/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Twitter: https://twitter.com/95rn16
Fanbox: https://mikenekoko.fanbox.cc/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC54JqsuIbMw_d1Ieb4hjKoQ
Twitcasting: https://twitcasting.tv/95rn16
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mikeneko.x/
Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@minyan84

I love her more than anything in the world and i hope she is feeling better now.

She did nothing wrong.

surprise insta live

i miss her..

>>40741378
I want to hear more.

>>40741378
>>40745074
When I feared it was all taken away, the idea of it sickened me, which made me stop, and think what these feeling were in the first place. It's weird, I very clearly feel strongly about her more so than even my exes, yet I never made the connection that it was love.

I love my cute wife so much

I cried thinking about my cute wife today

>>40745798
Nyanko sensei makes a return...
I hope she's doing well. I don't know why she started pondering over the "what if" recently but she needs to remain positive. The fact of the matter is that almost everyone will stay by her side no matter what. We all love her unconditionally

[Shocking News] Mikeneko showed her pussy live on stream!

Sometimes I scroll through my gallery and accidentally come across the screenshot of her Instagram profile from late 2020 when her profile picture was a photo of herself hugging her white cat and it keeps making me cry.

>>40749038
/r/ing the picture

>>40749493
6tvEt9Zp, handle

>>40744685
やめろ

>>40750213
arigatou anon

>>40750213
thanks for nothing

twitcast before twitch stream

>>40752898
You wish you’re a prophet

today's summary?

>>40753690
やめて

What in the name of Christ

>>40755649
I have no idea

Seems to be a vent stream.
Not about antis, just life stuff from what I've been told.

she regrets joining VS.

Summary anon, if you're there i beg for you translation powers.

That twitcast was really cute

My twitcast recording is all f-ed up, twitcast kept disconnecting.
Wonder if I should even upload that...
Did the other anon manage to record it well?

>>40756747
why did she stop using her youtube channel?
she can just do a member only stream.
is it because of the contract?

FUCK, i missed the cast. please tell me someone properly recorded it

>>40756782
anon she literally used it like 2 weeks ago

>>40756055
>Recent tweet
Try harder

>>40756971
It really is like she reads these threads

>>40756976
I’m starting to think her dms look like these threads. Larping antis, concernposting, and kokuhaku.

>>40756795
I'm saying that she should use youtube instead of twitcast that site fucking sucks. Please look at the post I'm replying to.

>>40756782
Anon, how new are you?
She does Twitcasting because it's easier for her, she can just do voice stream with her phone, it has been like this since she parted with hololive, before any contracts.

Anyway, will be uploading the broken twitcast recording then. Hopefully the other anon has recorded it without issues.
>>40757056
Well, yeah, there wouldn't be such connection issues if she used YouTube, but again, she finds using Twitcasting easier, so that's what she is going to use. What do you want from us? Go persuade her in DMs that Twitcasting sucks, I will be waiting on your report.

>>40757059
She can do that on youtube too but hey I am very new so I am not entitled to ask question here wow anon you are so old here you are the coolest poster in this thread!

>>40757094
I am asking a very simple question, are you trying to incite me to go bother her like what anti always do? Why are you guys so aggresive in this thread? I am not even provoking you. Fucking nitwit.

https://pastebin.com/sTJgGjYn
24h, twitter handle

>>40757096
>>40757106
I hope the lack of a brain hasn't made your life too hard buddy

>>40757106
>I am asking a very simple question
>>I'm saying that she should use youtube instead of twitcast that site fucking sucks.
That ain't a question, that a request or a command directed at her, yet you leave it in this board that she doesn't read.

>>40757192
Even if broken I appreciate it anon

>>40757192
it's good enough thanks anon

is the summary anon still MIA?

>Menship twitcast
Jeez, someone's talkative today

>>40757668
I love my needy wife

That was nice
3rd twitcast in an hour?

She has actually gone beyond any level of gfe possible. This is Wife Experience.

