/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Try getting started with small tasks pertaining to whatever it is that you wish to do. Keep a long term goal in mind, for example, "learn Japanese," but don't hold yourself to it every day; instead hold yourself to smaller goals like "do 30 reps" and you'll have an easier time getting started and sustaining things. Do your best in whatever it is you want to do, anon!

>>10539227
It's like trying to find anything. When you stop looking for it, it will find you.

Antidepressants, counseling, proper diet and regular exercise.

It's a lot of work, just to become normal. It's easier to head to Gensokyo.

I'm opening a portal as soon as my parents pass away.

>>10539227
Do something. Getting out of depression involves momentum, first step is the hardest yadda yadda.

Sorry guys, I need to blog a little bit.
I madly fell in love with that real-life girl, started working on myself, trying to change the fact that I am a piece of shit, who can't even hold a conversation irl. Made her some cute little presents, tried to be romantic and normal, wrote poems every day, stated learning how to play guitar, working out, but she doesn't want to be with me. I needed to wait for 3 hours at the bus station just to make her present for Valentine's Day, because she feels to awkward around me and tries to avoid at all costs... I'm doing all I can but she is so out of reach for me. Probably going to suicide on 8 of March, because that's when I'll have to see her once again. Jump under a train in front her eyes? Sounds good for me.

>>10539279
>Probably going to suicide on 8 of March
Oh cool, that's my birthday. Thanks!

>>10539279

No woman's worth crawling on the earth, so walk like a man, my son.

>>10539279
You're pathetic, in every way. You don't even deserve to end up in Gensokyo.

You can't spend all your free time with a person? You get to have all the time you want for yourself? How horrible!

>>10539279
You know you could always fuck off to /r9queer/

>>10539279
It really sounds like you came off as a creepy stalker. Waiting 3 hours at a bus station for a girl who avoids seeing you? I wouldn't wait half an hour for one that would love to.

>>10539279
Congratulations, you have just proved that your dick has complete control over you.

>>10539279
Don't kill yourself over a woman, that's just pathetic. If you seriously think that you're capable of killing yourself and seriously consider it, get yourself to a shrink and talk to him.

She's a bitch, you're obviously trying to be nice and she's just being a stuck-up cunt. She's the kind of person who will run off with a jerk, and end up being a single mother living off food stamps with bruises from her ex-boyfriend's punches.

>>10539296
I hope you wrote that just to cheer that guy up

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>>10539296
I know, that's pathetic and there are many girls etc, but she is the only one that I care about and if I can't be with her then the thought that she's with someone else is going to kill me. It so painful to think about that and I can't do shit.

>>10539296
Please don't drop a load of imaginary feces on a person for no reason at all.

>>10539292
Haha, about a month ago I wanted for the whole day, that's about 13-15 hours. The only thing that made me stop was that I didn't have anything to drink and was pretty much dying from dehydration. Had to steal some water on the way home just so I could make it, because I didn't have any money and was too weak to walk over 10km long way.

>>10539338
I don't think you understand. Why would you want to spend your free time with another person like that? Just because you feel some feelings towards her? Are you literally retarded?

>>10539338
I have never cared about anyone while more amorous men seem to care about every other woman. Things tend to have two sides.

People who think that they've been around because they've been wrecked in relationships love to mock me because I'm obviously a baby who doesn't know shit about anything. I'm also irresponsible and useless because they say that making babies is automatically good.

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>>10539379

NASA has just confirmed that my sides have left orbit.

>>10539227

Go to your doctor, say your having trouble focussing, depending on where in the world you are based you will get free adderall.

Take free adderall, become intensly motivated towards everything.

Please /jp/, consider chemical castration.

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>>10539390
Don't worry, I don't need it.

>>10539390
how much does it cost?
does it remove the sexual drive entirely?

>>10539369
When I'm around her it feels peaceful, warm, she's like a little sun that gives energy to live and if she accepts me it's going to be fun for her too? But yeah, there's an idea that I'm just using her as excuse to destroy myself because I'm a retarded piece of shit.

