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Turned mine into happyness.

I found a job today. I think it will get worse from here on.

>>15927642
Actually... It makes a damn good distraction. You get so focused on work you forget how fucked up you really are.

Having the money to do shit and go places helps too. Cuts back on time to mope.

I'm ok

I'm not

>>15927683

This is correct. Working a fifty five (55) hour week gives you no time for self pity.

>>15927642
A job can help tremendously by giving you something to apply yourself too. It's actually the #1 goal psychiatric day programs recommend. Getting paid increases your value of self worth and self esteem. I just hope you can handle working with people and not break down. Ganbate!

>ITT:

I miss neet threads

>>15927699
Not if you don't have an education it isn't. Then you're slaving yourself away struggling to make the money to support yourself. Most low level jobs are often stressful also, work loads are often high and people often treat you like garbage. And even if you work hard there's often little opportunity for advancement. No, it sucks if you're a wageslave.

>>15927699
>I just hope you can handle working with people and not break down
What if you can't?

>>15927815
The inpatient psychiatric hospital is always open.

Anxiety attacks are the ride that never ends for me

>>15927683
>>15927699
>>15927697
I can vouch for this. If you can't make your anxieties or problems go away, using work as a distraction is a good way to cope. Assuming that ignoring them doesn't make the problems worse.

>Getting paid increases your value of self worth and self esteem
Also, if you have enough spare income, you can afford to take trips that remove you periodically from whatever shitty life situation you're mired in

Some days are alright because I don't even think about it.

Other days I see things like this thread and remember.

I'm gonna go do something else for a bit.

Im trying to get a job at a walmart or HEB
something with a pharmacy so I can work myself into there seeing as ive been a pharmacy tech for a year or so but have done nothing with it

im just hoping they accept me and i dont too do poorly

>>15927870
lie in bed huddled under the sheets with the door locked and lights off again?

>>15927870
>I'm gonna go do something else for a bit.
same

>>15927642
I got a job offer for Sears in the winter and a opportunity for an internship at amazon.

otherwise, I'm ok living the hiki life

>>15927896
Amazon treats their bottom-feeders really poorly iirc

>>15927905
I'm going to try to get some experience in at least. If it doesn't go well I'll look elsewhere, since CS is still in demand.

>>15927779
>Most low level jobs are often stressful also, work loads are often high and people often treat you like garbage.
This is the hardest part. The low pay ain't so bad, I don't have many things to pay for anyway. But getting reminded every day that you're utterly replaceable is just crushing as all hell (not to mention working drone jobs isn't going to lead to any better jobs either).

>>15927929
you're replaceable as an engineer or a doctor too though.

>>15927954
Not nearly to that extent though.

If I lived alone I'd be growing weed and collecting autism bucks. Atm since I still live with my dad I get $600 /mo but also $400 /mo in food stamps. It's already better than working minimum wage ironically. If I was growing weed I'd be making extra thousands every harvest and being too stoned all the time to be sad.

There's a site called growweedeasy if anyones interested.

12 years of being a hiki have taken away a lot of it. It turns into apathy.
Sometimes I miss those threads.

Getting worse every day! Thank goodness there is an endless supply of escapist media.

>>15927978
I unironically tried to grow weed once, bought fans, lights, seeds, everything. But when it was all built and ready I was startled by how bright the light was, and how quickly it got hot, and got really weary something might fuck up and take fire. So I pussied out in the last minute.

I'm going to college and feel like a leech sometimes because my mom is paying for it. I want to look for a job but I have no abilities other than speaking English. I'm underqualified even for flipping burgers. Also I got a lot of pressure on getting a driving license but I'm honestly terrified of cars.

>>15927992
Faito

Great

hehe

he

>>15927607
working 50hr weeks at the moment but looking for weekend work, employers look at me weird when i ask for 2x 10 hour shifts rathern than 8 hour shifts.

>>15927607
Pretty bad, I haven't went outside in over 2 weeks and struggle to get out of bed even afters sleeping 10+ hours. My best friend disappeared a month ago as well, it's been lonely.

>>15927607
I feel like I no longer have emotions. My life is looking up, honestly; I'm talking to more people and getting shit done. I've given up on caring.

You guys just need to accept you shadows and get a Persona.

I think I'm doing fine for a while but then it goes bad the moment I let my guard down

I've been having a rough week but things will get better if I keep trying my best!

You're fine. No friend it will be ok.

It comes and goes.

I wish I was rich.

>>15928125
Sounds like it's about time to see the therapist/psychiatrist my friend.