/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Twitter: https://twitter.com/95rn16
Fanbox: https://mikenekoko.fanbox.cc/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC54JqsuIbMw_d1Ieb4hjKoQ
Twitcasting: https://twitcasting.tv/95rn16
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mikeneko.x/
Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@minyan84

kaigai niggys we keep winning

Holy SHIT that Instagram story is making me go schizo for reasons I shouldn't elaborate on, but this time in a good way. MIKENEKO I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU.

>>40054152
It's fucking over for the nips

>>40054236
she's so cute

>>40054316
She knows you been dreaming about her anon, and is coming to meet you.

Superior kaigai genes

>>40054403
I'm actually the anon that keeps whining about how I rarely dream and haven't had a happy dream of her yet. But holy shit maybe I will dream of her tonight after this.

>>40054589
>I'm actually the anon that keeps whining about how I rarely dream and haven't had a happy dream of her yet.
You're not the only one in that boat. The last two dreams where I was thinking of her weren't happy either.

>>40054589
I remember my dreams fairly often, and still never had any kind of dream about her. Guess it's better than only bad ones, but cmon dream gods give me something. Even had a dream about Subaru the other day, don't even watch her.

I'm really happy for her to be streaming games with an avatar again. It feels like we're on the last steps because getting back for normal and she's feeling great.
About the instagram post, any idea about what this "love letter from everyone overseas" is? I guess it is about the replies to her twitter post in English a few days ago. She probably wants to do these messages since twitcasts and jp messages twitter filter some of kaigais.
Also i wonder what is the original japanese for the "courage and moving forward" part since this likely got bungled up by machine translation and it isn't very clear.
If i have to say she's talking about the bravery of staying with her after the incident (?) or maybe to talk to her in a personal way (like showing her where you live and such) and move forward is continue staying with her as days pass.
Anyway, Mikeneko LOVE.

>>40054911
>any idea about what this "love letter from everyone overseas" is?
I think she just got a 告白 that she particularly liked.

https://dl.getchu.com/i/item4042237

>>40055166
Mikeneko herself just confessed to me and you want me to jack off to some random girl just because she's wearing her clothes? I think not

>>40055166
>we already got a cosplay porn video
>but still no quality lewds
it hurts

>>40055166
Pretty sure that is the first mikeneko cosplay too, really don't know how to feel about that.

>>40055252
the lady is doing her job, ok? Let's respec

>>40055297
Oh no, I'm talking about my personal feelings. Idk who the girl is but she can do her thing.

Was there a twitcast summary?

>>40055672
Not a full one, but there were some main points in the last thread.

I missed another twitcast gonna go hope rope brb

>>40055605
Gross, get that corpo bitch away from my wife

>>40055840
It's 8am in Japan, of course you are gonna miss them Twitcasts if you show up that late.
Install the Twitcast app (the green TwitCasting app on Android) and subscribe to her channel for notifications. It does very timely notifications.

>>40055975
I have the app installed I just went to sleep right before the cast :(

>>40056029
Want me to upload it?

>>40056037
That would be fantastic

If an artist did this, it'd be interesting to see the reactions.

>>40056445
Ok

>>40056445
You should do it yourself.

>>40056357
https://pastebin.com/Cxa8mj73
24h, twitter handle

Wife wife wife wife

>>40056445
She prefers nijisanji now.

>>40055166
That was quick

>>40057373
I want to kiss her shoulder blade and neck

Is that a Hololive hijack?
>file.png
>png
Why are you doing this again, anon?
I even explained it several threads ago...
Or perhaps you are a different anon?

I love my cute wife like you wouldn't believe

>忍耐
[endurance, perseverance, patience]
What did she mean by this?

>>40057745
png is superior to jpg

>>40057977
Might just be getting frustrated

>>40057537
They don't abuse their talents ( as far as I know)

>>40058112
I think it's time to stop saying Mikeneko wants hololive to keep going.

>>40058011
How is re-saving the images as png is superior to keeping them as they are?

So her Wi-Fi still doesn't work?