>>40758386
This is Wife*

>>40758562
The engagement ring was real after all…

>>40758585
I still have my receipt.
I wonder if she remembers it

I watched start of the stream, fell asleep, woke up to being late to the twitcast by 40 minutes. ；；

>>40758822
Two twitcasts*
The lesson here is that you are never safe.

I really didn't expect her to apologize directly. She is so sweet and I love her very much!

She is so sweet and I love her very much!

AHHHHH I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

Love cute wife so much

https://twitter.com/95rn16/status/1555119756361216000
voice work

Holy fuck I’m so happy!!

>>40765369
An imouto with a deep bond for her brother sounds like an easy role for her, although sounds like Mike is gonna be a ghost for most of it.
Seriously, good for her. I'm sure she's really happy to be able to do something like this.

>>40765492
yes the role suits her, and I think it shows that people are willing to work with her

>I wish I was dead
Is she okay bros?

>>40766834
What the Fuck are you on?

>>40765530
>people are willing to work with her
really glad about this.
Also vt thread is being bogged down with schizos

live on mildom

>>40768100
Joke's old now

>>40768027
It's just nonsense spam at least, could be worse

you fuckers better find a way to record that voice over performance since apparently there seems to be no way for Kaigai to watch it

>>40769122
:(

>>40769122
I will find a way anon, just give me time.

>>40769122
Can Kaigai at least pay for it?
I'm thinking of throwing money to it as a sort of "Mikeneko is profitable, look everyone" thing even if I have to source another way to watch it

>>40769122
ProtonVPN free option has 3 free JP servers. just sign up for protonmail. or is it proxy locked?

>>40769584
You need a japanese phone number to register an account on the site.

>>40769122
I can't think of any other way besides getting a jp nekofami to record the whole thing.

We have a full month to figure out a way to get this
Even if only one person on this thread is able to gain access, they can figure out a way to record it from there. I definitely believe that there is a way, it's just a matter of figuring out exactly how to do it.

>>40770704
This, there is no other way unfortunately but for the sake of archiving every Mike activity especially something that she's been putting alot of love and stress into it's important that we all see it.

>>40765530
>Rushia terminated
>All the sudden every Hololive fan is an expert at Japanese law
>NDAs are serious in Japan
>Cover could sue her
>This shouldn’t be taken lightly
>No one will work with her after this
>Enter actual Japanese businesses
>They take it lightly and are eager to work with her.
Honestly I shouldn’t be as surprised as I am.

>>40771295
she's honestly too hot to pass up. her becoming the most subbed indie basically overnight is a testament to that. her fanbase moving with her makes her good for profit so long as you can handle her, which as we now know involves you simply not being a retard and doing anything more than nothing.

Looks like she finally closed DM's

>>40772153
Again

>>40772153
When did she reopen her twitter DMs in the first place? she literally closed them a week ago?

>>40772541
Sabu

>>40770357
>Not signing up for shitty ticket sites like pia and e-plus while in Japan
>Not getting a SIM card from Japan that works internationally
ngmi
Later nerds

I'll record it

>>40772802
I kneel

She said she regrets joining vshojo, what happened?

>>40773293
source?

>>40773306
She said she loves her job so it must be the voices. That being said she ponders about Hololive from time to time.

>>40772802
SIM is the hardest part

>>40772802
arigatou...

>>40772802
Holy BASED
anon. you better not fucking die before that date. Everything is counting on (You)

>>40773324
I can relate. I used to have a job I really loved only for it to be taken from me due to circumstances and then I end up in another job that is clearly treating me well but I can't help but miss the old one and no matter how much I try to adapt to the new one it just isn't the same.

