/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>12303236
I still want to live.

>>12303236
Marisa, and because I'll never be with her.

>>12303242
You broke both the rules of my thread

Reason: I'm a shit skin.

>>12303244
Sorry. My mistake.

>>12303248

Not sure why I like that picture so much

>>12303243
I know how you feel

>>12303282
Cause you, sir, have great taste.

Ayaya.
I still want to live. Or rather, I don't want to not live.

i don't have any practical passions and i'm lazy. i always have the feeling that i'll never find a job or career that i can enjoy or even be ambivalent towards, and that my only options are doing something i hate for the rest of my life or doing nothing.

over a decade of depression

>>12303300
And your parents force you into college which you despise saying it's either the military or college, you choose.

>>12303236
I don't know if I want to live or not live.
I wouldn't be able to enjoy the character I adore so much anymore, but on the other hand, it's such a cold, dark place without someone to love me back.

I'm tired of pretending I enjoy it here. I don't, and I want to leave.

I'm bored of life.

1) none
2) no youkais to remove here

>>12303350
then try living for someone else anon

Okuu
Life seems very bleak and I'm relatively young. My main passion is playing Dota and I want to play competitively for money but there's no competitive scene where I live.

>>12303350
Brother!
If you could fly like Aya, do you think you'd be less bored too?

>>12303333
I think I know what you are talking about.
On the one hand, there are those people who are really rude or bring their 3DPD stuff in here.
I mean, I'm okay with /jp/sies comforting each other with words, but I really wish it wouldn't go further than that.
On the other hand, I feel like this is the only place where there are at least some people on here to whom I may relate.
Sorry if I made you uncomfortable with this answer.

>>12303384

what mmr

>>12303387
It's okay. But when I said "I don't enjoy it here" I wasn't just talking about /jp/.

Also, Yuyuko's great.

I tried to become a proper /jp/sie bu I couldn't hack it. Now I have nothing.

I still want to live, I'm just really unhappy with life.

I've been a NEET and a burden for many years and I want it to end, but I can't find the willpower to make the necessary life changes.

I honestly believe that after you die, you get stuck in your personal heaven in your subconciousness.

But I don't have a innate desire to die. I wanna do a bunch of stuff in real life before I get put into a fake reality once death comes. I have plenty of time to enjoy before I go to Sakuya in Gensokyo.

>>12303393
4k on Australian servers. I'm not Australian, to clarify.
I'm playing ixdl inhouses where possible, but I get 260 ping to USE.

>>12303404
Oh, I see. Sorry about that.
I don't want to insult you with commonplaces, but I still think I can understand, on a personal level.

Thank you, so is the sunflower youkai!

>>12303407
What do you mean by that?

>>12303441
I started hating everyone here and then I lost interest in all the topics.

I just feel like life isn't that fun. I don't want to die I just want to stop worrying about everything, get occulus rift, some cozy mmo, food pills and force feedback for the rest of my life.

To be a warrior fighting dragons is my dream

>>12303442
Do you hate me, too?

>>12303448
It's hard to tell, but probably. Online you never know.

>>12303452
So, you're don't hate everyone by default.
If you had the power to dictate, how would you like everyone to behave?

>>12303458
Like not-retards.

It's a very fuzzy criteria but I know it when I see it.

>>12303462
That sounds like you hate everyone who's not like you in a satisfying manner.
Also, your favorite Touhou is the queen of retards!

My favorite tohou is Saten and I still want to live because I'll carry the tru/jp/ legacy once all of you are dead

>>12303482
She's allowed to be retarded because she's a fairy.

The rest of you aren't getting off so easy.

>>12303493
I want to join you........

LITERALLY everything is going to shit and I'm a complete failure.

>>12303447
You want to live out Record of Lodoss War?

I hate myself.

Ｃｈｅｅｒ　ＵＰ！

>>12303536
Is there something you hate about yourself in particular?

Life is boring.

I will never have the girl I love.

>>12303532
At least you have awesome taste in 2hus, friend.

>>12303557

She'd probably end up killing you anyway

>>12303562
At least I'd die happy, rather than alone.

>>12303561
uh, thanks?

My favorite Touhou is Remilia.

I don't want to live because I'm a failure at everything I do and I'm too lazy to better myself. Maybe those go hand in hand I don't know.

I don't even know if I'll ever have a waifu in my mind. My mind is a slut, it doesn't know better, it mostly just observes the fruits of many touhous but I have no desire to interject in their sex lives. Instead in my gensokyo, the likely thing that'll happen is that Rumia will be my weight lost pill, and I'll be happy layin' in the ground with nothin' to fear or lose.

