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no, I'm not a n00b

>>11768203
wow okay

i was supposed to go to an appointment today to get some

a few days earlier someone showed me a very bright light. i just don't need them anymore

>>11768211
Are your eyes okay?

I tried them once. It's a false euphoria.

>>11768212
my eyes showed me the glass path
have you ever watched or read kaiji then you'll know what i mena

I don't, I'm not a looser

pic related this is u

they just make me more depressed

>>11768233
wow I'm going to marry OP then

>>11768234
how does that happen?

please respond, i want to know if this shit will kill me

>>11768292
Is she okay? I'm no doctor but I think she needs to see a doctor.

>>11768306
She'll be fine

>>11768245
i get more depressed knowing i'm so depressed that i need medication for my depression

>>11768245
some people dont like taking drugs to feel happy

>>11768314
why don't you take 2x dose for that

I have used for quite some time (1 year and something to 2 years and something I think, can't really remember). And my brother more recently.

They help you deal with your emotions. What I felt is that it stabilizes your highs and lows and they also regulate your sleep cycle, so if you are currently sleeping little, you might feel very sleepy.
Do not that some side-effects for me were sometimes dizzyness and specially of note was an unpleasant sensation that reminds of tingling under the skin, except its weird and not exactly like that...
I'd say all in all it worked out excelent for me. Do not worry about your health, they're usually pretty safe except if you use them for long term (4-5 years and up). Your body takes some time getting used to it, but its fine afterwards. And remember, taking the pills won't solve your life/problems and even your depression, they just give you a way to fight back with more motivation and emotional stability. To really leave depression behind, you have to go for the root of your problems and work on them every day, be it with therapy, self analysis or whichever way suits you.
Talk with your psychiatrist often about the time range you want to be on meds. Find a doctor that you can trust and ffs TRUST him. The worst thing about depression medication therapy is that most patients take their pills inconsistently, that is, they take them and when they're feeling a little better they take them off and then they start it again and so on... This will only fuck up you even more, as proven by my brother.
All in all it is very worth it to take them as long as you have in mind that is a temporary fix, and not something for you to take for the rest of your life. It helped me a lot and I hope you can work out whatever it is that you're going though anon.
Cheers.

>>11768330
what are you doing?

Look at the studies for whatever it is you're being prescribed. Their actual effectiveness is at best only marginally better then that of the placebos. And that's for selected studies.

Then look up side-effects.

Congrats, you won't be swallowing the pill jew any longer.

The ones I take only make me sleepy. Can't say if they do or don't have an effect on depression.

>>11768330
wow

>>11768315
Taking drugs has never made me happy at all (and I mean depression medication, not recreational drugs). However, they did help me a lot by stabilizing my emotions and making me NOT sad. They do not make you euphoric, or else everyone would take them as recreational drugs instead of ecstasy. Rather they ease your emotional pains whatever they may be and in such, they boost your motivation to do things. However motivation =/= happiness, its more about your willingness to get off your ass and help yourself.

>>11768335
>>11768337
What's the matter?

>>11768330
wow thanks anon that helps, i've been afraid of taking these pills

>>11768330
Wow. Let's get this shit started.

>mfw an r9k blogs near me

>>11768345
>>11768335
>>11768337
guys calm the fuck down i was asking for someone who did it and if they helped, why are you bitching him about it also nice meme arrows.

They caused me to collapse and cut my head open.

>>11768345
Who are you quoting?
Also we do not know r9k here, get out.

>>11768352
>getting trolled into becoming a medicated good goy

oy vey we got ourselves another shekel generator

This isn't your blog you god damn faggot OP.

>>11768367
HOLOCAUST LEVELS: 6000000000000000000000

SHUT
IT
DOWN

>>11768362
Sorry.

＞mocfw someone blogs unironically on my board

>>11768292


in general, anti-psychotics are not social skills or a lifes purpose in pill form, and infact, some can make you worse at these things (ssris to be exact, compare and contrast with generic lithium).

http://thelastpsychiatrist.com/2012/10/if_psychiatry_is_committing_su.html

point being, practice virtue to acquire virtue. what are the virtues? if you cant figure it out on your own (obviously, since youre in this situation), find a good tradition that tells you what.

once you tell your doctor you have mental problems, it's going into your file and there's no way back. a lot of doors in life will be closed for you. if you ever plan to get a good job, join the military, or apply for a better health plan/insurance program you're fucked.

just saying. I'm not well myself but I don't want to ask for help just yet. I'm only going to do it if it gets too difficult to control and I end up hurting someone or something.

I might try self medicating in the future, but I don't know anyone who sells the stuff, it's expensive and I have no real way to check if I'm being sold talc or candy.

Yes.

>>11768380
what kind of shithole do you live in? holy fuck it must be hell there.

>>11768380
Just do weed, helps a lot more with depression.

>>11768352
Forgot to say: I was on seroquel for very briefly and for the full duration as stated here >>11768330
was lexapro.

I get a package of Bupropion, Quetiapine and Mirtazapine each month. It's a requirement so I can stay on wellfare.

Of course I'm not taking any of this shit and you shouldn't either OP.

>>11768375
Looks like that subhuman 2kike has arrived.

>>11768401
I wish I could get paid just for being sad

>>11768380
only military nobody else cares and it might even benefit you when it comes to private HR

>>11768401
how come your doctor hasn't asked for a blood test yet? does he not realize that the pills aren't working?

>>11768414
It's really easy to pretend you're not depressed

>>11768406
It's more fun that it sounds. I have to go to therapy and group therapy regularly. Which is a rather jarring experience each time.

On the bride side, it made me consider getting off of well-fare and getting a regular job. So the system works, kind off.

>>11768414
Dude, these pills don't work and they know that they don't work. After a few weeks of nothing happening to my emotional state we just switch/increase meds. Rinse and repeat.

>>11768435
>Dude, these pills don't work and they know that they don't work.
Pretty much this. All they do is suppress symptoms and cause dependency and/or side effects.
I've been through benzo withdrawal, which was worse then any anxiety or fear I've experienced before.

I quit paroxetine about two weeks ago. When I was on it, the only effect it had was that I couldn't cum. Coming off it is like having electrodes hooked up to your eyeballs. Would not recommend.

How do you retards who think there isn't just one autistic cunt of a janny who comes on at night explain this shit?

>>11768475
I'm not sure what you're implying. I don't think there's anyone who would deny that this is exactly what happens.