>>40772802
Post it as a torrent on nyaasi so its not associated with this thread and therefore her

I love this necromancer

>>40775054
This this necromancer loved you all the way until the end and beyond

How can she even be overworking herself when she stays at home and doesn't even stream

>>40775937
Maybe she's busy with her voice actress and she's overworked

>>40775975
She should quit and post more instagram stories instead
We won't even get a swimsuit picture this summer

>>40776038
I have the feeling that her being busy isn't the reason why she isn't taking bikini pics.

https://twitter.com/95rn16/status/1555491171182551040

>>40776038
>>40776056
I think she's a bit old to become a gravure idol

>>40776196
This haircut looks sooo good on her

>>40776226
Mid 30s isn't old you anti

You can pm her again

>>40776328
Still looks like you can't to me, hasn't changed since >>40772153

MIKENEKO LOVE!

>>40776313
I'm not an anti

>>40776344
Wait this isn't her. Who is this?

>>40776344
Stop posting my pictures

>>40776448
Mafumafu

>>40776900
Fuck off. Mafu is prettier

I thought she's playing fallguys?

>>40777441
https://youtu.be/l9X64m2hwYA

>>40777441
was playing, she got eliminated on the first fucking round. I don't remember how long she lasted in the other fall guys tournament a few months back but damn that was quick

Pegora love.

>>40778818
Really sweet of her to do that reminds me how Nene sings happy synthesizer a lot

PEKORUSHI最強！！！！！！！

>>40776196
I really really like long hair but honestly she makes any hairstyle #1 in my eyes by having it...

>>40780303
What did she do? I heard she said she was worried about 3rd gen for a bit after Ru left but that’s about it.

>>40780709
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gisKCu30OI&t=3135s

She's so cute...

>>40765053
That fat fuck again

So how many of the EOP saviorfags are gachikoi at this point? Most of them?

>>40784306
I’m one.

>>40780759
hardworking rabbit

>>40784306
I'm not saviorfag i love Rushi and have been following Mikeneko since 2020

I love my Cute Wife so much. Please support our wedding!

>>40786192
Fuck off she's mine

>>40786374
FUCK YOU SHE BELONGS TO ME AND ONLY ME

What an idiot.

>>40787253
If she wasn't an idiot we'd be in a much happier place right now

>>40787253
it's so cute

Has Mikeneko done a single stream idea she's promised so far yet?

>>40785782
Thanks for sharing

I warned you guys, mikeneko joining vshojo is a bad idea.

>>40787798
but she hasn't.
It's just a delinquent and an angel.

>>40787798
What’s a mikeneko

>>40787833
..and the angel's doing very well for herself.
Already at 200k follows. I think she's very fortunate.

>>40787871
Her thread is garbage

>>40787871
>Already at 200k follows
she said she doesn't like her new working environment tourist

>>40788113
Source?

>>40788127
he made them up
watch stream instead, shitposter
https://www.twitch.tv/AmemiyaNazuna

/vt/ is too fast
I have a suggestion
/るみな/ should merge みけねこ and everyone should stay in /jp/ to make our thread better.
There's active janitor here that will help us to moderate the thread and remove trolls.
So, do you guys agree?

>>40788816
No, if the threads are merged then whichever thread remains will just become the new target for trolls. With two threads, we can switch between them when one gets especially bad.

>>40788841
I said there's moderation here.

>>40788875
There's moderation there too, shit gets deleted if you report it.

>>40788919
And? Why do you have to switch between threads?
You just debunked your own points.
/jp/ is slower and the thread can survive here, that's a plus point too, and I don't have to divivde my attention to look at two threads.

>>40788948
>stop making the /vt/ thread
>antis now have a chance to make a general
>they use THAT image for the OP
There's been about 10 anti threads about her in the last few days, so they will do it.

>>40788948
Damn, yeah, you're right, I can't argue with that logic. Having two tabs open is just too much work.

Twitcast

Twitcast

Well it was a short one, guess she's feeling worn out because of the illness.

I got in late, what was the cast about?

https://pastebin.com/gRhnTK8h
24h, twitter handle

https://twitter.com/95rn16/status/1555891837042573312
(、*´▿｀)、 .˚⊹ ⁺‧

this merge /vt/ and /jp/ thread timeloop reminds me of that one time where trolls are trying to make the Nazuna general merge with the vshojo general. can't help there's an ulterior motive with these proposals (suffocating mikeneko/nazuna discussions so the anti narratives only stand out). there's a reason why mikeneko has a thread in both /jp/ and /vt/.

