/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>12451523
But what if I'm a true masochist?

>>12451531
You're not, stop deluding yourself even more.

thanks
now about that tewi fucking

>>12451547
Avoiding the topic, I sense denial.

>>12451523
Here is bump for you guys

>>12451560
is that all /jp/?

i want to die everyday

>>12451565
hey me too

>>12451565
Do it coward!

Lets just turn this into a thread about how much /jp/ hates themselves.

>>12451523
Maybe we should all become shadows like Izanami wants.

>>12451523
Im in college, going to be a network administrator when I get out, making money so... the people around me have a better opinion of me than they do now.

You're right.

>>12451574
dont revert from the topic or is it too much for you?

>>12451577
Sounds good, I am glad you're doing something.
As long as you're truly happy.

>>12451523
You just described my own life didn't you? Sooner or later there might be an actual noose around my neck.

Is this the EET blog general?

You, yourself, this whole big drama, it was never more than a jerry rig of presumption and dumb will, and you could just let go. To finally know that you didn't have to hold on so tight. To realize that all your life, all your love, all your hate, all your memories, all your pain, it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person. And like a lot of dreams, there's a monster at the end of it.

>>12451586
takes one to know one.

>>12451523
I enjoy my life so far.
There are indeeed things that I don't like about myself, both physically and psychically; some of them are my fault, some of them are the remains of my childhood; but I will face them in due time and at my pace, and I face every new day with dignity, knowing it is exactly the day I deserve, as every one before led up to it.

>>12451600
Don't justify your own delusion.

>>12451600
s-stop

>>12451608
Why in due time? Why not now? is moving too much of a big step?

>>12451523
Who cares? Are we all going to die anyway.

>>12451618
Why live miserable?

>>12451620
Define what it is to live miserably.

>>12451624
There are many ways, one way is the way you are living.

>>12451626
You're not in a position to decide that.

thanks sherlock

I'm unhappy, but I'm still able to make other people happy. In doing so, my life has meaning.

>>12451627
with regards to your previous comment "Who cares?" are you implying that you are indeed miserable?

>>12451612
I'm taking these steps to realize the vision I have of myself, not those that others have of me, or to become what others want me to be.
If my movement causes something to stir in me - and it does, a lot of times - I pause to reflect. I want to mend my heart, not rend it in an attempt to be someone I'm not.

>>12451629
You can make yourself happy, just let go what's holding you down.

>>12451631
I'm not the same Anon.

>>12451523
ah, fuck you, tewi.

there's no me. and no you. personality is a social construct, brain is simply pattern matching machine. life is pointless so chill out.

>>12451635

I can't overcome my past.

>>12451633
I fully understand what you mean, I hope everything goes well in your life and that you let go of what's holding you back.

Fuck you, Tewi.

>>12451639
life is pointless? then please go kill yourself, you've just admitted that your life has no meaning... please, tomorrow go jump in front of a train. By tomorrow if you still have not done what I said why are you still here?

Janitor approved thread.

>>12451640
You can, trust me :)

>>12451638
how do I make that decision, look at which board I am posting on... look around, if you really got to know the many people you find that majority of them are miserable and self loathing.

>>12451646
why would i? i'm in a state of satori and very much enjoy the process of observation.

what would suicide accomplish, anyway? people who are emotionally disturbed by not complying to ideal "i", and i am in perfect harmony since there is no "i" in the equation.

>>12451658
unless they have deluded themselves to a point where they believe in their fantasies and think they are 'happy'

>>12451631
From normalfag's point of view maybe I am. What I want is to have inner peace.

>>12451661
> people who are emotionally disturbed by not complying to ideal "i" commit suicide
fix

>>12451661
So you observe what's pointless?

I don't know about you guys but I have a wife and 3 kids and a bitching job. Pretty sure that's about as happy as you can get.

>>12451669
so i observe.

>>12451662
And just how is our consciousness different from a delusion in the first place? What does it mean to be happy? Is there a codified set of rules one must subscribe to to become happy?

>>12451642
Thank you, I appreciate your concern, though I can't quite distinguish your motivations.

>>12451667
Why alienate yourselves from people by calling them 'normalfags'? what are your reasons? Is it because of the hobbies you enjoy are perceived wrong or by the level of thinking you have?

>>12451672
expand

>>12451673
Very interesting argument but I would have to talk to you one on one to help you understand. Don't think I am simply running away, waiting 60 seconds responding to 3-4 people is getting annoying.

>>12451671
Do you love them?

I'm content

Sorry people but that is honestly all the time I have, I have to catch a train in the morning for about 2 hours and have 5 hours sleep ahead.

I have gone off topic with my main point of the thread but maybe' you's can continue the discussion, /jp/ isnt just limited to 2D. Hope you's have a chilled out day.