>>40058342
I’m not resaving them obviously

>>40058453
If you are not converting them to png, then you are saying that they were originally png?

Wife is drinking a melon Frappuccino. Melon. My wife's melons.

So there is a chance that she will stream a musume today?

>>40059114
There's no way a melon frappuccino tastes good

>>40059233
I'll have to see. She'll let me share some of hers later on and I'll tell you if it tastes better than the indirect kissu (it won't)

>>40059155
サムネ作ったんだけど。。ガチャにつぎ込めない(；ω；)なんかこう一歩が出ない…ううん、、

>>40059242
I already drank the rest of it. Tasted like shit but there was at least a few atoms of her saliva in it so I licked that fucker clean. Better luck next time bozo. Taking her on a nice dinner now. See ya

>>40059472
Fuck off she's mine

>>40059803
The end of the line is over there, anon

>>40059847
I will kill anyone who tries to take her away from me. She's mine and only mine

>>40056445
I can't draw. I wanted to be the spark, but apparently this idea is only interesting in my head. At first I was disappointed, but now I'm over it.

>>40059923
Fuck, I answered myself.

https://twitcasting.tv/95rn16
Enter Miguel

[Shocking News] Mikeneko showed her pussy live on stream!

活動休止から戻ってきたまふまふ「（みけねこと）結婚しました」

She's so cute

aaaa show up already woman

Fuck, i missed one hour. She started like 3 hours and a half before when i was expecting.

>>40061141
nevermind, it was my browser

She said something about the overseas fanbase right now (around 1:11:00) that sounded semi-important (lke some sort of warning but not necesarily towards us) that couldn't really catch it. Oh well.

>>40061392
.... How long were you waiting thinking she just hadn't started the stream

>>40060523
Never stop posting this. It's so cute

>>40061441
She said there there are some oversea fans who think it's okay to share her twitcast archives and even if she likes the overseas fans she doesn't like it.

>>40061504
oof

>>40061504
Pretty likely she caught wind of those dumbasses reuploading her stuff on youtube

Any summary?

Anyone sharing the cast?

>>40061596
I guess that makes sense since she said 転載 and that would be more fitting than sharing. I'm just not a good translator. Also she said that this makes her sad.

If anyone can be more exact about what she said in regards to overseas fans and archives I would be very appreciative

>>40061856
It was about people clipping on Youtube

>>40061856
I'm not sure if i should post transcript after what she said..

>>40061856
>>40061892
I only just got home and missed it but she might be referring to this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKkzv5ECS28

>>40062254
She meant to re-upload the file, but if you don't want to put the transcript here you can put it in a pastebin for a while

No more twitcast upload, guys. My wife says so.

>>40062315
That dude's a falseflagger, still working through it (lol """transcript"""). Will probably use a time limited pastebin though

まふまふ、ネット活動を無期限休止　病気療養のため「数年前から身体の調子が良くありませんでした」

コメント全文掲載
https://oricon.co.jp/news/2237444/?utm_source=Twitter&utm_medium=social&ref_cd=jstw003

6/11・12の東京ドーム公演をもってネット活動を無期限休止。SNSを含めた発信を停止し、作曲家活動に専念する。

#まふまふ #まふまふさん #まふくん

Mikeneko is finally getting married！

>>40062294
Look how happy she is. They love her and she knows it. As for me, no one would add me on Apex. Pien.

>>40062364
leave

>>40062315
I didn't catch the exact question, but someone asked if there would be an archive of the twitcast. I also left out some filler words and her thanking people for tea bombs.
https://pastebin.com/UzvMtfWJ
PW is her old handle

It's fine to upload the twitcast, she was talking about clippers

>>40062430
Thank you

Summary, fix and add as needed, will be gone after one day
https://pastebin.com/UkYcquGW

>>40062940
>https://pastebin.com/UkYcquGW
Thanks Anon

>>40062940
did she actually say "house?"

I technically had a lewd dream about her, the girl I was smashing kinda flicked between being Chino and Warabeda so I assume deep inside my mind my love for her was fighting my crippling shortstack fetish.

>>40062940
Thanks a lot!

