/jp/ - Otaku Culture

What was the last thing you did for your waifu /jp/?

>>13812589
besides the obvious

Stress and impotence.

I'm alone and afraid

My jp friend is MIA.

>>13812627
He probably bailed on you. Such is life of anonymous internet acquaintances.

>>13812642
It just seems so unlike him.

>>13812623
Tell me about yourself anon

>>13812599
You can do whatever you want, once you put yourself into it

>>13812627
it's probably hard for you, but one day you will talk to each other again, if not here, somewhere you both want to be.

>>13812656
I've been emotionally isolated all my life but for some reason it's only now started to affect me. Every single night I'm dreaming about this or that memory that's been made twisted and sad, everyone pities me. My mother told me my father died and my only memory of him is a yelling orange silhouette. He used to hit me but that's just something from word of mouth. I have a sister but she's living in another country with her husband. I dropped out of college thinking it was enough that I'm smart but it turns out I'm an idiot and that was just an excuse anyway because I'm afraid of trying having failed at everything I cared about. That was years ago. My mother isn't well. She complains about arthritis like an old person because she is old and when she looks at me it isn't familiar anymore. When I look at her she isn't familiar either.

I feel sad like I've never felt before.

>>13812580
I keep skipping my college classes and either come home early or just dont go in at all.

>>13812662
Not when you're as pathetic and insecure as I am, trust me. Going nowhere fast. When you're afraid of trying, you have already lost the chance to put yourself into anything. I can do whatever I want? Maybe, but since I'm too insecure to ever want anything, that means little.

>>13812691
It must be very hard for you, and I had the same level of depression if not worse, I've been jobless for months without means to live, only going by what I borrowed with a pity look upon me, but one day I decided to set my goal to work for someone's sake, to make them happy, not myself, in the end everything worked out for the best. Remember, if you are gonna be depressed all the time, you are gonna attract more misfortune and depression upon yourself.
You need to learn your entire life, and practical skills is the best way to start doing so. Don't get discouraged by getting only shit job offers, in the end of the day if you're gonna put effort into making your life better, people around will notice that and will be keen on helping you, help others because the favor returns back threefolds, if not right away, at some point of time it surely will.

>>13812710
You don't sort friends by quantity but by quality, open yourself at first subtly to people about things you like, be it Touhou, tell them it's simply a game in which you need amazing reflexes in order to be good at, do you have anything to loose? If they will think badly of you, that means you would never get along with them to begin with, because they couldn't accept for who you are, move on onto different people. If you would find a creative hobby, and made yourself good at it (here's where the hard work part comes in), people would respect you for that, and you would feel less insecure about them giving you positive feedback, but do it right and don't be an attention seeker.

>>13812699
This anon answered your actions.
>>13812691

>>13812591
I bought this, and many more straps are on their way!

>>13812738
Where do I have to throw my money for this?

>>13812671
He means a lot to me. Every night I think about how I hope he'll be online the next morning.
Maybe I should find a new friend, but nobody can ever match him.

>>13812751
What was your favorite topic to discuss with your friend?

>>13812751
He might be reading this thread right now. Perhaps you're making him uncomfortable, be considerate.

>>13812740
I got mine here. I had been looking around for awhile and I only found it because I accidentally forgot to put "Yakumo" in the search one time.
http://www.ebay.com/itm/Touhou-Project-Rubber-FumoFumo-Ran-Key-Chain-Anime-NEW-/270969790444

They're also making an acrylic version that should be coming out soon enough, though I've always preferred the look of rubber straps to plastic.

what tea do you like the most /jp/?

>>13812767
but rubber is likely to get dirty, take care of it well

>>13812763
I'll make him uncomfortable as possible if that's what it takes.

>>13812780
True, but it will probably never leave my shelf and live out it's days with the rest of my Ran collection.

Pic related. I have the Ran one coming soon, but I doubt I will keep it on my phone with the others.

>>13812789
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIM7JNHzrUk
You don't want to make your friends uncomfortable, but this time it's an exception, go for it anon, these lyrics are for you.

