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11144933 No.11144933[DELETED]  [Reply] [Original]

Have you ever been suicidal, /jp/? When, and why?

>> No.11144940
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...and can I help?

>> No.11144943

Have you, Ahania-san?

Please share your story.

>> No.11144957

Are you going to kill yourself?

>> No.11144975

>>11144943
I've had phases of being suicidal for as long as I can remember. When I was very young, I was just curious about dying.

At about 12, I began to discover some things about myself and about the world to which my life had hitherto restricted access. My mother had hidden several mental illness and developmental disorder diagnoses from me, telling me, when i behaved in a disordered manner, that I was "just me". When I discovered through eavesdropping and hospital stays that I was a crazy retard, I began my first serious suicidal period.

Another was triggered by the fact that I'd spent much of my childhood — until about 13 — in a state of isolation. I lived in a house in the middle of nowhere, and only saw my brother on a daily basis. I remember as a young child having difficulty believing that other places existed, o little i left that house. When I first came to understand how isolated I was, I was terrified by the fact that there was so little testament to my existence, and the endless boredom of such a life seemed i monolithic th at i tried to end it by jumping down the stairwell. It didn't work.

More recently, in the loony bin, I've oscillated in and out of the will to live. Who knows where next.

>> No.11144976

>>11144975
>hitherto
Sieg heil!

>> No.11144983

>>11144975
Kill yourself freak

>> No.11144985

>>11144975
That sounds bad, I'm sorry.

I hope you don't kill yourself, if that's any consolation?

>> No.11144986

F-forgive all the typing errors... I'm on my tablet. （ ; 〜 ; ）

>> No.11144987

>>11144933
>Hey, /jp/, can I blog about my life?

>>11144975
>Dear blog,

>> No.11144989

>>11144985
Thank you, very much. Truly. :３

>> No.11144994

>>11144975
But are you going to kill yourself? This is important.

>> No.11144992

>>11144989
Kill yourself.

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>>11144992

>> No.11145007

>>11145001
Why do you keep bumping your blog thread?

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>>11144994
Probably. I can't imagine myself dying in any other way.

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>>11145001

>> No.11145015

>>11145013
That's me! :３

>> No.11145016

>>11145015
Whoa, you're a girl? Don't kill yourself then; just go out with me instead.

>> No.11145018

>>11145015
please do

>> No.11145023

Can you get a train to England?

Maybe we can be friends. I-If you want...

>> No.11145024

>>11145011
Please do that as soon as possible

>> No.11145025

>>11145013
Did she die?

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>>11145023
Of course. Trains leave from Glasgow to England all the time. I could blow my DLA on tickets~

>> No.11145058

>>11145035
Would you want to?

If you just want to hang out and stuff, that would be cool.

>> No.11145074

>>11144933
Sauce?

>> No.11145075

are you an /a/ trip

>> No.11145085

>>11145058
I'd gladly.

>>11145075
I don't think I've ever posted there.

>> No.11145092

>>11145085
Do you have an email address?

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>>11145092
ahanyaaa@gmail.com

>> No.11145121

>>11145105
You're gonna get raped.

>> No.11145126

>>11145085
so where are you from

you seem to have a certain following and I've never seen you before

>> No.11145134

>>11145126
Er... Small boards, IRC, mebby, haikyo, twitter? I'm not terribly sure…

>> No.11145146

Wow, what a terrible attention whore.

>> No.11145159

I'm a bit suicidal right now...

>> No.11145166

Can I come too? I can get a ferry to Cairnryan or Liverpool.

>> No.11145170

>>11145159
I wish I were one of those people who are good at helping people like you.

>> No.11145173

>>11144933
yeah

about a year ago

i was lonely

>> No.11145180

>>11144940
I doubt you have the qualifications necessary for that kind of therapeutic aid, and if you do you should know better than to ask for people to air their private thoughts in such a public forum.

>> No.11145186

Aah, I'm so bad at helping people.

>> No.11145200

I'm suicidal because of this shitty shit blogshit shit thread burning my retinas.

>> No.11145206

>>11145173
only normalfags experience loneliness

>> No.11145238

Yes. Since I was little, and because of multiple traumas.

>> No.11145238,1 [INTERNAL] 

I got niggered by life pretty hard. If I lived The UK I'd come visit you so we could cry together. Can't even post this on /jp/ because I keep getting banned

>> No.11145244

Yes.
Right now.
Because this is the first post I'm making on /jp/ in a few years.

>> No.11145244,1 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145238,1
I got you dude

>> No.11145259

I got niggered by life pretty hard. If I lived The UK I'd come visit you so we could cry together.

>> No.11145261

Yes. A long time ago, for reasons.

I've been saved though. Things are better now.

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>>11145261
Saved? By what?

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No, but one time I shaved off all my body hair and went into a catatonic depression / stupor for 3 months. Shit was not fun.