>>40063588
Did you try to wake up before an accident happened?

>>40063684
Sadly yes but I wish I had "accidentally" impregnated her(them ?)

>>40063588
I wonder how many people have had erotic dreams about Chino. Is it possible you're the first?

https://pastebin.com/vfCkx7mx
24h, same as before

>>40064542
Which one are we using now?

>>40061504
Borrowing that sentence structure, tell her we said that her streams are public and can be recorded and shared by anyone, they don't even have to be kaigais, and even if kaigais like her, there are some kaigais from Americas and Europe that can't catch her streams due to timezone differences, which they don't like, which leads to them sharing the archives.

>>40064654
>>40064542
Nevermind, had a brain fart

>>40064654
>>40064711
>same as before
I mean same I have used earlier in this thread >>40056508
Sorry if it wasn't clear, don't mean to gatekeep with passwords but also didn't want to repeat myself.

Could she have slept early or is she watching anime?

>>40065238
She's sleeping now while I work. She told me to wake her up with a kiss five hours from now.

>>40064219
Or dreams about Chino in general.

>antiposting in moon
Who's the target audience for this?

>>40061504
>>40061441
>>40061596
>>40061627
>>40061856
If anybody here actually understood, it did she say "追放します" in the line with "転載"?
It's definitely *that* kind of cough afterwards

>>40066174
通報

>>40065684
Chinpo Chino

Japanese women love to complain huh

>>40066811
hope peko is recovering nicely

>>40066840
Part of me wanted to wish her fans well but I didn't want to be an inconvenience...

>>40067426
I don't really interact with nousagis that much, but I always appreciated when other fanbases came to wish us and Mike well when things were rough, so maybe they'd feel the same.

>>40061892
The only functional difference between Mikeneko complaining about clippers on Youtube reposting her archives and talking about (You) specifically is that she hasn't caught you yet. Probably she never will but there is no way there is an exemption carved for posting archives on 4chins or a Discord.

>>40067482
This. It's just pure hypocrisy. Clippers are objectively worse only because they make money by reuploading.

People will always share recordings, in private at least.
The only way to prevent that is to temporarily leave the archives up or somehow share them with her members.

>>40067482
Don't care

Please just let me decide who gets the archives. It only makes sense that I get to decide who's worthy, since I'm Mikeneko's boyfriend.

>>40068211
>Mikeneko's boyfriend
You are not Mafumafu.
S

>>40066840
yes, hardworking rabbit

>>40068237
No, I'm John. My mother wouldn't give me such a crappy name like that.

>>40068237
Correct, I'm her boyfriend.

I can't take it anymore, ｉｍｇｏｉｎｇto propose to her.

I wish i saved clips of her saying I love you, don't leave me, don't cheat on me, stay with me, all the cute things she said as Rushia before they nuked her channel. Did anyone bother archiving this or are they all lost?

>>40069112
there's tons of archives for Rushia's channel, finding one shouldn't take long

>>40069167
Yeah but it's not like I'm gonna remember specific parts of hours long streams

>>40070115
I love this one

Will she join VshojoJP?

>>40070733
I will never understand how the thought process of some people works. Let's see she is on a break while working on her mental health and has been doing everything so far independently. She didn't even so much as hint at wanting to join an agency. Are you just bored anon?

>>40070846
They're stirring shit and you fell for it. Feel stupid.

>retweeting her own food picture from two days ago
Bless this girl.

>>40070846
The picrel in the post you replied to is the hint, she's following someone who's VShojoJP staff. I don't think it's very likely myself especially given the current situation but it's not just speculation now.

>>40070733
The odds are lower than the odds of her marrying me in real life.

https://twitter.com/Rutaceae0122/status/1533787270264016897?t=T9KDg7ewl8EA2QT9gd630Q&s=19

>>40070733
I don't know. But I can say that a twitter follow is not enough evidence. She could have followed this account because they are somehow related to Kson (even though this is the JP version, not the English one). She could have thought "Oh, these people are cool and famous, let's follow them" like in Nux's case. People can do random stuff at times with no particular intent.

