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I'm a headphones guy. Sorry, maids.

>>2261362
Cute not pedo.

She really needed to use the restroom...

>>2261358
i want to run into a situation like this

hopefully because i saved her from her old master she'll love me forever even though i'm socially awkward and boring to be around

maybe i should give up on these white knight fantasies and sort myself out so i don't need intense drama like this to make someone love me

>>2261382
PUNCTUATION, HAVE YOU HEARD OF IT?

Also, yes, those stupid hero dreams of yours are because you loath yourself for whatever reason. Stop being a fag, you don't need to save a girl and her pet hamster from a house fire to have her love you.

>>2261394
No, but it helps.

>>2261394

Bitches love them hampsters.

>>2261394
What if you set fire to the house yourself, that would make the saving easier to pull, no?

>>2261382

I also need to stop having white knight fantasies, which usually include saving some homeless loli from an attacker, having her live with me. Or generally just maid fantasies where I'm such a kind and caring person that a maid that just happens to work for me suddenly falls in love with me.

Problem is, I actually am a white knight type of guy, so it's kinda hard to do.

There's this 12/13 year old girl I saw one time, and I fantasise about raping her sometimes. Then I get angry at myself and hurt myself, usually via headbutting solid walls or biting myself. Then I have a white knight fantasy and go fap to the Aeka scenes from Yume Miru Kusuri. I'd love to be in Kouhei's situation, except I'd be more of a man about it and wouldn't wait for AGES before standing up for her. Then I'd have killed Jingai and Antoinette with my sheer white knight RAGE and happily ever after.

>>2261448

Oh, I can just see fox catching a whiff of this.

>>2261466
Dude, what?

>>2261466

Uh.. Ok.. I love 4chan, makes me feel so much better about myself.

>>2261474
>>2261466
Seconded.

What.

>>2261448

But you would have to live with the guilt that you ruined her house and caused her fear.

That goes against the true idea of being a white knight.

TRUE white knights save women and accept eternal love as a reward, but would save them for nothing, maybe except a little gratitude.

The other type of white knight just saves a woman so she'll let him fuck her and doesn't care about how he saves her or what from.

>>2261466
You need help, bro.

>>2261474
He wants to rape a loli and when he thinks about it he headbutts a wall, that's what he said.

This is what happens to maids who don't listen.

>>2261466
Ahh 4Chan you make me fell normal

>>2261466

Hahahaha.
Don't ever tell this story outside of 4chan.

>>2261492
I think we got that, but why does he want to headbutt a wall?

>>2261358

Maids that don't listen are discharged without a letter of introduction!

>>2261492

I know, I just can't get rid of this male instinct that makes me want to rape barely-matured girls.

I hate the thought of rape, yet it turns me on, a lot. I try to punish myself for thinking of rape by biting myself or something and it generally works. I'm actually quite a sensitive person, but mainly when it comes to fiction. 90% of the time I couldn't care less about what happens in the real world, but stories like Aeka's route in Yume Miru Kusuri affect me to the extent it renders me unable to think straight or eat right for about a week.

I'm also attracted to loli to the point that big tits are getting progressively more repulsive to me.

This thread is Fascinating.
No, for real this time.

>>2261510

I think I did once, to my closest friend. He's heard stranger from me, so he's fine with it.

>>2261533

Did you just start playing/finish that game? I was severely depressed after that game.no aya route! ;_;

I would not have the balls to help a girl being bullied. I'd probably even be reluctant to help her after the whole event is over.

It makes me feel like shit. One of the reasons why I can't stand rape in doujins. I hate it even more when the girl starts to enjoy it because if come poor chap were to muster up the courage to try and save her, she'd just shrug him off so she could indulge in her sexual pleasures.

>>2261533
3/10, try to be a bit more subtle.

>>2261533

Actually, in a British poll earlier this year (I think it was) the majority of the men surveyed preferred medium to small tits over large ones. In fact, more men preferred just small breasts over men who preferred just large breasts.

>>2261557
The whole picture makes me feel terrible because I get a boner, and while I could try to make ends meet by saving her and protecting her from the bullies and not exploiting her, in a real-life situation, I'd just be sitting there like a moron with a tent in my pants, doing nothing.

>>2261556

Spent days looking for that aya rout

>>2261466
mmmm BABY!

>>2261466
>I'd be more of a man about it and wouldn't wait for AGES before standing up for her.
Yeah right.

>>2261556

I finished Aeka's route. I can't work up the balls to take another route, because I know what'll happen to her.

I finished it maybe a week or two ago. Since then I've been depressed, prone to bouts of uncontrollable sadness or rage and generally mentally and emotionally fucked. Doesn't help that I have the 3 main bits of music from the route, 'Heretics and Dreamers', 'On The Moonlit Rooftop' and 'Lock On', on my small-ish playlist that I listen to frequently. I had it on my mp3 player and Lock On came on, which made me uncontrollably angry for the period of the song. It was followed by Heretics and Dreamers, which made me uncontrollably sad. Needless to say, my friend was like 'What the fuck?'.

