/jp/ - Otaku Culture

christmas is tomorrow not today watafuck man

>>10255502
It's already noon in Finland

>>10255502
I am aware but i assume christmas season is a tough time for some neets. Whether they wanna be alone and family is harrassing them or maybe their gonna be alone and they hate that.

>>10255505
Nobody gives a shit about finnscum

>>10255516
Please don't listen to this post! I'm American and I love people from all over the world and Finland seems nice :3

>>10255533
Agreed, they have pretty mountains.

I wish someone else could control me for a few hours during these family get togethers.

>>10255543
Just drink and it'll go by fast, either that or just sit there day dreaming the entire time with the occasional thoughtless "okay."

>>10255550
Don't drink during family meetings, you'll be seen as some kind of boozer.

>>10255543
I agree with you. Are you better around certain family or is it everyone? For me it seems harder to talk to my dads side. They are quiet folk too, so the silence is more awkward. My moms family talks all the time so I can sit there and listen without having to talk.

>>10255543
I know what you mean.
Been neet for 2 years and all im hearing is how i need to be an adult and how dependent i am. uhg.

>>10255550
Trying this , but im a crappy drinker :( i get sick so easily.

>>10255553
The quieter i am the more my family tries to talk to me it sucks.

>>10255559
>>10255552
I was just talking about a glass or two of wine, nothing major, but easily enough take a bit of the edge off of having to deal with people.

>>10255553
I guess I'm worse with my mom's since I see them more often. I only see my dad's side once per year so I can just go and then not think about it.

Thankfully my mother is also reclusive and didn't want to go to my grandmother's big party. We stayed home and ate chocolate.

I'm going to visit my family today and tomorrow. It's going to be great fun

Just received a bottle of rum, I know what i'm going to do for the rest of the night.

I ate way too much. I got excited at the store and bought a bunch of food. When I got home I ate both of the soups, half a carton of orange juice, and a whole box of chocolates. Now I'm feeling very tired.

>>10255626
rum is one of the best beverages around

I'm not alone because I'm spending Christmas with /jp/.

>>10255703
Vodka is my favourite but beggars cant be choosers.

>>10255713
I don't like vodka because unless you buy a really expensive one the flavour is enough to put you off wanting to put that anywhere near your mouth.

But with rum even a cheap one can be ok

>>10255738
Gonna have to agree with you, I always buy cheap vodka and mix the shit out of it with orange juice.

>>10255753
I like it with tomato juice. It calms the stomach

>>10255787
That's a interesting choice might have to try it one day.

I wish I could stay home instead of visiting family

i wish my windows laptop didnt HDD crash. now i'm using a shitty mac laptop.

gonna spend the holidays on a mac, not playing any games. crying in the corner of the room.. while the normals celebrate christmas.

good thing you guys are here.

>>10255552
>you'll be seen as some kind of boozer
why do you care

Today is kurisumasu eve where I live.

Gonna get blazed and drunk today while watching jpop music videos with my Lain plushie.

>>10255887
Because I am not a boozer. I also believe in not doing drugs to get by when you feel things are difficult. That only leads to depending on them.

>>10255900
good for you, champ

I haven't left my room in a few days because of visiting family. Specifically because of my half nephew. He is one of the most annoying people I have ever had the displeasure of interacting with, which is understandable because he's 6. But still, I can't bring myself to tell him to buzz off, 'cause I'll feel like an asshole. He just thinks I'm the coolest guy ever for some reason, so the moment I leave my room he latches onto me and I can't do anything without him demanding I let him do it instead, only for him to get bored of it 5 minutes later and demand I do something else with him.

At least on Holidays I can feel better about myself knowing that I can make some of the food because one of my hobbies is cooking. For Christmas I'm in charge of making the macaroni and cheese and once again the biscuits. I will properly cut the butter into the dough this time. I also opted to make the macaroni and cheese over the twice baked potatoes because I wanted to make something my younger relatives would like. Also last time my mother made macaroni and cheese it came out all dry and weird tasting.