>>13812792
Just like a good luck charm

>>13812772
Liptons

I am so excited to go out to eat with my significant other tomorrow! I can't wait! I am happy :3 i hope you are too, OP! And everyone else who reads this

>>13812973
mango/cinamon with lemon juice and honey, that's how I roll

I'm fine, but I'm worried about my friend. He's my only friend, etc but that's okay and not what this is about. I think he might be going through some rough times with his real life friends and it's making me feel sad. Some people need friends, you know? And for some reason his have started avoiding him for no reason. Hanging out without inviting him, playing games without inviting him, all that. They were all on good terms for years from what I've heard and none of them have done anything bad, they just don't talk to him now. He acts like it's nothing but you can tell he's a little lonely. He isn't the kind of person to start being rude to them or act stupid so I don't get it. I wish there was something I could do but I don't have any of their contact information, and I don't think they would listen to me anyway.

Maybe things will work themselves out at some point.

>>13812580

My computer exploded today at work

>>13812772
I don't know if they have Dilmah where you live, but I'm having a cup of that with milk. I think it's called a 'red tea'. Its nicest when its just cold enough so that you dont burn your tongue, and best enjoyed on a drizzly day. Unfortunately, it hasn't rained for a few days.

>>13812772
I bought some rose tea a few years ago while I was visiting my relatives and it was delicious. Of course nowhere in my town sells it, and my relatives are lazy and wouldn't go out of their way to send me some.

Dicks and physics

"i want to have gay sex"

i have no interest in doing anything. however, i already slept a lot. so now i'm just staring at this screen.

>>13812580
Based on your pictures, I want to hug the HELL out of Chen now.

>>13813063
That happened to me. At first I was confused at what was happening, so I tried not calling them to confirm that was really happening, how long until they realize "hey guys I think we forgot to invite anon". Well, it took a month until I just couldn't bear it anymore and called them to invite myself and they were casually like "oh where were you? we thought you were dead lol". This happened several times. Maybe I'm a piece of shit for testing them. But I always felt like crying whenever they mentioned how they hanged out doing this and that and I missed all of it, just because no one felt compelled to drop me a message "hey today at 19 we're doing this do you want to come". It had to always be me calling them and asking are you doing anything today? wanna do this and that?". I tried so much but it was very wearing.
After years of suffering this crap I found better friends by going to an offline meetup. They were a bit older than me but they were very cool and lasted a few years and everyone made an effort to involve everyone, myself included. However a few years ago I got so depressed because of my health that I stopped seeing everyone and they sometimes ping me each 6 months or so but it's been happening less and now I am completely friendless. I don't have enough courage to tell them I have so much depression I just don't want to move. One of my old friends sometimes invites me by including me in an email invitation to watch a movie at its place, it's just a couple of hours and there are only 2 more people so I can manage well. I went twice in the span of a couple years, that's all the friend interaction I've been getting. But I cancelled my assistance last time with an excuse (the truth is I was feeling down and got really anxious about it). I got no response.
I just spend all my free time alone. At first I had nightmares about my friends but now they've mostly dissapeared.

It's my birthday.

>>13814828
Have a wonderful day! I hope you get a lovely present! I alsp hope you eat well today!

>>13814828
Happy Birthday my man.

>>13814670
I noticed most of my high school friends don't really talk to me any more. Only one does and he's nice, he's become the 'least normal' out of all of them, despite partaking in activity such as parties and drinking.

I want the future where we can just plug our minds into a machine and have all of our dreams come true to come here already. I want humanity to be taken care of by robot slaves that spread our seeds for us.

Wait just a moment... Are you the same guy who posts these sort of threads on /b/ with a Ran avatar? Seems highly coincidental otherwise. But I'm unsure because you didn't use the right Ran image that I've associated with the aforementioned threads.

>>13815124
What is the associated Ran image that you are tałking about?

>>13814828
Happy Birthday anon, I hope you forget all your small and big worries for that time and just enjoy yourself.

>Can't sleep
>Might as well fap
>sadpanda
>http://exhentai.org/g/835462/7f1c78c4a3/
Surprise existentialism in the middle of the night is not funtimes.