>>40790513
kek, I have no clue what they even want as a final outcome out of those trolls

>>40790513
heh, I nearly fell for the bait but procrastinated/got distracted from replying

does OBS let you stream to twitcast?
I'm just curious how she manged to fuck up that badly kek

>>40792307
Probably, the last twitcast was from pc so it's probably from that time

>>40792307
yeah it does, i tried it before.

Prove to me that she loves me in any way like how I love her

>>40792503
What do I gain by doing so? I don't work for free

>>40792559
Fewer menhera moments in this thread

>>40792588
I enjoy seeing you guys go full menhera though

>>40792612
I enjoy going full menhera but I'm always afraid I'll fuck up something that actually matters in the process

She committed metaphysical suicide for us

>>40792726
Just try to keep it contained in this thread, there's multiple patient anons around that will try to calm you down if it gets too bad anyways

Can someone check her APEX account history, I don't know all of them.

>>40793187
She just got off played 6 games

>>40793244
Full squad or nah?

>>40793244
did she win

>>40793250
3 were, could try stalking some other peoples accounts to find out who, but I don't have the time right now.
>>40793251
haha...

>>40793303
>haha...
oh

>>40793303
Thanks for the info anyways anon. Some antishitter trying to stir things up again over this shit in the other thread

>>40793436
You know ksnks origins account so I can just kill the rrat?

>>40793444
Unfortunately I do not, I'm sure there are other anons that do however

>>40793456
Got it, I'm not about to comb over all his videos for that account though so I'll just wait.

>>40746922
I wonder where she got her plastic surgery done?

Twitcast

>>40793693
She's sleeping with me faggot

>>40793469
he's playing on switch(what a faggot) so his account cant be tracked because nintendo is shit.

For the work on the weekend fags, how did the cast go?

Why did she say she had just woke up and was sleeping for a few hours when we know she was playing Apex?

I hope she gets a hospital trip soon.

How are we feeling /jp/?

>>40795527
Depressed. She defended ga-shi of all people in spite of her chat warning her he's bad news and then afterwards praised vshojo in a tweet.

>>40795560
>praised vshojo in a tweet.
holy based

>>40795560
I don't know who ga-shi is but with regards to the he Vshojo tweet.....she works for the company anon and it sounds like they are treating her well.

>>40795570
Ga-shi is korekore who but with less morals and an elected politican for a fringe political party on top of that
Recently he out of pure spite of released a video he recieved of a normal female youtuber having kissed another eceleb many many years ago, and the resulting harassment forced her into retirement just this week

>>40795597
Evidence of this? You understand I just can't believe she defended him right of the bat, keep in mind I missed the stream and I still need to watch the VOD, unless it's something from the members that I missed.

>>40795617
Watch the stream...?

>>40795628
Alright so in the stream, Jap is a but rusty so any particular part?

>>40795628 (me)
And in case it isn't obvious, she didn't defend his actions in specific to that youtuber. She defended him in general. It's still worrying that she'd defend interacting with a 暴露系 vtuber in any mindset after the last time

>>40795641
Maaaaybe the antis were right. I just want this dumb bitch to play videogames and sing karaoke why does she keep stirring drama.

>>40795641
then post the timestamp, we all have the archives so just tell us at what time does she do this

>>40795849
>antis were right
>dumb bitch
nice bait faggot

>>40795873
No trolling plans sometimes I doubt if I made the right choice. She did leak information on her previous company before cover and that's no rrat

>no one says anything during cast
>gets brought up hours afterwards
Weird how this happens

>>40795597
Maybe it's the wording of this post that I'm misunderstanding.
Ga-shi isn't krkr right? just some krkr like person

>>40795886
maybe if alot of the cunts here didn't make a bunker and share almost every access to all her accounts then we wouldn't have antikuns stalking her every move and using it as bait against us

>>40795867
Around 10 minute mark how little effort do you put into this
>>40795887
Ga-shi is not korekore he's worse. Krkr at least feigned a sense of justice for victims.
>>40795886
Some people were busy drinking away their sorrows

>>40795898
Who said anything about a bunker?

