholery in SA extra.

>>7291205
Yeah I'll get to that when I have an excuse to post the picture.

>>7291272

I get the impression that doesn't happen very often.

LOVE

>>7291205
Son of a bitch, I missed an Aya thread?

>>7291272
You know, I never liked the Komeijis until this artist started drawing them.

Koishi looks nice in sketchy drawings like this. They suit her.

>>7291302

Not really.

>>7291152

I thought the Hartmann that was being referred to was Heinz Hartmann, a Viennese psychoanalyst.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heinz_Hartmann

>>7291321
If you say so...

>>7291368

Would I lie to you?

>>7291465

Did you get your machine code working?

>>7291480
Fortunately.

Also, someone has to get Cleveland under control.

>>7291372
...you sure you want me to answer that?

>>7291523

Good for you.

It's Cleveland, they'll find a way to mess it up all by themselves.

>>7291527

Try me.

It saddens me that I wasn't here earlier, but this is a good way to start a horrible day

>>7291570
Good to see you! But for me, goodnight for now.

>>7291596
Good night

She ran away from the burden of her race and closed of her 3rd eye in order to be liked by everyone, but people are now indifferent towards her.
Isn't that sad?

>>7291697
By sealing her eye, Koishi's subconscious took over. Right now, she's living her life through subconscious thought alone.
So then...what happened to her consciousness?

>>7291710
I don't know.
I guess it's like not being able to think.
But I like to believe that she was in that state only shortly after sealing her 3rd eye, otherwise she wouldn't be able to talk.

I'd like to know how it feels like to not think anything at all or having no feelings

>>7291710
I'll tell you where; it's in the eye.
Clawing on the walls, pounding on the floors, screaming a scream that not even herself can hear.
Can you imagine it? To be in your body, yet completely unable to control it. Not in the sense that you're a sentient vegetable, but to live in yourself while it goes on with your life.

>>7291773
So basicly like living a movie?
Hm that's a very interesting thought.
But are you sure about that
>Clawing on the walls, pounding on the floors, screaming a scream that not even herself can hear.
part?
She willingly changed her life in order to be happy, do you think that she really regrets this?
According to her profile the only time she regret sealing away her 3rd eye was when she fought Marisa/Reimu

>>7291773
I'd say it's more like depersonalization disorder.

As someone who's suffered through depersonalization events, they can be pretty harrowing. It would be hellish to live like that constantly.

>>7291792
Koishi couldn't stand the hate she got for her mind reading, so she got rid of it. She had no idea what else it would do.

Koishi's consciousness isn't to happy with the situation, and her subconscious doesn't care, or rather can't care. She regrets it constantly; the bit that you mentioned was her consciousness finally getting a thought through her eye. Remember how the eye twitched a bit in that scene?

>>7291831
I don't see the problem if she can't care.It's a happy life then.
Ignorance is bliss.

And do you really think that she would like to go back to a life of hate?
In her current state(Carefree,but she regained a bit of her old state due to the fight and her pets) she seems to be pretty happy, she's meeting intresting people and is free.

>>7291873
You're not listening.

>>7291887
I do understand your point, but it is sort of difficult for me to think about subconscious and conscious as two difficult beings

>>7291900
I'd probably explain it better if I was more than half conscious.

...I mean I'm sleepy.

>>7291914
And I'd be probally be able to explain why I think her state is fine if I'd be more than a silly wannabe psychologist

And even if you are right I'd still love her of course

>>7291966
Even if nobody else does

Can it be caketime?

>>7293571
I don't get it

Holy shit that Mysita thread got like 30 replies in 1 hour while this thread only has 70 replies in 24 hours, just because Mystia has more sexappeal.
You guys need to learn to control your libido

>>7291873
Not being able to feel sad is not the same as being happy. Believe me when I say it's not anywhere near the same thing.

For the longest time nothing ever bothered me. Nothing could make me mad or sad. When my grandmother, who took care of me for much of my childhood, died I felt nothing. When my parents got divorced I watched my mother and little sister cry and the only thing that bothered me a little was that I was completely unmoved.
I could smile and laugh with friends and nothing could hurt me.
For twenty and some years I lived like this wishing someone could just kill me.

Feeling no pain makes existance meaningless, happiness worthless, and the only way out is death.

Maybe I should make a Koishi folder, she's growing on me...

>>7293707
>She became a youkai who wandered to and from aimlessly. Personally, she thought it was fun, so it wasn't really a problem
Taken from her profile.
This makes me wonder if closing of her 3rd eye really made her unable to feel anything.
If she can't feel anything how can she think that something is fun?

>>7293760
>In a way, it was convenient, but she was also lonely.
However, she had no heart capable of feeling this loneliness.

But then there is this part of her profile.
I guess her true mental state will be another unsolved mystery of Gensokyo...thanks ZUN

>>7293760
I don't really see how one precludes the other. It wasn't that way for me at least, I could have fun playing a game or reading a book or what not but that doesn't make existance noticeably less dreary.

>>7293773
That's all well and good, as far as you're aware at least, until the meaninglessness wears you down.

I felt sorry for her when I read her profile. Having experienced both I'd much rather take real pain over empty happiness.

>>7293874
Hm I see.
But if she can be aware of this and feels depressed about it couldn't she just unseal her heart if she wanted to?

>>7293874
Oh also could you please explain to me why exactly your existence felt meaningles because of this?
I don't really understand how the lack of pain while still being able to have fun makes you wanna die

>>7293910
I can only speak for myself but I lived like that for over 20 years. It's nothing if not comfortable, kind of like you ran from a pack of wolves and managed to hide in a little hole and you know they can't reach you in there, nothing can hurt you in there, but eventually youll realise that you have to eat too.

Even if you're not aware of them you can't eliminate your emotions, some effect of them will seep through no matter how deeply you seal them away.
Of course, Koishi is a youkai so noone knows if that goes for her but I find it hard to theorize by assuming everything you know is wrong to begin with.

>>7293966
Interesting.
What was the cause of this?
Were you born with a mental illness?

Darn I can't post Koishi pictures anymore since I'm on my laptop