>>10539404
>But yeah, there's an idea that I'm just using her as excuse to destroy myself because I'm a retarded piece of shit.
Now we're talking!

>>10539395
Do you have the original pic? I want to print one out to masturbate with.

>>10539404

Does she have nice tits or something?

>>10539399
I can do it for free....
wwww

>>10539389
I'm from Russia, no idea what it's substitute here.

>>10539404
You need to get a hobby, that feeling you're describing sounds like my first subterranean animism 1cc. Go try learning a skill and see how you like it.

>>10539421
Male suicide rates by country (per 100,000 males). The most recent data available is from 2009, some of the data is as old as 1978 though.

>>10539279
You know, romantic movies, TV shows, and books try to paint a picture that says, "You can always get the girl to fall in love with you if you're persistent enough!" and that there are things like "soulmates" in this world and that if you can't be with your soulmate, you're just settling and going to live a shitty life.

That's all bullshit. If you're too persistent with a girl that doesn't like you, it won't make her like you more. It will just make her hate you and think you're a creep.

I don't know if there are such things as soulmates in this world, but I do know that human relationships are about compromise. I've yet to meet a perfect person in this world. If that girl really was your soulmate, then wouldn't she be appreciative of all the romantic gestures you've been doing? Yet she hasn't. So go find someone else.

I can't even fathom why someone would be on /jp/ and still like 3D women.

>>10539416
come here you little booger!

>>10539424
pic source?

>>10539447
>I can't even fathom why someone would be on /jp/ and still like 3D women.
I've always liked them. I just have never talked to them.

killing yourself over a woman if normalfag shit

I have been trying to revive my study motivation and routine by taking a year off from university and just learning stuff I like. Have been reading japanese daily for little less than 3 months but I still don't feel like going back to uni.

>>10539447
Thank you for the advice, the best way to explain that I've heard so far. I wish I could make myself understand that I need to move on though. For whatever reason I still think that she's the one and continue to ignore all the signs that prove otherwise.

>>10539478

I dropped out 4 years ago and still have not been able to return.

Ok, don't know about the depression (a normalfag frat "bro" answer would be: stop hating yourself or something equally idiotic), but here's what i saw people recommend to other people on another 4chan board, maybe it will help:

You might be grounded in a present-centered way of thinking, and that's why you're delaying most things that might require effort.
Give yourself a routine, something like at such and such a time i will study japanese/workout/whatever, at such and such a time i will masturbate, then i shall watch anime. Yes, including the "time wasting" stuff is good too, forgot why tho, guess because it helps intergrate into the routine and shit.

Go to a psychologist. They will make you feel worse at first but I heard that it helps later on. What will make you feel like shit is having to pay someone to give a fuck about you and if it's a girl (not an old lady, unless you're into that) then realizing that she will never see you as anything but her patient. The sooner you get that out of your head the easier it will become to deal with her, I guess. It's not always expecting a relationship as much as it's wanting her care about you more than she cares about her other patients. I'm now exiting my own denial phase because it can't be helped.

Then again this might be just my experience.

>>10539447
>I can't even fathom why someone would be on /jp/ and still like 3D women.

it's like you really think /jp/ isn't full of normalfags now

>>10539501
>You might be grounded in a present-centered way of thinking, and that's why you're delaying most things that might require effort.
A random comment from the crowd: I can only think about the future and that's why I don't even bother starting anything. I bear a past, you know. Determinism laughs at me, just like everyone else.

>>10539279
Don't die, man. You might not believe it now but there will be someone else just as good (if not better) that will return your feelings. I've never had a girlfriend but I remain optimistic as much as reality lets me.

She's not worth it.

>>10539527
Get a routine, might help.

>>10539515
>What will make you feel like shit is having to pay someone to give a fuck about you and if it's a girl (not an old lady, unless you're into that) then realizing that she will never see you as anything but her patient.
What the hell, you guys are completely sex-crazy.