On another note, it's given me a slight fetish for white-ish hair colours, girls who need comforting and sweatervests. It also massively increased my white knight level.

Any mention of bullying now drives me insane, because I instantly think of Aeka and all of the feelings of pain, rage and sadness that accompanied her. Then I cough like fuck and almost throw up. Every fucking time. It's eased slightly over time, but it was almost like a disability at one stage. I lose focus on whatever I'm doing, then I think of Aeka, then I get bombarded with anger, sadness and pain.

>>2261563

I'm not fucking trolling, seriously.

>>2261620

>>2261612

Yes I would. I'd be instantly reminded of the pain Aeka went through and I'd almost literally explode with rage.

>>2261620
I can't stand Aeka. I would be pissed as shit if I just saved her from the bullies and she somehow gets the nerve to get me to do what she wants by threatening to fall off the building.

>>2261358
Is that.... POO!

>>2261641
While, yes it is.

You sure are smarter than the other Anons, Cirno.

>>2261557
Who is this girl?

>>2261634

8/10.

I got really fucking angry there.

If you AREN'T trolling, then I can understand how you would feel, but then you think of her circumstances. She never had anyone she could talk to. She knew from experience that no-one would do anything for her for nothing, so doing that would be the only option. It's like some sort of universal advice for women: If all else fails, offer your body in exchange for protection. If not offering your body, threaten to kill yourself.

>>2261653
It's you, Anonymous.

>>2261620

Its nice to feel that I am not alone in this. I played it a while ago, but I just can't stand helpless people. There was a similar scene in some anime, and I swear to god I almost had to take a sickday.

Where did you get those mp3s? I think I need those.

>>2261668
>but I just can't stand helpless people.
What about yourself?

>>2261634
"NO! WAIT! Let me get my cameraphone out first!"

>>2261668

http://rapidshare.com/files/31368909/Yume_Miru_Kusuri_Soundtrack.rar

Thank fuck I've totally forgotten what they sound like. The pain is lessened if I forget what the music sounds like.

>>2261670

Well, I don't think I am helpless. Pathetic, definitely, but if someone starts tazering me I'm not gonna just sit there.

>>2261620
>my friend was like "What the fuck"
>my friend
You... seriously played YMK with someone in the room? Are you daft, good sir?

>>2261620

On his mp3... so probably earbuds and he didn;t hear it.

>>2261695

No, you're going to be on the floor.

>>2261695

I'm not exactly the strongest or fittest person ever, in fact, I'm pretty pathetic too, but if someone starting tasering me in the back, I think I'd soon stand up and beat the shit out of them. If it was a girl, I'd just take the taser off her and either turn it on her or disable it. It would take more than a few zaps from a full-power taser to stop me if I was in an Aeka-rememberance-induced rage.

>>2261720
You shouldn't think that unless you've proven that you can.

>>2261705

No, this was a day or two after I finished it, and I was standing around with my friend. I just had it in one ear whilst talking to him, and all of a sudden I just bit myself out of rage and then sat down and was almost shaking from a mixture of anger and sadness. Of course he'd be like 'What the fuck?' if I did that.

I would have cried my eyes out at YMK if not for the fact that at the particularly bad parts, my mother just felt like bursting into my room without knocking or anything. Which is why I now sit up in the middle of the night, like now (UK), when I play VNs, so I'm not disturbed.

I'm hardly going to play something that could emotionally kill me if my friend is in the room, damn it.

>>2261720
I would go shit-crazy and flip desks over. Then we'd both be suspended.

>>2261719
Oh, yeah if it was one of those actual stun-thingy tazers sure, but one of those ones that just hurt? No way would I take that.

>>2261725

You're probably right, you know, but not many people got far doubting themselves or underestimating themselves. I like to overestimate myself. I feel like shit because I've proven myself to be awful in basically every area I've tried to prove myself, so I need something there, you know?

>>2261765
They'd probably be expelled for hitting you with the taser in the first place.

>>2261780

That's reality for you...

Taking away your rightful chance at revenge and replacing it with some stupid punishment.

>>2261780
I forgot we were in a school setting.

>>2261785

>flip desks over. Then we'd both be suspended.

If you forgot you were in a school, then why did you talk about desks and being suspended?

I'm sorry, but you should think your excuses through instead of posting the first one that pops into your head.

Alright, Aeka's route made me pretty sad, but if you faggots are having this much trouble dealing with it you must not have gotten through her good end or something. Because HOLY FUCK you guys have problems, and the GOOD END should have been enough to take the bad feelings away.
You guys must just suck at YMK.

>>2261795
I'm not him.

>>2261804

Good end was a good end indeed, but the memories of her pain are more prominent. Also, her bad end was so bad, it took me about fifteen minutes before my subconscious let me believe that it happened. Then I almost howled in anguish. Luckily I rushed on to the Good end to negate that.

