/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I don't know. As I grew older I just became more and more disgusted/afraid of people

There wasn't one specific event. I just kept trying to socialize and kept getting burned until I learned not to try anymore.

My old employer going bankrupt, shutting down all work in the city. My plan was to just save up enough money to move some place that wasn't ruined, but that was two years ago and I'm still trying to save up. Tried calling relatives to see if anyone could help me move, no luck.

sauce

I was kicked out of highschool and also a lot, a lot of drugs.

>>6423688
>>>/b/

>>6423688
the umineko anime

>>6423684
Your post made me realize, I was never really "burned" as you say it... what the hell made me what I am? I was "popular" in middle school, moved away for High School and there I just never tried to speak to anyone else; I was never bullied or insulted, just kept to myself.

How odd. Now this is going to annoy me until I find out why I turned out like this.

>>6423695
Umineko had an anime? That's the first I've heard of it.

The economy collapsing + me getting a rejection letter after 3 interviews with a company I was really looking forward to working for + all my friends experiencing the same hardships.

I decided I wanted to take it easy.
That was it. From then on I just stopped talking to my friends and quit my job.
Now I make money here and there to prevent myself from dying in my smelly four room apartment. It's pretty awesome.

I already had a strong tendency toward it.

Then I watched Rozen Maiden, watched Welcome to the NHK, and later visited /jp/. In this way, I discovered my new dream.

When I graduated high school. I can count the number of times I've left the house since then (over 2 years ago) on two hands. Luckily my parents don't care too much

>>6423673

I think that pic pretty much relates to my experience.

I just went to one of these anime conventions and I couldn't handle it.
I hate otakus so fucking much, and normalfags just don't like me, so being alone all day is for the best.

>>6423708

No, that must be OP trolling.
That looks like a Naruto pic. I think that guy is called sasuke or something.

I'm so shy I can't even speak to people on the xbox.

A girl. She made me realize no matter how hard you try, you will never be good enough, and never succeed so there is no point in trying.

>>6423719
I nearly hyperventilated just thinking of using my mic the only time I tried to use Skype.

Yeah Kanon, DRESSING UP AS A WITCH IS PRETTY FUCKING STUPID ISN'T IT YOU HYPOCRITICAL PIECE OF SHIT FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU YOU HERMAPHRODITIC LOONY!

Realizing that college wasn't working out, and that I would rather take it easy than getting yelled at by my supervisor at a shitty workplace with other failures.

Also, not having any social obligations is amazing. No idiotic 'friends' demanding your time with stupid shit. 'Going out' on friday, because these people have nothing better to do with their time just because it's a social norm. Not wasting money on retarded marketed shit like birthdays and Christmas.

I can do what I want all day, and actually get through my games/animes/vns/manga/comics/movie lists at a decent pace, instead of being too worn out after coming home. I am enjoying myself much more than when I was a normalfag.

>>6423707
We just took different paths to the same place, that's all. I've learned more or less how to interact with people since those days ever since I gained some common sense, though. I imagine at this point, either of us could go out and meet people if we made a motivated effort, but I honestly hate most people now and wouldn't care to bother anyway.

>>6423732
At least we can still use text to talk....

>>6423737

But he doesn't sing.

It seems like I've always been allergic to people. I guess it was fate.

There was a very defining moment for Me but it is too long and more like a shitty blog.

Long story short, I hated myself and knew I wasn't being myself and I hated the reputation I had so I dropped out and took it easy.

You can't make yourself autistic. I've never been autistic but I am a neet. Mostly being lazy. In fact, entirely being lazy.

>>6423742
True. He just ACTIVATES BOMBS(Well on gigantic bomb) AND KILLS PEOPLE.

I THOUGHT YOU WERE A BRO KANON

REMEMBER BATTLEFIELD? I MEAN SURE I KNEW THEN YOU WERE A PERSONALITY OR SOME SHIT BUT I DIDN'T THINK YOU WERE SUCH A FUCKING DICK!

>>6423749

Yeah, but he doesn't sing.

Dropping out of high school. I'll never rise above mediocrity, so why try at all?

>>6423755
Anon has a point. Kanon may be a mass murdering hypocrite, but he doesn't sing.

>>6423718
Now that's real trolling lol

not being able to find the job I wanted after college, while watching some of my friends and peers who didn't even try half as hard as I did advance in cushy office positions while I slaved away at a dead end food service job just enough to pay rent. All that drove me into a mad depression that soon drove me to move back home.

I know my attitude holds me back from carrying on this hellish job hunt. but its just so much more comfy living like this than facing more and more interviews and rejections. I think I'm at the breaking point where if I sit through I another interview and get rejected, I"ll make sure to break their face on a table or something or at the very least tell them to fuck off over the phone.

Might have been the tornado, not sure though, I don't really remember that point in my life well.

When someone found that I'm a lolicon. It makes me cringe to remember.

Looking at this board and realizing NEET is just the new fad