>>10255927
I think this is just something kids go through. Some of my cousin were like that when they were younger. As they get older they stopped bugging me/started looking up to other people. I still had a bit of fun playing SNES and Genesis games with them. That stuff seemed to interest them, coming from modern consoles like Wii, PS3, and 360.

>>10255887
Nothing sucks more then having someone nagging you while your trying to enjoy your drink.

hey jeipei

TRU

NEET

>>10257114
The truest

Not NEET (still go to school) but got kicked out of the house last year and literally have no IRL friends

Live in a cockroach infested apartment, sleep in a corner in a sleeping bag, don't have a mattress, let alone a bed. Going to set a bottle of vodka right beside my head tonight so I can drink myself stupid as soon as I wake up tomorrow

What a boring picture.

>>10257175
You are objectively wrong

>>10257171
Haha, that was a pretty good parody. I almost believed it for a second.

>>10257175
I happen to like this picture.

>>10257177
>>10257206
It's not a bad picture, it's just a boring picture. I'm not put off by the fact it's anime art, but I like seeing pictures that are relevant to the topic (beyond "NEETs play games").

I did not mean to imply that the picture is low quality or that the characters and series depicted are bad. I just think the OP could have been more creative with his search.

I'll miss /jp/ tomorrow, I have very little in common with my family
Have fun for me friends

I'm not a NEET, but I'm alone for christmas...

Can I join?

>>10257236

We'll be waiting for you anon

>>10255894
say hi to Lain for me.

>>10257228
It just has a special place in my heart since I remember cropping it a while ago. The original picture is great, though.

>>10257241
Please do

>>10257241
Only if you remember to wear pantsu, so you don't get a cold.

>>10257256

It is a fucking amazing picture

I've closed and opened it 3 times in the last 20 minutes

Ah my crop was slightly different.

My mother put lotion on my back and now it's smooth and very soft. I made sure to thank her very much.

>>10257298
I can only imagine there's some deranged madman behind this post.

>>10257302
You're a meanie. I said nothing that could be interpreted as mad or deranged. What's wrong?

>>10255495
Just me or Niku is too pink and looks like a dayum pig.

>>10257356
>>10257356
She's the new Pigmaster General, it was implied at the end of «Porkin' Across Americ» episode 8

Haven't talked to dad in a month or so and he calls to bitch at me for being a neet with no friends right before christmas. As if I don't feel like shit already.
So to spread the christmas cheer, what are you doing for christmas? What have you guys accomplished this year? How have you been spending your days? Do you have a problem? Why can't you talk to other people? I can't understand what you're saying, you've become so inarticulate because you don't talk to people.

Seems like everyone has a holiday tomorrow. Except me, of course. Tomorrow is going to be just another shitty day.

>>10257409
What a NEET.

>>10257393
"/jp/ is my blog."
-u

>>10257393
I'd love to hear my dad's voice, but he died last year.

That sounds terrible, having your dad talk to you. I am so sorry!

I just got uninvited to my family's christmas party because my aunt who just got off chemo and has no immune system will be there and I just got over a bad cold. I don't want to kill my aunt but at the same time I haven't seen my family for a very long while and was looking forward to it.
I heard Tokyo Godfathers is a good christmas movie, so I might watch that later

>>10257426
Tell her it's not very safe to go outside a sterile room without an immune system.

Shit can kill you yo.

>>10257414
These threads are supposed to condense all the blogging on /jp/. Why aren't you hiding every one of them when they come up?

>>10257422
You still have a mother so cheer up and have a nice Christmas. I wish my parents we're still alive. Maybe if theywere, I would have become a nice person but ununfortunately I'm spending all my days living a miserable life. I wish you'll never know that feeling of coming in an empty and dark house every day

>>10257441
Because there are like 5 NEET threads.