Congratulation on your marriage anon

>>40074691
Thank you!

Looks like she didn't go to bed early today either which is fine tho.

I'm the only one who can understand Mikeneko, and therefore the best partner for her.

My computer was not booting, so I bought a new cable. Turns out it wasn't booting because I was forgetting to press the power button.

>>40076448
H-how did you even manage to solve the captcha to make this post?

>>40070733
If she were to actually join them I'd drop her faster than a hot potato. One of the few things I wouldn't accept at all.
Thankfully the odds of that happening are beyond slim.

>>40070733
Lurk more >>39557103

>>40076758
Vshojo JP first gen:
Kagura Mea
Mikeneko
Kson
Kagura Mea
Kagura Mea

>>40076922
And Fairys Chan

>>40076922
Think you forgot Kagura Mea

Joining another agency would probably be good for her, there are a lot of benefits, including a more consistent streaming schedule.

>>40076979
Definitely not vshit though, worst group ever and full of whores

The only advantage of joining Vshojo is being able to play Minecraft with others.

>>40077130
Oh yeah I can't wait to see her play Minecraft with the actual chaturbate slut, IM and her ebf Connor and the voice changer guy Zen
Just what I dreamed of

>>40077284
seething this hard over something this dumb just because of a twitter follow
sad

>>40077300
I'm not, I'm just going by what you said, talking about what it would be like if she joined them

>>40077308
I'm not that anon, just someone who finds all this seething happening just a bit sad and stupid

A JP "whore" would look like an angel in the West by comparison, so I wouldn't worry about that.

>>40077438
I think you're confused, no one is calling Mike a whore here, it's the shojos who people wouldn't want near her

>>40077459
I'm actually thinking about Vshojo Japan's potential Vtubers.

誰よりもきっとあなたのことが好きだよ
もっと近くでこの気持ち伝えたいの
だから
こんな私ではダメですか？

I love you, Mikenyan.

Project Melody: You are free to have fun with guys too, Mikeneko-chan.
Mikeneko: ?????? (eigo muzukashi). I love you me too!

>>40077504
did you write this or did i miss something

>>40077615
anonchama....

>>40077615
probably from her tweets desu wa~

It's from Omoikou......

>>40077588
Mikeneko-chan do you know what chaturbate is? We can have a collab there and if you like that site you can do streams there

>>40077705
Yeah that makes sense, i didn't like this song so i didn't listen to it more than once. Whoops.

what the fuck

Do I get the invitation to your wedding?

>>40078401
Yes please support our relationship

>>40078444
Thank you I wish you happiness forever with Mikeneko

>>40078470
Thank you! She really is the woman of my dreams and I'm so happy we're finally getting married.

>>40078674
I'd appreciate it if you stopped talking about my wife like that.

Please make sure to not let the schizo actually rile you up over unironic headcanon
it's not even anything about other guys so you shouldn't be having the schizo reflex

>>40079073
Wait, which schizo?

>>40079108
Me

>>40079108
Also me

>>40079073
Do you mean >>40078674, because that's not headcanon. I've already proposed.

I love you I love you I love you

>>40077284
This is like when that one anon convinced himself kson would make her collab with Connor and go on Trash Talk. Stop being so paranoid about her turning into a whore.

We love Mikeneko

>>40080004
I, on the other hand, trust that the language barrier will do its job and preserve her from bad influence even on the off-chance they do collab. Japan's bad English works as a shield for them.

>>40079659
well I don't love you anon, I don't want to be friends either

>>40080103
Why you gotta break his heart like that man

>>40080103
She said she loves me
恋

>>40080004
It happened when she followed Nuxtaku as well, and it also happened back when she replied to rpr during the Rushia days
paranoia runs deep in this place

>still talking about a follow she made when the guy was still just "former twitch staff"

>>40080167
That just makes it weirder anon. How did she know it was worth following him then?

>>40080424
>worth

>>40080103
>>40080116
>>40080119
I said I love you

why are the japanese tagging mafumafu with mikeneko something happened?

