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Get a lobotomy

>>47683970
I'm autistic enough as is
I don't think a lobotomy would really do much with my brain

>>47683961
First, kill yourself out of /jp/ for being a crossie
Then, get a lobotomy. Alternatively, look into trepanation. Be sure to buy a pen and stab one of your eyeballs with it.

>>47684283
What the hell is a crossie?
I've literally never heard of that word before now

>>47684283
Homunculus was so good. Wish I could read it again the first time.

>>47684367
>I've literally never heard of that word before now
I'm amazed anon. With one single honest reply you proved me right. I am feeling a bit bad for being so aggressive because it seems you're genuine, but please don't use stupid language that's common on other boards here. Saying things like "Koishimaxxing" just sounds stupid and forced. Try to behave as a normal human being and you might get some better answers.
I still stand by the latter half of my post.

Once I did something that might be like "Koishimaxxing". I've often struggled with knowing how to act and agonizing over past decisions due to autism. At one point in high school I reflected upon this and decided that no matter what I try I always end up agonizing over something and there's nothing I can do about it. Since there's nothing I can do about about, why care? The world became a joke to me. Sometimes I agonize over mistakes I made during that time, but perhaps I would have agonized anyway. I don't know what is right.

>>47684438
Exactly
That's exactly what I go through
It feels like no matter what I do, someone, somewhere, somehow ends up upset with me
And it feels terrible

I want to learn how to stop caring and go brain off mode
(Sidenote: My captcha was MDMA lol)

>>47683961
Live entirely in the moment and give in to your intrusive thoughts. All of them. Don't think about the consequences or dwell on past actions. Just perform whatever action you think is necessary at the time. Don't commit to these intrusive thoughts either. The second you feel even a little bored, just stop and pursue your next thought instead.

You will get in trouble and you will probably ruin your life, but stability and safety is not something a Koishimaxxer should value if they truly wish to live as she does.

>>47684652
I already do for the most part
I only hold back when the intrusive thoughts are actively violent on people, or regard my suicide

Other than that, I do immediately what I think of, as I think of it

I don't think I have it in myself to harm anyone, and I don't care to find out

I'll do my best though

>>47684666
Remember, that plunge into true moment to moment living where even the most violent or depraved thought isn't ignored is the difference between you as you currently are and true Koishiness.

>>47684674
Maybe... Just maybe
Here me out here
I shouldn't actually be doing this
Crazy, I know

But....hot take

Doing everything my mind tells me to
Would probably land me in federal prison

I think I'll just not

It was fun to consider for a moment

And I'll still like Koishi regardless

But, I should try to be someone that Koishi would want to be friends with

Not an unhinged psychopath that will kill anyone and everyone he can before getting gunned down by the feds

Is the thread dead now?

Is there anyone left?

I don't care too much either way
But I don't really have anything else better to do

So I was hoping this would go on a bit longer

>>47683961
Sorry, minors aren't allowed on this site. Also go back

>>47684724
I'm 18
I'm not a minor
And go back where exactly?

neo-sovl thread, anon

>>47684765
What does that mean?

>>47684776
/v/ermin /bant/er, just ignore this shithole of a bait-thread.

>>47684786
Why would I ignore my own thread?
I know there's really no way to prove it
But I am OP

>>47684793
And I don't know what you think I was trying to bait out

But I wasn't baiting anyone for anything
I assure you

>>47684713
In my humble opinion Anon, I think Koishi would want you to stop dwelling on all these silly past worries so much. You can't change the things you've done or been through, you can only shape who you'll continue to be, so that's what you ought to strive for.
Go out and live a good, full life that makes you happy! That's what she does, even if she expresses it radically differently sometimes. If things feel hard, focus on the smaller stuff and go from there.
Sit down and draw something with her maybe, or go sort some things. Focus on just one activity and then move on to the next ideal when you feel so inclined until you've successfully gotten through another day.

Take it easy, huh? Just...try not to pay too much attention to the bait if you can help it and don't be afraid to let the thread fall off the board after a few hours.

>>47683961
be a weirdo cryptid that the locals whisper about

i guess that includes having a deceieving appearance, and or being ultra competent in some niche thing (maths, programmer, etc. - you'd give ran a run for her money). if you're not like 80% of the board and are a late 20-something dude then i guess the /x/ okina thread would be something you might be into (convinced it's half shitposting and half genuine schizofrenia, but at least they don't have pedoes running amok like /r07/ does)

'koishi moding' would seem to entail being a bit more literal about the labotomising bit, would not recommend

>>47684805
Alright
That sounds good

It's actually how I strive to live my life

Laissez-faire, if you will

But yeah, I'll be just fine

Yukkuri shitette ne!

>>47684809
It does sound enticing

Can you link me to the Okina thread?

>>47684824
>>47586518
>>/jp/thread/47145383
>>/jp/thread/46801995#p46945410

>>47684809
>i guess that includes having a deceieving appearance, and or being ultra competent in some niche thing
This is eerily specific. Do you know spmeone like this? Genuinely intrigued.

>>47684824
As one of the "genuine schizophrenics" of that thread, just tread things lightly at first and keep yourself grounded.
It might not be the wisest for you to get fully wrapped up in at this time. Interesting, maybe, but there is a dense amount of information to unpack within that may leave you with some loaded questions or just baffled.
Not to be overly dramatic or paint things in a darker light, just a slight word of caution since I'm not planning on posting in this thread after this.

>>47684913
Yeah...I saw

I think it may be a bit too enlightened for me to fully comprehend, lmao

Also, a bit too wordy for me
It's just...a lot
I just hope Koishi will visit me one day