>>10257443
You have a house? When all three of my parents died, the bank repossessed our house and now I live in a wooden shack. You should count your blessings and thank your stars that you still have a warm home.

>>10257454
And what do you do for a living?

>>10257469
Realtor.

>>10257393
"why doesn't ANY1 UYNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS!?!??!? DAD FUCK U NO I WONT DO THE DISHES UR SYUCH AN ASSHOLE PIECE OF SHIT LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!! NO I DONT WANT FRIENDS BECUZ IM A TRUNEET NOT A FILTHY WAGE SLAVE NORMAL LIKE YOU!!"

-Anonymous after being asked to come downstairs and have dinner with the family

>>10257490
Wow, >>10257393, you sound like a jerk.

>>10257490
If his dad is calling him it's obvious he doesn't live with him. Honestly dads who want grandchildren can be really fucking irritating and aggressive, you probably wouldn't know with your wife and 3 child family and all.

>>10257490
Wow you are spot on.
You guys are really good at reading people, too bad you only point out people's faults and make them upset.

>>10257502
>If his dad is calling him it's obvious he doesn't live with him.

What? My parents call me all the time and I live with them.

>>10257503
>spot on

u wot m8

>>10257510
Get out, yuropoor.

>>10257512
england isnt in europe, fag

>>10257510
Spot on.

>>10257513
please stop TAKING THE PISS, BLODDY HELL.

>>10257505
Seems like a waste of money. If you live with your parents, they could just go to your room and knock or talk through it. That's what my parents would do.

I can't wait to get indipendent and leave alone forever

Why do the British have so many meals? I couldn't go five minutes without the clock striking something-o-bong and everyone getting ready for tea/supper/tiffin.

>>10257521
My mom says my room has a particular "smell" and makes me have this air purifier in here. I think we both know it's dried cum.

>>10257528
My room used to have a particular smell that both my mom and I noticed. It was a rotting mouse corpse

I am really hungry right now

Only 10% of hikikomori browse the internet.
50% of hikikomori physically abuse their parents

>>10257241
I'm not a NEET as of last week when I registered for Community College, nor am I physically alone for Christmas....although with my family, it sure feels like it.

C-Can I join, /jp/?

>>10257609
You're cut

>NEET thread

>>10257609
>I'm not a NEET
>C-Can I join, /jp/?

No.

>>10257613
o-oh, okay...

>>10257622
Now you've been triple cut.

>>10257622
Go back to /a/ and take your epic animu images with you.

>>10257624

>not spending your Christmas with your $7000 imouto

I have enough money to live comfortable as a NEET for a year at my current location. Should I, /jp/?

>>10257592
Where did you get those numbers from?

>>10257646
Unless it has realistic AI, it is not worth $7,000.

>>10257655
http://www.amazon.com/Shutting-Out-Sun-Generation-Departures/dp/1400077796

>>10257651
Invest it in forex, yo.

>>10257646
I'm kind of confused as to who you are quoting.

I've never had anyone to celebrate Christmas with so it's just another day for me.

>>10257657
The book about hikikomori by a gaijin who hates japanese

>>10257673
It seems kind of interesting so far. Would you recommend any other resources?

>>10257673
I searched through over 10 pages of search results but I can't find any evidence of him hating Japan.

My counsellor mentioned that she can do IQ tests. They take about six hours. The results can be affected by depression.

Should I do it? I average 120 on the silly Internet ones, but I'm really worried that I'll get an awful result and feel suicidal because I'm stupid (I already know I'm not that smart, confirming this through an official test is a scary idea). At the same time, though, I really want to know the truth so I can see what I'm working with.

>>10257720
What does it matter how smart you are? Even if it turned out you were a genius, I doubt you would use it for anything.

>>10257729
I don't know. It's just been on my mind ever since she told me about it.