>>40080582
I LOVE YOU MIKENEKO

>>40080602
Mafu is going on indefinite hiatus in a few days for medical reasons. Japs are shitposting

>>40080868
That explains why one anon tried to bring him up 3 times on this thread.

We should meet up and talk about our love for Mikeneko.Anyone?

>>40081919
No i don't want to meet up with you schizos

>>40081919
it would be a good way for me to eliminate a bunch of you guys before I meet her so sure

>>40082230
>>40082324
serious talk, not joking here, anyone from australia? around perth, we can meet and have fun

>>40082324
Imagine the news story HAHAHAHAH but real tawk she would be heart broken if any of you died like actually inconsolable so be cool i don't want to have to deal with a crying wife

>>40082552
I wouldn't meet any of you in a country where I couldn't legally carry a firearm

>>40082759
Why do you need them?
We are family.

As genuinely serious as I am about my intent to marry her, I still generally trust nekofami. I don't trust, however, a meeting organized over 4chan.

>SHE TOLD ME PUT MY HEART
>IN THE BAG
>AND NOBODY GETS HURT

>>40084496
Put the heart back in the box...

>>40084809
I suspect she's more lenient towards this now, at least for overseas fans (and she did even thank the JP fans who made that failure of an anti-hunting server, right?). It still doesn't mean we should be scheduling meet-ups outside of her purview, of course. Was there any particular context to this that I might be forgetting?

>>40084910
>I suspect she's more lenient towards this now
I'm pretty sure it's a day by day thing for her based on her mood
>Was there any particular context to this that I might be forgetting?
not that I know of but it's not too hard to ballpark it if you looked around
hell even now I often see reply chains between super active nekofami on twitter that end up sounding incredibly flirty

Her worries don't apply to our context. I doubt there are women here.

I was reminded of this

>>40083367
You niggas scare me

>>40085686
Don't worry. The meeting will be organized by wifekiller.

Is wifekiller the new name of murderschizo? I think that sounds a lot catchier.

>>40085666
I want this to be me I want Rushia to hold her knife right to my face while threatening to gouge my eyes out if I ever look at another woman I want to feel her hands and face touching my body

>>40085758
Im more partial to waking up with her stradling me and a knife like a centimeter from my eye telling me she had a dream that i cheated or whatever bullshit she would think of

>>40085758
>>40085784
I want to be in a happy and healthy relationship with her full of trust but also this is incredibly hot to imagine

>>40085380
You'd be surprised

>>40085714
again reminding everyone that he isn't the only one to have said stuff like that, please don't be newfags about this

>>40085953
No kidding, but he's the one that does it over nothing.

100 days... At this point I don't even know what time is anymore

I'm only now vaguely starting to get a sense of time back.

Mimenyan please stream I'm going insane here underground without you

>>40080004
Are you telling mike fans to not be mentally unwell?

>>40087345
You can be as mentally unwell as you want, anon-kun, but people need to stop doubting her over everything. This is as much a message to myself as to others here.

Not doubting her is pretty much the one thing I have on you people

>>40087355
>>40087372
I wouldn't even consider it doubting her. I don't think she'd "know any better". It's not like she knows the things we know about a group like vshojo, nor does she have the feelings many here do for the vtubers there.
Don't get me wrong, I don't think she'll actually do this or that this will happen, I'm just saying if it did I wouldn't feel like the blame is on her, she simply can't know any better.

>>40081919
mate, fuck off

>>40087188
>underground
get back in your leet bunker, you're leaking

>>40087394
There is no reason to assume that the JP branch will be anything like the EN branch in culture. As far as I know none of them even speak Japanese. And even in the (very unlikely) event she did join, she wouldn't change and become a completely different person. It's just weird to let negative feelings towards the EN VShojo members, however justified, affect your feelings towards her or her career path.

>>40087649
?

why do you guys always fall for the one vshojo fag who baits you into this all the time. Just calm down

>>40087662
Realistically she has nothing to gain from them career-wise, They have alot to gain from her however. That being said the chances are even lower than low. She just likes vtubers alot, has even expressed recently how she's been watching vtubers again lately. She'll lose a lot more from being tied to a contract again. I do think they might have contacted her since they're trying to regain their numbers after a drastic decrease in fandom. But I wouldn't think too much on it.