>>40795898
Twitter is public space. This isn't discord or fanbox

tbf we kinda already knew Mike had bad judgement with men.
Remember that Yuuta fag when she asked a simple question regarding twitch. even called him kind despite not knowing that he basically made a massive shitpost about her

>>40796003
She said she not talk to them again in youtube member stream. I thought her judgement changed

>>40796017
She will always give people the benefit of the doubt anon, that is somewhat a good quality of hers but it also can lead to bad situations.

>>40796050
It's endearing of her but it's also one of the many unfortunate reasons why she feels betrayed so much lately

>>40795885
That previous company had nearly all talents come out and call it a black company.

>>40795885
Anon, the whole information leakage was just Cover's PR reason for the termination. She unfortunately fucked up and gave Cover the ammunition they needed to legally and effortlessly resolve the whole situation. You have to look at the bigger picture. Business decisions really aren't rocket science.

>>40796003
She also likes us for some reason even though we're like this

>>40796211
Sorry but this information alone is enough to justify revenge.

>>40796211
Tell michaelnegro in broken gaijinese that she needs to start treating all social media accounts as public relations. Because that's just the reality of modern internet.

Why would she do the same thing that destroyed her last time. Both of the same things, in fact
Why would she ask me to trust her when she does this

>>40796387
The thing that destroyed her last time was trusting Cover. As long as VShojo doesn’t go full “black company” and betray her she should be fine.

>>40796387
Anon the thing that destroyed her was her feeling like she was unable to speak about these things and feeling like she had to go to Kore2 regarding the issue. We all waited patiently and listened to her and it would have been cleared up much easier had Cover given her the opportunity to speak about the issue, they didn't and this happened.

>>40796372
I hate sounding like a virtuecrat, but what good is going to come out of that? You should know better given what we've experienced over the past months.
>>40796373
Partially agree with you, and I would if I could, but at the same time, I'd say she's made her feelings regarding this matter more than apparent.

>>40796428
>>40796464
So now playing with random men in the middle of the night is fine, then.

>thread theme
https://youtu.be/dv13gl0a-FA

>>40796500
Sorry for sleeping.

>>40796514
try not to kill yourself until the next twitcast, bud

>>40796482
Ma faggot you just outed yourself as an anti-man, we weren't even talking about that besides every game with online randomized multi-player is like that, what's she to do? Never play fall guys, never play smash, never play Apex, games that she likes?

>>40796552
What? I didn't mean LITERALLY random. I meant you know who and whoever the third was.

>Apex arguments in both threads at once

>>40796568
You know who is an old NND acquaintance who is married, and the couple expressed concerns regarding her situation, which is likely how they got back in contact. Why are you pseudo-schizo'ing over this?

>>40796630
Because playing Apex at 3am with other men after her playing with men had previously jeopardized our relationship makes it seem like she doesn't care at all about how we feel

>>40796675
This is nowhere near the same thing

>>40796675
My dude she had already cleared up the you know who situation in a twitcast, if you don't remember it then ease do reps.
>playing Apex at 3am with other men
My fag that's every Apex game she plays since she usually plays at 3am with random anyways.

>>40796685
It went from 0 minutes playing with other men, to more than 0 today. How am I supposed to respond to that? What does she expect me to think?

>>40796696
Randoms and ksnk and whoever he brought to play with him(almost certainly another guy) are not the same fucking thing

YOUR "WIFE" IS AYY LMAO HAG

>>40796709
how do you know she played with men anyways?
can you post the proof?

>>40796722
Did you actually confirm that she played with him?

>>40796727
>>40796738
It wasn't long after ksnk stopped casting

>>40796750
oh so you have no proof

>>40796750
Did you look up what his Apex account name was and see if he played squad matches at the same time as her?