>>10257720
I have to do an IQ test as part of an autism assessment. They told me the number itself isn't important, it's how I respond to the different types of challenges (or something).

I'm a little worried because I used to be good at puzzle solving and pattern matching and stuff, but now I suck at it. It would break my heart if I turned out to have a sub-100 IQ. I used to be intelligent. I know I did.

I hate getting stupid. I've been trying to learn maths as a foundation for programming so I can produce something with my time, but I keep getting tripped up by simple things.

>The smallest whole number that each one of a pair of whole numbers divides into a whole number of times is called their lowest common multiple (LCM).
This sentence baffled me for a really long time. I read it out loud a few dozen times and it made no sense. I couldn't wrap my head around what it was trying to say. Even after reading the examples, I didn't understand. I think I get it now, but not in a way I can put into words.
I originally learned this when I was about 10 and I remember finding it easy as hell. Now it's confusing as fuck.

>>10257769
>>10257720

I didn't do an IQ test, but I did do some thing that measured memory/reasoning/awareness/etc etc. It was kind of interesting. I'll post a page from my results.

Grey area is 'normal' results, with 0 being average for my age/gender group. + results indicate good ability in that area, - results the opposite. Anything beyond 2 is unusual and is an indicator of an idiot savant type deal.

Exhausted right in temporary retreat to my room. Bro and I had an argument as always and we ended up getting in a 'regulated' brawl (no weapons, punching etc) with dad and uncle presiding. Won this time though my arms are still sore as fuck. Sister and cousin still in whore against oppressive pigs phase so lots of fall-in-line yelling there. Other young cousin gave me a headache over her bugging me to play with her. God the ADHD. Sometimes I wish I came from a more normal family without so much angry military blood in it. Hopefully it'll be better when everyone's stuffed and thoroughly sloshed this evening. Merry Christmas /jp/.

>I'm a ronery neet nobody loves me
>Came home from college to spend Christmas together with
No you're just a kid. Shut the fuck up.

Ehh, I'm going to spend my night watching films with Won Bin and listening to BIGBANG and 2NE1.

>>10258137
Who are you replying to?

another kinectimal christmas goes by

happy holidays /hp/

>>10258182
>who are you quoting
People still do this shit?

>>10258150
#BASED
T.O.P is a genius.

I have to go to my aunt's house tomorrow and it is going to be fucking awful, I haven't talked to anyone but my mom, dad, sister and the eye doctor and some people at stores in a long time and I fucking hate my relations I don't live with for the most part
my uncle has a dead arm from a snowmobile accident that is swollen and limp and has been dead 10 years and is a huge prick who beats his wife, my aunt and blood relation for no reason and his son is just like him, my other uncle raped one of my aunts (his sister) and is a piece of shit, and the aunt and uncle whos house it will be are the most stuck up, snotty fucking republicans I have ever met.

http://www.livestream.com/somemorevidya

truneet straming Eiken

>>10257781
Ummm...That's just a poorly written sentence. You have to remember that people who write math text aren't great writers. They should be required to work with actual writers for clarity before getting shit published

>>10257769
>It would break my heart if I turned out to have a sub-100 IQ. I used to be intelligent. I know I did.
Oh, God, this. I was the smartest kid.

One of the worst things that happened with me was that my parents let me make this guy with Asperger's my best friend as a child. I remember I used to make my handwriting worse and intentionally do shitty on tests so I would be worse than him. I was always tired of being the smarter one because people gave me shit for it.

Maybe that's why I'm so submissive.

My mom has work tomorrow for 12 hours and I'm going to be alone all day with nothing to look at besides snow. I can't even go anywhere because my car can't drive in the snow and it's not like anything will be open.

I feel pretty depressed, this is going to be probably the worst Christmas I've ever had in my life.