>> No.11145314

>first world problems

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>>11145314
Shut the fuck up SRS, nobody cares about starving niggers in Africa or poverty in Mexico

>> No.11145324

>>11145314
Suicides are pretting rampant in 3rd world places too.

>> No.11145325

>>11145166
Please respond.

>> No.11145327

>>11145035
>Glasgow
Always weird me out that fellow Glasgowfags use this board.

>> No.11145329

>>11145324
>Suicides are pretting rampant in 3rd world places too.
Nah.

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>that feel where you're apathetic / indifferent towards literally everything and don't even have enough motivation to move

It's worse than "suicidal depression"

>> No.11145338

Why don't you just do heroin like everyone else?

>> No.11145335

Gonna kill myself in a few months
Enjoying the hell out of life until then. Deciding to kill myself was the best decision I ever made. I can finally stop worrying so much and just have fun. A little pain is worth all this happiness.

>> No.11145337

>>11145324
>>11145329
Suicides aren't as common because the degenerate subhumans get killed in shootouts or starve to death because they never evolved past tribal state

>> No.11145338,1 [INTERNAL] 

go back to wizardchan

>> No.11145338,2 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145331
seriously, it's the worst. Suicidally depressed people have it easy

>> No.11145338,3 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,2
apathetic depressed people are lame. the last one I knew just would complain about not wanting or caring about anything every so often, while holding down six jobs and a professorship at 22 or whatever it was they did with their spare time they were too apathetic about me to tell me about

>> No.11145338,4 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,3
that's just a jaded teenbro, not someone whos so far gone they don't even feel anymore

>> No.11145338,5 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,4
but they weren't a teenager for most of the time I knew them

>> No.11145338,6 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,5
Teenage is mental, not physical

>> No.11145338,7 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,6
What a fucking retard teenagers are those kids with their physical age ending with -teen so of course it's physical you fucking retard

>> No.11145338,8 [INTERNAL] 

everyone is frigging suicidal from time to time.............just get over it, nerds

>> No.11145338,9 [INTERNAL] 

The GM of the /jp/ guild.

http://boards.4chan.org/vg/thread/82624424/tera-general-terag#p82645634

I hope you're all proud to be associated with him.

>> No.11145338,10 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,9
sad

>> No.11145338,11 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,9
http://pastebin.com/BqisyqDW
>can I get an invite pls
>No, you have to apply yourself and wait for your application to be accepted.

lol wtf is this shit

>> No.11145338,12 [INTERNAL] 

feely-wheely keep a thread open just in case there's another reply in six hours

any bette r way to keep track of thread

>> No.11145338,13 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,9
He actually seems like a good GM, I would play with him. How upset do you have to be to bring this shit here, Siztra?

>> No.11145338,14 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,11
autism

>> No.11145338,15 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,13
>someone that rejects 4chan apps because his buttbuddy tells him to is a good GM
you seem p retarded

>> No.11145338,16 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,9
literally not otaku at all

>> No.11145338,17 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,9
Do not bully

>> No.11145338,18 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,15
siztra is literally trev, a basic search of his filenames reveals this

>> No.11145338,19 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,18
he rejected other apps because his buttbuddy didn't want them in the guild

>> No.11145338,20 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,15
>rejects 4chan apps
i don't know why the fuck you think that accepting these mouthbreathing retards is a good thing

>> No.11145338,21 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,20
for one it's a 4chan guild
nice shitpost though :0)

>> No.11145338,22 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,11
Tera has a guild application system. Like most organizations, they don't want people that can't fill out their form properly.

>>11145338,15
>[TERA] 4chan Guilds
>=== READ THIS YOU FUCKING RETARD ===
>State which board you are from in your application (No, seriously, do this, or you're not getting in)
Is this where I laugh?

>> No.11145338,23 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,21
literal /vg/ foolz shitter
please kill yourself out of the wuh

>> No.11145338,24 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,21
That means everyone from 4chan gets to join? No, shitters are still weeded out regardless of origin.

>> No.11145338,25 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,9
Fucking steambro attentionwhore shitzra normie, no one gives a shit about your stupid game.
Maybe one day you'll be big enough to play with the big wolves, until then please fuck off back to /a/.

>> No.11145338,26 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,25
I don't post on /a/

>> No.11145338,27 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,24
Specifically rejecting certain apps because a friend that isn't from 4chan told you to is scummy behavior.

>> No.11145338,28 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,24
Actually yes since all the 4chan guilds are zerg guilds. Anyone that browses 4chan is allowed to join.

>> No.11145338,29 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,28
Obviously not

>> No.11145338,30 [INTERNAL] 

lamo guild drama

>> No.11145338,31 [INTERNAL] 

>>11145338,9
What a fucking sperg

>> No.11145338,32 [INTERNAL] 

crossboarder containment thread

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