>>40796764
He uses a switch, it's not possible to.

>>40796722
My guy you know ksnk is married right? He's been married for years and he probably brought his wife and that I if those 2 games where even with him, could be literal randos from her previous 3 games and she thought she could win with them, furthermore the combined time of those two games was literally less than 8 minutes.

>>40796770
i can track him if he joined a club but probably wont be for a while.
its not even been a week since he started apex.

>>40796770
So you're telling me that after playing a couple matches with randoms, she contacted this guy to get on his switch to play apex with her at 3 in the morning, they played 2 games for a total of less than 8 minutes, and then she decided "Alright that's enough" and quit then and there?

>>40796815
not that anon but she started playing just after he ended his stream.

>>40796832
She started playing with randoms or started playing in squads?

>>40796844
Played 3 solo with randoms and 2 with a full party.

>>40796844
randos 10 minutes before he ended the stream then full squad after this tweet.
https://twitter.com/kusonekokuso/status/1555981971095834624

>>40796832
My retard read this>>40796797
>she started playing just after he ended his stream
My guy this is actually a brain dead take, the girl known for staying up late due to q scuffed sleep schedule and playing Apex all times of the day playing Apex after the streamer she was watching ended stream.

>>40796881
brain dead take? i was just stating something i found because im a mentally ill stalker.
i dont really mind apex thing unless she started to play apex with him everyday.

I shit up both threads at once so I may as well post here too and say that I've calmed down enough to realize that the PUG point is probably correct
She has a really succesful 16 min game alone. Then has a "game" that lasted all of 31 seconds. Only makes sense to last that long if she bailed on that game because she got an invite to play with a group when she was already queuing for another game. Which means she didn't anticipate the invite. If the team she played with for 16m invited her, she probably thought they were good for them to last that long.

I fucking hate asian social media beauty standards and their filters. The baby fat cheeks are cute. I fucking curse them for making her self conscious about it.

>>40797132
Blame the NND antis. Those fuckers win an award for the gayest faggots in the universe.

>>40797132
I love her even with fitlers

>>40797556
I just love her

Love her with filters
Love her without filters
Love her when digital
Love her happy
Love her sad
Love her clothed
Love her nude (I do this frequently)
Love her calm
Love her crazy
Just love wife a lot

>>40796797
>ksnk is married
He said on his stream today that he's not married

>>40797013
I've been trying to tell ya that she probably just joined a PUG and gave up once she realized they sucked.
At least you've calmed down anon but you have to stop letting that antikun getting to your head like this man. My best advice is keep watching your wife but stay from here for awhile. For your own mental health.

>>40797942
proof?

>>40798012
> ゆちさん子供ほしいなら、30歳未満に出会いほうがいいんだって
https://twitcasting.tv/kusonekokuso/moviecomment/740979116-1
Not advice you give to a married man
He said it explicitly but he has deleted the VODs. Perhaps one of you anons recorded it.

>>40798035
so no proof then

가서 자살하다미친 놈

>>40798044
>結婚…ｳﾞｯ頭が…
>ゆちならできる！
From wife herself

Stop with the fucking kusoposting for god's sake. We literally just finally resolve the apex shit im both threads and now some fucking deflected back to ksnk.
Stop biting the fucking bait.

>>40798068
I just like to rile him up, sorry
Going to bed now kek

>>40798068
I was only correcting facts

>>40798096
And she said in her twitcast that he was, and that's something we do have an archive for, sonyou'll need to provide an archive or fuck off
moreover, she isn't under 30

>>40799447
>she isn't under 30
She said she's 13. Stop the slander

>>40799447
She is tho

>>40799788
Are you dumb?

>>40800120
Anti-chama…

>>40795908
>Some people were busy drinking away their sorrows
I had perfectly valid reasons for drinking last night, and nothing to do with sorrows
LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE LOVE WIFE
NOTHING IN THE SCHEDULE YET BUT STILL LOVE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE

>>40800571
I'm not an anti. And you also don't want her to be under 30 because that would mean she was trying to flirt with kusoneko, retard. Which she wasn't, because she isn't. Now piss off.