>>10258340
My friend, I lost my job and and had to move back to the state I grew up in to move in with my gay bear of an uncle who smokes weed all day long and doesn't have any space for me so I'm posting this while sitting in his laundry room while he's all 420 blaze it faggot. The rest of my family hates the both of us and we hate eachother. But he's always too high to fight about it and I'm too tired of life to kick his ass.
You've got it good

>>10258390
Please don't try and turn my friends into drug addicts, thanks.

>>10258352

More NEETs should smoke marijuana, it helps me with my anxiety and depression to the point where I don't have to take any pills or anything.

>>10258352
That sounds like the perfect setting for gay porn. Bears and Twinks 2 - /jp/ Edition.

>>10258393

Marijuana is better than the types of pills we normally would have to take with the anxiety and depression that causes us to prefer being alone. don't be so ignorant.

>>10258390
Maybe it helped because you wanted it to help.

>>10258390
>>10258400
>>10258393
Please don't start this.

>>10258401
Placebo's don't help severe clinical depression, marijuana does.

>>10258400
Typical drug addict response, take your disgusting habits back to 420chan.

>>10258390
Are you fucking serious? I used to smoke fairly often but I had to stop because it gave me pretty severe anxiety every time. You shouldn't refer to reactions to drugs in general like that, because I think everyone reacts differently. Drugs don't affect everyone the same way the affect you, dipshit.

>>10258352
For some reason the scene of a giant hairy gay man calling someone else a faggot is just the funniest thing. I truly have the lowest sense of humor.

Oh man, yesterday I ate chili and today whenever I fart or shit it smells like the chili. I've shit so much that my butt's hole is raw from wiping so often. Maybe I can get some wet wipes or something in the future.

>>10258390
I smoked a few times in the past. It did me a lot of good, to be honest.

>>10258408
I hate stoners, only teenagers and manchildren act like that. You shouldn't generalize people like that.

>>10258352
Your only hope is to record some porn with your uncle and make money off that.

>>10258425
Sounds like you're generalizing "teenagers and manchildren" yourself.

>>10258406
Placebos do help "severe" clinical depression".

>>10258390
>>10258422
It helped me deal with my anxieties in the first year and a half that I smoked. It doesn't do anything for me these days though so I've almost quit.

>>10255894
Hi, ticks

>>10258413
I never said they would help everyone, just that it might help to try, some doctors say it helps with depression and it causes actual changes to do so, I am not lying to further an agenda or image I am anonymous, acting so serious and offended makes you seem mentally dull.

I came to this thread by accident but it's 2am and I am currently getting my 2500hrs in dota 2 on Christmas day

No family or friends sure does feel sad when all you read is other people talking about it for an entire month

I can't hear any neighbors around my area, they've all left to visit family and friends I guess.

How can I ruin their Christmas?

Thought I would go without Christmas gifts this year, however when I changed my Steam name to "tfw no presents" I received an assload of games from people I don't even talk to.

That was cool.

>>10258577
You should be ashamed of yourself

>>10258573
Burn down their houses

My mom brought me some dinner, I asked her to leave it on the table because I was busy. Now I know what I did, it's christmas eve and I made her eat alone. I'm truly the worst.

>>10258599
yell out «SURPRISEI LOVE YOU MOM»

>>10258668
She is asleep already.

>>10258671
>>10258671
She's crying not sleeping, you can redeem yourself and become the son of her dreams. I believe in you, I'm going to apologize to my
mother right now as well. Let's do it together!

>>10258599
>I'm truly the worst.
You really are.

>>10258708
We all make mistakes, but we can overcome them together！

Tonight wasn't that bad. I arrived a couple hours late and immediately one of my younger cousins started talking to me about regular kid things, so I felt very relaxed. As she was eating she would occasionally come back to tell me stuff like how much corn she ate, ect. It was fun. After the food we did charades and one of my autistic cousins climbed on me and slapped me in the face a few times. Before present time I went into the other room, but in the end gifts were still given to me and I got to open them in a less public manner. I got a $100 gift card from my aunt and sweets, spices, and pop from my mother.