>>13814933
Reality is harsh, and surely all of us here wouldn't mind that, but we live in this world and we have to deal with it. Surely it would be convenient.for all of us to be dragged into virtual reality, but it's not the Earth we live on that's bad but people. Also, did you take into account that once ''everything is virtual reality'', it takes just probably 1 person to literally mess your mind up, and dedicate your life even more, in every single detail?

Why am I always tired. No amount of sleep helps. I just look at walls and see patterns drift by. Either my body or my mind must be dying.

I like this one.

>>13815167
I don't have it, but it was a painted Ran (alone) with warm color scheme. Think she was sitting as well, but I may be wrong. I'd know it if I saw it, and I can tell you now it hasn't been posted in this thread.

I'd go looking through it, but I'm not about to scrounge through 600 pages of Ran Yakumo images to find it. As much as I enjoy the cutesy, the explicit, and everything in between.

>>13815199
Take magnesium 3 times a day, it's responsible for your energy big deal, you won't see results after few days, but after few weeks you will see the effect, and in general take more vitamins, if you can't decide upon what fruit you like, simply take multivitamin pills, and magnesium alone, preferably in powder shape (really bitter), to mix with something sweet, such as honey tea or some orange juice.

>>13815192

I read that one the other day. I really liked it.

>>13815199
Start exercising. I did and now I feel much better all the time. It doesn't have to be a lot, just a little bit each day. You're not trying to be an athlete, but just getting a bit of movement in your body really does wonders.

>>13815208
Once you remembered, go on and post that pic in reply to this post, I am browsing trough my Ran folder and there isn't anything like this, sorry.

I do believe it's this image.

>>13815272
I have it saved but I don't remember ever posting it on /b/, was it a randomized filename or a specific one?

>>13815277
No clue, are you sure you're the same person I'm referencing? I mean, the thread concept is pretty much the same. But surely you would know posting that image, I've seen the same thread like 3-4 times, same OP image.

In my opinion Gensokyo is real, why is it real? It's as real as any religion, all it takes is to simply believe in it, most of the characters are based of ancient, not really spoken of, or even forgotten legends of youkai, and any other super-natural beings, just as God supposedly created this world according to many beliefs, ZUN is the God of the little world he made, it's physical in a sense, take how many art and other works is there, it's just so full of life, that it basically lives it's own life, even without ZUN's intervention. Then again, if ZUN made a canonical death of a character, no one could deny that this character is in fact dead, however if said character wasn't dead it doesn't mean that people won't imagine said character in their own way, just as we humans see each other differently.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WrP20H6qpHc

I feel like no matter what I do, I'm fucked. My body is deteriorating and making it hard for me to work, but if I don't do something, I go insane. Everything hurts physically and emotionally, and I don't know if it will really get better, but I keep telling myself it will. I don't want a day off, I want to burn the brightest.

>>13814828
Happy birthday.

>>13815350
That's the spirit and I really believe in you anon, keep head on your shoulders and show them all what you are made of, you can make it. But remember the most important, never overdo it.

>>13813063
This happened to me. My friends all ditched me seemingly without rhyme or reason. Later on I'm told they didn't want to be friends with me because I shared my personal issues with them. Maybe he tried opening up to them but they didn't want a deeper connection.

>>13815382
Then they weren't his friends, more like colleagues at most, a friend is someone you can share your problems with, and they will give a shit, that's why it's so rare to have actual friends, do you think normalfags are different from me or you? Surely they have wider range of colleagues, but only so little, for most only 1 or 2 people, they can talk about what's really on their mind. I don't mind having 1 or 2 friends my entire life, in this case you put quality over quantity.

>>13815400
I learned that lesson a long time ago. My last close friend moved away but I wasn't sad because our friendship was sort of going downhill anyway. I know how hard it is to find a real friend, and I have no problem getting along with normalfags. The issue is finding people that care.

>>13812580
I'm removing the stuff that have some kind of monetary or affective value from the apartment I lived in with my mother and my half brother and sister.
watching some of the stuff I gave them when they were teens thrown togheter with mine in cardboard boxes rekindles the sense of void and worthlessness that started accompanying me every breath when I got deleted from their lives. they threw away everything that could be associated with me like if it was infected.
its like if all the time I spent with them was just a dream, and I never had something like a family.
its been years now, so I got used to live like this, but it hurts so much. I feel mutilated, like I lost forever a piece of myself
I wish I could find someone irl that feels like this. bearing this weight silently everyday is terrible

>>13815410
Where are you from anon?