>>10539533
I should do this. I make vague plans about things and then never follow through instead currently.

>>10539524
tolerating =/= thinking the same way

At least it's better than the /a/ "LOL LE 3DPD U DONT HAVE A WHY4? WHAT A LOSER XD", people here accept that some people might be into that and are ok with it.

I like real girls. I just don't have sex with them.

>>10539534
I don't care as much about sex as I care about the feels. I tried fooling myself into being in love with 2D, but I'm too realistic for that and my mind will simply not accept that.

There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem to find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
And I'm convinced
That there's just too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before, so insecure
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting, how I can't seem to find myself again

Being held back i have to go to HS every day and this scares me, i'm scared of interacting with anyone that isn't in my family, and being practically a retard surrounded by teens doesn't help it, when you're in group, there are times when your skin gets all itchy, like you want to rub it and stuff (but it doesn't work, as if getting the skin off is the only solution) and can't concentrate on anything, the only way to escape it is to do something out of the ordinary, but that would attract attention, which would in turn be painful, it's a vicious cycle.
Can't keep up with anything when i'm supposed to be going there, not working out, not reading VN's, it's seriously terrifying my every fucking day, tried begging my parents to let me work, but i have to get at least some papers to do so, they won't sustain me for nothing they say.
Do anti-depressants help? I talked to a psychiatrist, and she might prescribe them once she gets the necessary papers.

Sorry for the blogshit OP, but since you're doing it, i thought i might vent too.

>>10539605
Crawling in my skin, these wounds they will not heal!
Fear is how I fall, confusing, confusing what is real...

>>10539611
Yeah, t's something like that song, you know like when you're hot and stuff? It's really unpleasant, i don't know how to explain it besides shitty metaphors, but it's really fucking unpleasant.

Oh god, i must have sounded like a fucking emo cunt right in that post, sorry once again.

>>10539630
Embrace your emo identity, get a cute haircut and makeup, you'll find sex if you are not fat, really tall or non-white/asian.

>>10539547
>I don't care as much about sex as I care about the feels.
Maybe you should give some of them to me. I think my lack of direction stems from my inability to give a shit. No matter how civilized I try to be, no matter how much I study, no matter how hard I work, in the end I always start feeling like a walking joke and I retreat back to my basement where the company is always good. Trevor is right.

I promise not to do anything evil. I never have (unless leeching food, warmth and electricity counts) and I never will.

>>10539605
And i apparently saved a sample, sorry.
>>10539642
But that would attract attention, no fucking way.

>>10539654

> saved a sample

How can one person mess up so badly?

>>10539654
>But that would attract attention, no fucking way.
If wanna live in the background don't expect people to notice you.

>>10539659
Yes, that's the first step. After that a person should realize that it's not okay to live in the background. The world needs men.

>>10539660
Sorry.

>>10539672

I'm being silly. Don't worry about it.

>>10539659
But they do, and that's the point, i'm not a non-existant ghostly entity, i'm that fuck that doesn't socialize with anyone and is probably a serial killer in the making, at best i'm a "poor guy" like a kind nigger adressed me when talking to his gf

>>10539693
|like a kind nigger adressed me when talking to his gf
What? You womanize so much that I'm starting to doubt that you're a troll. Maybe we're just dealing with cultural differences.

Don't you feel better already, OP?

>>10539721
>womanize
Doesn't it mean someone who has many women?
Maybe you meant it as someone who whines, then yes, my post was condensed whineful butthurt, or there might be some cultural differences too.

You people should be more like Rin and less like Sakura, except for the tsundere part.

>>10539227
seek a psychiatrist, i mean it.

>>10539746
I don't mind emotional whining, especially on 4chan. I just feel that casual small talk is pretty extreme. What did you tell her? Why?

>>10539732
I do. Thank you all, guys, I love you.

>>10540217

Would you have sex with me, though?

>>10539761
If you take out the tsundere, what's left?

>>10540242

Sex.

>>10540245
Too lewd

>>10540229
Only if we can pretend that you're the girl that I love.