Now I'm back home with the house to myself tonight, so I'm going to start up a fire in the fireplace and sit on my laptop while watching A Christmas Story. A lot of presents are still in this house, so some of my cousins were coming over in the morning along with my grandmother to wrap them.

For the past two or three weeks I had been hoping Christmas would not be at this house. I was hoping I could spend most of the night alone and that receiving presents would not be as stressful as it normally is. Everything I hoped for came true. I'm very happy right now, /jp/. I hope you all enjoyed Christmas.

15 min till Xmas here in Arizona.

How's it going?

>>10259611
Oh, someone else in Arizona. Where at? I'm in Mesa.

>>10259623
Yo! I'm in Casa Grande, ever heard of it? 45 min from both Tucson and Phoenix.

I rarely find someone else from AZ on 4chan though

>>10259630
I've heard of it, never been there. Might have driven through it when I went to Tombstone a few months ago.

>>10258599
kill yourself

>>10258599
Lol, /a/ was right about you sad clowns.

>>10259637
There's not much here anyway. Even the monument that this town is named after is in another town.

Just curious: you still in HS or college?

>>10255495
>NEET thread
>>10259652
>Just curious: you still in HS or college?
what

>>10259668
Haha wow, that was a stupid question... Meant to ask them if they were either in high school or college.

>>10259682
(Cont.)

...Completely skipped over the NEET thread part. I'll excuse myself from this thread immediately.

>>10259652
I dropped out at 16 and I'm too old for highschool now, being 23 in a few months.

Was supposed to sign up for college again (I dropped out in 2009) so I visited their website and it turns out the sign ups for this semester closed WEEKS AGO. This is the second time this has happened to me, my mother is going to start thinking I'm doing it on purpose.

>>10259692
Don't act like you didn't purposely delay checking.

>>10259692
I'm not trying to be mean, but if you don't pay even the littlest attention in a way you are doing it on purpose
maybe try something besides college, it's not for everyone

>>10259694
Who is college for?

I'm going to masturbate a lot today. Please masturbate a lot too, /jp/!

Let's make it a white Christmas!

>>10259701

There wasn't ANY snow here in Tennessee! I'm going to need some help masturbating, too!

>>10259701
I was earlier and my mom walked in. I'm never masturbating again. Christmas is ruined.

>>10259701
I masturbate like once a day and I have for years, but yet, if I get a boner from looking at images but not really fapping and then decide to fap, I can cum in like 2-5 minutes if I dont purposely slow myself down

Why is my stamina for this so low, shouldnt i have built up some sort of resistance

>>10259701
twice in one hour earlier
I'm doing my part

>>10259701
More often than not family gatherings make me horny. Earlier one of my cousins was laying on the ground and spreading her legs, it was very lewd. I also noticed her chest is just starting to swell, although that may have been her clothes. Either way, I need relief.

>>10259702
I'm going to pleasure myself to the thought of your pleasuring yourself.

>>10259736

Thanks anon, that helped me achieve a boner. I'm off!

janitor delet ed my thread earliter i guess.

sorry to mr janitor im not trying to shitpost

i seriously want ot know how otgher /jp/iers deal with thing feelinkg

>>10259751
Hiarayano@live.com if you ever want to talk

>>10259771
ooops
Hirayano@live.com
Sorrrrrry

This is the first christmas I've spent drinking on /jp/
but I think I have a new tradition

>>10259793
its nice, drinking makes thre p[roblems you currently haver less painful.

i dont think my waifu would appporive so im avoiding going to bed

Every time I drink enough to make it seem alright that I have zero interpersonal relationships some bitch who IMs me damn near every day starts typing big and angry at me.

Then she leaves me alone for a while, which is nice.

What are we drinking, /jp/? I'm half way into a bottle of white-horse.

>>10259793
>>10259771
Assassinate your person, son of bitch.