>>40800673
The girl recommending under 30 year olds wasn't mikeneko but go off on calling her old

I just relistened to her membership archives. Can anybody find me the timestamp for where she says he's in a relationship because I don't fucking hear it, or does literally nobody else hear speak fucking japanese

>>40800686
30 isn't even fucking old

>>40800705
>have narrative blown apart
>bu..but...but 30 isn't even old retard
We know 30 isn't old anon but the context of the statement would have been a lot worse if she indeed had said it and if she was indeed under 30. Both of which you are trying to imply.

>>40800736
agreed, I'm glad I was wrong there because I've been worried sick about this shit for hours and am too much of a pussy to dm her about it

Bros, for real.

She needs to get impregnated in like year or two, if she wants non-retard kids.

>>40802857
Don't worry i will Impregnate her

100 fans raising a baby together with Mikeneko.....

how we holding up /jp/?

>>40804476
Enjoying wife

>>40804476
I'm trying to just enjoy the stream, but the lies the tourists have been feeding us being nothing but BS made up to placate us when we brought up our fears about the Minecraft server is making me a little menhera right now, I think I might need to take some time to chill out or I'll say something I might regret.

>>40804476
I'm happy
like actually really happy, seeing her enjoy herself like this is great

>>40804476
Feeling sick

>>40804729
Please take your meds.

Veibae-chan on wife's stream!

>>40804476
I'm doing well, she's having a fun stream and everything. I'm a little uneasy because anons in both threads are becoming more accepting. but that's only a problem for me and not nazuna so it's fine.

>>40805390
I’m becoming more accepting of the Vshojo girls since this stream Veibae was actually decent which was actually surprising, still a nono on male collabs or interaction.

Joining Vshojo doesn't seem like a right choice but i will continue to support her

>>40805390
>accepting
I'm not sure that's the right word for it. My standards haven't changed. My apprehension over my standards being violated has reduced. I won't pretend I'm okay with male interaction on the server even of the casual kind and if it ever happens I'm going to say something to her.
It's just that literally nothing has happened yet, so

>>40805390
Honestly, sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who still cares, and that just feeds my paranoia and menheraness even further. I wish all this anxiety could just disappear.

>>40806915
You are not alone anon. I can't shake it either even though right now there doesn't seem to be anything to worry about

>>40806915
That's kinda how I'm feeling yeah. It feels like actual literal fucking schizophrenia

It's just that I don't think there's anything worthwhile going menhera about at this very moment and bringing up things to worry about for no reason is just pointless.
If some actual problem crops up, then it'll be different but I think it's just far easier to trust wife and enjoy her streams without worrying constantly about what-ifs that never come about. How many fake rrats have we seen about her this year that turned out to be literally nothing?

>>40807261
>then it'll be different
the problem is it sometimes doesn't feel that way just because of how quiet it gets
the quiet just feels scary sometimes, like my entire world is going to leak away out of nowhere
I don't want to be gaslit into thinking my standards are unreasonable when they have always been the same standards. I especially want people to stop copy pasting whatever arguments we make here to justify shit verbatim without looking into stuff themselves. It starts to feel like some people here are guppies whoncould be swayed just by a raid making it seem like one opinion was dominant here

I couldn't control myself and ended up messaging her. I tried to make it as kind as possible so I hope she understands. If she even sees it

>>40807532
About?

>>40807386
If I don't say something, it's like I'm not objecting to the things being said. But if I object, all I'm doing is bringing the mood of the thread down and making the rest of us look stupid and crazy worrying over nothing. I feel so choked all the time, I don't feel like I can tell her how I feel about anything anymore without putting a burden on her because of how stressed and craving a place to belong she's been having lately, I don't feel like I can tell anyone here how I feel about anything anymore because it looks like I'm just trying to rile people up and start shit, no-one else outside of here would even care, and yet the longer I bottle up how I feel the closer each day I get to breaking down. I feel like I'm going insane.

