/jp/ - Otaku Culture

No, that would be >>>/emo/ or >>>/soc/

Well, I see dreams of me dying/killing myself all the time. So I guess so.

Yes... life is so painful. Every day I try to find a way of opening Gensokyo portal but nothjing works.

No. I do fantasize about dying heroically and saying something dramatic but that's about it.

sometimes when I'm walking along and a lorry or bus drives past I shit myself and get closer to the wall ,same with motorbikes and loud cars

occasionally I have a feeling a rock is going to fall on my head from somewhere, or a tile from a roof on a windy day

Its a wonderhow I ever go outside.

I sometimes construct long and elaborate imaginary scenarios in which as a sort of messianic figure I sacrifice myself for the peace of the world.

>>7256110
no, not really
but you can, about yourself, OP, go ahead

Oh yes! I do it a lot ^_____^ but you probably know it without me telling it! wwwwww

>>7256187
post some

>>7256110

>>7256257
Sorry, which supposedly-creepy "survival horror" gas-masked shoot-em-up video game is/was that? "Super Fall-Out," right?

>>7256302
whee

>>7256305
S.T.A.L.K.E.R

>>7256331
O.O.H.
C.R.E.E.P.Y.
That's the one where you go to Chernobyl and circle-jerk with some russian mobsters and then eat the soup or something, right?

>>7256305
Stalker, but do you know that not everyone has to share your tastes in games and you don't have to make such comments if you didn't like it. Simple?

+I don't know where did you get idea that stalker had anything to do with horror or survival (series is nearly 10 years old now) and I don't want to continue this subject.

>>7256358
>I don't want to continue this subject.
But ask yourself, who really gives a shit?

>>7256348
Chernobyl isn't russian, you dumb american baka.

>>7256348
That's something like that, and any other assumption is just western fandom imagination.

Zone consumption of drugs is probably 2x of that in Omck.

>>7256376
Czech, right? But they have russian mobsters there, right? I mean, even Canada has russian mobsters in it.

moot_soup_abuse_neglect.jpg

>>7256383
what.

Okay, yeah, that is a little creepy.

>>7256110
Yep. Most of the time, yandere-related.

>>7256413
NO U

>>7256432
shut the fuck up and discuss pollution in the Ukraine

>>7256413
I don't see a pet bear there. I like keeping one on my lap while browsing /jp/.

Moscow draining money thread?
Ukraine is not country but province of Russia thread?
What is real meaning of mysterious city of Omck thread?
or can we continue with subject?

>>7256403
>Czech, right?
Why u do dis, America?

>>7256487
yeah, sorry, that was rude

was meant in good fun, if that means anything

I'm not depressed or anything, I love life. But being killed is one of my greatest fetishes.

Guro certainly is one of my fetishes. But I would only act it out if there was no chance of death. The ability to mess around with deadly tortures without any consequences, the ultimate BDSM fantasy.

Oh, and if I was a female as well. My current body certainly does not arouse me.

i think i have at some point, but not often enough for me to remember.

what i do fantasize about is going through extreme pain or suffering in some way, but not dying. if you truly want to kill yourself i suggest you stop taking prescription drugs and start seriously looking at your own health in general.