>>10259866
Please try to make more sense, anonymous.

>>10259855
Currentkly, im finshing off this botrtle of jack i have

>>10259866
I love you too
>>10259855
my drink is from Helsinki!

>>10259793
I remember when spamza was around. My throwaway email address still has dozens of thousands of messages from it to this day.

Am I the only who slept through the whole day of Christmas?

Damn, I missed the fun...

>>10259896
Don't worry, christmas isn't over yet, only christmas eve!

I hate my life and id rather be dead, not fishing for responses, just throwing out how my NEET life is going.

>>10259902
That's cool. You should listen to some sad music to get you in the mood. Godspeed.

Any NEETs here actually job-hunting? I keep putting in bursts of applications, then no one calls me back, then I go into a cocoon-period for a while, then another burst of apps, etc.
It's been going on for.........a long time now. :(

>>10259911
Luckily, I got my casual job a month ago to prepare for the last month of 2012.

Though, except for few games and figures, I'm not spending much on Christmas.

Not to mention I slept through the whole day of Christmas...

Maybe I should of went to Church or something.

>>10259855

Gin and tonic my friend. Yummy

I got some chocolates and alcohol for Christmas. Perhaps it's a reverse intervention for this sweet toothed alcoholic. ホホホー

>>10259941
>Gin and tonic my friend. Yummy

I tried gin and tonic before and it was absolutely revolting. Same with bourbon.

Maybe I am just a lightweight and should stick to wines.

I'm planning on going out for a walk today. The streets will be empty, right?

>>10259957
I figured they would be filled with people playing with their Christmas gifts.

>>10259949

It can be too strong if you add too much gin

Orange juice also very nice

Today I went to the park and ate at one of the family tables randomly, they were Chinese and would only let me eat barbecued chicken necks but they were very nice.

>>10260021

are you homeless

Christmas is always better when one reminisces over the Reichsland.

Frohe Weihnachten und einen guten Rutsch ins neue Jahr, meine lieben VolksgeNEETen!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?&v=MaJmuCCKRNI

>>10255495
>>10255495
Why have I never met a NEET?

>>10260047
I know two NEETs right now in real life.

>>10260047
Several of the people in know since school are involuntary NEETs.

such is life in Europe

So who else is planning on spending the entire week drunk?

>>10260376
I'd love to do that but I live at home and my parents would think I've become an alcoholic.

>>10260376

I would, but my budget is very limited.

>>10260382
Just force down the cheapest liquor with the help of popcorn or something, go for moonshine if you can get it. After a glass you will barely feel the taste.

Are you ever reminded of the past? Just now I listened to some of the Spirited Away OST and I was reminded of how I'd put that movie on to comfort me as I fell asleep watching it. Waking up, seeing the dim bluish light from the TV and hearing the title loop playing over and over instead of nothing really helped me. It seems like just yesterday that I would spend my entire day keeping my head down and making it through school only to come home and spend hours online before retiring back to bed and crying myself to sleep. I can still remember being so cold in that room; the blanket I had didn't help at all.

It was a horrible feeling laying there knowing that the next day would be exactly the same. Each day would begin with the same knock on the door to wake me up and cause my stomach to twist into knots, being given the same breakfast that I had no intention of eating. Taking the same bumpy ride to school to be with the same people. The same classes with the same teachers, the same lunchtime, same food, same finishing quickly and then sitting in the hallway until class. Each day was the same gym class, same social studies. Same ride home. The only thing different in my life was what was on the computer and what episodes were playing on adult swim.

Listening to this song has just made me remember all that and now I feel like crying again.

>>10255900
Look at this fucking casual.

Woke up today and the first thing I did was puke what seemed like an entire day's worth of food, now I just have a fever and a bad headache. I guess my christmas present is a stomach virus.

Could be worse.

>>10261921
Fascinating.

>>10259700
Social butterflies who are good at networking.