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So I'm 31 today /jp/.

Still NEET and hikkomori.

Slept all day, woke up and took a bath since I haven't had one in 4 or 5 days. Ate dinner alone. Cried while doing so because I am so ronery it is almost physically painful.

Logged into SL and told my RP loli girlfriend that we can't keep wasting our lives on this road to no where, gotta try to find jobs and build real stability if we ever want to be able to hold on to any kind of love.

Played some Touhou.

Ate some kit kats.

Feels bad, man.

>> No.4621290

Go outside and have a conversation with someone for the love of God.

>> No.4621289

What the fuck is SL?

>> No.4621291

Probably second life?

>> No.4621293

Why haven't you killed yourself yet? Any particular reason?

>> No.4621294

We don't care about your aspergers.

>> No.4621296

>>4621289
>>4621291
yes, secondlife.

>> No.4621297

I don't know whether to admire or pity the way you're clinging to life.

I'll surely have killed myself by that point.

>> No.4621301

SL has only ever been good for greifing

>> No.4621304

>>4621297
weak.

TRUE NEETs embrace their culture!

>> No.4621308

>>4621293
Too mentally weak to go through with it. Also I cling to some hope that I can get this shit turned around.

>>4621294
don't have it. wish I did so I had some kind of excuse.

>> No.4621310

>>4621301
what the fuck is greifing?

>> No.4621313

How do you manage rent?

>> No.4621314

You're 31 and you still aren't used to it yet?

>> No.4621318

>>4621301
It's fine for being a futa and roleplaying raping lolis, too.

>> No.4621322

>>4621313
maybe he live with his mom?

>> No.4621336

>>4621331
Well geez, now you're getting me down.

>> No.4621331

>>4621313
Parents love me.

>>4621314
I was a very unemotional person in my teens/20s. Life starts to wear down on you after a while.

One day I was standing out on the back porch in a rainstorm and this cat came up to me crying out in starvation. So I gave it some chicken. Thing never went away after that, got pregnant. I kept one of the kittens... god damn I loved that thing so much. Then one day it got sick. Couldn't afford to take it to the vet. It died. I sat there clinging to its corpse for so long, just sobbing. I hated myself so much for not doing better in life. I guess that is the point where my feelings started to open up.

>> No.4621332

Look on the bright side: at least you got a RP loli girlfriend. You already have most of us /jp/ regulars beat.

>> No.4621337

>anybosy

>> No.4621339

>>4621332
That's a good point. Thanks ZUN.

>> No.4621351

>>4621331
Hm.
Well..., I'm younger than you, but on the same path.
It really wears you down, you say? That's a shame, I was getting comfortable in my gray haze.

Well, are you going to 'try to find a job and build real stability'? If your parents love you, surely they'll support you, no?

Oh, and do you have a waifu, or is your RP loli girlfriend your waifu?

>> No.4621367

>>4621332
No, most of us /jp/ members have him beat

>> No.4621371

>>4621351
What I'll probably do first is volunteer at the library or animal shelter to try and earn some good references so that people will hire me. I haven't had a job since 2002 so it is pretty rough to convince anyone to hire me.

RP loli girlfriend is a good waifu, she works hard to satisfy me. But I suppose I'll have to find a 2D one if I'm going to stop staying up all night playing pretend.

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4621401

In human beings, studies of the brain's response to pain have revealed that the same areas of the brain that are active during extreme physical pain are active during feelings of social rejection. In other words, it literally hurts to be socially isolated for too long. It is the same physical sensation.
Acetaminophen (Tylenol) happens to work by interfering with this area of the brain's normal thing, and other studies have shown that a standard dose taken often does outperform a placebo at reducing feelings of social rejection in ordinary people. It fucks your liver in the long run, though.

>> No.4621402

>>4621371
2D waifus are amazing~
Unlike online RP loli waifus, which have you staring at the computer for hours on end trying to satisfy the void in your heart, with 2D you can be with her where ever and whenever! While you're at your temp volunteer job, she might come over to visit and check up on how you're holding up, and if you feel nervous or scared, she'll be there to brighten your heart and chase away your fears.
At night, rather than clack away at a keyboard, she'll be there in bed with you, curled up next to your body, her warmth there to sooth your soul and help you sleep. When you wake up, you get the privilege to see her sleeping face, so pure in the early morning, and watch her chest slowly rise and fall as she silently breaths. Such a peaceful and serene moment; I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.

>> No.4621406 [DELETED] 

31? Good back to bed, grandpa.

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>>4621402
This, man.

>> No.4621434

I don't believe you, OP. True NEETs don't tell each other how miserable they are.

>> No.4621440

>>4621304
True NEETs piss on the floor.

>> No.4621441

>>4621402
My 2D waifu never visits me... how can I achieve this?

>> No.4621443

>>4621441
Drugs.

>> No.4621446

>>4621441
I saw my waifu in a dream once. Ever since then I always wished it would happen again, but it never has. ;_;

>> No.4621467

>>4621441
Ask her to come visit you sometime. If she asks why, just tell her that you get a little lonely by yourself, and would enjoy it if she spent some time with you. I'm sure she'll say yes, so you don't need to be nervous!

And if you're shy, just think of the cons of doing it (ie, temporary embarrassment as you ask her), and contrast them with the benefits, that is, being able to spend time with her, just the two of you together, talking, or even just lounging about together. Think of how happy you'll be when the girl you love, and who loves you too, comes to spend time with you. Think of how joyous you'll be by her side. Think of all that, and ask her to come visit you.

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>>4621467
Fascinating.

>> No.4621503

>>4621446
The chance of that happening again increase if you think about her before you fall asleep.

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