>>40807646
I'd rather people talk openly and "bring down the mood" than do...that
Honestly, I think we all feel the same way.

>>40807563
Just kinda everything mostly. I apologized for what might be an overreaction, and that I love her and want to trust her, but certain things have been weighing on my mind and that I'll always believe her words so it would mean a lot to me if she could find the time and place to clarify some things because her words are all I need tonfeel better.

at this rate it might be worthwhile to reboot the bunker.

>>40807646
If you're really concerned about the opinions of regulars here, make a poal about the topic and share it in a password protected pastebin to keep the tourists out

>>40807769
unless we use the bunker password, it'll still allow a fair few antis and smarter tourists who may vote for "bad" options to try and upset people
I can say that at least from whats left of the bunker on you know what, the sentiment hasn't changed. That's at least 14 regulars.

>>40807761
What's wrong with it?

>>40807761
Who is this?

Anon? Is that you?

>>40807880
>>40807894
reboot the poal bunker kek

>>40807941
No.

Not my problem you got kicked out you dumbass, kek.

>>40807952
I'm in the current bunker. I'm not saying to remake it for my benefit. I'd rather we not have other regulars here go 反転アンチ.

>>40808039
Yeah bullshit bro.

You got any proof? Why would someone in there care about a "reboot"? Who are you trying to fool?

There's only me. I made all the posts in this thread

>>40808223
I made this post

I'm just uneasy about everything. I don't know why though. She's so happy right now. It's like I'm fighting with my own thoughts on the "what ifs" "what if she leaves me". Even though there is nothing to even suggest that happening for now. I can't vent about it here for fears of being called a falseflagger. I can't vent to Mike because I don't want to trouble her. So I've been venting alone about it lately. Sometimes I feel like I've fallen in love with her too much and it's hurting me. I was just a casual fandead back then. When the yab happened and when I thought I lost her only for her to come back is when I started to fall for her because of the fear of losing her again

>>40808278
Best I can say is try and keep a grip on reality. If you have some idea about something, and then something comes along that clashes with your image of it, try and at least check your side of things first. A couple weeks ago I though she had done something really bad that no one had noticed, but then I stopped myself, checked my work, and realized I was wrong. I trust reality more than me. “Things are good now that means they will be bad later” is just… a bad way to think.

>>40808278
Relax. Let her settle in. You have the means to contact her. Another anon already did apparently and itnsounds like he was (hopefully) courteous. She even said yesterday that she wants to meet us everyday because our relationship is actually a relationship and that's how she feels about it
Don't fret over stressing too much.

Also, if an anti starts posting and you feel already vulnerable, close the fucking thread.

>>40808278
She said she wants to save us since we saved her. She won't abandon us.

Reboot the poal bunker, but it's comprised of just this one guy

>>40808278
>Sometimes I feel like I've fallen in love with her too much
No way

>>40808335
>>40808358
>>40808376
>>40808640
I appreciate the honest responses.
Maybe in time I'll get over this paranoia.
For now I'll try my best to close this place when an anti starts falseflagging the threads. I want her to remain happy forever so maybe all this anxiety has just been building in me because nothing has gone wrong yet since she joined.

>>40809171
>an anti starts falseflagging
Why is it falseflagging? If my honest opinions make me considered an anti then I'm not falseflagging.

ignore that
new thread soon

also
>its morning in Jakarta
right on time

>>40809171
that last (You) was not honest anon, but it's cute that you thought it was

New thread soon?

I hope she's ok. When she's radio silent like this for a day it always makes me feel like an ass. Usually for something I did but this time it's for not doing something. I hope she's ok

>>40817151
She might have gone to the hospital, she did mention that she wanted to go soon.

>>40817166
Yeah, I know. It is still very hot in Tokyo. I just hope she's ok

>>40817149
new thread soon!

>>40817198
>It is still very hot in Tokyo.
maybe her cold pushed her over the edge and she want to bother waiting

I just want to wish my wife for her well being

>>40818017
Too big