>>13815417
USA

>>13815415
Can I ask you what happened between you and your family?

"I've googled all the symptoms and it looks like it's cancer."

>>13815435
We are kinda a continent away but add me on steam, and feel free to talk with me anytime. http://steamcommunity.com/id/ChenChillout

>>13815445
Please stay strong friend.

>>13815437
Basically, I had a neural collapse the moment I realized my siblings were, differently than me, perfectly normal people that wants to blend in, and soon they would have stopped needing me
or even better, that no one actually never needed my help in the first place, not even my mother, despite the fact I ate shit many times believing that was going to help her with the idiotic husband. what made everything worse is that instead of asking me what was wrong, they started to ignore me
I can't blame my mother for kicking me out, but at the same time I can't forgive her
after that I've been kicked out by my father as well, that is even more neurotic than me

>>13815454
I almost never use steam but if you have a skype I can send my username to you throught it.

>>13815487
That would be ok too, just send it via PM

>>13812580
Few weeks ago I got heart palpitations and constant heart pain. All tests are clean. I don't know what it is and I don't know if i'm going to die.

>>13815508
Please watch what food you eat if this isn't genetical.

>>13815529
Doctors dont know what it is. I'm in constant pain and nothing is being done. I just have to sit here until I die or something.

>>13815506
Looks like your friends list is full, my username is Jawze

>>13815556
Change the hospital or the clinic, and do it right fucking now. I lost a friend when I was 13, he was 14, the doctors in local clinic told it was a severe headache but he was going to be fine, 2 days after he died because of brain tumour.
Live anon.

>>13815506
>>13815487
>>13815573
>tfw I will never meet a friend on here
:c

>>13815585
You can be my friend, too, anon. The more the merrier.

>>13815573
I only have 8 friends on steam, also which Jawze is you?

>>13815594
Ahh mods please don't ban me http://steamcommunity.com/id/jawze

>>13815585
join us, it will be fun

>>13815588
>>13815599
But i don't use steam as often :c i usually buy my games from gog or the direct site.

>>13815604
Those are just temporary means to communicate.

kinda of really want to go to Gensokyo right now

>>13815598
You should have received an invite now

>>13815618
I bet it would be lovely, but anon please stay with us longer, then in the end we can all go together.

I want a qt /jp/ bf

>>13815667
I don't want to wait

I'm really scared. I could really use a friend right now. I cry almost every day, and I'm a grown man.

>>13815707
stop being selfish and think of us all, surely everyone wants to do the same but then again no one does.
>>13815716
What's worrying you anon?
>>13815454

>>13815716
I'll be your friend.

>>13815609
Well if anyone wants to be my friend you can email me or something.... If you want to..
Patchysaigyouji@gmail.com

>>13815726
You don't know anything about me and chances are you wouldn't even like me, only pretend to like me. Why should I wait.

>>13815745
tell me about yourself, and please don't assume things, maybe we can talk some more?

>>13815726
>>13815739
Bullying, and I'm not sure if I'm (in)famous or something. I overhear negative things from people and sometimes it's just too easy to think they're talking about me. I don't want it to be like this, I just want to be left alone. I don't know if I'm a celebrity or something (that's just crazy) or if I am really that much of an intolerable person. I've basically had a terrible, awful life compared to others where I live.

I'm sorry
>>13815745
I meant to quote
>>13815751

>>13815808
I'm lonely too and I'd like a friend to make him happy.

>>13815808
those are just ugly humans who have no compassion for people that suffer, while they themselves have no life and want to talk behind your back, but you know what you should do, go out to them and talk to them, about anything really, just don't give them a chance to talk behind your back. Show them that it's not you who is the weird one, but them by talking about others as if their life is uninteresting, go out to them and make a stand, don't get discouraged by all the looks around you, if you do it once, you are gonna fail, if you keep on doing it over and over, people will notice, just trust me on this one.