>>12303282
>>12303286
Can't argue with that.

>>12303602

Maybe not. I'm a failure at everything but I'd never want to die. But maybe that's because I want to prove someone wrong, even if I'm too lazy to do it.

>why you no longer want to live

At 23, I wouldn't say I'm near that level. However, these days everything seems rather gray with only moments of ups and downs. The room for improvement in my life is infinite, so I will persevere!

>>12303236
I'm finishing college after being a neet and the prospect of working full-time is not appealing at all!

I don't know how to feel about anything anymore.

All the effort I have put in throughout my life has never been properly rewarded and every attempt at bettering myself has brought me nothing.

The only upside is that I am not suffering from a lack of necessities, but being stuck in a limbo with uncaring, unfeeling bodies is no way to live one's life.

I feel trapped by overpowering anxieties

Rumia, I don't want to kill myself but if she were to show up in my room I'd rustle her hair, kiss her forehead and tell her to make it quick.

>>12303789
However if she offered to eat the sources of my anxieties instead I would pledge my undying fealty and love to her that instant.

>>12303236
Chen

There's no purpose to life.

>>12303800
I have a purpose but the obligations that come with it are crushing

I fear being stuck in my house taking care of my elderly parents and retarded sister

I have nothing to live for but my interests, and no one to live for since everybody will die eventually. Once everyone I know is gone, I will move to America, buy a ton of guns and ammo and disappear innadesert/innawoods/innamountains until I die probably by shooting myself

Patché

Because i'm a lonely loser who lives at home at 24 and never had a job. I don't have a future. I just want it to be over now.

Reimu

Because every day is just me waiting til the day my heart stops beating.

I'm indifferent to the matter, but nowhere near Suicidal yet.
I'm just here for the ride we call life.
When the time comes, i'll be able to get off.

Real life is boring and I don't want to live the remainder of my life as a slave to my paycheck/work/debt/soulless corporate overlords like so many others. Everything is depressing.

Don't have a favorite, but here's a cute Cirno.

Life seems to only get more soul crushing. The only time I'm happy is when I'm jacked in to my gear spinning jungle or listening to Perfume/Love Live music.

Flandre

Because my whole life is shit and I hate myself.

>>12303528
Such a burden is mine and mine alone

The world betrayed me by not being as fantastical as it was in my various media, so I turned my back on it from a young age.

After 20 something years of pure NEET escapism, my values are so fucked up that I can't return to reality any longer.

>>12304017
EEK EEK

I feel powerless against the world. Life is decent, but it could collapse from the smallest of things and I doubt i could deal with that.

At least I have you guys.

>>12304013
Please............................

Momiji
I have no real purpose, I can never focus in school, found out I have diabetes, I'm pretty ugly and I just act as a money sink for my parents.
Not fat in case anyone got that impression.

I just like touhous that get my dick hard.
I hate working 50 hour weeks and its destroying my joints, I never have time to do what I want to do so the money is useless. Anime doesnt cut it for me anymore and I want to get a 3D but I'll never be able to enjoy it because I'll have to work and sleep.
It even gets hard to sleep since I dont have an alarm clock and I get stressed out waking up all the time in the middle of the night just to look at the computer screen and the time.

Because I am very sad

>>12304346
Is there a cute pic of this character?

>>12303236

My favorite Touhou is Mokou and I hate kikes because of their shameless exploitation of the Holohoax, which they blew out of proportion thanks to the falsified reports that they forged in many of the post-war kangaroo courts. It has been over 60 years ago, yet you're still using it as an excuse to get a free pass on EVERYTHING: the insane manipulation of media, the lobbying, the atrocities you're committing against the Palestinians in the lands you STOLE thanks to your Jew friends in the United Kingdom.
Everyone knows what you're doing and you've been doing in these 50 years, the only reason this spiral of silence still exists today is because you'd be called a Nazi, an anti-semite, you'd be ostracized from society.
Can you imagine a Kurd terrorist being excused because 90 years ago the Ottomans attempted to kill his people? It would be inexcusable, but then again Jews have their friends in Hollywood who love to line their pockets by tugging at goyim's heartstrings.
I'm fucking sick and tired of your slimeball tactics. If you really have the support of people in the western hemisphere then are you still wasting no effort to influence and manipulate public opinion, kikes?

reading philosophy (stoics are my recommendation) helps those afflicted by existential problems and lack of purpose. stay away from self-help books.