Can ya'll just go back to talking about your wife instead.

>>40088622
You're totally wrong, sorry, joining a new group would be the best thing that could happen to her. She needs structure to do her best. The benefits are obvious which is why she's reaching out to them.

>>40088622
Ever since the day she agreed to marry me even streams are not enough to cure my longing for her. This solitude will continue until we can stand side by side as husband and wife.

*sigh*
Here we go again...

Mikeneko is joining the agency known as "mybed" they record directly from my bedroom and she's the only member and no one streams and we just have sex i hope you support my wife in her career path good bye everyone

>>40088871
I'll always support my wife!!

>>40088871
>no streams
>still records
W-what on earth are you doing with those recordings, anon-kun?

VShoujoJP member Michael Cat

>>40088941

>>40088941
You'll see.

>>40088871
based

>>40089080
Based enough to forgive him threatening to have sex with my wife? I think not.

>>40089188
You could think of it as "pre-warming your seat"

>>40089199
My wife isn't a seat. She's my wife, and she's the most lovely and wonderful girl in the world.
The only warming she needs is when I wrap my arms around her and tell her that I'll protect her from all of the painful things in the world, now and forevermore.

I'm genuinely so glad there are other people that see in her what I do. But also, I see in her more literally than the rest of you do (I am having sex with her)

>>40081919
I'll bring brownies.

>>40089382
No

What's up with Mike going to fortune tellers so often?
If she believes in this superstitious bullshit then it's a major turn off for me.

>>40089515
She's unironically a bit stupid. I can fix her.

>>40089515
All women believe in this stupid shit to some degree, all of them. They aren't hyper-logical like men. Astrology, blood types, palm reading, they all do this shit and say "it's just for fun" but if a palm reader says there's a 50% chance you'll stub your toe today and they stub their toe they're gonna start going on about how it's real, talking about "energy" or "rhe universe" or something retarded and unverifiable. Just learn to go with it, wow, that's awesome honey. Who cares, it's just girly nonsense

which place would she be most likely to upload maid pics to?

>>40089596
My text messages

>>40089596
wait you guys didn't get your maid pics?
lol

>>40089596
Fanbox 5k tier

>>40089596
IIRC last cast she said something about dms

>>40089615
That reminds me, is the fanbox active at all? I thought about joining once I saw some frequent activity but it looks dead.

>>40089676
1.5k tier has two posts, 5k has 1 additional. If you don’t feel it’s worth the 1.5k yen then it’s not necessary at the moment. There might be a post in the next couple days in the 1.5k tier because the rest are sort of monthly updates. Activity may pick up when she does a true return, until then you’re better off paying for a twitcast membership (if possible).

>>40088824
except she's not reaching out to them

Help me bros, I've been watching the Desu wa girl...
D-does this count as cheating?
I still love Mikeneko with all my heart but this one's filling that empty void...

>>40089991
Kill yourself out of shame

>>40089991
I-It's okay, anon. You can say she wasn't giving you attention, so you went to another girl.

>>40089991

>>40089991
Mikeneko likes her too, so you’re fine.

>>40091047
Neko liked Pekora too, probably wouldn't have been too pleased to see any of us there

>>40089991
Which part of you can't watch any other girls did you not get?

I think she mentioned that she wouldn't hold it against you to watch other streamers..... but why would you?

>>40091434
>I think
so you don't even know

Here's your maid pic. Sorry for low res

>>40091456
>know
Technically no but I'm fairly confident it came up recently

>>40091567
UUUUUUUUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHH

I love Mikeneko, you?

>>40091927
I would die for mikeneko, I love her so much

>>40091927
I love Mikeneko from the bottom of my heart and I just got done telling her so.

>>40091456
The Saturday Twitcast
I prefer her when she's jealous though

>>40091939
>>40092168
yes remember to tell her you love her everyday

so this is the bait thread and the one at /vt/ is the real thread?