>>13815864
>>13815808
you two should be friends and actually exchange contact info

>>13815877
Everyone should be friends

>>13812699
I'm in the same situation.
I already dropped out last year around the same time...
I want out so badly m8s

>>13815821
deleted

>>13815860
>>13815882
You both should join these two as well, we can get along, there is only so so little of /jp/ posters

>>13815864
I do talk to them when I can. They just end up talking shit to my face, subtly. I do not deserve this and I am trying to leave town but I got my wings clipped, so to say. It just never ends, they're trying to keep me here so they can bully me more. Even my own family abuses me. I can't trust anyone, I can't take it anymore I literally vomit from the anxiety almost every day it has gotten that bad. To think that random people you have never met before want to hurt you is just too fucking much. It's been like this for 11 years.

>>13815860
>>13815877
If I can't trust people in real life, I probably can't trust a random email pal with non-anon correspondence in writing. I'm sorry.

>>13815918
>If I can't trust people in real life, I probably can't trust a random email pal with non-anon correspondence in writing. I'm sorry.

Except here you are more likely to meet someone you would share your interests with.

>>13815911
Well I did post my email but I don't think anyone would take interest in it. That's okay though.

Just waiting for the time to go back at work in syria tbh.

>>13815932
but I've sent you a mail, check again

>>13812580
I have a tomodachi that I like and trust, and he's offered me a position in a "business opportunity"

I've been helping him off-the-books to date but if I get involved any more it'll be very hard to back out. Plus, he's a bit of a putz and I would be surprised if his startup doesn't immediately crash and burn. Official involvement could mean financial ruin for me for the next three years.

I know I'm going to have to say no to him, but I'm scared.

My application was denied for a certain uni. I have no idea what to do with my life, I'll try to apply next year, but I need to survive this year I need a job.
I don't have any AFK friends anymore, I don't see any reason to go outside anymore, hopefully I'll get a job soon because I don't want to feel like this anymore.

>>13815960
Mm-mm, didn't get anything at all

>>13816001
>Patchysaigyouji@gmail.com I've sent one for this adress

Seems like /jp/ is full of depressed NEETs.

>>13816016
Depressed, but not a NEET.

>>13816015
Ok i got it :3

>>13812580
F-zero

>>13816047
F-Zero is a good anime.

>>13816047
Big Blue is cute! CUTE!

>>13812580
I was watching Fantastic Planet the other day (Excellent movie by the way, would highly recommend; watch the original French dub) and this particular scene left me feeling rather melancholy

Everyone else is having sex except me...
I feel depressed on some primal level that is hard to explain

>>13816122
And I watched Journey to Agharta Hoshi, the animation was breathtaking, the setting was absolutely brilliant, the story could have had a bit more plot to it but there was a valuable lesson to learn.

I'm a neet highschool dropout, and things are already very strained with my parents

I'm also a tranny, they don't know this, and are extremely christian, so whol knows what will happen when they find out

I don't really know if I've got friends, either. While I can get on good terms with people fairly easily, it just doesn't feel genuine for some reason, and it always seems to fall apart when I let my actual feelings get involved.

>>13816206
Post butt.

>>13816213
here's one

>>13816218
I meant yours.

>>13816230
why

:X

it is just a normal butt

you could look at any fairly slim person's butt and it would probably be the same

honestly there's nothing unique or different about it

>>13816151
>Journey to Agartha Hoshi
Looks interesting, thanks

>>13816247
But it wouldn't be the same.

I want a /jp/ butt.

>>13816206
>it always seems to fall apart when I let my actual feelings get involved.
> I can get on good terms with people fairly easily
>I'm also a tranny

so in other words
1. you meet and greet easily
2. guy wants to fuck you but then, NOPE
3. you wonder why is this happening

They know, they just pretend they don't so you don't feel sad. Sorry for this reality check.

>>13816267
This thread is to letting your feelings and thoughts out, not your dick, please refrain from doing it here, surely there is few other threads to do it in. We also make friends in this one.

>>13816296
How can we be friends if you don't even show me your butt?

>>13816206
I'd be your friend. Most of my friends are kinda fucked up in the head (me included), so you'd be a great addition to our squad. We're also pro-LGBT.

I'm sick of porn and masturbation. I want real sex.