The shit that went on in Blindmute Loli had me in some genuine symptoms of depression, I was so concerned/disgusted.
I'm glad that wrapped up on a happy note; I'd be in a state of malaise even today.

>>2261804
I got the good end, but the reason I am bawwing about it is that it takes me so long to get involved and stop the bullying. I should of stepped in on the first occurrence.

>>2261816
Bad end is just [spoilers] her trying to jump off the building[/spoilers] right? She got help right away, didn't baww much over that.

>>2261810

Sorry about that, then.

This Anonymous business can sometimes be a hindrance. It's hard to work on recognising typing/posting style when it comes to one sentence replies...

>>2261818

Blindmute Loli?

Is that for real?

The title alone hurts.

>>2261816
I'll admit, some of the "oh shit danger" music still makes me rage a bit, "Cry to the Heart" brings up happy tears though.
And when I remember her bad end, when she ended up in a coma and nobody cared, even laughed, I get pretty pissed.
Especially when I remember that shit like that happens in real life every day. That's the way of the world.
Then I remember that shit like that happens every day, and that's the way of the world, and I kinda go numb towards it. All you can do is shrug off the pain and keep fighting, you know?
When you're feeling sad, stop being sad and start being AWESOME, faggots.

>>2261780
Seeing as how its Japan it would probably end up with taserfag getting off with a slap on the wrists and me getting "ｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗｗ　BAKA　ＧＡＩＪＩＮ" from the students.

>>2261804
I got the good end, but the reason I am bawwing about it is that it takes me so long to get involved and stop the bullying. I should of stepped in on the first occurrence.

>>2261816
Bad end is just her trying to jump off the building right? She got help right away, didn't baww much over that.

>>2261827

Yeah, but the bad end was still bad. It's not about her jumping as much as it's about how such a small thing (Going outside), could end up like that. It reinforced the whole feeling that if she's left alone, even for a while, she could die as easy as that. It brings a feeling of guilt. Even being slightly late did all that damage, and it's your fault for being late. Also, it doesn't help that Antoinette's attention is turned straight to you and you know you''re fucked.

>>2261851

I hope you die in the most horrible way imaginable. I then hope you go to hell and are tortured for eternity.

Not really, I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I'm just saddened by the fact that you would do that to deliberately hurt the people in this thread.

>>2261837
No, bad end (if you don't help her at the right time) is her jumping off the building alone, becoming critically injured and comatose, and all the kids joking about it the next day.

Your girlfriend is gone.

Her memory is a joke to the people you both tried so hard to fight off.

And you can't do jack shit about it.

>>2261851
>>2261873
It's ok. If it is supposed to be Aeka its a failure, it looks nothing like her.

>>2261832

That's why I resolved to stop anyone being bullied if I was witness to it. I've had no chances yet, but I'm sure I will, considering I have a younger sister who isn't exactly the popular girl type, and she'll soon be at the age when girls are complete bitches, so there will be rows then. I actually was talking to her earlier about that. I told her to solve her own problems, and when they get serious enough to involve physical harm, then to tell me and I'd fix it.

>>2261890

Ah, then I didn't get the bad end. Funny how a topic about maid abuse turns into Yume Miru Kusuri discussion.

>>2261890

I still find it hard to realise shit like that happens in everyday life. I sympathise with people who go Columbine because of bullying. Like that German guy, he was bullied, although the media are either not saying or haven't noticed it.

I mean, they must be sick to laugh at someone they knew who they drove to attempt suicide.

I want a younger sister ;_; or a perverted older sister...

>>2261909

I'm sorry, that's my fault by posting >>2261533.

Although it has been fun.

I was involved in bullying in high school. You don't even realize what you are doing at the time. It makes me sick to realize what I had done back then. Mob mentality or whatever they call it. It's no excuse but that is how it happens

thread needs moar pics

>>2261920

Younger sisters aren't all that good. It's rare you have meaningful and enjoyable moments, the cons are equal, if not greater than the pros. Unless she goes for your cock and you have secret and frequent sex. Which is extremely rare.

God, downloaded the soundtrack but all the titles are moon. Gotta get around to learning it, I have books and tapes and shit but no motivation.

>>2261358
Anyone have the full comic of this or the artist? I believe that there were like 4 panels.

>>2261945

I'd need to get around to learning it too.

Some kind anon might post the track list in English. It's the same order as in the BGM list.

Like this:
1 10
2 11
3 12
4 13
5 14
6 15
7 16
8 17
9 18


Anyway, I might need to go to bed. It's 3:52 am here, and I have to do something relatively important in the morning. The thread was just about dying, too.

I love /jp/. Goodnight, guys. I bid you all farewell, and sweet dreams.

http://www.gmronline.com/info.asp?CatNumber=none0228

managed to find it right after I posted that.

Sweet dreams. I think I'm gonna come to /jp/ more often. Seems more civil on this side of the wall.

Yoroshiku onegaishimasu

I like bkub's maid robot better.

>>2261466
bro... wtf.