>>40093129
He says to no one, for no reason

>>40091927
I don't love her, I just like her and enjoy her streams.

>>40093372
Thats fine too. You can come to our wedding anon.

>>40091927
she's unironically all I think about aside from stuff that isn't critical to the process of being able to keep thinking about her

Hi bros, tourist here. Quick question, is the person who designed Mikoneko's character model the same person who designed Rushia?

>>40093922
Nope, she has the person linked on her Twitter profile

>>40093951
Thanks anon. I knew about the link in her Twitter bio and had checked it out. Duane seem like the same person but I wanted to be sure.

>>40093922
Yasu designed Rushia. The one who made Mikeneko model is Ciro, i think he's Malaysian

>>40094007
*Didn't

>>40094011
Yea and I am from India.

>>40094126
Come to brasil NOW

so you faggots are retarded? whats your deal?

>>40094237
I've had sex with this woman one thousand billion times. All you have in life to look forward to is me killing you and eating your body. Come outside fuck nigger come out now im waiting outside come out now pussy i haven't showered in 25 years and neither will my children come outside right now fuck bitch

>>40094237
Mostly it's depression etc leading to dependency on emotional support from our girlfriend who is also mentally ill

>>40094237
Extrapolate because I want to know what you're shitposting over

>start going through last couple 5ch threads
>they STILL talk about hairdresser every thread
it's funny but also deeply insane in a bad way

>ignores anti in 4chan
>4chan anti gone
>go read anti shit on 5ch
..... I think you are a masochist....

I was addicted to reading anti shit for a while to see if even a drop if it was legit stuff about her that I should be concerned about. None of it was. Now I'm addicted to reading anti comments just because I don't want to do anything but think about her and what people are saying about her.

good night my wife

>>40093372
sup fellow casual

>>40094674
I mean I let it build it into 8 threads before figuring I should at least scan through to see if anything useful to me was referenced to or posted
Was able to report a few clips of her membership streams normal search couldn't find for whatever reason through it so, eh

>>40093372
You should love her. I love her romantically, but if you're not into that you can love her as an earnest person doing her best in a hard world.

>>40097193
what is love anon

>>40097885
a way to be hurt. i wish my oshi loved me like rushia loves you all. at least she knows you exist.

I want to suck on my wife's cute nails

>>40098587
Deleted?

>ネイルサロンでニュアンスネイルしてもらいましたシンプルとってもかわいい~~~
>体調崩しがちだけど、
>可愛いネイル見て頑張りましょ
Well that explains why she hasn't been active really in the last two days.

>>40098694
Was up again for a short moment, those were some really nice nails. Had a feeling it she was sick again since that was the case the last time she disappeared for a day or two, hope she's feeling better.

>>40097885
I asked the same thing not long ago. It's not exactly an easy thing to define, but I think it's what makes you strive to be a better person and want the happiness of another even if there's no benefit to you. Really we should love everyone but failing that we can love her.

Someone saved the polar bear selfie before she deleted it?

>>40099084

>>40099103
thanks anon

Does she want to become a beauty blogger?

Does she want to become a beauty vlogger?

>>40099084
Missed chance as calling it a bipolar bear selfie

while I'm used to it writing out a comment only to get an error does annoy me sometimes. all I wanted to do was tell her I really liked those gold accent lines on her nails

>>40099084
Missed chance at calling it a bipolar bear selfie

>>40099421
This is cruel but it's legitimate a good joke, I can't even be mad.

>>40098496
You sound not great so try to relax first, your oshi wouldn't be able to have the life she does without her fans after all. And don't regret having a heart anon it's worse without one I know that personally
(*´ ; ω ;`)ノ(´ °̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω °̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀）

>>40098496
Neko's a really special person and it's great to be loved, but even greater than being loved is to love. Even when it hurts. If there's such a thing as salvation, I think that's the way.