>>13816271
1: I can manage it, but I'm by no means a social butterfly

2: I'm talking about friendships here, not relationships, these problems have been around long before I decided to transition, and I make sure that anyone I'm trying to be friends with is ok with me being trans from the start

3: I know why it's happening, I'm most likely too forceful or emotional or something, it's just I don't know what to do about it

>>13816267
I can't imagine those being all that different from ordinary butts.

>>13816313
>Most of my friends are kinda fucked up in the head (me included)
>We're also pro-LGBT
No shit?

I feel like I can't make new friends anywhere. I only have two, one is my roommate and the other lives in a different country.

I've gotten to a point in my life where I put a great deal of effort into my appearance and pulling off a "normie" facade, but I hate talking to people who aren't otaku degenerates. At the same time, I can't make irl friends with the people I like because I'm usually hated right off the bat because of nerd insecurity (I'm literally the same way so I can't blame them. I cultivated my hyper normal adult appearance over years as a defense mechanism from the same feeling) or I attract someone suffocatingly clingy.

I just want other friends to go out with once or twice a month who have a true and pure love for 2d, and don't want my nasty 3d body.

>>13816368
/pol/ pls go

>>13816323
go fuck a hooker and tell me that it wasn't boring

>>13816323
Making love with someone you want to marry is the best of them all, anon

>>13816388
Ok let me go more in depth.

I want a somewhat "meaningful" relationship with a girl with simila /jp/sie iinterests where we sex each other up.

But the chances to find a girl like that are probably super slim.

>>13816392
I want to make love to someone I want to marry....

Why does this seem so hard these days?

>>13816406
me too

but I don't really know what love actually is

>>13816459
Want me to teach you about love?

>>13816484
how

>>13816492
By making sweet love to you of course.

>>13816507
that is just sex though

Something's really wrong with me in the head because despite the fact that I feel lonely right now, I already abandoned the best friends I'd ever had for no reason other than just to see what it'd feel like and I can't get back in contact with them. Oh well, it's my fault and I can't really do anything about it now.

>>13815984
please respond

>>13816703
be sympathetic but honest with him?

>>13816703
"Sorry man, I've tried to help you out a bit but really I don't have even near enough money right now to get into that kinda thing any more than I already have. That being said, if there's anything else I can help out down the line with, I guess you can run it by me."

Jeez man, I'm a borderline friendless autist and that wasn't hard at all.

>>13816804
>>13816836
listen to these two
>>13816703

i just wanna get good at videogame lmoa

>>13816952
Then, like any other skill, practice it. That is the only way to get better.

>>13817037
shut the fuck up nerd

>>13817042
LOL

I want to befriend all of /jp/ and making everyone happy but I don't think it's possible but I have already made good friends with some people from here.

>>13817094
I want to gangbang you with /jp/

>>13812772
Vanilla or peach tea.

I just need someone to play dota with.

>>13817174
What mmr?

>>13817174
I would like to try playing Dota with /jp/ sometime but I'm scared there would be an egotistical carry/mid player - I often act as the captain, while playing support, for the group of friends I play with and it usually works out well. I also don't live in the US or Europe so I would be playing on high latency, though I've performed well on USE servers before.

>>13817214
3K

>>13817362
I doubt any one from here would be like that. That seems more like /vg/ and /a/ people

>>13817408
Well I'd be happy to give it a try some time, maybe it would be best if we could get 5 together. Im about 4.2k.

>>13817447
>if we could get 5 together
wow okay I see how it is

>>13817504
What's wrong with that? I think it would be easier if we had a full contingent of /jp/sies so that we don't have to deal with other players apart from the opposing team. Are you suggesting that finding 5 players total would be difficult?

What upsets you the most /jp/?

>>13820199
Being uncomfortable for no reason.

>>13820199
Kikes and niggers.

I've been trying to make myself have dreams so I can feel better, but I never manage to do it

Why do normies call my cute grills "gay" and "stupid"?

>>13820363
they have all moved on to kancolle

>>13820427
Fucking ship sluts.

>>13820344
here you go friend

>>13820686
Do things like this just take a lot of practice to manage to do? I tried doing it the entire time since I read that, but I never really went through anything other than feeling all numb until I got back up a few minutes ago.

Sorry I'm retarded