>>40100056
Being loved unconditionally and loving unconditionally is quite literally God's warmth

>>40100080
Fun fact: if you say "I love Mikenyan" enough you can skip church

>>40101393
She is the prettiest woman on earth

>>40100056
I think that statements would need some shift for me.
I cherish what love means, and complete and total one-sidedness doesn't have to threaten that
Issue is that one-sided stuff like that includes so much of the stuff in the world that makes my soul cry
It's a complicated issue IMO but for me it's basically something like "a world where nobody can fully put their trust in another person in every single way, and lives believing that" is a really cold world
I'd do everything for her, she gave me a way to see how precious she really is. At the same time, I want to love why her connection with me was so precious in the first place.
I was doing so good about not blogposting too but fundamentally she made me believe in believing in another person again. I think you I like idols as much as I do is because you can trust whoever your oshi is even if your relationship with her is different than what we've got with Mi. Hell, if they're doing something like being loyal to their fans, that's not even one-sidedness per se.

neko-chan give me kisses give me lots of kisses i love you neko-chan

>>40102131
I don't want to speak for everyone but personally I don't mind the blogposting at all, I like hearing how other's feel and maybe we'll even figure something out. It's not like we're at peak activity anyway.

Neko-chan I love you, please kiss me directly on the lips.

>>40099809
I would try to explain but it's complicated and you would think it's stupid anyway. I'm also depressed that I'll never be able to get to her. i would have make a deal with the devil to conjure up some actual talent, learn how to be a vtuber, and black magic my way into hololive just for a chance for her to even know i exist. and we all know the males have no association with the girls except 1st gen. it's impossible x impossible
>>40100056
i do love her and that's the problem. I'm beyond head over heels for a girl who is impossible to get to. i didn't choose this. i just wanted to watch some cute girls play games and have fun. now I'm so hooked on her that nothing else even feels like it's worth having if I can't have her. i used to think about how fun it would be to be able to play games with the holos and think maybe i would actually apply someday. just some fantasy that would never actually come true. but now that's been superceded by her. even getting to be in hololive or getting to do stuff with the other holos no longer feels like a dream worth chasing. no amount of success would be worth it unless i got her. it's either her or nothing. nothing else matters. i could have 100 million fans, but if she hated me it would be like i had nothing. even if i had 1 million antis, nothing they could say would be able to bother me if i knew she liked me.

she's the one who stole my heart, but she'll never take responsibility. i never chose this.

>>40102911
It's painful. I know personally that it's painful. I believe there's meaning in it despite or maybe because of the pain. My advice would be to evaluate how your feelings for her can be channeled into a more general love for the world (or your friends or family or community or whatever) and through that find a place where you can be at peace. This doesn't mean giving her up, of course. I desperately want to sacrifice every inch of my ego for Neko - ironically this desire binds me in ego even more in a sense, but we all start somewhere. I didn't choose Neko either, my love is completely helpless, but I want to make the best of it.

Mind if I ask who she is? It's rare I see such passion outside the nekofami threads.

>>40103068
Don't mean to butt in the convo here but I'm the anon a few threads ago that talked about wanting to re-evaluate his life because I saw my overprotection and love for Neko was dooming my personal life. I've got to say that I managed to find a balance in maintaining my love for Neko as well as maybe having a chance for happiness in my own personal life. I know full well that this relationship with Neko will not last forever nor will it end the way I want it to. But I've come to realize that my love for her is more than just romantic love of wanting to be with her. It's genuine love that I feel for her that helped motivate my goal bettering my life. Maybe my story will help some anons here as well. Or maybe i'll just get called a fag and that's it. Either way I'm glad I got to meet a wonderful person like Neko.

>>40103509
Shut up faggot

>>40103509
Anon nobody would call you a faggot if you didn't pretend that everything about the emotions she's built and felt for us for 2 years are somehow less right. You're not noble here, you just picked a road, not the road.
I get that you need to justify your decision to yourself but it's your decision and you should be able to understand how we really meant it when we said ずっと一緒に
I am not a liar, nor do I feel any reason to be one

>>40103509
ogey

Remember to pm Mikeneko you love her today

>>40104171
It’s as much about me as it is about her. If I want my promises to mean something I need to keep them. If break them I can’t even respect myself anymore.